Chapter 33
Dreams were too far away for her, and Lin still had never had the luxury of asking for them since she was old enough to understand.
Listening to Huo Jinlin’s words, her tears couldn’t help but flow downward, as if she wanted to vent out all of her years of heartache and grievances.
Huo Jinlin roughly understands, and only silently pats her back, his tone gentle: “Don’t be sad, everything has me, I won’t let you be sad anymore.”
As soon as his words came out, Lin still cried harder instead, her emotions were out of control, and at some point, Huo Jinlin had already gathered her into his arms.
When she was tired of crying and her emotions stabilized, she realized that Huo Jinlin’s chest was wet with a large area of wetness, which was particularly conspicuous on that black jacket.
Afraid that she dislikes herself, Lin is still a little embarrassed, “You …… take it off, I’ll help you wash it.”
“It’s okay, you’re in a better mood, right?”
“Well, thanks, I’m much better.”
Lin still nods with an awkward expression, she always seems to make a fool of herself in front of Huo Jinlin, every time she shows her ugliest side to him now.
Huo Jinlin remembers the topic from earlier and proposes once again, “You can pursue whatever you want to do in the future, I got a raise, just leave the burden of supporting the family to me in the future,”
In fact, he is heartbroken Lin still a girl, but have to bear so much, for her a little worthless, hope that she is young, can choose to do their favorite things.
Unexpectedly Lin still attitude firmly shook his head: “No, I am also a part of this family, I also want to make money to support the family, I can not put the burden of life all on your head alone.”
For so many years, she had gotten used to this kind of life, she had even forgotten about her dreams and the life she wanted years ago, now she felt that this was quite good, she just wanted to build her own little family well.
“It’s fine, my current salary can already support our family, just let go and do what you like.”
Lin was still used to seeing too much, and Xu Juan was a good example, so she secretly vowed in her heart early on that when she got married and started a family in the future, no matter how good the other party was, she herself must have a job and the ability to make money.
Only if both parties were good enough, the other party would be attracted and the marriage would be fresh.
“No need, I won’t agree to this matter, now that we have just started a family, there are still many difficulties that have not been resolved, no matter what, I have to build our little family first.”
Knowing that she is a stubborn person, Huo Jinlin didn’t continue to persuade her, but in his heart, he couldn’t help but change his impression of Lin still once again.
This girl, is really special, perhaps she’s different from other girls, and it’s time for him to tell her the truth.
Speaking of this, Lin still’s mind also flashed to his two children in his old home, for now, this was the thing that Lin still couldn’t let go of in his heart.
“Your children, should you pick them up earlier, I think of the poor two children who came out alone to look for their father that day, I am a little bit unable to bear it, they have been in the old home, they also miss you, will they also run out to look for you?”
Those two children were fortunate to run into Lin Yi Yi and be brought back that day, if they had met other bad people, the consequences would have been unimaginable.
Huo Jinlin was puzzled: “Didn’t you say that the two children’s families were in good condition? They should have no worries about food and clothing, why are they so miserable? And you don’t have to worry, my child is still being taken care of by my parents and my grandmother in my hometown, and is doing very well.”
He thought Lin was worried that the living conditions in his hometown were too poor, but he couldn’t explain so much to Lin, and could only show that the child was taken care of by someone, and wouldn’t suffer.
I didn’t expect this to be refuted by Lin: “Is it good to have someone to take care of you if you don’t worry about food and clothing? Children all need companionship and need to grow up in a loving environment.”
Huo Jinlin was unable to refute this, and a shadow appeared under the corner of her eyes as she said, “I’ve been an orphan since I was a child, and I understand the feeling that without my parents by my side, no matter how good the living conditions are, I can’t fill the lack in my heart.”
This topic is a bit heavy, Huo Jinlin grew up with brocade clothes, his parents were always very busy, he had also had the luxury of asking for this, only to get used to it later as he gradually grew older.
Now that he thought about it carefully, he was indeed too busy, and had already neglected his two children, they were born almost from the beginning, Huo Jinlin hadn’t accompanied them much, and his heart was indeed in arrears.
“I know, I’ll think about it.”
“Well,” Lin still nods, saying, “You’ll bring the children around earlier, the conditions and teaching situation in the city will be better than the countryside, at this stage now, their academic education is the most important.”
Lin still has no selfishness, from the moment she agreed to marry Huo Jinlin, she has genuinely taken his two children as her own responsibility, so she takes this into account in every way.
Huo Jinlin is also very touched, he grew up in a family environment so that he mistakenly thought that marriage is the two partner life, so the marriage object and he is not important, as long as the two children good, on the line.
But never thought he would meet Lin still such a different girl, let his heart surprisingly also rise a hope.
“Don’t worry, I will definitely treat the two children as my own and take good care of them. When we’re in a better position in a few years, we’ll change to a bigger house, and then we’ll bring all your family over for easy care.”
Although until now, Lin still hasn’t seen Huo Jinlin’s family, she has always taken this as her responsibility, and late at night she ponders how to take good care of these people.
“Thank you.”
Huo Jinlin’s heart was touched, and for a moment she didn’t know how to respond.
Lin still deflates with dissatisfaction, “Didn’t you say before, we’re family, no need to say thank you. Besides, you’ve been good to my mom and Yi Yi, so it’s only right that I be good to your family!”
Her little pouting gesture surprisingly looks extraordinarily adorable, and Huo Jinlin’s heart feels like a feather slipping through, a strange feeling coming from the softest part of his heart.
Huo Jinlin was fond of the future she envisioned, and the two of them had gotten a lot closer after this conversation.
Listening to her mentioning Dabao and Xiaobao again and again, Huo Jinlin is curious in his heart and can’t help but ask, “How were those two children that day, are they peppy, did they make trouble in the house, did you guys get along well?”
Home two children only their own only clear, into the sky into the ground omnipotent, if no one blocked, demolition of the house all dare to do.
“No ah, okay, the two of them are quite smart.” Lin still really quite like them, said: “Children, occasionally naughty is also very normal.”