Chapter 213 With Sincerity

Snow fell and is very big, fluttering down will bring people what kind of feelings, is different from person to person, if it is the hot love in the man and woman, see this snow is naturally full of romance, maybe some people will think it is God’s blessing to them, if it is full of food and drink in a good mood of the people, see this snow is also a belly of like. But what about people in a bad mood, such as Lin Hao, such as Lin Xia, their siblings’ moods are naturally different.

Snow itself is not what color and emotion, all lies in the see how the state of mind. At this time Jiang Tao looked out the window, although in the warm house, but still from the bottom of the heart feel the coldness of the snow, and Zishan looked out the window of the snow, thought of the child’s expression immediately softened up: “down a little bigger, when I get out of the hospital will be able to accompany the baby piled up a big snowman.”

And the fat man speechless look at the snow for a long time, see Jiang Tao came in: “Looking for you have something?”

Jiang Tao shook his head, “Nothing. His sister just want to be a peacemaker, in fact, originally there is no thing well, say away will be fine. This snow, came a little early, if a few days later if the New Year will be more interesting.” He brought the topic to the snow, that is, he did not want to talk about the Lin family siblings.

Fatty looked at him, “Then let’s go back, once it snows the road will be very slippery, it’s better to leave early while it’s not raining heavily, just raining,” he looked at Zi Shan, “You can look at the TV, tonight’s variety show is good, the TV show is really nothing to look at, it’s all just stuff to coax little kids. ”

Zisan nodded, “Let’s go, be careful on the road, I’ll pass the time, don’t worry about me, remember to call the elder sister of the caregiver back, she should have finished her meal as well, right? Otherwise she’d be too embarrassed to come in and disturb her if she thought you guys hadn’t left. It’s also that we have a bit too much going on, right, causing people to be a bit overwhelmed.”

Jiang Tao nodded and didn’t say anything more, silently followed the fat man outward, he now completely lacked that bit of jumpiness from before, he really looked like an old man, looking at Zi Shan really wanted to sigh, “Why do you need to care so much, that’s not your fault, we don’t know your mother, what we know is you Jiang Tao.”

Jiang Tao heard a glance back at Zi Shan did not say anything, obviously the knot is not a few words can be unraveled, but the comfort he still received, a slight smile and nodded again he stepped out of the ward, if he can be a few words to open up the knot, and would not hide from everyone for many years? And how could he not go home for years?

Zi Shan sighed, knowing that Jiang Tao’s matter can not be rushed, besides, she still has a matter to worry about, so she did not think about Jiang Tao’s matter, to the stack of money to start to stay – it seems, really need to have a good talk with Lin Hao.

Jiang Tao suddenly stepped into the ward again: ”I know you’re a sensitive and intelligent person, the events of the past few days should have made you think a lot, right? I just want to say to you, no matter what the sun will still rise in the east tomorrow, even if it’s cloudy, the sun will definitely be above the clouds. Zishan, don’t take things so seriously, in fact the same thing is going on in all corners of this world, you’re not the only one experiencing these things.”

Zixan sighed and smiled, “Don’t worry, I know that nothing will beat me down.” Her words however were less sharp, the sharpness that supported her during her divorce from Feng Dayong, so it didn’t put Jiang Tao at ease instead it made him more worried.

“Zisan, no matter how big and troublesome the matter is, it’s really quite common, although you seem to be the only one who has encountered it, but the same thing is happening at the same time in countless pieces, we can’t see it doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist, right? It’s really no big deal, it’s just a normal thing.” Jiang Tao looked at Zi Shan, “It’s just a normal thing. Jiang Tao looked at Zi Shan, “Everyone’s life has accidents.”

Zi Shan was silent for a while and looked at him, “You, what are you worried about?”

Jiang Tao was shocked avoiding Zi Shan’s eyes, “No, I just want to talk more, I’ll leave if there’s nothing else. The snow, it’s falling even more.” He glanced out the window, the snowflakes had gotten bigger, dancing manfully in the sky, and being able to have such a subdued attitude in the cold wind made his heart just flutter without knowing how.

Zi Shan followed his gaze and looked out, “In this kind of weather, if you drink a cup of hot tea at home, laze around or read a book’s, it’s a heavenly blessing.” She no longer asked Jiang Tao anything, some things do not need to come to tell her, maybe she just need time to prove it to herself.

A glint flashed in Jiang Tao’s eyes, “Yes, nestled in bed or on the sofa, looking at these snowflakes flying outside the window can really feel happy.” His eyes and Zi Shan pair up, both of them separated almost simultaneously.

Zi Shan was silent, Jiang Tao was also silent, only the snowflakes outside the window were still tirelessly and dangerously swirling, Jiang Tao didn’t propose to leave again, and Zi Shan didn’t feel that Jiang Tao’s presence was in the way.

Lin Hao came in with this look, but it made him extremely unhappy: ”Jiang Tao, are you still here? I saw Fatty in the car should be waiting for you, right?” He wasn’t there, Fatty was hiding away, Jiang Tao was alone with Zi Shan – what were these people trying to do?

Jiang Tao nodded at him and smiled at Zi Shan, “See you later.”

Lin Hao didn’t see him off, instead he sat on Zi Shan’s bed, “Why don’t I stay with you tonight and let the caregiver rest for a night? People are also very tired.”

Zi Shan picked up the money and put it in his hand, “This money, you’d better put it away and pass it on to your sister or the elders of the family on my behalf, you should know that I really can’t accept this, it’ll make me very uncomfortable.” She and Lin Hao each spoke their own words, and even she herself felt a sense of strangeness.

Lin Hao’s reaction was out of her expectation, and didn’t insist that Zi Shan had to put it away, “Fine. I’ll do whatever you say, to say the least it’s also my fault, although I talked to my family on the phone but didn’t think that my sister would rush over so quickly, and didn’t have the time to discuss it with you, and I didn’t even know that she’d bring the money – you don’t have to take it to heart, they didn’t know what to do to be so direct. ”

Zisan was a bit disoriented by Lin Hao’s words, “Not really. Never mind, it’s not a big deal anyway, remember to make a call on my behalf to thank my sister and the elders at home.” With Lin Hao being so sincere and considerate and admitting his mistake, she really couldn’t say anything more.

Lin Hao put the money away, “Zishan, I think we should talk, are you tired? I have plenty of time, if you’re tired or not in the mood you can rest first, or we can watch TV or something, if you want to talk we can talk now.”

Vixen looked at him, “What do you want to talk about?”

“Recently I’ve done a lot of things I shouldn’t have done, not to mention other people even I blush when I think about it, there’s no excuse or reason, it’s indeed just wrong. Jiang Tao and I have been friends for many years, and you are the closest person to me, I really shouldn’t have done that, no matter it’s to you or to Jiang Tao, it’s hurtful.” He looked at Zixan seriously, “I’m sorry, Zixan.”

Zi Shan was stunned again, she didn’t expect Jiang Tao to admit his mistake directly, he didn’t say any excuses like “I was too nervous about you”, he admitted his mistake very directly, so that she couldn’t say anything she originally wanted to say – there was no point in saying it again, originally she was trying to make Lin Hao realize his own fault, and now Lin Hao had admitted his mistake, what else did she need to say.

“Hm. But it’s not just that, Lin Hao,” she thought about it but still said what she really thought, “I feel a bit differently about you, I think it’s better for us to take our time, ten years has changed us a lot, we really need more time to get to know each other, don’t you think so?”

Lin Hao didn’t object at all, “Okay, let’s take our time, it’s true that I’m the one who was bad these past few days, and I’m not going to say anything about how it’s going to be in the future, you just have to see how I’m going to do it.” He held Zi Shan’s hand, “Zi Shan, I love you.”

Zi Shan looks at him, “I know. But do you know what I hate most about Feng Dayong?” Seeing incomprehension flash across Lin Hao’s face, she smiled slightly, “I don’t really hate Liu Yun, have you noticed? It’s not because she’s a woman, and of course I won’t forgive her – because what I hate the most isn’t the mistress or anything, what I hate the most is Feng Dayong’s deception and betrayal of me, and that’s really not something I can accept and forgive.”

“In the middle of marriage, it’s still different from two people in love, it’s more about responsibility and trust, and I was kept in the dark, a clown in Feng Dayong’s eyes, living like a fool for a few years, and that feeling of being lied to is even more embarrassing to me. I can’t forgive Feng Dayong for his deception, nor can I forgive my own eyes that deceived me.”

“Other people and things can’t be controlled by me, I can’t keep people from coming to deceive me, but I can ask myself to polish my eyes and stop being foolishly coaxed.” She looked at Lin Hao’s eyes, “It’s not necessary for everything to be known to each other between us, we’re adults, we know that we need personal space for each other, but there are some things that we really need to be open and honest about.”

“You and I chose to be together for more than love and affection or for you to take care of me and the baby – not that I’m arrogant or boastful, I think I can really provide for myself and the baby on my own and don’t need a man to take care of me, and I didn’t choose to be with you so you could take care of me, I don’t want to be I don’t want to be a flower in a greenhouse. So you can tell me anything, the past is the past, believe me, I can understand.”

She looked at Lin Hao sincerely, waiting for Lin Hao to tell her the truth: “Besides, don’t you feel tired of carrying something all by yourself? Say it, tell me, and let’s work it out and face it together, and you’ll be truly relaxed, and there’ll be no more misunderstandings between you and me, or you and your friends.”