Chapter 321: Lost and Found?

Zishan held XJ’s hand in her backhand, pulling her into the house while calming her down: “Don’t be nervous, speak slowly, there’s nothing we can’t solve.” She didn’t know what had happened to XJ, and never thought that XJ would show up at her door in the middle of the night – XJ’s family is very happy, not only is her husband nice but her in-laws are also very nice.

But no matter what happened, as a friend of XJ’s, Zi Shan had to stand behind XJ and support her, without asking what was right or wrong, because XJ had always supported her in this way, and XJ had helped Zi Shan a lot along the way.

The body of so-and-so was shaking a little, followed Zi Shan into the house and looked at Zi Shan instead of saying anything immediately, but pointed to the door: “Fatty will be right up, he just went to park the car.” She didn’t realize that talking so loudly just outside the door would affect the neighbors, her eyes wandering over Zi Shan and the things in the house.

“That, you sit down first.” She suddenly pushed Zixan to make it to the sofa, “I have something to say to you, but you must hold on, don’t ever get too excited, no matter what happens, you have to realize that you’re not well, and also remember that you have a daughter to raise, promise me.” Her voice was trembling, she sat down next to Zi Shan and hugged her.

Zi Shan didn’t know what was wrong with Xue Jing, she heard the doorbell ringing again, “Fatty is here, I’ll go open the door.”

XJ jumped up: “I’ll go, I’ll go.” But a step out, I do not know what tripped actually fell, fortunately fell on the sofa and did not hurt where, to see Xue Jing’s woeful and unsteady look, Zishan shook his head: “You sit down, I’ll go to open the door, there is a big thing is not still everyone, you do not be so panicky, fixed mind.”

Fatty saw the first sight of Zishan: “Zishan, you ……”

“Xx Jing nothing, she is sitting in the house, what is wrong with you couple, is not Xx Jing bullied you again, or did she get into trouble?” Although it is said that soxjane is Zishan’s friend, but according to Zishan and other people’s understanding of soxjane and fatty, the two couples quarrel no matter who is wrong, the person who suffers is definitely fatty.

Fatty reached out and closed the door behind him: ”You still don’t know, Zi Shan. You listen to me ah, must be stable, our heart can just not long, can not be too excited, not for the other also for the baby is not it, you think of the baby a little bit, she can not do without you as a mother to accompany.”

He said walked to sox Jing front, pulled her hand gently shook his head: “It’s okay, there are us,” and then looked up to Zi Shan said: “Jiang Tao will soon be here, what is the matter do not be too tight, remember there are still so many of us, you still have the baby. ”

Zishan was pouring water for so-and-so Jing and Fatty, and looked up at the words and asked as an afterthought, “My thing? What happened again? Is it the Li family or the Shen family?” She finished not thinking of putting the water over in front of Xue Jing and Fatty and sat down smoothly, “Say it, you guys don’t need to look like this, how many things have we gone through, we can’t recognize certain people anymore, even if they pierce the sky I’m not surprised.”

“It’s the Shen family, right? I sent Shen Yang back then, forced by the pressure of the current society and the pressure of the stock market, they are thinking of crooked ideas again, right? It’s not unusual at all, what kind of people are they, that’s everyone has to respect three times, but we don’t give them half a face, it’s normal for them to get annoyed.” She clapped her hands, “Say it, I’m mentally prepared for what they’ve done to our farmhouse food – car to car, say it and we’ll discuss it together.”

Xue Jing glanced at Fatty, “Why don’t we wait for Jiang Tao to come and have him say it directly? It’s better to let Jiang Tao say it, what do you think?” She finished glancing back at Zi Shan and reached out to hold Zi Shan’s hand again, her gaze full of pity and heartache.

Zi Shan saw Fatty shaking his head, Fatty disagreed with his wife’s words, “It’s better to say it first, besides it’s not something that can wait, by the way, you bring Zi Shan’s medicine here, we have to go out right away.” He sighed deeply and looked at Zi Shan, “You take a few deep breaths first, oh yes, so and so, you also prepare Zi Shan’s clothes for going out.”

Fatty is undoubtedly a considerate man, considerate men are all very meticulous, but this is really the first time that he is as meticulous as tonight – although they are friends but there is a difference between men and women, Fatty never says anything excessive, for example, like letting Zi Shan change her clothes or something like that he won’t say anything, it’s always Xue Jing who opens his mouth.

But tonight he opened his mouth and soxjane did the same, did not refute the fat man at all and did not stare at him, look at Zi Shan’s heart to give birth to uneasiness: “Couldn’t it be–, Jiang Tao and what happened, right?” She really couldn’t think of anything else that could make Fatty and Xue Jing so greatly out of sorts.

Fatty shook his head, “Zishan you do not ask again, now take a few deep breaths, I come to tell you do not need you to ask,” after watching Zishan take a deep breath, he gritted his teeth, “Shen family called, we just know …… ”

“It’s the Shen family.” Zixan greatly relieved, looking at the fat man some anger: “Why get a shock, make my heart seven on eight down, say, what happened to the farmhouse, even if the sky collapsed who do not want to move the farmhouse a finger.” She will not give up the farmhouse dishes again like giving up the flavor of love, life is rare, she really does not have much time and energy to be able to start over again.

Fatty reached out and grabbed Zi Shan’s hand, right in front of his wife blatantly grabbed Zi Shan’s hand, shocked Zi Shan sucked in a mouthful of cool air, did not remember to draw back her hand just subconsciously look at so-and-so quiet, heart also turned over huge waves – Fatty’s guts are also too fat, right?

When she wanted to get angry, heard the fat man with a painful tone said: “Zishan, your father in the hospital is being rescued ……” Hearing this Zishan blinked, looking at the fat man subconsciously asked: “You said What?”

Not to her father into the hospital how surprised, she just because the fat man grabbed his hand and some shock, besides, even if her father was hospitalized, but also do not need to be quiet and fat man rushed over together ah, and she just separated from her father did not have a few hours, at that time to see his condition is still good.

Fatty once again shook Zi Shan’s hand: “Your father committed suicide and was sent to the hospital after he was found, but the Shen family couldn’t get through on the phone, so they called us ……” His words didn’t finish, and Zi Shan’s eyes were already fixed on his face: “What did you say, he committed suicide?!”

Brain as if there are ten thousand tractors rumbling through, in addition to those loud sounds and shocked numbness and swelling, her brain seems to be nothing, she looked at the fat man’s mouth, watched him one by one, but also heard his voice, just sounded those voices fluctuating far and near elusive.

X Jing over to hold her tears fell: “He committed suicide, ate a whole bottle and a half of sleeping pills, is Yang Guoying found out of place, but called the Li family to go but was scolded by Hao Shufen, the words do not allow her to say on the hang up, to you to call you did not pick up, they only to us to play.”

“I listened to the words of Yang Guoying ……,” she tightened her arms to say again when she was interrupted by Zixan, Zixan looked at her: “Yang Guoying? How can you believe her words? Maybe the Shen family is just angry and trying to trick us. My father will kill himself, ha, that is impossible, absolutely impossible, you did not see him and Hao Shufen get along, that kind of woman he endured until now, what else can make him kill himself? Impossible.”

Zi Shan’s mind flew, “Besides, even if my dad was going to commit suicide, why would someone as sick as Yang Guoying know about it? She can barely walk now, she has to do dialysis! How could she possibly know that my dad committed suicide?” Of course it couldn’t be true, so she thought of impossible scenarios in her head.

Sojourner hugged her tightly and put her head against her shoulder, “Your dad called Yang Guoying over the phone, and the two of them talked for a while, and it wasn’t until the end when he was about to hang up the phone that your dad’s words made Yang Guoying feel something was wrong, and then the more she thought about it, the more wrong it was so she called to try to get the Li family to take a look at your dad’s condition, but Hao Shufen didn’t allow her to even open her mouth. ”

“We called over the phone to find the Li Rongpeng, and confirmed that your father really committed suicide, and now has been sent to the hospital to rescue, we are rushing over to notify you, I hope you can have a psychological preparation …… ” The latter words so and so quietly can not go on, because Li Rongpeng told them to said the situation is very optimistic.

Zi Shan looked at Xue Jing, but what flashed in her mind was her father’s face – just tonight, he had called himself and his daughter to dinner, and had even held the food for himself, served him soup, said sorry to himself, remembered that look he had given her when they broke up, thought of the way he had asked her to bend down to straighten her collar and scarf.

Suddenly she understood, and tears streamed down her face. Last night’s father hadn’t even looked like his usual self, so kind, carrying all the compassion for her, the love for the baby-just the way a father should be, the kind of father she wanted.

Because he didn’t want to live anymore, that’s why he said so much to himself, said he was sorry and urged himself to take care of himself and the baby, and asked himself to consider whether he and Jiang Tao could go further – he was just fulfilling a wish or something, just wanted to see himself before he died.

Why? Why did he do this to her, if she really knew it was wrong she really wished that her father could be by her side, even if she didn’t need his protection anymore, as long as Zi Shan could turn around and see his caring gaze it would be enough, it would be satisfying.