Chapter 179 Cracks

Jiang Tao called Dr. Zhang on the way, heard him say that he was preparing to give Zi Shan a checkup also did not ask more questions, he would like to drive the car faster, but this time is the peak of the vehicle, the road is almost full of cars, he is even more anxious can not be a little bit faster – he chose a less congested road, detouring a little farther just want to drive faster to arrive at the hospital earlier – he chose a less congested road, a little farther just want to drive faster to arrive at the hospital earlier. Faster to get to the hospital earlier.

The more anxious when the time passes more slowly, this time stopping for ten minutes can not move a, he poked his head out to see and see, the front of the car in a long line, of course, the car behind him in a longer line, according to theory now how should also move forward a move, but then past ten minutes, the car is still blocked in place.

Jiang Tao guessed that the front may have what accident, otherwise how could twenty minutes in front of the car even move not move it? He pushed open the car door and came down, one side walked forward and listened attentively to the conversation of the same anxious drivers, and then he finally knew that there was a car accident in front of him, and it was a very big car accident, it was two big trucks collided, and one of them was extremely serious, overturned on the ground, and the other one got stuck in the middle of two steel pillars supporting the billboards.

It is said that the huge billboard shaking, at any time there is the possibility of falling, so the front is undergoing emergency rescue, the road to the night can not be open to traffic is not yet known, because not only the two big cars, the billboard to deal with it is to take time.

Jiang Tao anxious, jogging to the front to see a police officer on duty, not to mention not letting the car over, is to let through the road now even a bicycle has no space to pass, not to mention the car. He saw the situation after the drivers know that the argument is correct, it seems that the road in a short period of time is not through the car.

Although the traffic police should also be clearing the road, but there are so many cars behind his car, an hour or two to leave the road is not even think about things, he looked at the back, and finally did not turn back to run up – left his car on the road, and ran all the way forward.

There was no way straight ahead, but there was a small road ahead that crossed over to the other main road, and then he could stop a cab, which he was sure would be much faster than if he drove there.

This small road is a little long, Jiang Tao ran panting, sweating, suit jacket off hanging on the arm, tie also do not know where to lose, spent nearly half an hour to run out of the small road – the old city, ah, planning is not very good.

He stood on the side of the road to stop a car, but this time is very bad time to take a taxi, so he simply run side by side to take a taxi, so as not to really can not hit the car and waste of time, it took nearly twenty minutes before he stopped a car, this time he is not very far from the hospital.

But how the car is also faster than people run, so he still hit the car straight to the hospital, to the time he thought he would be the latest one, did not think Chu Xiang has not yet arrived, and even more did not think of Lin Hao actually in!

The problem that had entangled him until now was actually solved in such a way. Jiang Tao looked at Lin Hao for a moment and didn’t know what to say, but seeing the slight smile on Zi Shan’s face in the ICU, he thought that this was not bad – as long as Zi Shan was well, what else was there to care about?

Lin Hao and Zi Shan’s gazes were glued together, and it was obvious that Zi Shan was very happy to see Lin Hao there, and in her eyes, Lin Hao was the only person in the world at that moment.

Zi Shan’s gaze slowly turned to Jiang Tao’s body, and she was slightly surprised to see Jiang Tao’s soaked, washed hair, but more than that, she was touched. She knew that she was not alone in her fight against fate, and that these friends were by her side as she fought the disease.

Touched to the point that it made her slightly emotional, but she listened to the nurse’s instructions so she closed her eyes for a moment before reopening them, not wanting to let her mood rise and fall too much for fear of hurting her heart, which was still in a fragile state. It was so good to be alive – she didn’t miss her daughter or the life she was living now.

Jiang Tao waved his hand to her, and clenched his fist to show encouragement, saw Zi Shan’s eyes blinking he smiled, saw a nurse come over, he ran over to ask for a paper and pen, wrote a large few words on it – the baby is very good, don’t worry, will bring her to see you. Hold on, try hard!

Zishan blinked hard a few times to show that she will, looking at Jiang Tao for the first time touched by his heart fine, know that he is now the most concerned about the child, although I hate to see the child, but do not want to let the baby to see her current appearance and worry. However, the baby has so-and-so quiet and other people’s care she is very relieved, for the sake of the child no matter how much pain and suffering she will insist.

Lin Hao put his hand on the glaze and looked into Zi Shan’s eyes telling her over and over again with his mouth – we are all waiting for you, don’t make me wait too long.

When Chu Xiang arrived, she was also sweating, it turned out that she took a bad taxi and caught the traffic jam, so she came very late, but she and so-and-so have the same heart for Zi Shan, both of them nodded their heads vigorously when they saw Zi Shan, signaling that Zi Shan doesn’t need to worry about anything, no matter whether it’s the baby or the business, everything will be there for them.

The doctor soon came over to advise them to leave, because Zi Shan can’t work too hard, what she needs now is rest, the glass window also dropped the blinds, they can see Zi Shan through the gap, but Zi Shan can’t see them anymore.

Xue Jing opened her mouth, “Lin Hao ……” the smell of gunpowder, but was pulled away by the fat man did not let her continue, and Chu Xiang looked at Lin Hao for two eyes, although he did not say much but the flavor of blame in it was very strong.

Lin Hao put his hands in his pockets and Jiang Tao walked to the door, the sunlight sprinkled on their bodies but did not illuminate their hearts, Lin Hao glanced at Fatty and the three of them, “They’re all blaming me, but I’m really, really not un-nervous about Zi Shan, nor am I un-worried about Zi Shan, you know my heart for Zi Shan.”

Jiang Tao looked at him, “Is your person in Blue Water City? Otherwise even if you change your mind and come over to see Zi Shan, it’s not possible for you to come so quickly.”

The same lawyer’s brain turns extremely fast, Lin Hao’s eyes narrowed to know what Jiang Tao’s question meant – he’s in Blue Water City, even if he had to leave in an emergency, for such a long time since last night to this morning, if he was really worried about Zi Shan, really cared about Zi Shan, he would have reappeared.

But he didn’t show up until now, Jiang Tao is questioning him, it’s also equal to no longer trusting him like he originally did, he pursed his lips, “I really have something urgent, in the future you’ll know my difficulties when you know.” He glanced back behind him, “The nurses said that after Zi Shan’s surgery last night, there was a man who stood outside the ICU until after sunrise before he left, they told Zi Shan about it.”

He looked at Jiang Tao, “The nurses misunderstood one thing, they thought it was me. Maybe the lights were too dim, or maybe the nurses weren’t there last night, anyway they misunderstood.” After a slight pause, he looked straight into Jiang Tao’s eyes, “That man, it was you, right?”

Jiang Tao took a deep breath and looked at Lin Hao for a while without saying anything, just like the words he asked Lin Hao, now he also knew very well what Lin Hao meant, that was tantamount to asking him – are you in love with Zi Shan?

Looking up to the sky, today’s weather was really nice, the sky was blue and the clouds were white, he looked at the clouds in the sky that were changing shape, “It’s me. But you understand me very well.”

Lin Hao also raised his head, “I know.” Friend’s wife well, Jiang Tao wouldn’t do that kind of treacherous thing, but he couldn’t help but ask what it was for. It wasn’t really wise to stir up some things, but he just couldn’t help but ask.

Jiang Tao looked at the face of the cloud that had turned into a cat: ”You and I have been friends for many years, no matter if I should say it now or not, I think it’s better for me to say it. Lin Hao, love, sometimes it’s not about holding on tight but letting go, if you can’t give or be there, letting go is also a kind of love. Zisan is too bitter, if you really want to do her good don’t hurt her, not even a little bit, no matter if she can bear it or not, all you should do is guard her, right?” .

He finished without looking at Lin Hao again stepped down the steps, years of brotherly love in today’s cracks, can not help but say that it is his fault, he can not help it, his uncontrollable love, his unintentional flow so that Lin Hao can not help but ask a clear, but he really did not do anything to apologize to anyone.

Regret? Jiang Tao once again looked at the clouds in the sky and smiled, really do not regret. Love, in the end, is not wrong, and he does not intend to let this love be known by Zi Shan – as long as Zi Shan lives a good life, he has nothing else to ask for. If Lin Hao could treat Zi Shan well, and the two of them could live happily ever after, he would go far away, because Lin Hao had seen through him.

Even in the future, he wouldn’t get too close to Zi Shan, but would be more distant, because in the end he was later, Lin Hao and Zi Shan were now considered to be in love. When Zi Shan and Lin Hao really came together, when he could rest assured, that was when he left Blue Water City, he didn’t want his existence to become a shadow in Zi Shan’s life.

Jiang Tao didn’t look back at Lin Hao, he knew that the words he said were a bit too much and shouldn’t have been said given his now becoming delicate relationship with Lin Hao, but he didn’t spit them out, in a city, even if Lin Hao’s parents’ elders were sick so what, a night should have passed and the rescue should have been completed, and by the look of Lin Hao he also knew that no one’s life was in danger – -Why can’t you take the time to come and see Zi Shan in person?

Zixan’s friends minded, and so did Chu Xiang, because they didn’t want Zixan to be hurt again. Zixan had suffered enough, and she deserved a better life. Even if she can’t get happiness, at least the plainness is still a blessing for Zi Shan. Those windy and snowy wounds and ups and downs in love are not suitable for Zi Shan.

Lin Hao looked at Jiang Tao’s back and smiled bitterly, murmuring, “I am true to Zi Shan, just ……” He looked back as if he could see Zi Shan: “I will not hurt Zi Shan, and I will not apologize to her. Give me a little more time.”

Jiang Tao did not put on his suit, let the cold wind blow in his chest, just like this step by step out of Lin Hao’s line of sight, and Lin Hao did not ask Jiang Tao why he did not drive, nor did he ask Jiang Tao if he wanted to take his car back.