Chapter 441 – Need Time

The crowd saw Shen Zhi drive his car over, but no one knew what things were really like – it could have been due to the man’s carelessness, it could have been where the car broke down – in any case, not many people thought that the man had come to crash on purpose because he didn’t run away, and He even got out of the car and cried to the injured man.

Therefore, the crowd just look at him and wait for the traffic police over, how to characterize the traffic police to see how to say, so no one difficult for him, see him to smoke to see their lighters and so on, no one to stop. Until he set his own clothes on fire, people only shrieked.

But most people are flashing away, there are a few bold want to pounce over the down Shen Zhi, but Shen Zhi clothes stained with oil, the fire burns up or extremely fast, coupled with his resistance also no one can get close to.

Jiang Tao and Zi Shan also startled, none of them expected Shen Zhi can do such crazy things, but then Shen Zhi screamed and rushed to Zi Shan: “You also want to die, it is you who caused my family to die, it is you who caused Guoying to die, if you do not die there is no heavenly justice in.”

Jiang Tao hurriedly raised his foot and kicked at Shen Zhi: “Zi Shan, quickly take the baby and go.”

Zishan took the baby, “Everyone run, get out of the way, fire extinguisher, quick, fire extinguisher.” She carried the baby and ran towards the store on the side of the road, but she didn’t need to tell the store owner that he had already rushed out with the fire extinguisher.

Shen Zhi was fighting for his life, of course he would not be kicked down by Jiang Tao and call it a day, he climbed up and continued to pounce on Jiang Tao: “Okay, you pay for her life, you pay for her life.”

Jiang Tao can not retreat, because Shen Zhi now seems to be like a madman, if he backed down Shen Zhi certainly go after Zi Shan mother and daughter, he can only keep lifting his feet and kicking out, but Shen Zhi still pounced over, he can only and Shen Zhi twisted together.

In order to not let the fire hurt themselves, Jiang Tao does not want to hit people instead of using all their strength to Shen Zhi fell to the ground, the two rolled around on the ground, Shen Zhi to Jiang Tao and hit and bite, nothing to do, only to hurt and kill Jiang Tao other he is half of the point of no matter.

In the crowd to bring fire extinguishers, Shen Zhi fire has been extinguished – in the end, just a little oil, the fire just looks scary in fact, not big, but Jiang Tao’s face and body by Shen Zhi injured in many places, and ultimately not in the help of everyone to subdue the Shen Zhi as a madman.

Shen Zhi in the crowd’s control is still struggling, dead staring at Zi Shan: “You have to pay for your life, to pay for Guoying’s life.” He really hated Zi Shan, even if he didn’t want to live anymore, he couldn’t let Zi Shan go.

Jiang Tao looked at the injuries on his body and finally exhaled when he saw that the police had arrived, “Alright, no need to worry anymore. Shen Zhi, you’ll pay the price to come, at your age you’re afraid you’ll never see Auntie Yang again in your life – she won’t die, don’t worry about it.”

Shen Zhi’s eyes lit up, “Guoying won’t die?”

“It won’t die, just that you will never see her again.” Jiang Tao looked at him, “In fact, you don’t need me to say that you know it yourself.”

The light in Shen Zhi’s eyes went out all of a sudden: “No, no, I …… won’t ignore me, she will come to save me.” Taken away by the police, he was chanting all the way that Yang Guoying would save her.

The truth is that Yang Guoying will never be able to save her, even Shen Yang and Shen Bo will not go to see him – when he was going to commit suicide, the Shen Yang brothers could still tolerate it, but how can they let go of something like murder? Even though he was their father, he almost killed their mother.

Shen Zhi, who thinks he loves Yang Guo Ying the most in the world, Yang Guo Ying is the whole meaning of his life, but in his lifetime he can never see Yang Guo Ying again – this kind of torment is even more brutal than the death sentence for him, every time the sun rises is a new hope, but also a new day of waiting and torment.

When Zishan and the baby arrived at the hospital, Yang Guoying had already been admitted to the ward, and in addition to a concussion, she had a broken leg and arm – nothing else, the doctor said. Zi Shan was greatly relieved, if Yang Guoying had really died in this accident, she really couldn’t face her future life.

Looking at Yang Guoying’s sleeping face, she hugged her daughter’s tiny body in silence, if she hadn’t met Yang Guoying today, then she and the baby would most likely be the ones lying here – and there’s no telling what it would have been like, especially for the baby as a child.

Fear was born in her heart, but she was still not grateful to Yang Guoying, because that was her birth mother! What if Yang Guoying died? The feelings in her heart were complicated, very complicated.

Jiang Tao gently embraced her, “Don’t think too much, at least she is not as cold-blooded as you think, right? Give each other some time.”

Zi Shan looks back at him, “I know I should be grateful to her, but after she wakes up I still have to tell her that I don’t want this kind of motherly love that is expressed with my life.”

Hearing the doctor’s words, Shen Yang brothers really don’t know what to say, people are like this the doctor’s words are really a bit unacceptable to them, looking at their mother on the hospital bed, the only thing that they can feel comforted is that Zi Shan’s attitude towards Yang Guoying has changed heaven and earth.

Although Zi Shan and Yang Guoying do not talk much, but every day she will come to bring food, every time to insist on feeding themselves, and the baby is slowly recovering, Yang Guoying really intimate up, can not come to see Yang Guoying every day, but always let Zi Shan to Yang Guoying bring a pair of her hand-painted paintings.

There is something called affection between Yang Guoying, Zishan and the baby has awakened, although it is not as affectionate as people think, but it really exists.

Jiang Tao blames himself for what happened to Shen Zhi, so from now on, he and Zi Shan’s mother and daughter will go out together as long as the three of them will not be separated.

The results of Yang Guoying’s re-examination came out very good, although he could not be discharged from the hospital, but the concussion did not leave any after-effects, which made all the people greatly relieved.

In the late afternoon Zishan fed water to Yang Guoying sat down and looked at Yang Guoying’s face she said softly, “I still can’t call you a mom, not because I can’t forgive you for what you did in the past, but I can’t accept a love that’s too strong.” She exhaled softly, “I can’t say it clearly, but I understand very well that if anything happens to you that day, it would be better for me to live than to die.”

“It’s fine for you to say that I don’t know any better, it’s fine for you to call me unconscionable, but I really can’t take it, I can’t lose my baby, but I can’t afford to lose another blood relative just the same.” Looking out of the window, where it was already a depression, there was no warmth in Zixan’s voice, as if this winter sunshine: “I do long for a home with a loving mom and dad.”

“But, I don’t want the kind of love my dad has, to die to …… those money doesn’t represent his love, at least what I want is not that kind of love, and the same is true here with you. All I want is something very ordinary, like the next person, you know? A meal, cleanly laundered clothes, whatever, would make me feel secure and that I’m being loved.”

Zisan thought of Jiang Tao when she said this, it’s good to really have such a person in the world who understands her, if he shows too much passion, she thinks she really won’t open her heart because she’s afraid.

Shock flashed through Yang Guoying’s eyes, “I’m not trying to pressure you, and I didn’t have to think that it was about atonement or anything – at the time I saw it it was too late to do anything, or to think about anything at all, it was just that I saw it, and then I pushed the baby away very directly, and then you. ”

“If I’d had another two or three seconds I would have run away too, but there was no time,” she tried to take Zixan’s hand, but eventually gave up, “I didn’t think about you being so stressed, I had no thoughts at the time, nothing about not being able to watch you and the baby die, or that I’d rather I died or anything like that. ”

Zi Shan was also shaken, looking up at Yang Guoying then gently held her hand.

Yang Guoying backhanded Zi Shan’s hand gently, “If I was really given time to think, I think I would have done the same thing, because I don’t regret it now, and am very fortunate that I saved you guys, and wouldn’t have seen you mother and daughter lying in bed. It’s selfish of me, isn’t it, not being able to watch you all suffer to make my own heart sad, instead I would have been better off laying like this and watching you all surround me.”

Zixan lowered her head and thought for a moment, “I’m sorry.” It was she who thought too much, in that fast time Yang Guoying really couldn’t possibly think that much, so what Yang Guoying did at that time had nothing to do with scheming, it wasn’t a tactic, nor was it a desire to curry favor or anything, it was the truest expression of her feelings.

Although it is heavy, but such love will not be a burden, right?

Yang Guoying smiled, “We lack understanding, and I did do too much wrong to say I’m sorry, I think we’ll have time to get to know each other well in the future, don’t we?” She looked at Zi Shan with hope, hoping to get an affirmative answer from her daughter.

Being wrong and being able to correct it was God’s greatest gift, she wouldn’t do it wrong again.

Zi Shan nodded gently, “You need to get better faster, or you won’t look too good in a wheelchair when I get married.” She took a detour to invite Yang Guoying to her wedding, not saying it outright because – both she and Yang Guoying needed time.

Yang Guoying’s eyes reddened slightly, “Of course, of course. I’ll have to have someone make me a dress before I can do that, well, marrying a daughter-in-law and a daughter-in-law again, I’m really too excited.”

Zixan gave her tissues to wipe her tears, “Tonight, what are you going to eat?” She never thought that she would ever have a kinship again, but the feeling now was really, really good.

She is now very glad that she provoked Yang Guoying a few times, or she will really regret it for the rest of her life, not because Yang Guoying saved her and her daughter, just purely because she never let go of the word affection, and she was never really cruel to Yang Guoying and Li Yaoxu.

Maybe she has no ambition, but she is a person, a very ordinary person.

Leaving the hospital, Zi Shan looked up at the sky, thinking that her wedding should be perfect, because she got the blessing of her parents, and her life, what is there to regret? There really wasn’t any.