Chapter 208 Warmth

After Jiang Tao drove out of the hospital, he couldn’t help but look back, suddenly he hit a jolt – how could he only think of himself, no matter if he left or didn’t leave, at least he had to get to the bottom of the matter, he had to know that just now he had relieved Lin Hao for the sake of Zi Shan’s body, he didn’t want to give Zi Shan too much of a stimulus at this point in time.

However, after he had relieved Lin Hao, he was all the more obliged to solve the mystery. If what Lin Hao was hiding didn’t do any harm to Zi Shan, of course he wouldn’t do anything about it, otherwise how could he watch Zi Shan jumping into the fire pit? He had just seen too clearly that although Zi Shan was suspicious of Lin Hao, her feelings for him were really deep. He had to find out what Lin Hao was hiding.

Jiang Tao finally recovered a little spirit, driving the car slid into the traffic and left, his mind calculating how to investigate, Lin Hao already have a defense, and he and Lin Hao are lawyers, we are very familiar with several ways to find out the truth, of course, Lin Hao will not let him easily get it. However, as long as people have done things there will always be traces left behind, even more difficult he has to find the answer as soon as possible, lest Zi Shan by then in too deep, he is to find out will also be too late.

The two days, not much and Lin Hao talk, even if he accompanied the purple yesterday afternoon, purple also just sleep and did not talk to him, purple is really angry, very angry, do not want to and Lin Hao say anything more do not want to listen to his so-called explanation, the more he explains will only make the purple more angry.

What Zixan wants is not a variety of excuses, not Lin Hao’s claim to love her, not Lin Hao said what ten years of love – that’s as if he owed him? She hated such and such excuses, if what Jiang Tao said was the truth, then she wanted Lin Hao to sincerely apologize, to her and to Jiang Tao’s. If what Jiang Tao said was not the truth, then she wanted Lin Hao to apologize sincerely, to her and to Jiang Tao.

If Jiang Tao said is not the truth, then she wants a fact, Lin Hao and her feelings have been stabilized, the two have discussed when to meet the parents, in this case she thinks Lin Hao should not hide anything, what to say – she chose to be with Lin Hao, then no matter what things she will face with Lin Hao, she does not understand. She didn’t understand why Lin Hao couldn’t trust her, couldn’t be open and honest with her.

She also had another layer of doubt, which was the attitude of Chu Xiang and Xue Jing. Although they didn’t say anything bad about Lin Hao, their attitude towards Lin Hao was very nonchalant, and she wasn’t a little girl who would think that they didn’t respect her boyfriend. Because she and Chu Xiang, so and so quiet but the period of suffering fellowship, the two people extremely understand, know that they will not be no reason for Lin Hao so, and at first they are extremely in favor of her and Lin Hao dating, you can say that they helped Lin Hao a arm and a leg it.

So what made them so antagonistic to Lin Hao? Just for Jiang Tao? That’s impossible, she had great confidence that in Chu Xiang’s and Xue Jing’s hearts her weight was heavier than Jiang Tao’s, so it was impossible for them to imply hostility towards Lin Hao because of Jiang Tao.

Also, one night she dreamed in the middle of the night, suddenly remembered that Jiang Tao had mentioned his assistant, and then associated with Lin Hao against Jiang Tao’s behavior, her heart gave birth to a hidden worry – will not, really because of Lin Hao has other women and was discovered by Jiang Tao? However, how she side-stepped, Jiang Tao are watertight, and sox Jing and Chu Xiang did not show such a meaning to.

Not because of the woman, then what will be because of it? She was really puzzled. It is because of the doubts, her view of Lin Hao quietly some changes, she is no longer a little girl, very clear what is the “woman in love is the most stupid”, so she is very much want to let Lin Hao personally say it – things are good or bad, with her and Lin Hao’s relationship do not want to! She would rather have Lin Hao tell her, no matter what the reason is, at least she won’t hate Lin Hao.

However, Lin Hao just didn’t say anything, except for explaining, making her mood even more irritable, and thankfully she had recovered well, otherwise such a mood would really affect her illness.

Zisan was a little impatient, thinking that if Lin Hao didn’t take the initiative to say anything in the next two days, she would have to seriously talk to Lin Hao about it, and if it couldn’t be eliminated, maybe the two of them should calm down for a while–that is, don’t come back and forth, and we should all be quiet individually until we think things through, or figure out whether or not to continue to socialize.

She really didn’t give up on Lin Hao, that’s why she waited for him to clear his doubts, but, contrary to her wishes, her patience was going to run out. In the end, she had a failed marriage, so all she thought about every day was bad, and if her feelings weren’t already deep, she might have said goodbye to Lin Hao.

Lin Hao had loved her for more than ten years, who could not be touched by that? But she really couldn’t accept what Lin Hao had done, and she really needed Lin Hao to give her confidence.

Chu Xiang and Xue Jing had advised her a few times, but they seemed to have some scruples and did not persuade her very deeply, which also made Zi Shan very puzzled.

This morning Lin Hao did not come, and Zi Shan can now get up, but today’s mood is very bad also lazy to go out, crooked in bed and the caregiver chatting, suddenly heard the sound of footsteps coming from the outside, she looked up: “Another newcomer? Alas, I don’t know who is sick again, it’s really not easy for people to live.”

Before she could finish her sentiment, she saw that the doorway there was stuffed with fiery red roses, the scent of flowers immediately crowded the entire ward, Zi Shan was a little surprised, and of course there was a little bit of happiness, but not too much excitement – after experiencing so much, flowers and whatnot couldn’t really touch her heart.

“Who sent them? Lin Hao?” She opened her mouth and tried to ask a couple questions. If it was really Lin Hao who had sent them, she wouldn’t have forgiven him for it, these flowers would have been so nice to use for groceries, it was a waste and insincere to buy so many of them. Flowers, can represent what sincerity, as long as the money can be bought, and not a man’s hand planted.

The baby drilled underneath the flowers and excitedly shouted, “Isn’t it pretty, Mommy? Is it pretty, mommy?” She hugged Zixan and vigorously kissed her a few times, “You’re better, mommy, so nice, so nice. Uncle Lin didn’t lie to me, you’re really well, you’ll be home soon won’t you?” Her little face was red and her eyes were bright.

Zishan kissed her, “Uncle Lin brought you here ah, why didn’t you go play with daddy today?” She stroked her daughter’s hair, ten days she felt as if a decade had passed, she couldn’t help but hug and kiss her daughter again, instead she forgot about the flowers at the door.

The flowers were placed at the window, then Zi Shan saw Lin Hao, who pushed a large cake in: ”Baby, happy today? Uncle’s legs are still soft now, but you have a lot of guts. Zi Shan, the baby actually dared to play with one of those downward swooping boats and laughed that loud.”

Zi Shan looked at him as her heart flashed, “What are you doing?” It seemed that Lin Hao knew that he couldn’t make himself forgive him in the past few days and wanted to use the baby to soften her heart, but Lin Hao doing so would only make her more resentful.

It was as if Lin Hao didn’t see Zi Shan’s displeasure coming, “This is to make up for the baby’s birthday.” He pushed the cake to the edge of the bed and looked at Zi Shan, “After you were injured that day, the baby didn’t have time to celebrate his birthday officially, to us adults, birthday may not be much, but to children, it is very important, I still remember how much I longed for my birthday when I was a child and how much I valued it. Seeing that you were able to get out of bed, I thought of making up a birthday for my child, naturally I couldn’t do it without you as a mom.”

Zixan looked at him, “The flowers are for the baby?” She was really surprised, she originally thought those flowers were for her.

Lin Hao smiled showing his white teeth, “Right. I know you don’t like too big bouquets of flowers, but this is the first time in baby’s life that she’s received flowers, especially since it’s still to compensate for the baby, plus daughters are meant to be richly bred, so I’m saying what I have to give the baby an unforgettable memory, so that she knows how many flowers she received for the first time, and so that she won’t be easily caught up with by people in the future, our little princess.”

He looked at the baby with a smile as he finished, “And the baby loved that gift, more so than a trip to Paradise.”

The baby nodded desperately and with a little bit of pride said to Zixan, “I received the flowers I am a big boy, so I can take care of mommy in the future and won’t make her angry anymore. Mommy, I’m big enough to learn how to cook, right?” She looked at Zi Shan blearily, with an expression of longing that Zi Shan would nod her head.

Zi Shan’s eyes were wet, she remembered that when she watched TV, she told the baby that a girl is grown up when she receives her first bouquet of flowers, but the baby couldn’t really understand the meaning of that sentence, she only remembered the three words “grown up”, and she thought that Zi Shan would let her learn how to cook.

She thought it was because Zi Shan was too tired that she got sick, so she wanted to learn how to cook earlier, so she could take good care of her mom and not make her mom so tired. Seeing her mom’s eyes red, she was a bit anxious: “Mom, our teacher said that when you were little, just as old as we are, you could cook, watch your siblings, pull weeds, feed the pigs and chickens and so on, I just want to learn how to cook. just want to learn how to cook, I’m sure I can.”

Zishan kissed her, “Okay. Wait for mom to buy you your special cooking utensils.” With a daughter like this, there was really nothing else to ask for.

A cozy birthday celebration was held in the ward. Not only did Xue Jing and the girls come, even Jiang Tao was invited by Lin Hao, which really softened Zi Shan’s heart – because Lin Hao was making up for the wrongs done with practical actions, maybe, she should have a good talk with Lin Hao, in fact, Lin Hao has always been a very good person, and talking about some things wouldn’t be a big problem.

It’s easy to find a priceless treasure, but it’s hard to find a man with love. But to talk also depends on the time, Lin Hao is very busy, so Zi Shan only three days later and Lin Hao about the evening to talk, but it is this day, she heard so-and-so quiet and fat man in the corridor low roar: “Lin Hao how can go for Li Rongxuan as a lawyer, he knows do not know that this is the same as a betrayal to Zi Shan!”

Zi Shan just came back in the restroom, did not use the restroom in the ward because she wanted to come out to walk around, and then wanted to go to the restroom, naturally went to the outside common, but did not want to leave the restroom to meet just came sox Jing couple, heard a sentence she never dreamed of.