Chapter 424: You Can’t Just Leave If You Want To

Shen Zhi stared at Zi Shan: ”Shut up! I’m the one who loves Yang Guoying the most, I’m the one who took care of her for so many years, gave her a piece of heaven and earth to let her do what she’s happy with, what has that father of yours done that will only make Yang Guoying sad ……”

Yang Guoying exclaimed, “You’re the one who shut up.” She closed her eyes and looked at Shen Zhi seriously, “Let’s divorce.” Heart like ashes, what else can make a woman’s heart die more than now? The smarter a woman is, the harder it is to tolerate the deception of those closest to her.

Shen Zhi looked at Yang Guoying: “You want to divorce me – I said you have Li Yaoxu in your heart you do not recognize, and now you are for her he divorced me, what else do you have to say? Wasted my years of infatuation, look at the people around us, which man is keeping his old wife for the rest of his life, only me.”

“Just for Li Yao Xu you want to leave me, fine, I never stop what you want to do and I never make it difficult for you, you want to leave me that’s too easy, I’ll jump down here and you’ll never have to see me again, and I’ll also be out for Li Yao Xu.” He yelled as if Lee Yew Wook was here too.

He couldn’t accept that he still lost, to Li Yaowu, and in the end, he still didn’t have Yang Guoying’s heart, Yang Guoying’s heart was still in Li Yaowu’s body, and everything he did was meaningless – it was a joke.

Yang Guoying glanced at him, a glance in addition to the sadness of no other, dozens of couples, for him to give birth to children, but he said that he has other men in his heart, indeed, she did not forget Li Yaohu, and how can she forget it, that is her ex-husband.

But her heart has long been no Li Yao Xu this person, remember him, know him but because he has existed in their own lives, that’s all, that the past everything is impossible to erase, that he this person and how can completely disappeared in her mind? Absolutely nothing to do with feelings.

Shen Zhi this person let her down to the core, not only because of his distrust, not only because of his deception, all the things added together, only to make Yang Guoying think that there is no need to live with Shen Zhi any longer – Shen Zhi such a man to make her heart chilled, too terrible.

Shen Zhi suddenly rushed over to hold Yang Guoying s hand: ”You came to Blue Water in the first place just to see Li Yaoxu ……” His mind was no longer very clear.

Yang Guoying shook off his hand and glared at him but did not say a word, not to mention that now Zi Shan is present should not mention what happened in the beginning, and Shen Zhi is very clear about the purpose of her coming in the first place – she did not think about Li Yao Xu at all.

Shen Bo pushed Shen Zhi away, “That’s enough, dad. My mom’s health is not good, what do you want to do? What you did was already dishonorable, and you want to put the fault all on my mom?”

Shen Yang also yelled, “Dad, you’re the one in the wrong now, you’re the one in the wrong from start to finish, Uncle Li is no longer around, you’re the one who keeps dwelling on it. Even if my mom hasn’t forgotten uncle Li, who are you to ask my mom like this? Dad, enough disgrace, are you coming back home?”

He couldn’t stay any longer, facing the father in front of him really made him suffer, that tall father was no longer tall even if, how could he be a despicable person, not to mention to Zi Shan, even Chu Xiang he didn’t know how he should face.

Shen Zhi was roared by his sons froze, face flashed shame back two steps: “Guoying, I do not mean it, just a moment of anger nonsense, you do not take it to heart, you do not say angry words, OK, we go home, after what all things listen to you, OK?”

Yang Guoying didn’t even look at him, “Xiao Bo, Xiao Yang help mom to go, mom is tired.” There is really nothing left to say to Shen Zhi, now she just wants to leave here and doesn’t want to see Shen Zhi again.

Taking a look at Zishan her tears almost flowed down again, it was because of Shen Zhi’s calculations that Zishan lost her home, making her unable to fulfill her responsibilities as a mother. Of course, the fault is still her, in the end Shen Zhi did not teach her how to treat Zi Shan, so she did not accuse Shen Zhi of anything.

In this matter to blame Shen Zhi that is shirking, is the injustice to Zi Shan, she is wrong is wrong, can not recognize their own mistakes, how can they be corrected? Shen Zhi did wrong things can not let her forgive herself, can only make her feel more sorry for Zi Shan.

Shen Zhi went up to pull Yang Guoying: “Listen to me, Guoying, I know wrong ……” He now knows that Yang Guoying is really going to leave him, the fear has made him awake a lot, now he no longer care about who Yang Guoying values, the main thing is that Yang Guoying can not leave.

He can’t live without Yang Guoying, if there is no this woman he loves most in his life, is there any meaning to live? There would really be no more.

Shen Yang blocked his hand, “Dad, let mom take a break.” There is something to say now is not the time to say, only when everyone is a little calmer, can we treat this matter sensibly. Not to mention his mother, even he needed to think it over.

Zisan snuggled up to Jiang Tao’s side without opening her mouth, without saying anything, just watching Yang Guoying turn away, she had only sorrow and bitterness in her heart-who was right, who was wrong, and did it matter what her parents divorced because of back then? Everything has happened, even if you know the truth what can you change?

Not to mention that Li Yao Xu is dead, even if he lives, it is unlikely that he will be with Yang Guoying, and it is unlikely that she will be able to get back the warmth of the family that belongs to her.

Yang Guoying did not say anything, step by step walked very slowly but walked very firmly, determined things she never change, walked to two steps she suddenly turned back, but not to look at the surprised Shen Zhi but to Zi Shan: “Divorce thing, not because of you.” She felt the need to make it clear.

Zi Shan nodded, “I know.” It did not occur to me that Yang Guoying understood himself so well that he actually knew what he cared about the most.

Shen Zhi suddenly fell on his knees with a thud: “Guo Ying, I really know I was wrong, I shouldn’t have planned for Li Yaoxu, I shouldn’t have let you two get divorced because of your animosity, but I really love you. Guoying, don’t leave me.”

Yang Guoying stood but did not turn back: “I want a divorce not because of what you did back then, because right or wrong what can it be, what should happen should not happen has become a fact, I just can’t tolerate your deception of me, I can’t tolerate your selfishness, I can’t tolerate that you don’t differentiate between black and white, and you don’t stop at nothing in order to achieve your goal.”

“I can’t be considered a good person, but I don’t have the courage to continue living with you either, you’re horrible. So the marriage is definitely getting divorced, and I’m definitely not the best person for you.” She sighed as she finished and walked forward, “I’ve misjudged you, how could you not have misjudged me? I’m really not the one in your life.”

Shen Zhi did not expect Yang Guoying to be so firm in his mind, kneeling down and begging each other did not work, he climbed up and pointed at the base of the building, “You must leave me? OK, I’ll fulfill you, I’ll jump down and you’ll never see me again.”

Yang Guoying finally turned back, “You’ve already said it once, but this time a little bit longer did not mention the person Li Yao Xu again, do you really want to die? You won’t really jump, you know best in your heart.” After she finished speaking, she turned around and helped her two sons to leave without making any further stops.

Shen Zhi shouted, “I really jumped!” But his wife and son didn’t seem to hear, he ran to the bottom of the building pedestal: “You don’t believe, well, you watch.” He climbed up: “Guoying, I’m about to jump, won’t you take one last look at me?”

Yang Guoying, however, turned a deaf ear, and did not let the Shen Yang brothers turn back, mother and son took a step into the stairwell, really leaving Shen Zhi to walk away.

Shen Zhi looked at the door of the stairwell, his body gently trembled, he knew that Yang Guoying was really not going to forgive him, really want to leave him – why, he would tell that secret? He couldn’t think of an answer, he only knew that at that time he just did that.

Jiang Tao looked at him, “The wind is so strong that you can fall off if you’re not careful, of course, if you really want to jump off, naturally you’re not afraid of the wind.” He put his arm around Zi Shan, “It’s getting late, let’s go too.”

Shen Zhi listened to this and suddenly climbed down on his hands and knees, then leaned and sat under the foundation of the building and held his head, just like what Yang Guoying said, he wouldn’t jump, that was just a tactic he used to threaten people.

Zi Shan said as she turned around, “It’s really just a poor man, only not many people would sympathize with Mr. Shen.”

Shen Zhi didn’t move or speak, sitting there quietly, but now everyone knew that he didn’t have the courage to commit suicide, and everyone in the Shen family had left, of course they wouldn’t stay to accompany Shen Zhi, so everyone left with Zi Shan, and there was only one Shen Zhi left on top of the building.

Dozens of years old man, suddenly cried like a small child, the more he cried, the louder he cried, cried to the end of the no sound, I do not know if he fell asleep.

Shen Yang and Shen Bo is still worried, hesitate a few times or to Yang Guoying open to go up to see Shen Zhi, is afraid that he really jumped down, they hate their father, but people’s hearts are always made of meat, watching Shen Zhi to die is still something they can not do.

Yang Guoying shook his head: ”There is no need to go and look, he won’t die, a person who is selfish to such an extent, how could he possibly be willing to throw away his own life? In this world, there is no one and thing that weighs more than his own life going, so just rest assured you guys, he will never jump off.”

The next day early in the morning Zi Shan get up, think yesterday’s things just like this past, did not think that halfway through the work, Chu Xiang picked up Shen Yang’s phone, to Zi Shan they again mentioned Shen Zhi things: “Guess, Shen Zhi again out of what happened? He just called Shen Yang, and Shen Yang has already rushed to the hospital.”

It turned out that Shen Zhi stayed on the roof of the building for the whole night last night, at the beginning he was in a bad mood and didn’t want to move, by the time he wanted to leave, he realized that the door on the roof of the building was already locked. He just wanted to leave also impossible to leave, so he had to freeze on the roof of the building all night, originally thought that after dawn there would be employees to open the door, but wait until almost ten o’clock and no one came to open the door, he just had to give his son a phone call – and cold and hungry he really can not hold out.