Chapter 305: Fleeing

Jiang Tao in Zi Shan has something when always by her side, what kind of things are not difficult to defeat him, there is no one is he can not cope with, but the sick Jiang Tao is different, in front of Zi Shan show weakness to – this man is not omnipotent, he actually still have afraid of things.

Although afraid of taking medicine this kind of thing should happen in the body of children, but indeed there are adults are also afraid of taking medicine, with the weakness of Jiang Tao not only did not let Zi Shan look down on, on the contrary, the heart inexplicably a little bit of solidity, so that Jiang Tao more real, let Zi Shan feel Jiang Tao close to a few points.

Too beautiful things always let Zishan have a kind of unreal feeling, said she is inferior or, said she is too much experience has too many negative emotions, anyway, she thinks too beautiful things even if there, will not fall on her head, the world has a few people can have that kind of happiness?

The original Lin Hao was wonderful, very wonderful – Zi Shan was his first love, he loved Zi Shan for more than ten years, and even waited until Zi Shan was divorced before revealing his heart, and was so caring and considerate to Zi Shan. He was handsome, had a very good career, and a very good reputation – such a good man finally proved to be someone else’s husband.

And when Feng Dayong is also so beautiful, that is her first love, although there is no money, although from the countryside, but he gave Zi Shan want everything, fill all the emptiness of Zi Shan’s soul – like her brother is also like her father, put her in the palm of the hand to care for. In the end, it turned out that that kind of beauty was just a dream of the first love, which had too many fantasies of Zi Shan’s own in it.

So Jiang Tao has always accompanied her, to help her, that winter rain after the next morning also let her heart touched, but she did not let herself think more, because Jiang Tao is too good, how dare she touch.

But now Jiang Tao is like a small child to play a rogue, just to be able to not take the medicine, let a person can be angry and ridiculous, but also to Zi Shan confirms that he is a living person, not false and not fake, at least Jiang Tao did not pretend in front of her what. The real everything can let Zi Shan relax, will not let her excessive tension.

Jiang Tao caught the thermometer but didn’t look like he wanted to try the temperature, looking at Zi Shan’s eyes wanted to glare again, “Still not quick?”

Blinking his eyes, Jiang Tao looks at Zi Shan innocently, “Try now?” The eyes are as pure as a baby’s, but this kind of eyes make Zi Shan’s heart alarmed, because most of the time when he looks like this, he will play tricks on people, but, Jiang Tao is sick and still very sick, he shouldn’t be able to give birth to the idea of playing tricks on people, right? So Zi Shan really stared up, “Of course.”

Jiang Tao’s face suddenly even more red, but still very seriously looked at Zi Shan said: “line is line, but people also keep their bodies like jade for almost thirty years, you can be responsible ah ……”

Zishan jumped up, face red at the same time, gently “bah” he fled, Jiang Tao this bad guy is really to play tricks on people, even if it is sick Jiang Tao is still Jiang Tao. She always thought she had the upper hand in front of Jiang Tao, but now she realized that it is not easy to have the upper hand forever.

She ran to the door and suddenly poked her head in again, “That, do you know how to take a temperature?” Seeing Jiang Tao with one hand in his arms with a face of shock and containing an expression of humiliation, she laughed out loud and went to the kitchen – boy, you think you can scare sis?

Jiang Tao there has put away the shocked expression to, put the thermometer after lying comfortably murmured: “really happy, even if it is sick to death is also happy to die,” but the next moment he was tangled up: “but, Zi Shan will be too laborious, I’d better go and see. ”

He climbed up and just opened the door to his bedroom, he was yelled back by Zi Shan who heard the sound and poked her head out from the kitchen, shrinking his head, he thought about it but still obediently lay down – Zi Shan can’t be angry, and he really can’t cope with such a ferocious Zi Shan, it’s better to be good and obedient and safer.

A short while later, Zi Shan brought a bowl of ginger soup over: “Drink it to sweat, fever is much safer than taking medicine, and it’s not bad for your body.”

Jiang Tao looked at the ginger soup and frowned, “I kind of suspect I offended you in my past life, Zi Shan.” He didn’t even dare to say no under Zi Shan’s gaze and obediently took it in one sip, “How did you know I don’t eat ginger? I don’t remember telling you guys that.”

Zi Shan really didn’t know: “You don’t eat ginger? But you put it in all the stews, and it looks like you’re eating it quite happily.” She was asking knowingly because some people don’t eat ginger just can’t eat it directly, like in ginger soup like now.

Under high pressure policy Jiang Tao drank a bowl of soup clean, lay down and said, “Zishan you do not busy, go back, there are still a lot of things in the company.” I don’t know if it’s because of the medicine, but he quickly fell asleep.

Zi Shan originally wanted to take porridge to him to drink, see him asleep think about let him, the patient sleep can be more than eat something to complement, she still don’t disturb Jiang Tao’s good. But there is one thing is difficult to do, Jiang Tao tried the thermometer two people have forgotten, now how to take it out?

Look at Jiang Tao’s chest, Zi Shan’s face slightly red, but also really embarrassed to go “molest” people Jiang Tao – damn, how the original did not find Jiang Tao looks okay? She quickly turned her eyes to the side to go – but do not know the body temperature is always uneasy, how to do?

In the end there is the old way, Zi Shan put the back of her hand on Jiang Tao’s forehead, may be Zi Shan’s back of the hand there is a coolness to make the sleeping Jiang Tao feel comfortable, he actually rubbed in Zi Shan’s hand, instantly so that Zi Shan’s body on the stiff, palms up quickly, face of course, is a reddish color.

Look at Jiang Tao is still asleep, Zi Shan knows that it is just his unconscious action, secretly “yuck” after reaching out again, this time but how can not be as calm as the first time, heartbeat is always a little faster.

The forehead is still hot, obviously the disease will not get well so quickly. Zi Shan retracted her hand and let out a breath gently, glanced at Jiang Tao to make sure that he is indeed sleeping, the heart inexplicably relieved, it is obviously not a good idea to leave now, Jiang Tao needs to be taken care of, in his fever did not subside before leaving more or less always a little bit of danger.

Sitting in boredom, Zi Shan wandered around and realized that there were a few books on his table, so she casually pulled one out and opened it – I hate you, and I hate those drugs even more!!!!

Very large letters, very hard handwriting, big exclamation marks.

Zi Shan took a second look before realizing that it was a notebook, just using the cover of a book. Although she didn’t know what that sentence actually meant, Zi Shan could guess that Jiang Tao hated taking medicine for a reason, and it wasn’t as simple as being afraid of suffering.

Taking a look at Jiang Tao on the bed, she realized that his brows were furrowed tightly in his sleep, and the expression on his face was not as calm as if he had just fallen asleep, but instead carried a bit of bitterness – as if he was suffering from something in his sleep.

What kind of childhood had Jiang Tao had, and what had been his journey since childhood? Zisan suddenly realized that she was really not qualified to be a friend, because she didn’t know anything about it, and never remembered to ask, although it was impolite to reveal someone’s scars, she really never cared about Jiang Tao’s past.

Everyone had a past, only not everyone’s past was only joyful.

She originally wanted to put down the notebook, but for some reason she turned another page, then another, until she finished reading. Finished reading her eyes contain some tears, and then look to the bed Jiang Tao turned her face she shed tears.

The above record half is Jiang Tao’s childhood, half is he knew Zishan after things, childhood Jiang Tao is suffering, because eat all the adults and children’s blank stares, no matter how hard he worked, how good his academic performance, but also can not get the teacher sincerely like.

A completely friendless, lonely childhood, more cruel than Zixan’s – Zixan tasted only from the family’s suffering, but Jiang Tao tasted from all the people to give the suffering – including his mother.

Jiang Tao’s aversion to taking pills is because her mother took pills all the time and forced Jiang Tao to take them with her – as long as she was unhappy, she took pills and then forced Jiang Tao to take them with her, so Jiang Tao was sent to the hospital twice as a child to have his stomach pumped because he was forced to take too much Valium.

The things written in the back were things that Zi Shan would never have thought of, Jiang Tao wrote down the little bits and pieces between him and Zi Shan, many, many of which she could not remember – one of her smiles one day, one of her little frowns …… one day, it was such trivialities, but after each one of them she all had his emotions – because she smiled, he was happy that day, because she frowned, he guessed and thought of ways to make her happy that day, and his was not happy that day.

There were no vows, no strong expressions of emotion, not even Jiang Tao had not written a “I love Zi Shan” or “I like” Zi Shan and so on in his notes, there were only daily Zi Shan’s trifles, a very small little thing, a small thing that did not even exist in her memory. The only thing that he had written down in his notes were the little things that Zi Shan did every day, the little things that didn’t exist in Zi Shan’s memory, but were written down in his notes.

Zi Shan gently put the notes back to the original place, looking back at Jiang Tao can not defend what feelings in the heart, yes, she has heard two men to her personally said “I love you”, but in the end they love the person is their own. The man in front of her always told people “I’m just an ordinary friend of Zi Shan”, but that note was not something an ordinary friend would write.

The love that hangs on the lips is so unbelievable, is not this silent love is the most real?

Dumbly looking at Jiang Tao’s sleeping face, she herself did not find the answer, because she herself is also clear, the answer is not in Jiang Tao’s face.

Jiang Tao opened his eyes and met Zi Shan’s straight gaze, he blinked and realized that Zi Shan did not notice that he had woken up, and the sun had already dipped in the west: “Hey, looking at me so mesmerized? Couldn’t have been mesmerized by my sleeping face, could you?”

Zi Shan only woke up with a start, wanting to glare at Jiang Tao but for some reason finally gave up and just turned around very lamely, “I’m going to see if the rarefied rice is ready yet?”

Jiang Tao shouted at her back, “Zi Shan, do you count this as running away?”