Chapter 263 – For Zishan

Zishan, because she was too agitated, opened her mouth instead before Yang Guoying, “You, what do you want to do?!”

Shen Yang was about to go over to pull his mother when he heard Zi Shan’s words and looked up, “Mom’s health is not good, you quickly let her get up.” The difference between him and Zi Shan is that he grew up under Yang Guoying’s love, even if he was with his grandparents, but he knew just as well that his mom loved him, so his feelings for Yang Guoying were deep.

But Zi Shan has never felt any love from Yang Guoying. She has been a human being for two lifetimes and has seen Yang Guoying’s selfishness and indifference, so how can she have mother-daughter love for Yang Guoying? She has no feelings for Yang Guoying, naturally she will not have any heartache or other feelings, seeing Yang Guoying’s behavior she only has anger, full of anger.

“Is it my fault that she knelt, did I make her kneel?” Zishan shouted at Shen Yang: “If she wants to kneel, do I have to stop her, who am I to stop her? There are many people in the world, what everyone wants to do is her freedom, I Li Zishan can’t control. Also, you can feel sorry for your mom if you want to, don’t yell at me.”

Shen Yang couldn’t pull Yang Guoying to come and looked up when she heard Zi Shan’s words, “She’s your mom after all, Zi Shan, can’t you just take it as pity for her? Her body is really weak right now, do you really want to see her die in front of you? Just a word from you and she’ll be at peace, I beg you.”

Zi Shan’s anger intensified as she listened, Yang Guoying’s kneeling had even become her fault! What do you mean, in the end, she is also my mother – she has not fulfilled her responsibility as a mother for a single day, she, Li Zisan, had lived until she was almost thirty years old before she met Yang Guoying, but what did Yang Guoying come here for? It was for her Li Zishan’s kidney, not to see her, her daughter who had been abandoned for almost thirty years.

“Mom? Shen Yang you have to be careful with your words, but I don’t have such a mom, I genuinely can’t afford it.” She pointed at Yang Guoying, “She’s your mom, please remember, don’t climb relatives indiscriminately. I don’t have a mom, sincerely would rather I was popped out of a stone and grew out of wood, but it’s also much better than a mom who left me unheard for thirty years and suddenly came just to ask for one of my kidneys. Shen Yang, you don t feel how justified you are, you and I are on easy ground if you can call out a mom ……”

She took a long breath, “I’ll kneel down for you right now, just to apologize to you, obediently give her a kidney, how?” Staring at Shen Yang’s eyes she did not blink, the inexplicable aura pressed Shen Yang lowered his head, no matter how much Shen Yang’s heart aches for his mom, since the beginning it is not Zi Shan who is sorry for Yang Guoying, so Zi Shan is not ashamed of her heart, and in this kind of conscience he can not raise his head.

Yang Guoying’s tears had already fallen, she pushed away her husband’s hand again: “Just let me be once more, okay, Shen Zhi? You’ve all let me go all my life, let me be capricious, this is the last time, so don’t stop me.”

Shen Zhi’s tears also fell: “Guoying–” called out after he fell to his knees and hugged Yang Guoying, decades of husband and wife, no matter how strong people say Yang Guoying, how capable, he Shen Zhi has never faltered his love for Yang Guoying, he never faltered his love for Yang Guoying, when he was in love with this woman. When he fell in love with this woman, he knew what kind of person she is, and what he can do is to create a sky for her, can let her do what she wants to do.

He believes that as a man, is to make his woman happy happy, so see Yang Guoying’s smiling face he is satisfied, really nothing else, what the world said what the wife of the strict has never been in his eyes, what the world said he is not capable, he has never put in the heart, because he knows he gave Yang Guoying flying sky, and Yang Guoying is very happy.

Falling in love with Yang Guoying, really all by her nature, but this time he really can not do.

Yang Guoying gently said, “I beg you, or you know I won’t be happy in the future.” A sentence shattered Shen Zhi’s persistence, he even if he is no longer heartbroken, no longer reluctant to see Yang Guoying lose his smile, he slowly let go of Yang Guoying, gently got up and pulled up Shen Yang to: “Your mom can’t help but toss and turn, let her, let her do it.”

Zishan, however, didn’t want to stay and watch any longer, people’s family is deeply in love, what does she count as? And even if she has a great deal of anger, here and now she does not want to say anything more to Yang Guoying, really has nothing to say.

She turned around, “Let’s go.” Even if she had to wait for the police to come before leaving, she didn’t want to wait in this room, she would rather go out and wait, breathing in a room with Yang Guoying made her feel suffocated.

Not waiting for Jiang Tao and others to follow, Yang Guoying had already taken two steps on his knees to stop Zi Shan’s way: ”Listen to me, okay? I know I’m sorry for you, the original me was really haunted, but even the once hard-hearted me knew that you losing a kidney wouldn’t do any great harm to your body before I gave birth to that kind of intention.”

“But how can I say it’s my fault, especially when I knew that you had a heart condition but still didn’t die that heart, it’s even more that I’m sorry for you, later on, although I was so angry with Yiyi that I fell ill and was in a coma for a long time because of her, I can’t help but say that it’s the God that’s punishing me. I really know I was wrong, but I don’t know how I can make it up to you, Zixan.”

She sobbed uncontrollably, “It’s useless to say I’m sorry, you won’t want the money even if I give it to you, I’ve thought about it for so long but I can’t think of anything I can do for you, Zi Shan, everything started because I’m greedy for my life and I’ve been seeking your kidney, so I think I’ll not have the surgery, everything will be left to God’s mercy, I just beg you to forgive me, okay?”

Looking at Zi Shan, Yang Guoying’s face was full of anxiety and guilt: “Zi Shan, I just want you to call me ‘mom’.”

Zi Shan’s whole body trembled, Jiang Tao supported her anger covered the whole face, but Yang Guoying in the end is a seriously ill person, he also did not want to let Zi Shan see what regretful things happen, so he forced down his anger to look at Shen Zhi and Shen Yang: “What are you trying to do, why don’t you help her back to the hospital? What’s the matter, when she gets better there’s plenty of time to talk slowly, what’s going on now.”

He knew that he did not have any qualifications to speak, but he really could not stand to see what Yang Guoying was doing, and then look at Zi Shan’s angry appearance, he could not bear it before he opened his mouth, and he had already said his words in an extremely polite manner. In fact, he wanted to say one word: “Get lost”.

Shen Yang “flop” also kneeled down: “Zi Shan, mom kneeled down, she has said you do not forgive her, do not agree, then she will never do the operation, even if there is a suitable source of kidneys she will only wait for the death, because she knows she is sorry for you, the world is not the parents ah, Zi Shan! ……”

Zishan’s cheeks were turning purple, then she also fell to her knees at once, startling the Shen family and Jiang Tao and the others, she looked at Shen Yang: “I also kneeled down, is it possible for me to make a request as well? If she kneels, I have to forgive her, then if I kneel, who can turn back time?!”

“Let me think about her, who has thought about me in the past thirty years? When she and Li Yaoxu personality disagreement, said divorce divorce, left me still breastfeeding said go, personality disagreement? What kind of marriage can you have if your personalities don’t match? What kind of child can you have? Did I beg you, Yang Guoying, to bring me into this world to suffer?”

“She kneeled down, everything has to be erased, right? Fine, as long as you can turn back time to the moment of her divorce, let them ask me one thing – I agree to disagree with their divorce, then I can forgive her! Let the time go back to the moment when Lee Yeo Wook got married, and you guys ask me if I agree or not, then I can forgive her too! Let’s go back to the days when I suffered, and let Hao Shufen ask me if I agree or not before she scolds me, then I can forgive her as well!”

Zishan really can not face the ground again and again forced, kneeling is just, but also to blackmail life, what is this? She couldn’t bear this kind of burden.

“Do not do surgery is Yang Guoying’s thing, is your thing, why once again do not ask and impose on my head, ah? Threatening me with death, is that it? It’s because Yang Guoying gave birth to me that he forced me over and over again, well, I’ll give my life back to you Yang Guoying, can you let me go now?”

She stared at Yang Guoying’s eyes and asked again, “Can you let me go?!”

Jiang Tao violently grabbed her hands, “Zisan, don’t do anything stupid, now you are too excited, your speech is incoherent ……”

“I’m going to say, no one can stop me ……” Zishan shouted, struggling to break free from Jiang Tao: “Let go of me, I’m going to talk to them today to make things clear, by what right do they think they can time and time again force things onto my head, why do they want to force themselves on me again and again, why do they want to come and disturb my life!”

Jiang Tao suddenly embraced her and shouted at her, “I’m not asking you to go back, let me say the rest, okay? I’ll say it on your behalf, and you can correct me if you’re wrong, don’t forget, you still have a baby, you still have a baby ah.”

Zi Shan’s body stiffened violently, the tears in her eyes finally rushed out, looking up at Jiang Tao: “I still have a baby.”

“Yes, you still have a baby.” Jiang Tao gently patted her back, “Don’t be so excited, you still have one last review, don’t you remember? The doctor said that you can’t get too excited, remember?” He signaled Chu Xiang and Xue Jing to pick up Zi Shan, because it’s not suitable for him to hold Zi Shan right now.

Now, Zi Shan is a little bit confused to care, when she regains her senses, she will definitely care about this matter, he does not want to give Zi Shan an additional burden, now, Zi Shan wants to be his friend, then he is Zi Shan’s friend – as long as he can help Zi Shan, as long as he can see Zi Shan day by day to be happier, what else is there to care about?

Jiang Tao left Zi Shan in the care of Chu Xiang and Xiao Jing, and then looked at Yang Guoying and Shen Yang and Shen Zhi: “I can understand why you are doing this, it’s because I’m an outsider, I’m not Zi Shan, have you ever thought about Zi Shan’s feelings before you decided to do this – you’re still doing it from your own point of view, and you’re not doing it for Zi Shan! You’re still doing it for yourself, for your own conscience.”