Chapter 68
“I …… never thought about it.”
As soon as these words came out, Lin still instantly felt ashamed of herself, when Huo Jinlin’s father pushed them time and time again, she never thought of fighting alongside Huo Jinlin except for taking one step backward.
Xu Juan is a person who has been there before, looking at her expression she knows that her feelings for Huo Jinlin are not simple.
“So ah, we all need to learn to think about things from each other’s perspective, Huo Jinlin has already taken out his attitude, now it’s up to you.”
Regardless of his family’s coercion or Lin still’s timidity, Huo Jinlin never had a moment’s thought of giving up on this marriage.
“Still, you have to understand that the reason why you unconsciously compare yourself to Zhou Nuan is actually because you’ve already grown to like Huo Jinlin subconsciously, that’s why you care, that’s why you have low self-esteem, do you understand?”
The matter of feelings is always a mystery to the authorities, and Lin is still deep in it, so she doesn’t realize it at all, and it’s not until Xu Juan’s persuasion that she gathers courage and decides to face up to the feelings between herself and Huo Jinlin.
Thinking about the sour feeling in her heart when she saw Zhou Nuan and Huo Jinlin fighting side by side, Lin still knows that she really likes Huo Jinlin.
But in the end, she grew up with low self-esteem and is still a bit underpowered, “Mom, I don’t know if this is the right choice for me, but since I’ve already recognized my own feelings, I’m definitely not going to back down again.”
Xu Juan’s eyes flashed with a hint of relief, “That’s right, don’t be afraid, just boldly move forward, mom will always silently support you.”
Mother and daughter had never talked about this so heartily, Xu Juan realized that she cared too little about her child on weekdays.
Through this illness, she also realized that Lin still cared and loved herself more than her own flesh and blood, thus she secretly vowed in her own heart to care for her even more in the future.
Lin still looked up and looked outside, the sun was about to set, she should almost be ready to go back.
“Mom, you take a good rest first, I’ll come back to see you another day, it’s getting late today, I have to go back.”
“Well,” Xu Juan had complex emotions in her eyes, go back, be good, ah!”
She is now a middle-aged divorced woman, only these two daughters still make her worry, I hope they all live well.
Lin still see her sitting alone on the hospital bed in the heart, walked over to gently hug her.
“Take a good rest!”
Because of the treatment, Xu Juan has lost a lot of weight, now touching the backbone are a bit choked, Lin still hurriedly threw down a sentence and ran out of the hospital room, otherwise she was afraid that Xu Juan will be sad to see her tears.
Walking out of the hospital door, the setting sun’s afterglow sprinkled on the ground, not far away from the buildings are covered with a layer of yellow coat, Lin still looked up at the sky to force her tears back.
She looked up at her watch, Lin Yi Yi was about to get out of school, it was just the right time to go to her school from here.
When she arrives at the school entrance, Xiao Song, the driver of Nanlin Yuan, is already waiting at the entrance, since living in the Huo family, Lin Yi Yi is transported to and from school every day by him.
There are a total of three drivers in the Huo family, one specializes in transporting Huo Nantian, one specializes in transporting Huo Jinlin, and the other is Xiao Song, who specializes in using the car at home in Nanlin Yuan.
“Young grandmother, why have you personally come over today?”
Lin still frowns awkwardly when she hears those three words of address, deeply afraid that someone behind her will hear them.
“I got out of the hospital and saw that it was still early enough to take a cab over, so I rubbed a car back on the way.”
Xiao Song pulled open the car door for her and said, “You call me next time and I’ll come over to pick you up.”
“Okay, thanks.”
Perhaps due to Xiao Song’s common identity, Lin still sometimes managed to chat with him, and felt a little more comfortable with him.
When Lin Yi Yi got into the car, she saw Lin still sitting inside, she was shocked and happy, and hugged Lin still and refused to let go.
“Sister, why are you free to pick me up in person today?”
The way a child expresses their emotions is very simple, and their mind isn’t as complex as an adult’s, their joys and sorrows are all written on their face.
She beamed her little mouth to express her dissatisfaction, “You haven’t come to pick me up in a long time.”
Lin still lost his smile and dotingly scraped the tip of her nose, “You’re so big, you still need to be pampered!”
“Hmph, I want I want.”
The child made a scene and shrank into her arms, Lin still afraid of tickling, the sisters instantly twisted into a ball, Xiao Song listened to the jokes in the rearview mirror also involuntarily laughed.
After chatting with Xu Juan at the hospital, Lin still felt like she was relaxing quite a bit, as if the big rock that was weighing on her heart had been moved away.
“Back? Dinner will still have to wait for a while!”
Song Yu Evening was sitting in the living room watching TV, and when she heard the sisters talking and laughing, she got up and greeted them.
“It’s fine, mom.”
“Jinlin has nothing to do at the company today, and also came back early, he’s upstairs taking a bath! You just happened to be back, go get him, get ready for dinner.”
Her intention was to create an opportunity for the two of them to spend time alone, but she didn’t expect that this time Lin still didn’t refuse, faintly answering and going upstairs.
Huo Jinlin also didn’t expect Lin still to actually take the initiative to come to him, and was a bit surprised when he opened the door.
“Are you done? Mom told you to get ready for dinner.”
“Uh, right away.”
Lin still didn’t say anything, gently closing the door for him and turning to go downstairs, Huo Jinlin then opened the door to follow her down.
Seeing the two of them coming down one after the other, Song Yu evening’s heart turned into a flower of joy.
After dinner, Lin still took the initiative to talk to Huo Jinlin, who was surprised but happy.
The two of them came to the garden under the grape arbor chair to sit down, Lin still before emotionally said: “I’m sorry, I’m always thinking nonsense lately, give you a lot of trouble.”
“Don’t say this between husband and wife,” Huo Jinlin looks at her complexion and says, “Tell me whatever you have, don’t use a person to smother it.”
Gradually, Huo Jinlin also noticed his own emotional changes, and seemed to start paying attention to Lin’s knitted brows and smile, and to see her sadness, he would have a touch of heartache.
He wanted to open his mouth to confess this matter, but he didn’t expect Lin still to take the lead and say those words.
“Since I know your identity, I do want to retreat countless times, more than once have given up the idea of this marriage, I’m sorry, but when I saw you and Zhou Nuan together chatting about work, my heart sour, I on the one hand, jealous of her can give you work to bring help, on the other hand, but also low self-esteem themselves compared with you is really a difference between the mud. ”
“But Huo Jinlin,” Lin still paused and said, “I seem to like you.”