Chapter 214: No Unconditional

Zi Shan didn’t ask him about the real original reason for him to be the defense lawyer for Li Rong Xuan, because after thinking for a long time she thought that there was a real lack of proper communication between her and Lin Hao, after she divorced Feng Dayong, in fact, she really shrunk her heart, put layer after layer of clothes on herself, and was too passive to accept Lin Hao’s feelings, thus letting Lin Hao develop a sense of insecurity to.

She thought that if there was no really big problem between her and Lin Hao, then as long as they talked properly with sincerity for sincerity, no matter what Lin Hao was hiding, no matter why he went to be a defense attorney for Li Rongxuan, as long as he was willing to tell the real reason for it – I believe, it wouldn’t be too big of a deal.

Only if the two of them were of one mind, would they not be taken advantage of by others, and would be able to keep walking together. Therefore, she sincerely said those words, that is, she wanted to really make friends with Lin Hao, this relationship is not easy to come by, she missed it more than ten years ago, shouldn’t she also try harder after ten years? Right now, she was trying.

Hearing Zi Shan’s words Lin Hao obviously froze, it can be seen that he is extremely touched, but in addition to being touched there are some things, but let Zi Shan did not have time to see clearly.

Lin Hao gazed deeply into Zi Shan’s eyes, “You’re so good, I’ll never neglect you in this generation.” He lowered his head and kissed the back of Zi Shan’s hand, “Zi Shan, I was forced to do something about Li Rongxuan, but I’m not really going to do anything for him, believe me, I’m a lawyer ah, is it all up to me to help him or not? Moreover, I have no intention of appearing in court on his behalf.”

He knew what Zi Shan cared about the most, so he spilled the beans about Li Rongxuan, “Give me some time, you’ll see. Zi Shan, believe me, I won’t apologize to you, just give me a little more time, I can definitely give you a satisfactory answer.”

Zi Shan’s brow furrowed slightly, “Forced? You were forced? What did Hao Shufen and the others use to force you to agree to help Li Rongxuan, tell me, let’s face it together, you can’t just go along with them, even if you’re not really helping Li Rongxuan, you can’t let your career as a lawyer be tainted.”

Lin Hao was really touched, “Zi Shan–” he didn’t think that the first thing Zi Shan thought of was his career as a lawyer, in a flash of shame made him hug Zi Shan, “I swear, I’ll never do anything to wrong you, even if my life don’t want, I won’t let you suffer a little bit of harm again.”

Really, such a good woman is worthy of his life to protect, can get Zi Shan so sincere love, his life really no longer have any shortcomings, he will treat Zi Shan well, this is a must.

Zixan gently patted his back: “In the end what is it that makes you do what you are not willing to do, or even originally impossible to do things? Is it my father he’s forcing you?!” Her voice was slightly raised, speaking of which, Li Yao Xu had never come to see her, and she had never gone to see Li Yao Xu.

According to reason, Hao Shufen had come to her to intercede for Li Rongxuan, how could Li Yaowu be indifferent? How much Li Yao Xu loves Li Rong Xuan and Li Rong Qi, Zi Shan is very clear – never let Li Yao Xu change his love for Li Rong Xuan’s siblings because of how she is, even if Li Yao Xu knows that he has treated her wrongly and regretted it, he would like to be nicer to her, but he will not love Li Rong Xuan any less or no more because of this.

People’s feelings is a very wonderful thing, sometimes you even if you are very clear that someone is not good, especially parents know that the children are not filial, but they still can not love their children one point less, or will be attached to them, so willing to pay for them to everything.

The first time I saw him, I knew that he was not a good person, but he could not let him give up his son, but he did not appear in front of Zi Shan, and he never called Zi Shan to plead for his son’s favor. Now, Zi Shan suddenly thought of a possibility that Li Yao Xu did not look for her but went to Lin Hao.

She gently pushed Lin Hao away, “Is it my father?”

“No, it’s not.” Lin Hao shook his head, “I’ve been so busy lately that I haven’t seen uncle at all, much less visited uncle ……” Here he felt like he was overlooking something, but the matter at hand wasn’t about Li Yaoxu, and he didn’t want Zi Shan to have another misunderstanding about her father. Misunderstanding to: “Really not uncle’s.”

He was really for Zi Shan’s good, so he didn’t want her relationship with her father to deteriorate again, father and daughter, ah, the bloodline is connected if it can be reconciled or good, at least don’t need to act like an enemy.

Zi Shan looked at him in disbelief, “What kind of person, or what kind of thing could it be? You tell me, let’s face it together, trust me, okay, Lin Hao. If we choose to be together, we still have a long way to go, and if we can’t trust each other over the course of several decades, it’s impossible for us to make it to the end.”

She shook Lin Hao’s hand once, “Say it, don’t worry about anything, my body isn’t as weak as you think, especially my heart, it’s hard as a rock, not something that can be smashed.”

Lin Hao licked his lips, “Your body is not good, don’t think about these things, I will take care of it, you can rest assured and get well, everything will be solved after the Spring Festival. Trust me, Zi Shan, I will never make you angry or anything, nothing is more important than your body right now. Besides, I’m a man, I’ll take care of everything.”

Zixan looked at him, “I won’t get angry, I won’t get riled up, what’s there to be angry about after having chilled those so-called loved ones to the bone, they’re simply worse than a stranger? Go ahead, I really won’t be fine.”

Lin Hao still shook his head, still on the grounds of Zi Shan’s body refused to say how he was coerced, honestly, he did not think that he would misspeak, let Zi Shan know that he was forced to help Li Rongxuan, as for the reason he will not say, and absolutely can not say.

Zi Shan saw him no matter how he refused to say it, suddenly let go of him and stroked his chin: “You just refuse to say, it can’t be something that you can’t let me know, right? Hao Shufen, they got your pigtails, and then told me to blackmail you to help Li Rongxuan, is it like this? Otherwise, there’s no reason for you to not reveal a single word.”

These words caused Lin Hao’s heart to change tremendously, but his face didn’t show it, “Zisan, don’t be so paranoid, okay? You know, it’s not good. You grew up under your stepmother’s eyes, and with the Feng Dayong incident, I know that it must have had a lot of impact on you, but it’s really not good to be paranoid.”

Zisan was dingily annoyed, but she also knew that Lin Hao was right, she was indeed a bit suspicious, it wasn’t that she wanted to be like this, as Lin Hao said it was given to her by her environment, and she had become much better with Feng Dayong, only to be traumatized once again, after experiencing a rebirth, how could she possibly trust people and things wholeheartedly?

It was really hard for her to trust someone completely, especially a man, but she was making an effort, she just wanted to trust Lin Hao completely before she would take her heart out and talk to him. She knew that she was a bit paranoid, but hearing Lin Hao say it still made her uncomfortable, so she glared hard at Lin Hao, “What did you say?”

“I’m wrong, I’m wrong,” Lin Hao held up his hands, “Zi Shan you spare me this time.” Deliberately making a pitiful face, he drew Zi Shan’s face to be taut as well.

Zi Shan also got serious: “Don’t say you’re sorry, because I know a lot of things can’t be forgiven with a few ‘sorrys’, you want me to believe you, fine – but you should come up with something that makes me believe you , including your sincerity. You can’t just make an empty statement that you believe in you and I have to believe in you unconditionally in order to love you, that’s not fair.”

“I’ve made my words clear and don’t want to repeat them again, I really put out my sincerity today in order for you to believe in me and also in order for me to trust you completely, but it requires you to give me enough ……” she mused, snapping out of it not knowing which word should be used to describe what she needed to express right now, “Anyway, you need to prove it in order for me to be able to trust you from now on.”

Zi Shan looked at Lin Hao’s eyes and said seriously, word by word: “I won’t trust anyone unconditionally, whether it’s Chu Xiang and the others or you, life has taught me too much, if that’s my shortcoming, you’ll only be able to love in together if you love me.”

Lin Hao looked back at Zi Shan, “Zi Shan, I do believe in you, unconditionally ……” He wanted to convince Zi Shan, but Zi Shan interrupted, “All the more reason for you to tell me why then, you believe in me unconditionally What are your concerns? Tell me, what did Hao Shufen and the others use to coerce you.”

She blinked as she said this, “Actually, I can know even if you don’t tell me, just give Hao Shufen and the others a call, but I’m willing to listen to you, as long as it’s about you, I want you to tell me personally, whether it’s good or bad, I don’t want to listen to someone else say it to me, do you understand?”

Lin Hao lowered his head, “Don’t force me, Zi Shan. You know your body, just leave these things to me, okay? Don’t worry about it anymore, Hao Shufen and the others won’t eat me.”

“I know they won’t eat you!” Zi Shan was a bit annoyed, she raised her voice a bit, “I’m not worried about what new tricks they’ll pull either, but what I want is your explanation, your answer! Do you understand or not, you and I are on the edge of danger right now, if you really care about this relationship, you must make some things clear, what I need do you really not know?”

She looked at Lin Hao and aggravated every word, “I just need to trust you, not for Chu Xiang and the others, not for Jiang Tao, not for anyone, just for you and me! Lin Hao, tell me right now, do you say it or don’t you say it, if you insist on not saying it, I think we should both separate and think about it calmly, and talk about our future after the Spring Festival – at that time, it’s really not known if there’s a future.”