Chapter 010 A steamed bread

Feng Dayong since the police station back, is trying to find Zisan talk properly, really can not talk, he is also ready to spend a lot of money to see if you can trust someone or something, it is best not to let Xiao Liu’s current unit and her parents know.

To know, Xiao Liu in the unit without pay to his company to work, has made her parents extremely dissatisfied, good in his generous to give Xiao Liu a generous salary, only to let her parents no longer always nagging Xiao Liu. If Xiao Liu’s organization knows that she has this kind of scandal, the organization will still give her a job?

Her parents must be angry out of a bit of a problem, and by then Xiao Liu’s child in the belly can not be hidden, Xiao Liu and his relationship can not be hidden. How is he going to face Xiao Liu’s parents, and how is he going to go to the door in the future to say anything about marriage?

He was very angry with Zi Shan, but because of Yang Guoying’s relationship he still put down most of the fire, of course there is also a little bit of other reasons, that is, his guilt, although it is not much, but he still knows that he is sorry for Zi Shan, and Xiaoliu did go a little too far tonight.

Especially he and Zi Shan has been more than three years without married life, Xiao Liu actually also take out to say, also really let him do not know what to say to Zi Shan to good, this matter, indeed is his should not.

The matter, indeed, he should not lie to Zishan just, should not put the matter to the small willow said so detailed, hidden small willow is impossible, because the thing originally is small willow let him do it, but he really do not have to put the details also said to the small willow – at that time, he also just said out of the figure of a fun, and did not think too much.

Anyway, in his heart, Xiao Liu was his own person and Zi Shan was already an outsider. But today, after being swept away by Zi Shan’s gaze, he really felt a little weak.

He wouldn’t admit that he came back because Zi Shan scolded him and hung up on him, which made his heart very uneasy. Of course, it was because of Yang Guoying, if he really pissed off Zi Shan and wanted a divorce right away, wouldn’t he have to pay a lot of money? That’s a lot of money!

Feng Dayong came to the door or some apprehension, in front of the door to turn around for a long time, several times stopped in front of the door to raise his hand finally did not have the courage to press the doorbell, and then he thought of how to cajole Zisan, how to Zisan said a few words of softness, as if he admitted his fault – how many years ago, never admitted to softening the person can be Li Zisan.

He thought about what to say and put on a smile before ringing the doorbell. He already knew that there was something different about Zixan, so of course he knew that he would see a cold face from her, but he didn’t expect Zixan to come out and beat him up.

Was this still Zi Shan?

Zi Shan’s origin is good, the family does not lack of food, drink and flowers, although it is not what several generations of rich and noble family, but her personal cultivation is extremely good, even if she is angry again will not be too loud to speak, angry too much is also a just ignore people. Speaking of which, she is a bit like the original so-called “big girl”.

Now wearing pajamas and holding a mop, chasing after him with a fierce face is really his wife who has lived together for more than ten years? Feng Dayong ducked while whispering, “Zisan, listen to me, listen to me.”

He didn’t want to be made a fool of once more, so he didn’t dare to speak up, but, but Zi Shan hit him so painfully! Very painful. He also wanted to snatch the mop from Zisan’s hands, but the usually quiet Zisan was so strong that he couldn’t even touch the edge of the mop, but he was also hit hard by Zisan.

Zi Shan finally tired, put away the mop and stared viciously at Feng Dayong’s eyes: “Get lost.”

Feng Dayong touched the sore spot on his body, “Alright, Zisan, you hit and hit, what anger you have is out, now can you sit down and talk about things? Xiao Liu’s matter ……”

Zisan pointed over to the elevator, “Get lost.”

“I’m not saying that Xiao Liu did the right thing, she did go a little overboard,” Feng Dayong took two steps forward and pointed to the redness on his arm, “Look ……”

Zi Shan hit him in the head with a mop, “Get lost.” The mop was an old mop, she usually changed the mop only once every three or four months, but the mop was cleaned by her – even if it was clean, it was still a mop ah, and those strips of cloth scattered in all directions hitting Feng Dayong’s face, ears, back of his head, in a word, all directions were full of mop cloth.

Feng Dayong took the mop and threw it on the ground: “You, enough ah, I’m not not able to beat you ……” He was really annoyed, compensation for careful also so long, was beaten all over the body pain, Li Zisan is still endless, the woman when really can not be spoiled, and now it is stirring up the nose on the face do not know who he is. I don’t know who I am.

Zisan angrily crossed two steps: “You fight, I know you are very seedy, you are a man, you fight ah.” If she is not because the baby still needs her, she really wants to want to kill this man, even if it is the same death she does not want to let this man live in the world again.

Because of her daughter, she could only take out her anger with a mop.

Seeing the hatred in Zi Shan’s gaze, seeing Zi Shan pressing over step by step, Feng Dayong grunted, “I don’t see eye to eye with you.” He finished and turned to walk away, “You calm down first, tomorrow I will come back to talk to you.”

Xiao Liu’s matter was fine even if he couldn’t talk about it, but Yang Guoying couldn’t relax there.

Zisan looked at Feng Dayong gone, standing in the empty hallway, stood quietly for a long, long time, tears almost gushed out before she stooped down and picked up the mop on the ground. She, can not shed tears, for such a man especially not worth.

At first, how did she see Feng Dayong? At first, Feng Dayong is not such a man.

She and Feng Dayong is the first love after marriage, but also experienced a family storm to come together, once she thought to get is the world’s happiness.

The two of them had suffered, suffered many, many times.

When they fell in love because of the family’s opposition, Zishan had to leave home, and Feng Dayong live in a small rented room, in order to prove the strength of Feng Dayong, in order to prove her vision, the two of them began to try to start a business in their spare time.

Starting a business is the beginning of the two of them savings, of course, most of them are Zisan’s, because Feng Dayong has younger siblings to support every month to send home most of the salary, and later, it is the two of them borrowed money. Because when the ideal is very rich, the reality is always very bone, so they failed again and again, the money is naturally less and less.

On a certain day in that winter, the money in their hands only remaining fifty cents, and from their payday there are seven days. At noon that day, Feng Dayong bought back two steamed buns.

The steamed buns at that time were also four for one dollar, but they were very big. Bigger steamed buns are not enough for a person to eat, not to mention that Feng Dayong’s meal has always been very large.

Feng Dayong said one person a steamed bread to eat, eat to the evening will have a way, but to the evening, the two of them who did not borrow money.

Zisan could have gone home to eat, but she did not. Back in the rental house, Feng Dayong took out a cold steamed bun: “You eat it, it’s not good for the body if a girl is hungry.”

“You didn’t eat at noon?” Zisan looked at Feng Dayong: “You, you went to work hungry? Can you, can you stand it?”

Feng Dayong smiled nervously, “I usually eat a lot and accumulate a lot, it doesn’t matter if I’m hungry for a couple of meals. Besides, you are my girlfriend, I can’t let you eat well and wear well to live a good life, I, how can I let you starve again.”

Zisan was at that moment truly recognized Feng Dayong, and followed him with all her heart, no matter how bitter and tired she was in the future, she never had a single complaint, all because of that one cold steamed bun on that day.

What she needs is never the brocade clothes and jade food, what she needs is just a real love, a real put her on the tip of the heart of the person, and Feng Dayong once did, although he could not even buy her a ring when they got married, but she thought she was already the happiest person in the world.

Therefore, more than ten years of married life, she had no regrets, willing to pay, even if Feng Dayong impatient, even if Feng Dayong do not give her a good face, she did not think of anything else. Because she decided that Feng Dayong’s heart has her, only her, those impatient, those bad words, just Feng Dayong outside the tired expression, are Feng Dayong unintentional.

Zisan really do not know, why that year’s Feng Dayong will become the present Feng Dayong, but she already do not want to go to the root of the matter, because the human heart changed as if a person, the original person has died.

Those once really happened to tell her, Feng Dayong is no longer the former hungry to leave her steamed buns man, that know pain her, love her, put her on the tip of the heart of the Feng Dayong has died.

Zisan closed the door of memories, those past things want to think again more times can not change Feng Dayong what, and she must not let herself live in the past again, originally she made this mistake, has been living in the past, has been when Feng Dayong is still the original that Feng Dayong, only to let her daughter in the flowery years to die.

She could not lie to herself, much less stay in the past.

Taking the mop Zisan opened the door, the light of the house gave her a warmth, the coldness of the whole body was dispersed by the light, now she is also very good, there is a home and a daughter, no longer a parasite, no longer need to look at people’s face to live, no need to cry red in the night aggrieved own eyes.

Very good, now very good – she kept telling herself so, let herself in the bottom of the heart to give birth to the strength, because she still have a long way to go.

Zisan lay down next to her daughter, looking at her daughter’s little face her heart gradually calmed down, unconsciously falling asleep, until the baby’s little hand slid on her forehead, which made her wake up.

“Mommy, are you exhausted or sick?” Her daughter’s eyes were full of concern and worry: “You never get up late.” The child was very small but she already understood and knew to love her mom.

She had already gotten dressed and was carrying her small handbag in her other small hand. Zisan hugged her daughter to her, “Mommy is fine, it’s just that sleeping with the baby was too comfortable to oversleep.” She looked to the bedside clock, “Huh, it’s not late yet, mommy take the baby to KFC for breakfast.”

As she spoke she took the baby’s little handbag and opened it, “What are you going to do with your handbag so early?”

“I want to go buy breakfast for mommy.” The baby looked at Zisan very seriously, “Is mommy really okay?”

Zisan nodded, “Of course there’s nothing wrong. Well, the baby wants to buy breakfast for mommy – did she take the money from your piggy bank? Then mommy will let baby buy breakfast.”

“Okay.” The baby rolled her eyes, “I’ll get my money back when I see Daddy.”

Zisan laughed and pinched her nose, “I know, you little money grubber.” The baby has been very good at saving money since she was a child, unlike other children who buy things indiscriminately – every penny that comes into her hands she saves up, and never takes it out again except to buy school supplies, and even when it’s hot, she doesn’t want to buy ice cream or anything like that.

At this point, Zi Shan really didn’t know who her daughter was like, not like her, because she always looked down on money, and not like Feng Dayong, because he was always generous to himself.

“Hello.” The baby got a little embarrassed and pulled Zisan up to open the door and go out, but she took a step back as she stepped out of the elevator door, “Grandpa, Grandma.”