Chapter 322 – One Day’s Secret

Zi Shan wanted to cry out in an instant, she wanted to ask Li Yao Xu, why did he do this? If her father really knew he was wrong and wanted to die because of his guilt, then why did he still come to see her, why did he say those warm words to her – why not just be a cruel father until the end, why not just let himself hate him for the rest of his life, until the day he died as well? At least she won’t be heartbroken, at least she won’t be sad.

Having never gotten any fatherly love she actually wouldn’t think much more about it because she was used to it, but when Li Yaowu gave her a night of fatherly love that warmed her heart and gave her those wisps of attachment to Li Yaowu, he wanted to leave her forever!

“Why did you do this to me?!” Zi Shan mumbled out, tears streaming down her face as she rushed inside to change her clothes, “Why?!” She asked herself over and over again in her mind – she actually didn’t need her father to make up for anything, let alone pay him back for anything, she just wanted a father, that’s all.

She really didn’t understand, it was really hard to accept. Now her mood is chaotic, with worry and sadness, so she must go to see her father, to ask him why he has always been so ruthless, why do things never for her to think about, the world of any one person’s life is not isolated, so any life does not just belong to his own, ruthlessness to seek death when the harm is not his own but care about his friends and relatives.

Fatty quickly said, “Sox Jing, you follow over to take a look.” In fact, not waiting for him to speak Xue Jing has followed up, here and now she really do not dare to let Zi Shan alone, for fear that she is too excited body and then have any bad. The fat man stayed in the living room anxiously circling around, muttering, “Why hasn’t it arrived yet, why hasn’t it arrived yet?”

Only he and so-and-so live very close to Zishan’s house, the rest of the people to rush over is to take time, but at this time even the best-tempered fat man also lost patience, took out his cell phone to call: “You guys faster ah, the baby can’t go to the hospital, so that the child to face these things how to let her stand? What are you all doing ……”

The doorbell finally rang, the fat man a few steps rushed over to open the door at the same time hung up the cell phone, see the door outside: “Jiang Tao you can finally come ……” But Jiang Tao did not wait for him to finish the words rushed into the house, could not see the talent to look back to the fat man: “How is it, is Zishan alright? The baby wasn’t frightened, right?”

Fatty closed the door: “Zi Shan and Xue Jing went to change clothes, the baby is still sleeping and does not know anything, Chu Xiang and An Ping has not yet come over, I think you take Xue Jing and Zi Shan first rushed over, do not have an eventuality if not even the last time to see.” Speaking here his words paused and sighed: “I’ll wait for Chuxiang to come over and send the children to my house, then go over with Chuxiang and Anping.”

Jiang Tao nodded, “Okay. Did you call again to ask about the situation over there?” Seeing Fatty shaking his head he immediately urged, “Call Li Rongpeng.” He also could not have imagined that Li Yao Xu would go to the extreme, thinking that not long ago he watched him organize the scarf for Zi Shan: “Now Zi Shan is going to have how difficult to accept.”

Fatty distant head sighed a long breath did not answer, only dialed Li Rongpeng’s phone want to know whether the person has been to the hospital, how the rescue, but the phone has not been answered after the ringing, such a situation but let his heart higher, and Jiang Tao looked at the heart of the heart are some bad feeling.

Jiang Tao rubbed his face with both hands: “Maybe the person in the rescue, he was in a hurry or something can’t hear or can’t care to answer the phone, right? If there is an eventuality, he will naturally call.”

“Uncle? You’re all here, but we don’t have that many beds in our house, if we sleep on the sofa Uncle Fatty is too fat the sofa is too narrow, and Uncle Jiang is just a little too tall.” The baby yawned and rubbed her eyes, “I’m going to the restroom.” She just drank too much during the evening meal, that’s why she got up in the middle of the night to go to the restroom.

Jiang Tao and Fatty both looked at the baby with some surprise, and it wasn’t until the child went to the restroom that they looked at each other, but neither of them knew how to explain it to the child-or simply not to say anything?

The baby came out of the toilet just in time to see Zi Shan, she was a bit surprised, “Mommy, you’re going out?”

Zi Shan didn’t expect the baby to wake up at this time either, “Well, Grandpa is sick in the hospital, I’m going to see him, I’ll have Uncle Fatty take you to the plateau later, and I’ll come over and have breakfast with you in the morning, okay?” She tried hard to sound calm.

The baby came forward and opened her arms, Zi Shan squatted down and hugged her, “Good boy, baby.”

“Mommy don’t cry, Grandpa will get better.” The baby could see that her mom was crying, she was worried but didn’t know how to make her mom smile, “How come Grandpa is sick, at night he also gave the baby something and said that he wanted the baby to give it to you tomorrow – it’s a secret that Grandpa and I are keeping for today, and it won’t be a secret anymore by tomorrow, and Grandpa said that he wouldn’t let the baby tell mommy before not let baby tell mommy until tomorrow.”

Zishan patted the child on the back, “Mommy knows, Grandpa will get well soon, be good, Mommy has to rush out the door.” She was really worried she couldn’t delay any longer, hugging her daughter she let go of her, “Fatty, the baby is in your hands.” She naturally chose Jiang Tao to accompany her to the hospital, this matter she didn’t even use her brain to think about, it was just so naturally determined.

Now that no one was making fun of her, Fatty agreed and picked up the baby, “Baby go get dressed, I’ll make a call to Auntie Chuxiang.” He carried the baby towards the bedroom.

Zi Shan almost rushed out of the room, in front of the elevator anxious to keep pressing that button, along the way also kept urging Jiang Tao to faster, the night road there are not a few cars, even more no pedestrians, dim street lamps lengthened the road, so quiet that Zi Shan’s heart gave birth to a lot of uneasiness.

“How’s the resuscitation?” She finally asked, although she could not bear to ask, did not dare to ask, but not ask and really can not be pressed.

Jiang Tao drove the car fast and steady: “Not too clear, we rushed over and then did not call to, now do not think too much, we still rush over as soon as possible. No matter what, Zishan you have to remember that you still have a daughter.” He didn’t say anything like it must be alright, because he couldn’t guarantee that Li Yaoshu would be able to save the turnaround, and if he gave Zi Shan hope, she would be even more devastated by then.

Right now, Zi Shan’s heart was in a state of turmoil, but she knew in her heart that there would be a different kind of sad outcome, and having a little bit of mental preparation like this, he thought it would be a help to Zi Shan, and wouldn’t make her unable to hold up under the blow. He finished with a glance at Zi Shan, “The baby is waiting for you to go back, you promised her you’d go back and have breakfast with her.”

Zishan bit her lip and turned her head to look out the car window, the silence of the night is so panic in one’s heart, and the darkness behind the light also seems to lie in the darkness of what beasts, so that the uneasiness of her heart is even more increased, she closed her eyes and prayed to the heavens: “Bless him to be safe, bless him to be safe, I don’t need him to do anything for me, and I don’t need him to be my father, as long as he can live, it’s good. As long as he lives.”

The dark sky without a single star was devoid of life, and naturally, it could not give any response to Zixan.

After arriving at the hospital, Zi Shan pushed open the car door without waiting for Jiang Tao to park the car, startling Jiang Tao and Xue Jing. Zi Shan jumped out of the car and ran toward the emergency building, followed by Xue Jing: “Jiang Tao, you parked the car and rushed over here, there is no need for you to worry about me.”

Zi Shan ran into the emergency building and called Li Yao Xu’s name, asking which emergency room he was in, and then grabbed Xiao Jing’s hand before running inside, she knew that she needed to be accompanied by someone to be able to, because she was really afraid that there would be an outcome that she couldn’t accept. There were many people inside the emergency room, some people were laughing and some people were crying, all kinds of emotions were flowing around Zi Shan.

Push open the door of the rescue room is empty, no one, and there is no crying sounds from the rescue room, which makes so quiet can not deduce what happened, and Zi Shan’s heart is even more uneasy, but also gave birth to a bad feeling, but the rescue room also did not come out of the crying sounds – perhaps the person was rescued and sent to the ward?

It’s not impossible, she and Xue Jing looked at each other and wondered whether to go in to see if they had asked about the situation, or to go back to the service desk to inquire, just at this time there was a sound coming from the resuscitation room, and Xue Jing pulled up Zi Shan and rushed inside: “The nurse who said that the person was in the resuscitation room must have been here, or else she would have told us to go over to the wards. ”

Push open the door of the resuscitation room to hear Hao Shufen’s voice: “found it?”

Zishan rushed in, saw Li Rongpeng stood aside, and Hao Shufen is the window side of the phone, and the rescue bed lying is Li Yaoxu, just Li Yaoxu’s eyes closed tightly, between the chest and abdomen also did not rise and fall, peacefully and quietly lying there, the face of the God is very relaxed, as if it is to put down all the burdens of the same as the so serene.

It looks as if it is asleep, but also sleep very familiar and comfortable look, but Zi Shan in the see the rescue bed of the father knew that he has gone, gone forever, will never return to her side, and will never give her a chopstick dish, not to say “sorry” to her.

Because if the resuscitation was successful, Li Yao Xu should not have stayed in the resuscitation bed, Hao Shufen and Li Rongpeng would not have appeared in the resuscitation room, they should be in the ward.

Zishan covered her mouth and looked back at Xue Jing, but tears had already blurred her eyes and she saw nothing: “Xue Jing, my dad, he’s gone?” She did not believe her eyes to go to seek confirmation from her friends around her, because she could not accept such a reality.

Li Rongpeng welcomed over: “Zishan, you came, uncle Xu he ……” words did not finish, Hao Shufen phone call to finish turning back to see Zishan, suddenly to the madman as rushed over: “Li Zishan, you give me a clear, how do you forced your father to die!”