Chapter 468: Please
”Yu Mei, I’m leaving” Wei Cheng looked at Yu Mei and said to her softly.
”Master, this matter concubine already know, master you will take concubine to leave together right?” Hearing Wei Cheng’s words, Yu Mei didn’t stop washing Wei Cheng’s feet, but looked at Wei Cheng with those expectant eyes and asked him.
”Yu Mei, listen to me, when I leave, I will give you a sum of money, this money is enough for you to raise Xiao Hai to adulthood, or find an honest person to live a peaceful life!” For Yu Mei’s expectant eyes, Wei Cheng didn’t even dare to look at them, he said slowly to Yu Mei with his head turned away.
Hearing Wei Cheng’s words, Yu Mei’s foot-washing cloth in her hand fell into the basin, she felt that the whole sky had collapsed at the moment, and her tears unconsciously stayed down.
”So Master, you know all about it, is it because of Xiao Hai that you don’t want me?” Yu Mei let the tears fall and asked Wei Cheng with some despair.
”Xiao Hai that child, I have seen, is a very good child, I also like him very much, at a young age he knows to distinguish between right and wrong, in the future you don’t want him to work in the farm, take this to Chang’an and look for me” Said Wei Cheng taking a jade pendant from his waist and handing it to Yu Mei.
”Master, since you like small sea, then why drive us mother and child away, I know that the master is a big man, I do not want to name, small sea I also raise him outside, please master” Yu Mei heard Wei Cheng not take her away, not because of their own poor child, Yu Mei suddenly had a glimmer of hope to beg Wei Cheng.
”Yu Mei, you won’t be happy following me, don’t you know this? I am a eunuch, a eunuch, I can’t give you happiness,” looking at Yu Mei in that begged himself, Wei Cheng this moment incomparably hate himself is a disability, he shouted to Yu Mei.
”I know, I know, but I don’t care, I don’t care, I only know, from following you these years, is the happiest time in my life, your good to me, is I have never felt, as for whether you are a eunuch or not, I don’t care, moreover I am tired of men, you know? From the time I was thirteen when I was captured by the Tukhuns, I lived a life that was not human. At first I committed suicide, but I survived, and then I got used to it. Until I met you, I didn’t know what it’s like to be alive. As for Xiao Hai, you’ll never know who’s seed he is because even I don’t know, it’s the will of god that he survived. When I was pregnant with him, I was poured with abortion pills countless times, and beaten up When I was pregnant with him, I was given countless abortifacients and beaten up, but he was still born, and he and I survived like a lowly worm.” Yu Mei said as her tears came to her eyes once again.
Wei Cheng looked at Yu Mei, he used to know some of Yu Mei’s experience, but he did not think it would be like this, this few years of getting along with Yu Mei’s doings he also knows, as she said, she did not ask for anything, even her son Xiao Hai, she is also raised outside the mansion, just outside the mansion next to the alley, by Yu Mei built a wooden hut, all of the things of the Xiao Hai, are a little bit of Yu Mei from their own body to save down.
”But, I am like this, you really ………”
”Master, I can meet you in this life, it is my good fortune, what you say is not so important to me at all, to be able to accompany you, has been my greatest happiness, although I know that such I am very selfish, only think of myself, but I have no choice, I don’t want to leave you, really, I don’t want to, I don’t want to” Yu Mei at the moment painfully holding her feet in Yu Mei is now holding her feet in pain and crying.
On one side is the person she likes and gives herself hope and warmth, on the other side is her son who has complicated feelings, at this moment, Yu Mei is really torn and in pain.
”Don’t cry, I understand, I understand, as long as you don’t mind that I’m a cripple, then from today onwards, you, Yu Mei, will be my woman, and Xiao Hai will be my son” Wei Cheng looked at Yu Mei who was in so much pain, and as if he had made up his mind, he stood up and pulled Yu Mei into his embrace, wiped away her tears, and made a solemn promise to her.
Hearing Wei Cheng’s promise, Yu Mei at first could not believe their own ears, staring wide-eyed at Wei Cheng, see Wei Cheng nodded again, Yu Mei can no longer hold back the loud cry.
This time Wei Cheng did not go to comfort, but that hugged her, let her cry in their arms, Wei Cheng knows she needs to vent, finally until Yu Mei tired of crying, fell asleep, she is still dead hug Wei Cheng.
This night Wei Cheng hugged Yu Mei, thought for a long, long time, he finally accepted the fact that he is a eunuch body, has a home of their own.
The second morning up, Wei Cheng looked at the still sleeping Yu Mei, gently pull her hand away, gently leave, did not wake her.
But Wei Cheng just went out, Yu Mei opened her eyes, she looked at the direction Wei Cheng left and revealed a smile from the heart.
And Wei Cheng who left, came to that alley, before he got close, he saw a little boy who looked like he was six or seven years old was holding a book and reading aloud in a small voice there, he was Yu Mei’s son, Xiao Hai who was nine years old this year.
”Greetings, Lord Wei, are you here to drive me away?” When Wei Cheng approached and Xiao Hai realized Wei Cheng, he looked at Wei Cheng and asked.
”Why would you think that I’m here to drive you away” Hearing Xiao Hai’s inquiry, Wei Cheng asked with some curiosity.
”It’s not normal, because my existence affects you, I will leave, but please promise me to be kind to my mother, my mother is a bitter woman, if you don’t want my mother, don’t let my mother live on the streets, I will definitely come back to pick up my mother” after saying this Xiao Hai kowtowed three times to Wei Cheng and then he was there silently packing up his things.
A tattered quilt, a few books that were about to be torn, and a few pieces of clothing, one of which Wei Cheng recognized, it was his previous clothes, previously because they were scratched, he asked someone to throw them away, and didn’t expect them to be here.
”Have you never hated your mother? Not to mention before, just these few years, she is in a wall away from you, eating exquisite food and wearing gorgeous clothes every day, you indeed can only be here, don’t you hate her?” Wei Cheng looked at the skinny little boy in front of him and asked him about his inner thoughts.
”Hate? There used to be, I guess! When I was three or four years old, I hated, I hate why I don’t have a father, I hate why my mother can’t protect me, I hate everything, I still remember one time I messed with my mother, my mother was angry at that time wanted to pull me to die, but we didn’t die, from that day onwards, I slowly knew from other people’s mouths about my mother’s everything, but also that day not long ago, my mother sent me out of the royal palace, not far away from a dog hole to build one of these My mother didn’t say what way she sent me out, but I know, that year I was six years old, since then, I can never hate my mother, and I don’t have the qualification to hate, because it is she who gave me life, and taught me the motivation to live, so I beg you, you don’t want her any more, give her a place to stay, so that I can have the chance to repay my mother in the future.” finished Xiao Hai kowtowed a few more times to Wei Cheng.
The first thing I want to do is to get some votes from my brothers and sisters, so that they can vote for me, because I’ve got a huge poison.