Chapter 035 – The Unanswerable Question

Li Yao Xu got anxious because Hao Shu Fen and Li Rong Xuan are going to be taken away by the police and he is injured and lying on the hospital bed, there is no one to take care of his youngest daughter, he knows that asking Zi Shan to take care of Rong Qi is too much but he can’t let Rong Qi have no one to take care of her, “Zi Shan, Rong Qi is your sister in the end… …”

Zi Shan took a long breath, “Dad, it’s not whether I treat her as a sister or not, it’s whether or not she has treated me as a sister over the years. You may not care about the past, you may even forget all about it, but I do care about it and remember it very clearly.”

“Xiao Shan.” Li Yaoxu listened to some shame but could not help but try to convince Zi Shan, he knew that Zi Shan’s heart is still very soft, otherwise it would not have been so to him – originally, he thought that Zi Shan hated him to the bone, this life to old age can count on people is Rongxuan and Rongqi, can not count on Zi Shan, but did not think that, Zi Shan still has a care for him. She did not think that Zi Shan still cared about him.

“Just for the sake of dad, okay?” He begged softly.

Zi Shan turned her head away, “Dad, please answer me with your heart, if I were the one lying unconscious in the hospital bed today, and there was no one to take care of me, would Rong Qi come to take care of me?”

Li Yao Xu was silent because he knew very well that Rong Qi would not care about Zi Shan’s death, no, I should say that Rong Qi mother and daughter and others would be very happy to see Zi Shan’s downfall, letting Rong Qi to take care of Zi Shan that was never going to happen.

Not hearing Li Yao Xu’s reply, Zi Shan turned back and softly said, “Dad, don’t you think you’ve gone too far?” She didn’t say any more, because there was really no need to say too much, if anything, she could only be annoyed at herself for being too soft-hearted, “I still have something to do, so I’ll leave first.”

It wasn’t that she didn’t want to take good care of Li Yaowu, it wasn’t that she didn’t know that Li Yaowu needed someone by his side right now, but Zi Shan really couldn’t face the fact that Li Yaowu had been biased over and over again, and that had been the case in the past, and it was still the case now.

When Zi Shan turned away, she couldn’t wait to give herself two hard slaps, asking herself why she still had extravagant hopes for Li Yaowu. Why can’t she be indifferent? Perhaps, only when Li Yaowu is desperate will he remember her as his daughter – but what she wants is not that Li Yaowu knows that he is wrong, she just wants to get the share of fatherly love that she deserves.

Li Rongqi and the others got it without much effort, but she was getting further and further away from her father, just because, Li Rongqi and the others had a mother and she didn’t?

Li Yao Xu watched Zi Shan’s figure walk away, opened his mouth or did not say a word, in the end, it was he who could not do right by this daughter, this he still knew.

Zhang Hong and Lin Hu Feng did not ask Li Yao Xu what, but with Hao Shufen mother and son to go, there is no way to think of Li Yao Xu can only ask the nurse to Hao Shufen’s oldest son called, told him that something happened at home to let him come back to take care of his sister. However, Li Rongpeng is not a worry, will not come back to Li Yaoxu heart has no bottom.

Zishan left the hospital, took out her cell phone to look at the two dozen unanswered calls, the heart of a wave of impulses to hate the cell phone fell hard on the ground, I really do not know that Liu Yun what crazy, actually gave her so many phone calls. A junior ah, really rampant can.

Today she really didn’t want to entangle with Liu Yun, because the things in the hospital made her exhausted, besides, now it’s also the time when she should pick up the baby, she doesn’t want to let the child wait for a long time. Therefore, she once again put her cell phone away and called a cab to go directly to the kindergarten.

When she picked up the baby, the moment Zi Shan hugged the child’s body, all her strength seemed to be restored, no matter how other people treated her, for the sake of her daughter she couldn’t fall down, couldn’t be knocked down by anyone or anything. Father? Without him so many years they have also come over, did not starve to death nor freeze to death, really do not have to think so much.

The baby can see that his mother’s mood is not good to, the small hand gently stroked over Zi Shan’s face: “Mom, is it dad?” Now the child is very sensitive.

Zi Shan didn’t want the baby to misunderstand: “No. Mommy went to the hospital and accidentally had a conflict with someone, but the police uncle is omnipotent, so Mommy is fine.” She stroked her face, “Baby, how mommy and daddy are has nothing to do with you, he is always your daddy.”

The words came out without the slightest bit of conviction as she thought of her own father and more than sadness but powerlessness welled up in her heart. She didn’t want to teach her daughter to learn to hate at a young age, and even more so, she didn’t want to involve her child in the grudges of the adults, in the end, Feng Dayong still loved the baby – because she had lost her father’s love for too many years, so she had always wanted to make sure that her daughter could have her father’s love, and wouldn’t let her daughter go through the same heartache that she had experienced because of the failure of her and Feng Dayong’s marriage.

There is no one who does not need affection, and there is no daughter who does not long for her father’s love. Even if she loves her daughter, she can’t replace her father’s, and that’s why she forced herself to face up to the relationship between Feng Dayong and her daughter. However, can Feng Dayong really love his daughter all the time?

The baby hugged Zi Shan’s neck, “Who beat mommy like this?” Her little heart can not put too many things, now only concerned about why her mother was injured.

Zi Shan does not want the child to think wildly, then simply put things a little bit, I believe that the daughter can understand, just skipped some things, because the child is still small.

The baby hugged Zi Shan: “Let’s ignore them from now on, they will definitely be beaten by the police uncle.”

“Uncle cops don’t beat people.” Zi Shan corrected the baby, “But they’ll get a lesson and they’ll know that it’s wrong to hit people.” She didn’t want the baby to have violent tendencies in the future.

The baby was silent for a while, and when Zi Shan thought she had forgotten about the matter, she suddenly asked softly, “Mommy, in the future Daddy will be like Grandpa, won’t he?”

Zi Shan’s arms tightened, she really didn’t know how she should answer the baby, she couldn’t lie to the child and didn’t want to lie to the child – what would happen to Feng Dayong in the future? Feng Dayong later on to the baby is also a year worse than a year, especially after Xiao Liu gave birth to a son, although later ……

But, Feng Dayong still loved the baby. At this point, he was better than Li Yao Xu.

The mother and daughter didn’t say anything to anyone, and the ringing of the cell phone in the silence startled both of them, Zishan kissed the baby, “You’re daddy’s daughter, that’s a fact that no one can change.” That was all she could answer her daughter.

As she spoke she took her cell phone out and saw that it was another call from Liu Yun she really wanted to pull Liu Yun out of the phone and yell at him, in the end she answered it just to get Liu Yun to stop and not call again.

As soon as the phone was connected, she heard Liu Yun say sharply: “Where have you been? Forget it, it’s too late to say more, you now immediately come to the coffee shop of the Mingyue Hotel, seat C, do you hear me clearly?”

“I’m not going.” Zi Shan faintly said, “And don’t call again.”

Liu Yun sneered twice, “You’re not coming? That real mom of yours and Feng Dayong are making a deal, one hand pays, one hand delivers, you love to come or not.” She finished but didn’t hang up the phone, obviously caring whether Zi Shan would go or not.

Zi Shan didn’t speak again and hung up the phone. Regardless of whether it is Yang Guoying or Feng Dayong’s matter, anything related to her does not need Liu Yun’s involvement.

The baby looked at her mom, “It’s that bad aunt, isn’t it?”

Zisan didn’t really expect the baby to guess, “Right.” But not wanting her daughter to know too much is also a protection for her daughter’s little heart, she brings the topic away, “Baby, how about mommy takes you out for dinner?”

The baby shook her head, “Let’s go home, baby anoint mommy.” What food is not as important as her mom ah, now that her mom is injured she is not in the mood to eat.

Hearing her daughter’s concern Zi Shan heart that called a warm, but more is guilty: “Good, we go back.” The cell phone rang again, several times in a row after the final Liu Yun sent a text message.

Zisan actually wanted to go, because maybe she could get evidence of Feng Dayong and Yang Guoying’s dealings, and by then that would be evidence of a divorce, but what about her daughter? She has no one she can trust to take care of the baby.

The baby suddenly pointed to the distance, “Uncle Lin.” With her words came the sound of a car honking.

Zi Shan turned back to see Lin Hao’s car, and immediately had an idea in her mind, holding the baby as she greeted Lin Hao, “I’m a bit busy, would you take care of the baby on my behalf?”

Lin Hao smiled and picked the baby up, “Of course.” He opened the car door as he did so, “I wonder if I have the honor to give Miss Li a ride?”

Zi Shan smiled and sat in the car, “Thank you.”

“You seem to have had a wonderful day today?” Lin Hao’s voice couldn’t be heard as happy or angry, it was calm, as if he had asked in jest, but his concern was obvious.

Zishan sighed, “Family matters. That person, my stepmother, you’ve seen her before.”

Lin Hao raised an eyebrow, “She, still dares to beat you?!”

“Dare. So, now she’s gone to the criminal squad.” Zi Shan spread her hands, no longer mentioning this but instead talking about Liu Yun’s call, wanting to hear Lin Hao’s opinion.

Lin Hao took out a recorder from his briefcase, “Take it, can you use it?” He carefully explained the usage to Zi Shan, “The baby and I are right outside, everything is for your own safety, don’t be too impulsive.”

After thinking about it he added, “Affection is also a kind of relationship, just like any other relationship it also needs to be cultivated, it’s normal for your feelings to fade when you and–, that whoever haven’t seen each other for years. So don’t be too sad.” Although he didn’t know what kind of deal Yang Guoying was going to make with Feng Dayong, it would never be a good thing for Zishan’s birth mother to get involved with Feng Dayong at this time.

Zishan smiled bitterly and shook her head without saying anything, she knows very well what Feng Dayong and Yang Guoying want to do the deal is, although Xiao Liu did not say, but she saw Yang Guoying the moment she knew – after a well, too many things can not hide from her.

Originally, she has been cheated, fooled, thought in Yang Guoying found affection, now, she will not be naive. Today, Yang Guoying is likely to help her get the same evidence, but Zixan will not have half gratitude, there is only sadness.