Chapter 359
After a few moments, Wei Yan exhaled a long breath and released the delicate body in his arms, “You stay away from me a little bit, lest I can’t control myself and hurt you
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Ling Jingshu hmmmed with a red face and quickly backed away two meters away
Wei Yan was unhappy again, “There’s no need to be so far away!”
It was rare to meet him and have to toss him around like this
Ling Jingshu couldn’t help but want to laugh, the corner of her lips couldn’t help but raise, “Exactly how far away is appropriate?”
Wei Yan thought seriously and compared a suitable distance, “Three feet away from me is enough”
At this moment, he was like a childish big kid, seriously calculating over a small matter
A soft emotion surged in Ling Jingshu’s heart, and following his words, she moved a little closer
Only then was Wei Yan satisfied: ”Alright, that’s it!
Don’t you still have something to tell me?”
Ling Jingshu hesitated slightly, then slowly nodded, “Yes
You’ve always been curious as to why I, a young ‘girl’ in a boudoir, would suffer from that strange disease that is difficult to talk about, right?
What I told you is only half the truth
The real reason, I have never known how to tell you
This is also my biggest secret
Today, I’ll tell you all!”
The sweet smile was gone from her face, and her gaze gradually grew cold and painful, as if she had remembered something unforgivable from the past
That was her deepest and most painful scar!
It was also a hidden secret that she had never told anyone
Now, she wants to personally open her own scars and present all the secrets in front of him
Wei Yan’s heart inexplicably ached, and he blurted out, “Ah Shu, if you don’t want to talk about it, then don’t talk about it!”
Ling Jingshu raised her head and quietly looked at Wei Yan who had a look of pity on his face, “Haven’t you always wanted to know my hidden secrets?
Now that I’m willing to speak, why are you advising me not to speak again?
Perhaps if I miss this one, I will never have the courage to bring it up a second time”It will be my secret forever, and it will be something you will never be able to let go of
Even so, you won’t regret it?”
Wei Yan was silent for a moment before he whispered, “Ah Shu, I don’t want to lie to you
I do want to know everything about you, I want to know all about your past
Because I like you, I want to spend my life with you
People who love each other together should be honest with each other”But I care about you more
If this past is your biggest hidden pain, and even looking back on it causes you so much pain
Then I’d rather never know”You should not force yourself
That way, it will hurt me even more to watch”
Ling Jingshu’s eyes flashed with crystalline water, but the corners of her ‘lips’ lifted slightly
The smile that contained the light of tears was crystal clear and incredibly beautifulWei Yan, I once resolved to never mention this hidden secret in this life
Even the closest people around me don’t know about it
Ling Xiao doesn’t know, and Bai ‘Yu’ doesn’t know either”Today, I’m going to reveal this scar completely
Because, I finally have the courage to face up to the past I once had”In fact, I once lived one more life
In that life, I fell in love with my cousin Lu Hong at first sight and swore an oath of marriage
When I was sixteen years old, I married into the Lu family and became the daughter-in-law of the Lu family ”
Wei Yan, whose face still did not change its ‘color’ even though Tarzan was pressing down on him, had been frozen in hearing from the moment Ling Jingshu opened her mouth
Ling Jingshu was obviously doing her best to restrain her ‘agitated’ emotions, and spoke about everything in her past life with a calm ‘kiss’
She had once been so deeply in love with her son-in-law, Lu Hong, that she had given birth to their child with such joy
Then she waited for the return of her husband with great expectation
However, the good man who waited so hard failed her
He was entangled with Princess Changping, who wanted to recruit him as her emperor’s son-in-law
Lu Qian’s bitter entanglement with her, Ling’s resentment towards her, and that beastly Lu An
When Ling Jingshu talked about being strangled alive, Wei Yan finally couldn’t listen anymore
He took a big step forward and forcefully swept her into his arms, his voice also choked up: ”A Shu, stop it
You don’t have to say any more
It’s all in the past, now you have me with you “For these twenty years, he has always been stoic and strong
Never crushed by adversity, he had survived until today
Men bleed without tears!
But at this moment, looking at her face with silent tears, listening to her painful and almost cruel past, his heart seemed to be cut into pieces by countless knives, so painful that he could barely breathe
He didn’t even know what he was going to say to comfort her
He could only hold her tightly and recite these two words over and over again
Ling Jingshu crouched on his ‘chest’, crying silently as strings of tears slid down, quickly soaking his clothes
He felt the wetness on his ‘chest’ and his heart twisted again
This world was so unfair!
People with power are high above the world, and they can do whatever they want
And for the power of the ‘forced’ people, can only be suppressed and endure
Even so, may not be able to escape the calamity
For example, the previous life of her
That weak and kind and helpless ‘woman’, the moment before she died, I don’t know how much resentment and hatred in her heart
Fortunately, the heavens took pity and gave her a brand new life
Letting her have a chance to start over
She was just a young girl with no power to bind a ‘chicken’, and she could come to this point today, I don’t know how exhausting it is to think about it with fear and trembling
Ling Jingshu did not know how long she had been crying
Her eyes had long been red and swollen from crying, and her voice was muffled from crying
But her heart was unprecedentedly calm
The suffocating pain that used to haunt her day and night, which she couldn’t forget, quietly passed away with this outpouring of talk and tears
It was because of his company that she became stronger and braver
Ling Jingshu whispered hoarsely, “Wei Yan, did I scare you?”
Returning from the dead with all the memories of her previous life!
Such a thing sounded frightening and horrifying
Putting herself in her shoes, if someone else told her this, she might not believe it
Wei Yan’s voice sounded above her head, “It’s not frightening, I just didn’t expect the truth of the matter to be like this”No wonder you traveled thousands of miles to the capital
It turns out that you were looking for an opportunity to take revenge
It’s also no wonder that you suffered from such a strange disease that you couldn’t touch any man”
Just as he had judged before, her strange disease was simply a heart disease
Once the knot in the heart was dissolved, the strange disease would be cured without ‘medicine’
Wei Yan sighed softly, his voice filled with pity and heartache, “Speaking of which, Empress Xu is a common enemy for both of us
It is also considered that the two of us worked together to bring her down
Now that Princess Changping has also entered the Ciyun nunnery, the only enemies you have left are the Lu family”
Ling Jingshu nodded silently
Wei Yan continued, “So, you defected to the Imperial Grandson in order to avenge the Lu family
In fact, you don’t have to work this hard to do all of this”
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