Chapter 144 – Living in the Shadows for a Lifetime

Liu Yun on Feng Dayong can not say that there is no feelings, when the first time to see Feng Dayong, the charm of mature men is indeed very let her heart, of course, is just stop at heart. She is not one of those little girls, the heart is very clear what kind of man they need, so, really let her action or Feng Dayong’s family.

A few years down the road, the two get along very well, it is the sweet sweet hair fatigue, Liu Yun also really have some feelings for Feng Dayong, so she can be very justified to tell Zishan, she is in love with Feng Dayong, just she did not tell Zishan that she is more in love with Feng Dayong’s money only. However, when she married Feng Dayong, Feng Dayong was almost a pauper, so she naturally felt resentment in her heart, and treated Feng Dayong with less caution than usual.

Now Feng Dayong is rich again, although not as rich as the original, but the money for Liu Yun is also very tempting, therefore, Liu Yun to Feng Dayong feelings will be more intense, intense to the fear of losing him. Therefore, when she heard Feng Dayong propose the word divorce, when she saw Feng Dayong staring at her fiercely, she retreated.

She couldn’t lose Feng Dayong. The reason why she went crazy and made a fuss with Feng Dayong today was that she didn’t want Feng Dayong and Li Zishan to rekindle their old feelings – a divorce would be contrary to her purpose. She really cowardly in Feng Dayong’s words – Feng Dayong love has been divorced once, he is still afraid of the second time?

Liu Yun suddenly sat down on the sofa and cried bitterly: “I followed you for several years, no name, no points ……” She began to tell the previous pain, want to get Feng Dayong soft heart.

Feng Dayong did not even look at her, said to Liu mother: “Our Feng family does not have a daughter-in-law who beats a man, if you do not want to see your daughter divorced teach her well! Also, you living in our house is not for you to back up your daughter, at the very least when your daughter goes crazy, you have to persuade her. Remember, there won’t be a next time.”

He went into the house after saying that, being nagging at Liu Yun for daring to reach out and hit him, feeling more and more that Liu Yun wouldn’t be a good wife. However, no matter how hard he said, in order to Liu Yun and Zi Shan divorced, causing a storm in the city but also take his business, really want to divorce he really can not afford to divorce – how many people will point at him and say that deserved it? He said the words of divorce is just to scare Liu Yun.

Liu Yun is aggrieved, because of a fight, and even a hand still did not get Feng Dayong’s explanation – why Li Zishan will give him a phone call, and why he returned Li Zishan’s phone call on the way out. Even if Feng Dayong told her to go out not to see Li Zishan, but such words can be believed? Her tears were real.

She used to live in Li Zishan’s shadow because Li Zishan was Feng Dayong’s wife, and now she still lives in Li Zishan’s shadow, even though she is already Feng Dayong’s wife! She originally thought that after marrying Feng Dayong, she would be able to get rid of Li Zishan completely, but she didn’t realize that Li Zishan had become an existence in her life that she couldn’t shake off or hide from.

Liu Yun clenched her fists, no, she didn’t want this kind of day, she said she couldn’t have this kind of day.

The snow fell for a whole day, to the night is much smaller, the next day is a sunny day, the sun is reflected by the snow is extremely dazzling, the day stopped, but more cold, but today for Zishan is very important day.

Because the weaving and dyeing factory manager today to talk to her about the details of the contract, if possible, she got the contract is to get a bank loan.

Feng Dayong knocked on the door to face is Zi Shan smiling face, for a moment he thought back in the old days, he worked all day back Zi Shan always greeted him with such a smile, is in a trance, see Zi Shan has turned back: “Close the door.” The detachment in his tone brought him back to his senses, the woman in front of him was no longer his wife.

He smiled when he saw his daughter, “Baby, did you miss daddy?”

“Did daddy forget the baby?” The baby didn’t run over, but instead looked at him seriously and asked. The child’s words gave birth to countless guilt, and he could no longer resist going over to hug the baby, who cried just as he hugged him, his two little hands hugging his neck as he cried tears.

“I thought Daddy didn’t want the baby when he had Auntie Liu and a younger brother.” With a crying voice words, there are too many grievances and worries, also let Feng Dayong’s heart broken, he really did not think so much, really did not want to hurt his daughter.

The baby today no matter what the request, Feng Dayong will agree, because he really love his daughter, this, too, is now he can say is the only, pure love – to the son, he is not not love just see the son let him heart born uncomfortable to – that is the heavenly punishment? The son is not unloved it’s just that the sight of the son makes him feel uncomfortable – Is that heaven’s punishment?

Zi Shan handed the baby over to Feng Dayong and then left in a hurry, wanting to talk over the details with Xue Jing again, so as not to make any mistakes or omissions after meeting with the other party, they were determined to win this contract.

The busy day passed, she and the weaving and dyeing factory contract is basically finalized, about the next Tuesday when they officially signed the contract, Zishan three people are very happy, the evening can not help but open a bottle of red wine to celebrate, the three people’s alcohol is not big, so after two glasses of red wine, their faces are red.

When Lin Hao came to pick up Zisan, he smiled at the sight of her, and only when he got to the car did he say, “Showy.” He almost couldn’t hold himself back from kissing Zi Shan, but when he saw that Zi Shan was just excited to talk about her business matters, he eventually dismissed the idea.

Zi Shan didn’t let Lin Hao send her upstairs, because Lin Hao had purposely sent her home for fear that the roads would be slippery at night, and now that it was getting late, she knew that Lin Hao was also very tired from working all day, and wanted him to go back a little bit earlier so that he could rest earlier. After the two people said goodbye, Lin Hao still did not go, looking at her just smile.

Saying goodbye again, Lin Hao instead took Zi Shan’s hand and gently called out to her.

“Hmm?” Zi Shan looked up at him, “Is something wrong?” Her head was a bit dizzy and her body was burning, the Lin Hao in front of her eyes became more handsome than ever before, well, this is a good man then – such thoughts slipped through her somewhat confused mind.

Lin Hao shook his head, “Nothing, just wanted to call out to you.” After he finished speaking, he gently called out to Zi Shan again, and after Zi Shan’s soft smile of agreement, he eventually couldn’t help but gently pull Zi Shan into his arms.

Zixan didn’t struggle, “Well, I’m not sure if I’m ready yet, and also, it could be the wine.” She was only slightly drunk people were still sort of clear, so in Lin Hao’s arms she still said what was on her mind.

Lin Hao looked at her and smiled, “Maybe, you’re ready?” He gently kissed her forehead and then let go of Zi Shan, no matter what, he didn’t want to further define his relationship with Zi Shan while she was drunk. He shook Vixen’s hand, “I’ll see you in the morning.”

Zi Shan nodded, “See you in the morning.” Under Lin Hao’s watchful eye, she entered the elevator with a red face, and now, she felt as if she was stepping on a pile of cotton as she walked, feeling soft everywhere, even her body – not only because of the wine, but also because of that light kiss from Lin Hao.

Perhaps, she really was ready? But that was a little too fast, wasn’t it? Zi Shan’s mind rolled around with the two questions coming to her door, as she pulled out her key the door opened, and the person standing in the door was Feng Dayong.

Zi Shan frowned slightly when she saw him, “I thought, you sent the baby to so and so Jing’s house.”

Feng Dayong looks at her red face, “You’ve been drinking?”

“Bye.” Zi Shan pointed to the door that was not closed, “Just as well, it also saves you from having to open the door again.” She certainly didn’t have to explain to Feng Dayong what she was doing.

Feng Dayong looked at her, “Do you want, I’ll make you a cup of tea?”

Zi Shan did not speak again just pointed to the door, signaling Feng Dayong now to the time should leave, Feng Dayong did not say anything else turned around and left, in the end, he also has no good feelings towards Zi Shan, just said the words to make a cup of tea is just a momentary lapse of concentration before slipping out of the mouth.

Feng Dayong left, Zi Shan picked up a cup of tea, first went to see the baby found the child asleep, she returned to the living room to drink tea, waiting for the tea cool, Zi Shan fell asleep on the sofa.

A busy day had cost Zi Shan a lot of physical strength and energy, and now she was tired. However, it was winter now, and the result of her sleeping on the sofa like this was that she woke up in the middle of the night frozen – her nose was a bit airless, and her head hurt a bit. Knowing that she was probably catching a cold, Zi Shan got up and found cold medicine to take, and went back to her room to get under the covers.

The next morning, Zishan woke up with a room full of sunshine, but her cold didn’t get better but worse, but she is a mom, even if she is sick, she can’t starve the baby, so she forced herself to get up with her aching body and prepare to make breakfast.

The door pushed open and the fully dressed baby poked her head in, “Mommy, you’re awake ah?” She walked in and stretched out her little hand to put it on Zi Shan’s forehead, her little hand was a little cold, “Mommy, you’re sick.”

Zi Shan held the baby’s little hand, “What are you going to do? You have to eat before you can go to school.” Her head felt so heavy and heavy, as if her head had become ten so heavy all at once, when she stood up she swayed, and the people and things in front of her eyes were a bit reimagined – she guessed she had a bad fever.

“Baby, go wash your face, um, and stay away from mommy, she’s got a cold. I’m going to make you some dinner, we’ll just have some little ravioli today, okay?” She fished out a mask from the nightstand and put it on, she didn’t want to infect the baby, and then she went to pull out a cotton robe to wrap it around her cold body, “The heating is not working well today, why is it so cold.”

The baby followed her around, several times called out to Zi Shan did not get the mother’s response, anxious to hold Zi Shan: “Mom, you go to bed, breakfast baby has bought back, put in the kitchen, I came over just to see if mom is awake.”