Chapter 435 – Wish for the Afterlife

Zi Shan didn’t stop him because she knew very well that Jiang Tao couldn’t really hit Fan Yueh-Lan, he was just trying to scare Fan Yueh-Lan.

Fan Yueh-Lan stared at Jiang Tao with her small face, but before he spat out “two” and counted to three, she suddenly let go of Jiang Tianliu: “You’re not allowed to go with them, if you go with them, you’ll be waiting to collect my corpse.” She was talking and stepping backward at the same time, that is, she wanted to keep a safe distance from Jiang Tao.

A man even beat his father, what else wouldn’t he beat? She wouldn’t dare to bet that he wouldn’t hit a woman, nowadays there are many men who hit women in this society, and not eating the loss in front of her is her code of conduct.

Jiang Tao saw her letting go of the man also let her go, now he just wanted to bring his father to Zhang Jinghao’s face, let the couple sit down and make things clear, and then let his father fool around, God knows what will happen.

Jiang Tianliu glanced at Fan Yueh-Lan: “Xiaotao, that won’t work right now, I will go, just give me some time, okay? I know I’m sorry for your Aunt Zhang, I’ll talk to her ……”

Jiang Tao almost punched him in the face again, “What did you say? Say it again.”

Jiang Tianliu turned back to look at Fan Yueh-Lan: “You’ve heard it, I really can’t go back, wait a bit, your Auntie Zhang is an open-minded person, she will think about it. You don’t understand things at home, go about your business and leave us alone.” He said words also want to break away from Jiang Tao’s hand, see the meaning is about to walk to Fan Yue Lan’s side.

Jiang Tao angrily roared, “You ……” Zi Shan’s cell phone rang, making him turn around to look at it was Jiang Tianliu got the chance to break away from him.

Zi Shan answered the phone, “What did you …… say? Aunt Zhang committed suicide?!” She was shocked, she couldn’t believe it, as she spoke she looked at Jiang Tao wanting to get his support – how could Zhang Jinghao commit suicide, such a smart woman, how could she do such a stupid thing?

Jiang Tao couldn’t care less about catching Jiang Tianliu, and brought his cell phone over to hear Tanya’s loud cries, and hurriedly called out, “Don’t cry, what’s wrong with Auntie Zhang?!” He really didn’t expect that strong woman, that woman who tolerated everything, that woman who always knew what was the right thing to do would go on a desperate path.

Tanya cried in pain, “Mom took a whole bottle of sleeping pills, I called the emergency number, but we don’t have much cash on us, and I can’t get through to your big brother on the phone ……”

The cell phone in Jiang Tao’s hand fell to the ground, he reacted and immediately went to pick it, “Let’s go over, go over now.” But the cell phone does not know whether it is broken, or touched which key has hung up.

Zi Shan dialed back the phone in a frenzy, but in her heart she wondered to what extent Zhang Jinghao had been driven to despair before she would take a whole bottle of sleeping pills. And to what extent does she have to love Jiang Tianliu to not choose to resist or leave or die together, but just end her own life?

It’s too stupid, it’s just too stupid.

The phone can not be reached, Zi Shan was about to say to Jiang Tao, who was in a hurry to go, that the phone may be broken, when she saw a person in the crowd – Li Rongpeng! She was shocked her feet stopped, meeting Li Rongpeng’s gaze she didn’t know what kind of emotion was in her eyes. Was it hate or anger? Both, I guess.

“What are you going to do?!” Fan Yueh-Lan screamed, spell the whole body’s strength hissed: “I forbid you to go, hear me, I forbid you to go, she committed suicide is a threat to you, if you really want to die why not a knife to cut themselves, why not jump off the building, have to eat what sleeping pills? She is ……”

Li Rongpeng looked deeply at Zi Shan turned back and walked away, soon disappeared in the crowd, and Zi Shan heart of fire and was Fan Yueh-Lan’s yelling all stirred up, she turned around and rushed to Fan Yueh-Lan’s face in two steps, left and right to give her two slaps: “If it is not by you guys forced to despair, who would like to go to death? If you dare to open your mouth and say one more word, see if I will tear your mouth apart so that you can never say another word for the rest of your life.”

Looking at Zi Shan’s fierce gaze and seeing the anger on her face, Fan Yue Lan subconsciously nodded her head and no longer dared to scream, after Zi Shan turned around she however used her eyes to look at Jiang Tianliu, still threatening him not to look at Zhang Jinghao.

Jiang Tianliu was already in old tears: ”What else do you want? I’ve already been tossed around by you and my wife is separated, what more do you want? If Jinghao is gone, I, I ……” He couldn’t say any more and saw Jiang Tao’s car parked on the side of the road and immediately ran over.

After Zishan and Jiang Tianliu got on the car, Jiang Tao stepped on the gas and the car flew out, they were all looking forward to one thing – that is, nothing must happen to Zhang Jinghao.

When they rushed to the hospital, Zhang Jinghao was already in the resuscitation room, while Tanya cried so hard that her voice was muffled: “It’s all my fault, it’s all my fault that I didn’t keep an eye on mom, mom just said that she was hungry and I just walked away to go buy something – mom said that she didn’t want to order anything from the hotel, she wanted to eat the buns from the street corner, how could I be so stupid, how could I not have thought of it it?”

Zishan helped her sit down, “I don’t blame you, it’s Auntie Zhang who’s desperate.” The person who intends to die will always find a chance to find death, Tanya alone to prevent the words can be prevented for which moment? She looked to Jiang Tao, or he is much more perceptive, when leaving the hotel said Zhang Jing good not quite right.

However, no one thought that Zhang Jinghao would seek death, and she was not someone who would commit suicide in anyone’s impression.

Jiang Tianliu looked at the lights of the resuscitation room dumbly out of focus, not sit down just stood there, suddenly he seemed to age ten years, his hands clenched tightly, only he himself knows how scared at this time, he did not even dare to think about if there is no Zhang Jinghao, the future will be what kind of days.

Zhang Jinghao and him together for decades, noisy also noisy, fight also fight, stumble over a lifetime, which the feelings of that is not outsiders can understand, Zhang Jinghao is not just his wife, that is his blood, that is his heart, that is his air, he relies on everything to survive.

Without Zhang Jinghao, can he still live? Even if he had breath, he couldn’t be considered alive.

Jiang Tao didn’t say a word, sitting in a chair with his head hanging down and waiting until the door to the resuscitation room opened and when the doctor said he wanted the family to sign, he rushed over and asked, “People, can they be saved?”

“There’s a lot of medicine, it’s too soon to tell, we’ll do our best.” After the doctor finished speaking, he hurriedly went back, Jiang Tao turned around and gave Jiang Tianliu a hard fist – he really couldn’t help it, even though reason told him that Jiang Tianliu was his father, no matter how, he shouldn’t be the one to do it, but he just couldn’t help it.

“Where did she wrong you, huh? You say!” He pressed over step by step, “Once upon a time you made a mistake, she forgave you and even raised the son born outside for you, what else do you want her to do, ah? Tell me, what else do you want her to do? At your age, you are still learning from others to engage in extramarital affairs, have you ever thought about Auntie Zhang’s heartache? How can you stand up to her?”

Jiang Tao pointed at his nose, “If there is a person who should die, the one who dies should be you.”

Jiang Tianliu leaned against the wall unable to retreat, tears smeared all over his entire face, sliding down the wall and sitting on the floor, he cried out in pain, “The one who deserves to die is me, it’s me.” After he finished speaking he raised his hand and gave himself a slap, one after another he kept hitting his face.

Jiang Tao watched him hit himself, he could no longer say anything, nor could he raise his hand to hit him a second time, he finally silently returned to his chair and sat down, “Have you notified big brother and the others?” If Zhang Jinghao really had an eventuality, how should she let her children see her one last time.

“I called but your big brother didn’t answer my call.” Tanya cried again as she finished speaking, crying for Zhang Jinghao as well as herself.

Jiang Tao silently took out his own cell phone to, dialed out a call to go, “Hello, this is Jiang Tao, Aunt Zhang is now in the hospital, the doctor said the situation is not good, you ……, well, good, give me a call when you arrive.” He hung up the phone and said to Tanya, “Big brother and the others are moving here, they may not arrive until the evening.”

He buried his face into his hands, ringing in his ears was the sound of Jiang Tianliu slapping himself again and again, so monotonous that it made him want to yell twice, but he still held back, in the end, Jiang Tianliu still had humanity, and wasn’t as heartless as he thought, he just woke up a little too late.

Zishan held Tanya in one hand and Jiang Tao in the other, thinking about it all she could say was, “Heaven blesses good people, God won’t let Auntie Zhang leave.” What else could comfort the two of them?

The person who can see so through, but just refused to let go of their own, Zishan heart is a burst of heartache – as if to see the former Chu Xiang and himself, and the divorce in the Anping – everyone has suffered, but they have survived.

As a woman, do you really have to grieve for a man once, or even for the rest of your life? Can’t they live for themselves?

Tanya stood up and walked to Jiang Tianliu: ”I called you Dad for several years, and truly respected you, but now I really can’t respect you, and I can’t call you Dad anymore, this letter was written to you by Mom, and it’s sitting on her bedside table. I thought it would be better to give it to you.”

“The world is nothing but men, and men are still born of women, so what right do men have to decide that women are inferior to you? It’s men like you who don’t know how to love yourselves and can’t control your desires at all that are not fully evolved and inferior!”

“You don’t care if it hurts mom, you think you should have social engagements just because you’re a man, fart! If you live for money, power, and women, then you deserve to be lied to and tricked in this life, and to be alone and scorned in your old age! If mom has a shortcoming, I curse you for being old and unsupported, I curse you for having no one to see you through.”

Tanya finished turning back to the chair and sat down, holding her face and crying silently, she really needed to vent, not only because of Zhang Jinghao’s suicide, but Zhang Jinghao’s suicide became the last straw that crushed her.

Jiang Tianliu didn’t respond to Tanya’s words, he just opened the letter that Zhang Jinghao had written to him, looking at the familiar handwriting, his tears once again blurred his eyes, “Tianliu, as I was on the verge of leaving what I remembered was actually the scene when we had our first date, and what I remembered was the promises that you once made to me, that you said that you would be good to me for the rest of my life, and that you would never change your mind. ”

“Even if I’m going to die, I can’t say the words to curse you, because your suffering is my pain, I only ask, in the next life and the life after that, never let me meet you again, never fall in love with you again. Jinghao’s last words.”

He held the piece of paper, so painful that he couldn’t even cry!