Chapter 133: Saying It In Your Own Words

Zi Shan cried out in pain and looked at the host, “What do you say, what should I do?” She looked to the many guests on stage, “You guys say, what should I do?” She looked at the people on stage and asked the camera, “What do you think I should do? What would you guys do if you were me? Tell me, give me an answer.”

The audience in front of the TV went silent, they didn’t know what that answer was, but at least one thing was clear to them, if they were still asking Vixen to donate her kidney now, it would be too much. Were any of the tears crisscrossing Zi Shan’s face shed because they were forcing her to? Would she be in so much pain if she wasn’t under so much pressure?

Everyone was now sensible enough to know one thing, that Zi Shan was not obliged to donate her kidney, it was just that, for them to see this, Zi Shan had really, really used a lot of effort to uncover that wound after wound for everyone to see. Who pushed Violet Shan to such a point? At least everyone knew in their hearts that it wasn’t just one Shen Yi Yi.

Zi Shan said, we all heard, she did not intend to watch a person die, as long as her birth mother was willing to calmly sit down and talk to her, even if she had a grudge, but in the end she would still donate, because it was a human life. But what did the birth mother do? At a time when her family is being destroyed and facing disintegration, her so-called birth mother is actually trying to conspire with her man who is not a thing for her kidney!”

“It’s me, I won’t donate.” Chu Xiang said indifferently, “I repeat, if it were me, facing such a birth mother, I would never donate! Because our old ancestor has an old saying, you are not kind, I am not righteous – don’t mention repaying kindness with kindness, the sages also said, repaying kindness with kindness is not repaying kindness. Zishan’s suffering we can appreciate a few points, such a weak woman, how can we bear to let her hundred pounds more.”

Xue Jing nodded her head and echoed with certainty: “If it were me, I wouldn’t donate either, absolutely not. Because–, why should I donate to that so-called birth mother? Zi Shan, she said so much, but she never mentioned one thing since the beginning, that is, she has a congenital heart disease, and her condition is still worsening, and she herself needs an operation to get better.”

“Zixan and I are both housewives, one hundred percent weak women, who used to count on our men, count on the help of others, and only cry and cry and cry, and the divorce was a change in the sky for us, but why Zixan and I can stand up, why we can work hard to make nutritious meals to make a living – we don’t do it to give those negative people a chance to get better. -We are not to show those negative people, we are not for us women alone can live.”

Tears streamed down Chuxiang’s face, “We’re only doing it because, we’re mothers! I have a son, Zi Shan has a daughter, both are just at the age of kindergarten, if we don’t stand up, if we aren’t strong, then who can cover our sons and daughters again? We, have no choice, we, can only be strong.”

Xue Jing put one arm around Zi Shan and one arm around Chu Xiang: “Zi Shan is more unfortunate than Chu Xiang because she doesn’t have a healthy body, her heart needs an operation, but at the same time, she vowed to bring up her daughter and give her a healthy environment to grow up in! So, she has been fighting. How can she be a kidney donor for a bystander in this condition? Is this asking her to donate a kidney, this is asking for her life.”

The whole room remained quiet, very quiet, looking at the three women who were hugging each other, all of them did not know what they should say. A person with congenital heart disease, how can she be forced to donate a kidney, that really makes her risk her life ah – not to mention that it was only the mom who had given birth to Zi Shan and hadn’t raised Zi Shan, even the mom who had given birth to and raised Zi Shan couldn’t force her son or daughter to save her life like that.

The crowd only saw a dying mother, only thought of the word filial piety, only thought that Zishan as a daughter, even if it is the grace of the October pregnancy should give the birth mother a kidney, but they all forgot, in this matter, if the lack of mother’s love, this matter can not reflect the light of human nature, but just an oppression.

Shen Yi Yi did not expect that things would actually take a sharp turn for the worse, Zi Shan, who was cornered by her, not only solved the situation, but also made the crowd shut their mouths forever, there would not be a single person who would accuse Zi Shan of not donating a kidney and watching her birth mother die.

“Don’t you play pathetic and act as if it’s you who’s going to die.” She shouted, “You just don’t want to donate, because you are afraid that you will die if you donate, that’s why you are so cruel to watch your birth mother die, say more, your heart is naked here, don’t whitewash it anymore, don’t think that you can fool all the people in the world.”

Xue Jing looked at her, “The deal between Yang Guoying and Feng Dayong didn’t work out, but if this matter is handed over to the police for investigation, do you know what the consequences will be? But why didn’t Zishan report it, do you really not know or are you pretending not to know? Zi Shan’s heart is just too soft, Zi Shan just can’t really treat Yang Guoying as a stranger, otherwise she would have gone to jail long ago by now.”

Of course things are not so simple, to convict is not just a recording can be, and Zi Shan take it as evidence of divorce is a different two different things, but, at the moment so and so does not care about it, can take out to say, can let Shen Yi Yi have nothing to say, can let everyone see Shen Yi Yi’s true face, see Yang Guoying’s person, what can’t she say?

Besides, Zi Shan really didn’t go to denounce Yang Guoying, which was the truth.

Shen Yi Yi can’t speak, she can’t stand, staring at Zi Shan’s heart is all unwilling – she is the proud daughter of the sky, and Zi Shan is just an ordinary woman, she has never put in the eyes of the idle, but this is such a person, to her carefully laid out, spent a large sum of money to break open the scheme, but also let her lose face to the home.

Her heartache is not the money, she is most angry is not Zi Shan let her lose face, because all her everything comes from her parents, as long as her parents in her loss of everything will soon be able to come back, today let her the most angry, and even panic is Zi Shan to Yang Guoying’s recordings thrown out.

Yang Guoying’s reputation has been greatly hurt, thus also hurting the reputation of their Shen family, this is the big thing, the big thing in the sky! It wasn’t something she, Shen Yi Yi, could carry off, nor could she, Shen Yi Yi, solve it. That’s why she was so vocal just now, because she was afraid.

But no matter how high she screamed, she couldn’t undo anything, and she didn’t realize until now that even in a show she paid for, not everything would necessarily revolve around her, or at least, it wasn’t controlled by her from start to finish.

Her tears flowed out, “I, I was just heartbroken for my mom, I just wanted my mom to be able to be saved, I didn’t know that Li Zisan had a heart condition, I, I was young and ignorant, I was really just anxious about my mom’s illness.” She stopped being tough and started to play pitiful hoping to get sympathy.

Shen Yi Yi’s sweet looks and looks very innocent for a few moments, so usually when she she sheds a tear at something big, no matter if it’s her parents, or her friends, her heart will soften, but today, even if she cried harder, it didn’t have that effect – she forgot that she doesn’t look sweet at all right now.

She’d been doused with water by Zixan, her hair was a mess against her scalp, letting people in on the secret that she didn’t have much of it, and the makeup on her face had long since blown out of shape, black and red, making her look less sweet than haunted. Any more tears on such a face would only wash down the makeup around her eyes and draw a few more black, curved lines on her face.

The more she cried, the harder she looked, and naturally she didn’t inspire sympathy, and what she had done wasn’t something that could be explained, much less forgiven, by her youthful ignorance, so she sat down in her chair in tears and none of them went over to comfort her.

“You’re heartbroken mom can use one of your kidneys to save her.” Vixen lifted her head and looked at the camera and said word for word, “Instead of coming to force me. Haven’t you been asking me for an answer, well, I’ll give one.”

“I have a daughter, my daughter is only five years old, so I have to live, and live healthily, take care of and guide my daughter into adulthood, and educate her to be a good girl who knows right from wrong and knows what is right and wrong. So, I can give you a clear answer now.” She looked into Shen Yi Yi’s eyes and told her clearly, “I, for one, will not donate my kidney. Not only because of what Yang Guoying has done, but also because of my little daughter who needs me.”

The word “not donate” was said with a firm and clear voice.

Zishan stood up and looked at Shen Yi Yi, looked at the many people on and off the stage, and told all of them with a straight face – I will not donate a kidney.

“I won’t have any uneasiness of conscience if I don’t donate my kidney, and I won’t feel sorry for anyone. I will live well, work hard on my business, I rely on my own hands to support a blue sky for me and my daughter, past, present and even in the future, I live every day with a clear conscience. Because, I won’t harm people, but I don’t fear evil people either, and I won’t bow down to them.” She gave a slight pause at this point before gently adding two words, “Never.”

She still spoke her decision, squarely, and it made her feel better, why couldn’t she refuse? She hadn’t done anything wrong with her refusal, so she was going to say it herself, for all to hear.

Looking at Zi Shan in the TV, Liu Yun gently bit her lip, a few moments of disdain and anger flashed in her eyes – a kidney donation is just a kidney donation, it’s none of her and Feng Dayong’s business, so why drag her and Feng Dayong into it? Now, her and Feng Dayong’s big name is going to become a household name.

Feng Dayong is so brave that he drops the TV remote control because he didn’t expect Zi Shan to step on his head without hesitation! Liu Yun comes over to try to persuade Feng Dayong to say a few words, and opens his mouth to accuse Zi Shan, but he doesn’t want Feng Dayong, who is having a stomach full of anger with no place to take it out, to just point at her and curse.