Chapter 234 – You’re Very Good

Zi Shan nodded, “Well, you go.” She sends off Li Rongpeng and comes back to see Jiang Tao and Li Yao Xu talking, she walks over and sits down and hears that they are talking about Li Rongxuan’s matter, and Jiang Tao obviously doesn’t want to talk much about it, “Dad, how’s your illness? If you are not well, you have to take good care of yourself, see how much you have lost? You love to eat fish the most, let’s eat here for lunch today, I’ll get you two fish to eat.”

Li Yao Xu looked at Zi Shan: “Are you all better? I wanted to go see you, but I just couldn’t move easily, plus Rong Qi was sick and the house was so busy, so ……”

Zi Shan patted his hand: “I’m all better, there’s nothing wrong. As for you, worry less and take care of yourself more, you are old and sick, think more about yourself. I’ll go make you some fish, do you want to read the newspaper or watch TV – Lawyer Jiang has to go back to work.”

Li Yao Xu raised his head and moved his lips without saying anything, lowered his head before he voiced, “Rong Peng is to see Rong Xuan, he is about to be transferred to justice, I heard that after the transfer will soon be held in court …….”

Zishan interrupted his words but did not turn around: “Dad, you can come to see me I’m very happy, if just come to see me, I’m very good you can also rest assured, to be honest, I did not die is really God blessed, yesterday held the baby the moment I am immensely grateful to God. If you are coming to see me, I am glad that we father and daughter can have a meal, if you are having other things ……” she paused before, “I am not fully well yet, I can’t even work yet.”

Indeed is the truth, she is discharged from the hospital but still need to continue to recuperate to be able to, if like the original as put into work, she can not even survive a day to go back to the hospital.

Life and death on a walk through, she thought a lot of many, including her biological father and mother, Li Yaoxu a thousand is not ten thousand is not right that is her father, at least for many years he still raised her, or for her to go to school – Hao Shufen for this more than once, Li Yaoxu in this matter or insisted on it, although the university when he gave the money There wasn’t much, but without that, she wouldn’t have been able to finish college even if she worked half-time.

So, she thought it is better not to be too much, and Li Yaoxu is old, the body is not good, everything can get by on the past forget. That’s why she didn’t get angry at Li Yaowu’s words until now – Li Rongxuan is Li Yaowu’s own flesh and blood, or his only son.

Li Yao Xu’s head didn’t lift up, because as long as he lifted up, even if he couldn’t see his daughter’s face, he couldn’t finish what he wanted to say: “Zi Shan, I know that Rong Xuan isn’t right, and I also know that you’ve survived a lot of hard work, and I know that when I came to see you, I shouldn’t have brought up the matter of Rong Xuan, but, however, in the end, he’s my son, so if you can, if you can open your mouth to say a word, for my sake or to say something, I would like to see that he is my son. For my sake it’s better to say a word, so that he can suffer for a few less years.”

Zi Shan’s back tightened, she took a few breaths but didn’t open her mouth right away.

Jiang Tao immediately went to push Li Yaoxu: “Uncle, the family’s New Year’s Eve goods bought all yet, I also don’t know what I should buy, it’s just right that you give me advice, looking at the New Year’s Eve, if you don’t buy it, it will be really late.” He didn’t want Zi Shan to get angry again, the best way was to get Li Yao Xu out of the way.

“Jiang Tao, no need.” Zi Shan turned to look at her father, “Dad, that is your own son, am I not also your own daughter! That cut really nearly killed me, not to mention how much it cost, let’s just say that I wanted to give up a few times during the long hours I suffered in pain on the operating table – if I really gave up, then who are you going to say what you just said to?”

She looked at Li Yao Xu, “Dad, I don’t want to say those words from the past, nor do I want to mention those things from the past, in the end, you and I are a father and daughter connected by flesh and blood. If you want to come and see me as your daughter, I’m happy to do so, if you just want to come and intercede for Li Rongxuan, please think about the fact that I’m also your daughter before you open your mouth, please, thank you.”

Li Yao Xu’s face changed a few times finally he didn’t speak again, his hands pushed the double wheels of the wheelchair hard but not to get to Zi Shan’s side, he wanted to get out of here, he knew that he was a little bit wrong to speak up for Li Rong Xuan, but why couldn’t Zi Shan think about the pain of letting the white hairs send off the black hairs?

He really only has a son, middle-aged son that is really love like a treasure, and now watch him about to ruin his life, let him this father how can sit back and watch? He knew his son was wrong, he also hated to beat his son, but, but that in the end is his son ah.

Li Yao Xu also knew that he couldn’t blame Zi Shan, so he could only blame himself, he could only leave, just in this moment he aged several years, thinking of not being able to save his son, he really thought it would be better to die.

Zi Shan looked at his back, knowing the grief in his heart, “Dad, don’t say anything else, you two one by one came to beg me to spare Li Rongxuan, not to say why Li Rongxuan couldn’t spare my words at that time, and also not to say Hao Shufen why she couldn’t spare my words all these years, let’s just talk about you alone.”

“Dad, if I really die, will you let Li Rongxuan return a life for a life, will you treat the baby like a heart and raise her? Come back to me if you think about it, and maybe I’ll sit down with you and have a good chat – if I die and you can’t raise your daughter for me, if you can’t make the murderer pay for my life, then how can you open your mouth to me today? It’s not that I’m cruel, it’s that you’re cruel.”

Zi Shan closed her eyes, not wanting her tears to flow out, “Dad, if you are annoyed with me then you can disown me as your daughter, but my answer will always be the same. I will not forgive Li Rongxuan, never – just because of you, just because of Hao Shufen, I will never forgive Li Rongxuan either.”

Li Yaohu’s head lowered even more, almost ambling over his legs, but he didn’t say a single word, and it took a while before he pushed the wheelchair harder again to try and leave, and this time Jiang Tao went up to help – Chu Xiang came out to hold Zi Shan before he went to take care of Li Yaohu’s.

After pushing Li Yao Xu out of the store, Jiang Tao pushed him to a small park not far away. Because the weather was so cold, the snow that had fallen the other day hadn’t melted much, and the pine trees were still covered in layer after layer of snow, but it reflected the green color in a more vital way, and the rich green color was almost melting into ink.

“Uncle, we outsiders shouldn’t talk too much about your family matters, but there are a few things I really can’t help but say. Zi Shan is already of a strong nature, the harder you guys are, the harder she is, if you guys are soft she is even softer hearted than you are, I know you guys are anxious about Li Rongxuan’s future – he won’t die, but what about Zi Shan’s life and death? But what about Zishan’s life and death? Because she’s alive now, you’re all ignoring it? She’s alive not because of Li Rongxuan’s kindness, but because of her own strength.”

Jiang Tao took a breath to slow down his voice, truly resolving the matter between Zi Shan and Li Yaohu can’t be done by just blaming Li Yaohu, he squatted down and gently held Li Yaohu’s hand, “Uncle, what Zi Shan is most sad and angry about today is that you don’t have her in your heart rather than how Li Rongxuan would be. Do you know that she is very eager to have her father’s love, for so many years she hated you, annoyed you, even to the point of scolding, ignoring, and being cold, in fact, it’s all just to get your love for her ah.”

Li Yao Xu looked up at Jiang Tao, “She is hating me, and also, I can’t blame her.”

“She loves you.” Jiang Tao sighed, “Why do you only see her hate but not her love? What on earth made you pull the wool over your eyes – she cares a lot about whether you live or die. Well, she’s the one who paid for your medical expenses this time in the hospital, but she won’t let anyone say it to you, she won’t say it to you.” He rubs his hands together, “Because no one is paying for you, and if there’s no money, the hospital will have to stop treating you ……”

Li Yao Xu looked up, “But at that time she was still sick ……”

Jiang Tao looked at him, “She knew about this matter while she was sick and let Chu Xiang pay for you. This matter, Li Rongpeng knows, don’t believe you can ask him, and Chu Xiang to this day still keep those bills of payment, why should I lie to you? Zixan already didn’t know how to face you all these years, didn’t know how she should get along with you, so your indifference let her treat it with even more indifference.”

“However, she still can’t let go of you. Even though she hates you and is annoyed with you, she still doesn’t want to see you get sick, or have an eventuality. She’s still the same little girl who waited until now for you to reach out to her and tell her – I’m your dad and I’ll love you. Uncle, you really have to think hard, if Zi Shan didn’t have flesh and blood feelings for you, how could she have been hurt by your words over and over again?”

Li Yao Xu looked at Jiang Tao for a long time did not speak, after a while: “Rong Qi his mother said, that is the money she gave, because the use of money in too many places, she, she also put me into the two insurance to the interruption of the money to withdraw, people repeatedly called to say, and then wait for another three to five years to mention the words will be given more than one hundred thousand dollars of money, and now too much of a loss.”

Jiang Tao coughed twice: “These things, uncle I can’t say anything, I just want you to know, Zishan her feelings for you, no matter how she behaves is actually the little girl who longs for your love. And your words today really hurt and wounded her heart, which in her mind means that you don’t care if she lives or dies, you don’t treat her as a daughter at all.”

Li Yao Xu lowered his head and thought for a while before raising his head, “Give Rong Peng a call and ask him to come pick me up.”

Jiang Tao looked at him, “Uncle, Zi Shan really cares about you, take care of yourself, if you really get sick, Zi Shan will really be anxious. There are some things that may not turn over at once, but I believe that uncle also loves Zi Shan very much, just that Zi Shan didn’t realize it, father and daughter have no revenge overnight, give each other some time to slowly come, I believe that you and Zi Shan will be the happiest pair of father and daughter in the world.”

Li Yao Xu just listened and didn’t make a sound, only when Li Rong Peng arrived did he seriously say to Jiang Tao, “You’re a very nice person, and you’re also very good.”