Chapter 094 – Extremely Good

Chu Xiang on the roof of the building didn’t act in any hysterical manner, she didn’t even have a single tear, she just stood on the edge of the building and looked at it from a distance, as if she was enjoying the scenery of Blue Water City.

The sky was blue, the clouds were white, the wind was light, and the sun was good, in short, today really didn’t look like a weather that would make people think of suicide, rather it was very suitable for going on a picnic or something. But Chu Xiang’s figure bathed in the sunlight, but as if it did not absorb half of the warmth, looks extremely lonely and desolate.

She heard the voice behind her but didn’t turn around, also didn’t make a sound, just stood straight, saw everything in her eyes, but everything didn’t enter into her heart, also heard everything in her ears, but everything has nothing to do with her.

The police are still busy, there are also people keep persuading her, but Chu Xiang does not answer a word, even her figure did not move a bit, she does not speak, who does not know why she will stand on the roof up, there is still really no way to persuade, those words that let her cherish life, in her silence seems so pale and powerless.

“Why? Just for that man? Do you think it’s really worth it to go on like this?” Zishan spoke up at the police officer’s gesture, she looked at Chu Xiang: “This morning when we were eating, I thought that I made one more friend, I didn’t think that I was going to lose it in the blink of an eye, I really don’t have any friends, ten years of marriage has cost me everything, ten years later you are the first friend I’ve ever known, no matter what, we should’ve known, at that time of divorce. We are living for ourselves from now on.”

Chu Xiang did not speak, she just slowly turned back to see Zi Shan her eyes did not change, empty so that Zi Shan felt a few cool, she just looked at Zi Shan but did not want to open the door, but how to look at her does not look like a living person anymore, so that people out of a kind of soul long ago not in her body feeling.

Zi Shan saw the police officer’s hint, know can’t stimulate her too much, after thinking about it, looked at her: “Talk to me, I’m also going to be divorced, I’m also afraid that one day I will be standing here, we are also considered to know a game, you say that I listen, I hope that my successful divorce will be a good start.”

“I, not for that man, I am for myself.” Chu Xiang finally opened her mouth, but not a trace of strength could be heard in her voice, every word was so dry: “I am here for my own sake, you if you can not leave the words or do not leave, leave the really to the end of the road.”

Zi Shan could not imagine that she would say such words, having lived again she really could not agree with Chu Xiang’s words, “Why? If you can’t live on, how can you possibly come to the point of divorce?”

Chu Xiang looked at Zi Shan, “Divorce is like a war, no matter whether you have achieved your goal or not, you are not a winner, that kind of exhaustion, that kind of bruises all over the body, that kind of pain into the marrow of the bone, will torment you every day. It’s not like you get a new life when you’re divorced, people on the sidelines will point fingers, it’s hard for you to get people to accept you.”

Vixen looked at her and wondered what she had been through, “So what if people are pointing fingers, it’s not like we’ve done anything wrong. Live for yourself, for your son, and care what the people on the sidelines say.”

“Those people’s pointing will affect your son, the rumors your ex-husband’s family made will make it hard for you to move an inch, then you won’t be able to find a proper job, then they’ll take your child away from you, and the bosses will think you’re not a good person, and knowing even more that you don’t have anyone to back you up, they’ll be even more harsh on you, doing more work but still docking your pay.”

She looked at Zixan, “Don’t get divorced if you can. When the time comes, it’ll be like me, the child is gone, the court re-awarded the child to my ex-husband, they took away my only hope! The boss even said that last month’s wages were counted, and it was me who owed him more than a hundred dollars – I don’t know what’s wrong with the world, I don’t know what I did wrong, and I don’t know why rumors are easily believed.”

“I’m really too tired too tired, really too tired too tired too tired ……” she repeated and slowly turned away, Zisan immediately stood up and almost rushed over to her, was pulled by Jiang Tao, was Lin Hao prevented her from mouth again.

Jiang Tao’s steady voice rang out, “I am a lawyer, my colleague is Lin Hao lawyer, if you have read the city’s news, you should know Lin Hao lawyer’s big name, as long as you still want to live with your son, as long as you still want to raise your son to grow up, we can help you to get your son back again.”

Chu Xiang’s figure shook, she gently turned around to look at Jiang Tao and Lin Hao, after a while she softly said, “Thank you, thank you.” She didn’t say yes because she was already disheartened, because she was already heartbroken by the coldness, she no longer had any confidence or courage to do things, including living.

She looked at Zixan again, “Goodbye, don’t leave well enough alone.” She didn’t want to wait any longer, waiting until now just didn’t want to let go of her son, and still wanted to be able to see her son again, but again she knew very well in her heart that it was impossible.

Vixen yelled out, “Fine, go to hell. Let your son have a stepmother, let him not have enough to eat every day, let him not have warm clothes every day, let him be beaten by his stepmother every day, let him shed tears every night and think – why didn’t his mother come to save him? Not only will he hate that stepmother, he’ll hate that dad who’s a stepfather when he has a stepmother even more, and he’ll hate you even more for not caring about his mom.”

Chuka’s body moved again, staring at Zixan, “No, it won’t.”

“Will, I am.” Zi Shan walked forward over, one step at a time, extremely slow: “I just followed my stepmother to grow up, my own mother left me, who was still breastfeeding, in the court, I followed my stepmother to grow up, looking at people’s blank stares every day, and listening to people scolding me for being redundant at all times, and in order to look for a warm home, I didn’t look at that person’s true colors, and just married him that way, without any hesitation! Everything is wrong because my own mother left me behind.”

Zi Shan of course knew that today’s matter could not be blamed on Yang Guoying’s head, but Yang Guoying was not without a little bit of responsibility, and besides, it was now important to save people, that’s why she said so.

Chu Xiang heard the face finally have expression, worry little by little climbed her face: “No, will not, he has grandparents, he is the only son of the family ……”

“But grandparents are old, grandparents can’t replace parents, and right now he’s the only one, but what about later? Won’t your son’s dad have another baby, and there’s a fifty percent chance the second one will be another son. Do you want to bet on the fifty percent chance that your son will remain the only one and you’ll be relieved of the pain leaving him to face the cold world alone from now on?”

Zixan looked at her, “You’re his mom, you’re the one who can make him feel warm, even if you can’t keep him with you, even if you can only see him once a week, but as long as you let him know that you’re his mom and that you love him, he won’t be alone, his days won’t be so gloomy anymore! He, is still a child, he really needs you, you can’t leave him.”

Reaching out her hand, Zixan said with certainty, “Because, you’re the mother, you gave birth to him, that’s your responsibility.”

There were tears in Chu Xiang’s eyes, and a large crystalline teardrop rolled down, “But, me living will only embarrass my son, it will only make it impossible for him to hold his head up in front of people, and those rumors – I can’t gag people.” She squatted down and covered her face as she cried.

It wasn’t life that had pushed her to such a point, it was her ex-husband.

Zishan had a great deal of anger in her heart, divorced was cutting off the past, why couldn’t she give Chu Xiang a way out, why did she have to push her to such a point? The human heart, is not made of meat? Or, there are really that bad hearted people in this world.

“Stand up, do you hear me, stand up!” Zi Shan pulled Chu Xiang’s hand, very carefully and cautiously, Chu Xiang didn’t struggle, obviously Zi Shan’s words moved her, “Stand up, when someone forces you, when someone bullies you, you must stand, you must smile, never let him see your tears as he wishes. Stand up, Chu Xiang, for your son.”

Chu Xiang looked up at Zi Shan, “You, are you still leaving?”

Zi Shan glanced back at Lin Hao and Jiang Tao and said firmly, “Leaving.”

“You’re not afraid?” Chu Xiang’s eyes still had all sorts of worries and all sorts of fears, “Divorced, you’ll be …… talked about by a lot of people.”

“They say theirs, I live my,” Zixan looked at her eyes: “Live for yourself, live for your children, I’m not living for those irrelevant people, what they say is their business, I can turn a deaf ear.”

Chu Xiang said pitifully, “But your mother s family will also dislike you ……”

“I don’t have a maternal family.” Zi Shan slightly hard to shake her hand: “I will leave, will definitely leave.”

Chu Xiang was brought down by Zi Shan, immediately a policewoman came over to wrap her in a blanket: “In the world, there are still many good people.”

Zi Shan also nodded: “You have to believe, there are still many good people in the world.”

Chu Xiang was taken away by the police officers, she was going to receive psychological counseling, and there would be some other help – such as that black-hearted boss, who would surely be liquidated.

Jiang Tao saw Zi Shan’s gaze and sighed, “I didn’t know that the owner of that store was this kind of person, I often go over there to eat, and looking at that person’s smiling and very kind hearted look every day, I don’t know people well.” In fact, it’s just a place where he eats, and it’s also often a fixed-price place, as long as the flavor is good who would have so much energy and time to care about what kind of person its owner is?

Zixan sighed, “I think Chuxiang really needs someone to give her a hand, most notably her son.” She glanced at the sky, it was still so blue, but it was so blue and empty that it made her put her head back down, “I really don’t understand, divorced why her ex-husband is still treating her like this, it’s really extreme.”