Chapter 180 – Who caused it?

Jiang Tao didn’t stop the cab, but walked into the coffee shop after walking for a while, he needed to have something to eat in addition to thinking about it, then, he wanted to go back to see Zi Shan again, and at the same time, have a good chat with Dr. Zhang about Zi Shan’s condition, to see how she could restore her body to the best state.

The conversation with Lin Hao had implied too much gunpowder, and although the two of them hadn’t torn their faces apart he knew that they wouldn’t be the same as before, and thinking of this he wiped his face with some annoyance, and ordered coffee and a bit of food from the waiter beside him – years of friends, he assumed that Lin Hao would understand.

Instead, Lin Hao asked anyway, and Jiang Tao replied dryly that he didn’t think he’d done anything wrong – the matter of me liking Zi Shan is true, but I’ve never hinted at Zi Shan, and I’ve never approached Zi Shan on purpose, or even stayed away from Zi Shan when he had nothing to do as much as possible. A lot of the time, he was hanging out with the kids, in order to not let any misunderstandings arise.

Moreover, quite a few of Lin Hao’s ideas for pursuing Zi Shan had been his, for example, after the TV station incident, the gift Lin Hao had sent was something he wanted to send, but considering Lin Hao and Zi Shan’s relationship, he had told Lin Hao to let him send that kind of gift, so that on one hand, it would further their relationship, and on the other hand, it would also make Zi Shan feel somewhat secure.

Really, for so long, his concern for Zi Shan had been hidden in the shadows, and if there was anything he had to do he would have told Lin Hao to do it, so why, in the end, did Lin Hao come to question him? It was also because Lin Hao left in the middle of the day that he had to do more, because he couldn’t just leave Zi Shan in danger.

And yet Lin Hao came to blame him for being too nosy. He admits that he shouldn’t have gone to the hospital last night, shouldn’t have stood outside the ICU until dawn – but Lin Hao wasn’t there, and he didn’t trust Zi Shan, what if there was an emergency? He really didn’t want Zi Shan to be alone, because Zi Shan didn’t like being alone.

No matter how he felt, he and Zi Shan had always been friends, and he had never crossed the line of friendship. He hadn’t been reluctant to pursue Zi Shan in the beginning, but Lin Hao had taken the first step, and thinking about his own situation, he had backed down – most of all, he could see that Zi Shan had already had a heart for Lin Hao.

He sighed, there were some things that would be so even if he thought about them again, at least right now there was very little he could do, he could only take one step and hope that Lin Hao wouldn’t let Zi Shan down.

The phone rang, he picked it up and saw that it was Lin Hao’s text message, what was written on it was very simple – I’m sorry. Jiang Tao closed his eyes, put the phone down and drank all the unsweetened coffee in one gulp, his mouth was full of bitterness but it didn’t make him frown.

Picking up his cell phone he thought for a moment and sent only one sentence to Lin Hao – Zisan and I are friends, now and in the future.

Lin Hao didn’t text back again, nor did he ever call again. Jiang Tao suddenly wanted a drink very, very badly, so he checked out and walked out of the coffee shop to try and find a bar, walking down the street and being blown by the cold wind made his mind a lot clearer, and after some thought he turned back towards the hospital.

If Lin Hao was there, he could have a good talk with Lin Hao – Lin Hao can stay now proves that he still cares about Zi Shan, if he can live happily with Zi Shan, he will also be very happy, and he will have his own wife in the future, his own life, Lin Hao really don’t have to care about it too much.

Who hasn’t secretly liked someone in his life, and in the end, it can only become a memory without a chance? Jiang Tao laughed to himself, but the bitterness in his heart did not spread, just that cup of bitter coffee without anything added to the bottom of his heart.

Arrived at the hospital but found that there is no one, Lin Hao did not come back, he left. Jiang Tao glanced at the intensive care unit where the blinds had fallen, a fire bubbled up in his heart, he didn’t call Lin Hao, instead he found Dr. Zhang to go out to eat with him and talked in detail about Zi Shan’s condition.

Dr. Zhang found someone who was willing to listen to him, naturally, he talked as much as he could – from the cause of the heart attack to the post-operative rest, precautions, he talked for an afternoon without looking tired, mainly because Jiang Tao would also ask questions, ah, very serious questions, which is even more so that he talked as much as he could.

At this time in another hospital, Hao Shufen looked at the doctor blankly: “What do you mean, Rongqi well or not?”

Li Rongpeng thanked the doctor, pulled Hao Shufen to the intensive care unit to see his sister: “save is saved, but the blood loss is too long caused by shock, the doctor said that there can be injured to the lungs, and now the sister also has pulmonary edema – also caused by shock, they will be given to the sister treatment. ”

Hao Shufen’s head is big: “Not just suicide, how can there be any sequelae?”

“I don’t understand either.” Li Rongpeng glanced at Hao Shufen’s brow wrinkled tightly, “Just now the doctor said, although the ischemia of the kidney and liver can all be reversed, but the kidney will have to be observed, as for the pulmonary edema, it shouldn’t be a big problem, right? The doctor didn’t particularly emphasize it.”

Hao Shufen couldn’t help but shout, “It’s all because of Li Zisan, I’m with ……” Her words were interrupted by Li Rongpeng without finishing because Li Rongpeng really couldn’t stand Hao Shufen.

“What is all Li Zishan’s fault, your daughter’s suicide over and over again has nothing to do with other people, is it that they let her commit suicide? You, a mom, often take Rong Qi suicide as a matter of concern, there is something wrong with it, use suicide to threaten people – when you threatened Uncle Xu, when you blackmailed Zi Shan, have you ever thought that your words are a kind of hint to Rong Qi?”

“Rongqi committed suicide once, we still don’t know what the reason was, but she got better, then you as a mom should have properly enlightened her, letting her know that suicide is wrong, it’s cowardly, there’s nothing in the world that can’t be solved, no matter what Rongqi still has us, her loved ones, in it. But you, actually take her suicide to scare people, you let Rongqi how to think, she must think something if suicide is a kind of solution!”

Li Rongpeng’s face turned blue: “You caused her to commit suicide, and now you want to put trumped up charges on Zi Shan’s head, no matter what your thoughts are, but have you ever really thought for your own daughter, and give her a way to live! If you don’t change, Rong Qi will die in your hands sooner or later.”

Hao Shufen stared at her eldest son with wide eyes, momentarily stunned by him because he looked too scary, by the time she came back to her senses and wanted to scold her son for not having a conscience and only knowing how to defend Li Zisan, Li Rongpeng had already dumped her and walked away.

Of course she was not convinced, how could she be the one who harmed her daughters, she knew that she protected Rong Qi and Rong Xuan as if they were pearls, she was willing to be a villain for the sake of her children, and she was very upset about her son’s fondness for Li Zi Shan, which was like being slapped by Li Zi Shan and made her embarrassed.

Li Zishan hated her to the bone, but her son’s elbow turned to the outside, how can she not let her angry and annoyed?

In the past two days, Zishan is still in the intensive care unit, while Li Rongqi has been transferred to the general ward, her kidneys are not a big problem, in the words of the doctor is considered fortunate, to know that the depth of shock is very easy to form irreversible damage.

Li Rongqi see big brother’s first look fell into tears, crying: “Brother, mom she scolded me, she only need to second brother don’t want me ……” crying that call a complaint: “I don’t want to live, mom don’t want me, I still live to do what. ”

Li Rongpeng heard the frown frowned, but see in Li Rongqi has not been good on the part of, try to say gently: “You are because mom said that you killed yourself?”

Li Rongqi pulled Li Rongpeng to cry: “She scolded me in front of so many people, scolded me for the sake of the second brother, those people are Li Zishan’s friends ah, originally people look at us as bad, but mom also scolded me in front of them, let me how to live ah? I’m just an extra in the family, mom only cares about second brother and doesn’t want me.”

Hao Shufen did not think that Li Rongqi suicide reason and her related, heartbroken up to pull her daughter’s hand: “Rongqi, but you think wrong, the palm of the hand are meat ah, how can mom do not want you, do not love you ……” But Li Rongqi avoided her hand, do not let her touch herself.

She is again to admit fault and is kindly coaxed, but also promised to buy a computer for Li Rongqi, buy two pieces of brand-name clothes, only to let Li Rongqi called her a mom.

Li Rongpeng looked at his mother almost could not help, but in the end his sister just woke up, he did not want any more accidents did not speak, but he thought that if this went on, his mother would really put Rongqi harmed – not move on suicide what is the matter? No matter what Hao Shufen said to her at that time, she can make a fuss or quarrel but how not to suicide.

This development, is not Li Rongqi want to give what, say what? A not good, half a little less than ideal, and then once again to a suicide? This time it was considered Li Rongqi’s luck, if there was a next time, God knows if it could be saved.

He glanced at his sister who had calmed down, “You lost too much blood due to the lack of blood in the blood bank, so it caused shock, now it’s hard to say if your kidneys are completely fine, you have some difficulty in breathing because of the pulmonary edema, which is also caused by the blood loss shock.”

Li Rongqi’s face changed: “Suicide can still cause these diseases?” She really did not expect the consequences to be so serious, and began to be a little afraid: “What do those blood banks do, why don’t they ……”

Li Rongpeng interrupted her, “The blood bank’s blood is not prepared for you alone, so many hospitals in the city God knows how many people will be operated on today, and how many people and you a blood type need to use blood, in short, now your kidneys need to be properly adjusted to become, the doctor said that if the shock is a little bit longer, it will be the depth of the shock, then the kidneys are likely to be bad. ”

Li Rongqi’s face went white, looking at the gauze band on her wrist for a long time without speaking.

“Excuse me, this is Li Rongqi, right? Hello, I’m Shen Bo.” The one who came in was a very young and handsome man, looking at Li Rongpeng and stretching out his hand, “You are Li Rongqi’s family members, right, there’s a bit of a matter that I would like to discuss with you, I don’t know if it’s convenient for you right now?”

It seemed like very polite words, but they carried a forcefulness that simply could not be refused, causing Li Rongpeng’s brows to furrow.