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The hazy light in the hospital room is warmly projected, Jane Mo quietly lying on the side of the hospital bed. The room is quiet, even breathing accompanied by the sound of dripping drops, surprisingly quiet.

Jane Mo guarded most of the night, this moment is really tired, only to lean on the edge of the hospital bed slightly squinting. She did not sleep, the heart of the matter, there is no mind to sleep.

Dr. Luis clearly said that the drug is over, he will wake up. But this moment, Jane Mo do not feel some coldness, hidden some worry, but do not dare to think deeply.

Until she felt a slight touch from her fingertips, she snapped her eyes open, “You’re awake?” Eyes locked tightly on his face, in suppressed surprise.

Ning Qingyuan only felt as if his entire body had been disassembled and reorganized, his body was weak. He slightly exerted his strength, but realized that all of it would be emptied out.

Jian Mo leaned forward, “Don’t move around, is there anything uncomfortable?”

Ning Qingyuan’s brain was drowsy, he seemed to have struggled to take a deep breath, blinking the corners of his dry eyes, his eyes fell fixedly in front of him, and only after an instant did he ask in a mute voice, “Why don’t you turn on the lights?” The voice was tired to the extreme, hoarse and powerless.

Jane Mo was like a lightning strike, her mind was blank at that moment, that hand was unusually heavy when it touched his palm, her eyes instantly turned red, she deeply bit the corner of her lips, that face was suddenly bloodless.

Ning Qingyuan suddenly stretched out his hand, “Xiao Mo?”

“I’m in-” Jian Mo took a dark breath, “I didn’t turn on the lights.”

“Go turn on the lights.”

“You should rest first, wait for dawn-”

Ning Qingyuan was silent for a split second, “Come over here.” Jian Mo gritted his teeth and walked in. He reached out and touched her arm out of thin air, slowly sliding down, resting at her wrist, which was remarkably thin and boneless.

“You’re still on an IV don’t move around.” Jian Mo was a bit flustered.

Ning Qingyuan’s hand slowly slid down to her hand, unconsciously clenching it tightly, “Actually, you turned on the light.”

Jane Mo stared blankly at his clear and elegant face, those eyes were unfocused and stared at her, she saw herself in the pupils of his eyes, but he didn’t see anything.

“Qing Yuan-” she lost her voice and shouted his name, after all, the heavens did not fulfill them.

“Fortunately.” Ning Qingyuan let out a breath, his spirit was poor despite it, he still tried his best to squeeze out a smile, “This turned out to be too much better than I imagined.”

“Don’t cry-” he made an effort to pull her over, as Jian Mo sat on the edge of the bed, “Don’t think I can’t see, alright, put away the tears.”

Jane Mo looked at him with hazel eyes, looking at the smile tugging at the corners of his mouth, she only felt like her heart was being scratched by some sharp utensil.

“I’m tired, sleep a little longer.” He said softly slowly closing his eyes open, still holding her hand. Jane Mo looked at his sleeping face, the only thing she could do was to sit there stiffly.

When the sky is slightly bright, Jane Mo little by little draws away her hand. She hid in the corridor alone and made a call to Dr. Louis, telling Louis about Ning Qingyuan’s current situation.

Mr. Louis wasn’t much surprised, he was silent for a split second and said that it was also in their expectation to things.

Jane Mo squeezed her cell phone, she only wanted to know when his eyes could see. Dr. Luis was not completely sure, he could only apologize.

Brain tumors compress the nerves, even if medicine is more advanced, there are still a lot of challenges they can’t overcome.

Jane Mo’s eyes were red, choking, and her heart felt like it was being pressed by a boulder, smothering the pain.

She couldn’t accept such a result, those eyes really couldn’t see color anymore, only darkness was always with her.

When she returned to the ward, Ning Qingyuan had already woken up, there was a young nurse in the ward, when she saw Jane Mo come in, she greeted her warmly. Jane Mo just nodded faintly.

After crying for a while, she was now much more calm than before.

The nurse was very sensible and went out in no time.

Ning Qingyuan’s eyes are not clear, just looking ahead, seems to be quietly “watching” her, “Xiao Mo, I don’t want too much, now this is enough.”

Jane Mo swallowed his throat with difficulty, staring at him in front of him, the eyes of a moment to lose the previous day’s luster, her brain filtered over and over again his eyes once, light smile, gentle, cool ……

But now, those eyes were as silent as a pool of stagnant water, with no fluctuations.

“Qingyuan – how could this be? How could this happen?” She slowly squatted on her side, hands on knees, crying helplessly.

Time passed quietly like water, she accompanied Ning Qingyuan in the United States for another month, Ning Qingyuan slowly recovered, only his eyes still did not have a hint of improvement. Jane Mo had this thought for a moment, waking up one night, his eyes suddenly got better. But day after day passed, his eyes still couldn’t see anything.

When Qin Qing came to the hospital to see him, his eyes were red for a moment, and Ning Qingyuan was calm as usual. Qin Qing helped him walk on the lawn of the garden.

In the late fall season, the sky was as clear as a wash, and the breeze brushed against his face, entrapping gusts of fragrant flowers and grasses.

“I can smell the fragrance of flowers.” Ning Qingyuan said softly as he took a deep breath and looked into the distance.

Qin Qing glanced over her face to look at his thin face, “It’s rosebuds.” She looked at the patch of rosebuds, her gaze somber for a moment.

“Qingyuan, what are you going to do with her?” Qin Qing was undoubtedly standing by Ning Qingyuan’s side, they were too familiar with each other.

“Tomorrow my father will come over, they’ll return to China together then.” Ning Qingyuan said in a fixed manner, as if everything had already been planned.

Qin Qing took a dark breath, “She won’t leave you at this time.”

“My eyes might not heal for the rest of my life. She’s still young, not to mention she has lemons.” His deep eyes flashed

Qin Qing’s gaze flickered, “That’s just your wishful thinking.” She glanced over to watch the man in front of her come out with two trays of fruit.

“Since you like her, why are you doing this?”

Ning Qingyuan’s eyes were looking forward in darkness, in fact, he didn’t have the composure on his face, every time he came to a person, he would also be unwilling. Whenever Jian Mo took care of him carefully, he coveted but was conflicted.

If his eyes can still see, even if there is no her in Jane Mo’s heart, he is willing to live with her so for the rest of his life, love her, guard her, and take care of her for the rest of his life. But now it was different. She has to take care of him for the rest of his life, for the rest of his life, she can’t bear her to go on working so hard.

Couldn’t bear to part with it.

“I can’t shed it, even if I love her more.”

Qin Qing’s ten fingers unconsciously clenched, sharp nails pinched into his palm he didn’t even feel pain. She looked at him, her face full of emotions without concealment, and eventually only turned into a bitter smile.

Jian Mo walked over and felt that both of them were full of heavy heartedness. “I cut the fruit.” She said.

Qin Qing pulled the corner of his mouth towards her, looking at her with too many things flashing in his eyes, “I still have things to do, you guys go eat. Jane Mo-”

Jian Mo tilted her head.

“It’s nothing-” Qin Qing waved her hand back and forth, clearly wanting to speak.

Ning Qingyuan just faintly said, “Still the same as before.”

Jian Mo didn’t respond, she knew that Qin Qing had something to say to her.

Zhong Yu had always known about Ning Qingyuan’s situation, and no one had expected the surgery to turn out like this. Yang Qiong was packing up Lemon’s clothes as he sat on the side, his brows knitted deeply.

Lemon these days no less than a lot of fuss about wanting her mother, she has never been separated from Jane Mo for so long, often crying up and down, Zhong Yu sometimes really want to take her to find Jane Mo, a family reunion, how good it is. However, he still step back. He is not sure.

Yang Qiong glanced at Zhong Yu, “It’s easiest to be soft towards a sick person, especially a woman-”

The corner of Zhong Yu’s mouth moved.

Lemon stuffed her doll into her bag, Yang Qiong took it out again, “Be good, this one doesn’t come with it.”

Lemon was puzzled, “Grandma, aren’t I coming home from America? This must be brought, Grandma Ning’s family says they’ll all be living in the US from now on.”

Yang Qiong almost had high blood pressure popping up, but still forced a gentle smile, “Yo, you don’t want grandparents and dad?”

Lemon tangled, “Of course I do.” She pursed the corners of her lips, that look like Zhong Yu’s current appearance.

Yang Qiong didn’t make things difficult for the child, “Zhong Yu, you two go look in the mirror and see how you two look.”

“Grandma, how about this, I’m going to go check on mom first, I’ll have both john and mom come back okay?” She blinked her eyes, “Actually I still like it here, all the kids over there are different from me.”

Yang Qiong was more or less surprised to hear the child’s words, but more relieved. Her granddaughter knew how to think of ways to deal with things, her son was not as good as his own daughter. Picking up the child, he gave her a kiss, “Really grandma’s good granddaughter.”

“Zhong Yu, look at yourself, your daughter is better than knowing how to fight for it.”

Zhong Yu snorted and walked over. “Then if you let Lemon choose, do you choose john or dad?”

Yang Qiong glared at him and Zhong Yu reached over and took his daughter from her arms. Lemon cocked her head, “It’s not the same.”

“Wha-” he was slightly startled, “What’s different?”

“Daddy’s daddy, john’s john. i’m daddy’s daughter, mommy and daddy and i’m a family.” She paused, her expression wasn’t very happy, “But I also want to be separated from john, I think I’ll marry him when I grow up.”

Zhong Yu just short of spitting blood, looking at Lemon, his expression slightly stagnant for a moment, “Tomorrow daddy and you together in the United States, okay?”

“Really?” Lemon asked joyfully.

Zhong Yu nodded, “Daddy will never lie to you.”

Lemon smiled, in her heart, she naturally wanted her mom and dad to live together with her.

Yang Qiong let out a soft sigh, “You finally did something decent.”