Chapter 024 – There is really no tip

Zishan finished looking at Feng Dayong’s eyes, calmly and quietly met Feng Dayong’s gaze, until Feng Dayong avoided until she very calmly said “I do not believe you”, so that Feng Dayong’s heart in the past few days in Zishan here accumulated frustration a few more points.

There was no scolding, no rebuke, no broom and mop to beat him down, but Feng Dayong felt that the words spoken by the calm Zi Shan in front of him were more powerful than all of those combined. For a moment, he could hardly find the words to say – he realized again that whenever he talked to Zi Shan, she could always make him speechless these days.

He was a bit of a wreck, and a “I don’t believe it” almost stripped him of his disguise.

“I know I’m wrong ……” said here, in Zi Shan’s quiet gaze, he suddenly could not continue, because the original let Zi Shan go to the doctor is to stop talking to her about the divorce, now he opened his mouth and bowed his head, is not it going to rehash the matter of Xiaoliu and him again? I don’t know what to say, but I don’t know.

Then everything, or back to the original point, and he wanted the result is too far too far, he forced himself to say the words down, just turned a direction: “your body is not good, how to say is also with me for so many years, for me for the child for the family to work hard due to, you just let me atone for a sin, as long as your body is completely well, can take care of yourself, can take care of the baby, by then You still want a divorce, I, I’m all yours.”

Zisan looked at him gently sip and then sip the tea, without the intention of opening her mouth.

Feng Dayong under his wife’s gaze even more woeful: “Zishan, I really have no ill will, how is it, your illness should also be seen, there is something waiting for you to get well after we talk into it? You’d better say something.”

Zi Shan faintly: “I’ll say it after you finish, say it.”

Feng Dayong looked at Zi Shan’s heart rose up a sense of powerlessness, no matter how much effort he spent, how many words he said, if he could not get half a response, not to mention being touched not even anger, what else could he say?

“Zi Shan, even for the sake of the baby, let me do my best for once, okay?” He made a final struggle, his eyes filled with guilt as he looked at Zi Shan.

Zi Shan was still drinking tea, her eyes gazing at him flatly, not leaving his face but there was no half change in her gaze, so calm that it was as if she was watching a boring drama.

Feng Dayong held his head up, “Zi Shan!”

“Finished?” Zi Shan faintly asked.

Feng Dayong looked up at Zi Shan’s eyes, still unable to see a trace of emotion, and said disheveledly, “Finished. Zi Shan, I really ……”

“You continue to say.” Zi Shan continued to drink her tea, not in a hurry, not annoyed, not happy.

Feng Dayong looked at her, “I finished, really finished.” The Zishan in front of him let him give birth to the feeling of nowhere to start, simply do not know how to do in order to achieve their own purposes, that was held in the palm of his hand, by him to control all the joys and sorrows of the woman has disappeared, in front of him, he can not see through this completely.

It turns out, Zi Shan is happy or sad he can know without looking, want to make Zi Shan cry or laugh do not have to move their mouths to speak. He looked at Zi Shan’s heart to realize – he has died in her heart.

Zi Shan looked at him: “Really finished?”

“Finished.” Feng Dayong replied honestly.

Zi Shan nodded and put down her teacup, there wasn’t much water left in the cup, but she didn’t want to pour water now because she had already drank quite a bit and now she had something to say, but without waiting for her to say anything, Feng Dayong looked at her cup, “I’ll, uh, refill it for you.”

Picking up the cup and going to the water dispenser to pick up a cup full of hot water before gently placing it in front of Zi Shan, Feng Dayong sits down, “You like to drink water, especially these two days when you are in a hurry and on fire, it’s good to drink more water.”

Zi Shan leans back slightly, “Uh-huh. Is there anything else to do?”

Feng Dayong looks at Zi Shan not understanding what she means, “Huh?”

“Words, you’ve said them and I’ve answered you – I don’t trust you, so I’ll make my own arrangements for my affairs without you having to bother. Now that the water has been poured, do you have anything else?” Zi Shan’s meaning of eviction was clear.

Feng Dayong looks at Zi Shan, “That, I made it clear with Xiao Liu, I won’t see her again in the future, I, everyday will come back to live.” After saying that, without waiting for Zi Shan to speak, he immediately stood up, “The clothes haven’t been washed yet, right? I’ll go and wash them. These dishes, I put them in the refrigerator ah.” He knew that Zi Shan wouldn’t agree, so he couldn’t give Zi Shan the chance to refuse.

Zi Shan looked at him and tapped her chin with her finger, “Washing clothes? Then do you want to mop the floor by the way.”

“Ah, I’ll mop it, I’ll mop it. You’re not well, don’t worry about things in the house until you have an operation, I’ll do it.” Feng Dayong smiled curtly and rubbed his hands together.

The matter of seeing the doctor is set to convince Zishan, if we can’t talk about it tonight, then we will think again, anyway, the strong woman is afraid of stalking the man, he will make Li Zishan nod, because it is necessary. In order to gain Zixan’s favor, of course he has to show some performance in the past few days, and he will work harder on the housework.

Once upon a time, when he first got married, he still helped Zi Shan do the housework, but then gradually his socializing became more and more, so the housework became Zi Shan’s alone, and he came back tired after a day of running around outside, and was too lazy to take a shower.

However, he never thought that Zi Shan at that time also tired all day, but still put the home neat and tidy, but also remembered to put the bath water for him.

Feng Dayong is now worried about not doing housework tired, but worried that Zi Shan will not let him do, now Zi Shan’s temperament is not like before, everything has her own ideas.

Zi Shan smiled, ”Are you sure you want to do the laundry and mop the floor? Isn’t it the kitchen that you also scrub inside and out, up and down, well, speaking of which, it really should be cleaned up, it’s just that I’ve been in a bad mood for the past few days, so I haven’t cleaned it up seriously. The house, it really should be cleaned.”

“I’ll do it, I’ll do it.” Feng Dayong see Zishan smiled heart slightly loose, women well very good coaxing, once upon a time, he is to treat Zishan better, she is not moved to identify him? In spite of the family how to oppose or married him, now Zishan’s nature is to change some, but she is still a woman.

He pushed the tea to Zishan: “Drink some water and look at the TV, well, it’s the time you love to watch that so and so sunshine started, the body is not good, you do not have to worry about things at home. As long as you get well, it will be heavenly happiness for the baby.” He was very self-aware and didn’t say it was his greatest happiness.

Zi Shan didn’t drink the water instead she stood up, “No more water, I want to eat an apple. You get busy, I’ll go peel the apple.”

Feng Dayong listened to the heart suddenly born suspicion – Li Zishan is not playing with himself, right? But thinking of Yang Guoying, thinking of the child in Xiao Liu’s belly, he still smiled: “You sit down, I’ll get it, I’ll peel it.”

Zi Shan didn’t sit down, “No need, I’ll go myself. Besides, you don’t know how big to cut it into pieces, it’s better if I do it myself.” She raised her voice to call the baby, “Want an apple?” Can’t leave the baby alone for too long, anyway, looking at Feng Dayong’s appearance today he won’t argue with her.

The baby runs out, “I want to eat melon, I want to eat melon from the bunny, kitten, puppy, and big lion.”

Zi Shan hugged her and kissed her fiercely, it is really her own daughter ah, what does it mean that mother and daughter have the same mind? See, she did not have to imply, do not have to remind, the daughter on their own to say out to want bunnies and what melons to, really love the baby, no, she also want to kiss a mouthful.

Feng Dayong is very clear that he wants to live in again will not be so easy, that’s why he will be so attentive, hear his daughter’s words, although he is a little bitter in his heart, but his daughter is the meat on his heart this matter promised to have a few points of willingness: “OK, my little baby, you just want to eat elephant’s cantaloupe, dad also peeled to you.”

He reached out and gently pressed his hand towards Zishan’s shoulder, “You sit down, I’ll do it.” With another rub of his daughter’s head, he headed for the kitchen, “Melons and apples, just a moment, coming right up, thanks for the tip.”

Zishan was in a trance for a moment, as if she had gone back to many years ago, when Feng Dayong still had no money and they were still renting a house, a very small house, a very small kitchen, and everything was very simple, but at that time they were living happily, very happily.

It was at that time that Feng Dayong would buy some fruits back from work, all left over from people’s sales, and he would jokingly say to Zi Shan when he entered the door, “Customer, there are fine fruits in the store, including washing and peeling as well as feeding, all of which are free of charge and also declined to be tipped – do you want to order one? Would you like to order one?”

Zi Shan slightly closed her eyes, some warmth in her eyes. In order to, Feng Dayong once bright, warm smile, but also for, those past warm and sweet time.

When she opened her eyes again, she regained her calmness, once upon a time is once upon a time, now is now, she has to be clear in order not to do the wrong thing again, the past time is even more beautiful has already passed, that once let her rely on the man, that once swore to protect her man has already – dead.

Feng Dayong several years do not do this kind of thing, the fruit out of a long time, but Zi Shan and the baby in the sofa watching TV play did not get bored, the next mother and daughter to eat fruit to play games, while Feng Dayong began to wash clothes, mopping the floor and clean up the kitchen.

The washing machine is not a big deal, but mopping the floor and sweeping the entire kitchen is Feng Dayong to do it himself, years of not doing anything really makes him tired and sweaty.

The baby soon went to sleep, and Feng Dayong cleaned up and straightened up to find that the sky is actually almost dawn! He rubbed his old waist, it was killing him. However, he was a child who had come from suffering, his heart and mind were not generally strong, so this difficulty was really not on his mind.

He had just sat down on the sofa when Zi Shan pushed open the door to his room and walked out, “You haven’t left yet?” Turning back to see the kitchen spotless, she smiled, “Oh, you just finished cleaning up? You won’t be so slow if you do it out of habit, I usually clean up once a week without ever staying up at night.”

“Well, according to you, this breakfast-?” As if she didn’t see Feng Dayong’s fatigue, Zi Shan stretched her voice to look at Feng Dayong and waited for him to open his mouth, she wanted to let him know that she really didn’t intend to give a “tip”.