Chapter 38
“The way you talk to me, why is it different from how you talk to other men?”
That last sentence, Wen Ning urged the others that it would indeed be a murmur, and as for accompanying Zhou Yinchu along, she spoke coldly and hard.
The former, after all, was a request, while the latter, was her compromise and cooperation.
She didn’t think it was something hard to understand, but it was Zhou Yinchu’s calculations that had her completely baffled.
“Wen Ning, have I been underestimating you?”
“As long as half an hour,” Zhou Yinchu knew that some jealousy was hard to hide, and his anger was unspeakable, “you can just casually start raiding another man?”
“Zhou Yinchu, do you know what you’re talking about?”
“I don’t know.”
“All I know is that I hope that if Ms. Wen wants to pick a seducer in the future, please look at the Forbes list, and don’t go after everyone.”
Zhou Yinchu coldly reminded in her ear, “Obviously, Qin Yi’s wealth and worth are going to be left behind by me.”
What exactly did he think of her as?
A woman who could be married to anyone?
As long as there was money, she could disregard her own name and reputation just for the sake of that money and the so called convenience …… Is that how he thought of her?
It was at this moment that Wen Ning realized that even though she and Zhou Yinchu wanted to call it quits, she still wanted there to be something good in their relationship – and not to be a bad person herself.
without being an unscrupulous villain herself.
“Wen Ning, why don’t you explain?”
“What do I have to explain?” Wen Ning mocked.
The next step was just to say what men all over the world often say, “If you think so, I can’t do anything about it.”
She thought to herself that this was shamelessly awesome.
It was only when dealing with Zhou Yinchu that it finally came in handy.
These excessively arrogant words were definitely not from Wen Ning’s heart, but if saying so could make Zhou Yinchu abandon the obsession in his heart, it might not be a bad idea.
“Just for that dead Li Yuanzhe?”
“To hire a better lawyer for him?” Zhou Yinchu subconsciously pulls up the rotten thing that put them in an uncomfortable situation before, even though he had made a preconceived plan in his heart before that, suppressing the jealousy in his heart, unwilling to mention him again, “I refused to arrange it, so you tried to find another man to solve it?”
He couldn’t help but guess the other motives for her various practices today, “If I don’t utilize it for you, you’ll go outside and find another man?”
“You care about me?”
Wen Ning didn’t deny it, and also changed her usual gentle and modest demeanor.
Before she opened her mouth to speak with Zhou Yinchu, she also thought that she would be able to quell this incident as quickly as possible, but right now her own self was inevitably affected by the ripple effect of Zhou Yinchu’s emotions, and it was difficult for her to continue to maintain her sanity.
She was not ashamed to admit to something that would touch his scales at any time, defending her ex-husband had just become a habit for her.
“Don’t say ‘Li Yuanzhe’ in every breath, he’s dead, can’t you show some respect?”
Her dissatisfaction with him was so overwhelming that she didn’t bother to cover it up anymore, and there was no hint of wanting to bridge the gap in their precarious relationship.
Zhou Yinchu covered the ribs on the side of his heart, his chest tightened as he was exasperated by Wen Ning, “What’s so good about him, he’s dead, why are you guilty of thinking about him?”
“This is my freedom,” in the face of past taboo feelings, she knew deep down that as soon as she said it, she could always accurately stimulate him, “even if he is dead, our past emotions can’t be considered fake, can they?”
Wherever it hurt the most, she poked at it.
Wen Ning was unafraid to admit that she was deliberately saying this to make things difficult for Zhou Yinchu.
Even Zhou Yinchu understands a truth, if Li Yuanzhe is dead, people and people can instead be compared, his wealth and value or his appearance and family …… but once a person is dead, it seems that the dead person can always be superior, overriding and above his feelings.
“Wen Ning.”
Zhou Yinchu was unwilling to admit that he was so jealous that he wanted to go crazy.
In the countless repetitive nights shrouded in black tones, and he didn’t know how it passed by in a flash, he thought that he was decidedly unable to look at a person of Li Yuanzhe’s category, so utterly mediocre and impersonal that he played an insignificant role in society –
But the comparison in his psyche continued to make lateral comparisons until the man at the bottom died.
But now, he thought that he had long since awakened from the midst of that long and endless dark night, and just when he thought that everything was under his control and had become orderly, the great name of Li Yuanzhe lingered on, while there was no doubt that he had clearly appeared and profoundly affected their lives.
“Zhou Yinchu, you know full well that you couldn’t possibly mind my former husband,” Wen Ning realized that the gap between herself and Zhou Yinchu wasn’t just the insurmountable nature of class, but the man’s bone-deep nature, “but that history has already happened… …”
In fact, it was not incomprehensible in the heart of a high-minded man.
Male-female relationships usually just happen between two people, and are inherently exclusive.
If two people had to come back together at this juncture, it might make both of them feel a pain they had never felt before.
Then, even if the appearance of happiness was as obvious as that, their relationship would falter as soon as someone else unintentionally reminded them of it.
That kind of relationship, Wenning would rather go ahead and give it up early.
“You mean, the responsible party for our falling out this time is me?”
“How is Lee Yuanzhe the only one who matters?” Wen Ning did not and always the same stammering, during the entanglement, people are always tired of the heart, more expect an extreme way to quickly solve the problems straddling between them, “Zhou Yinchu, you and I are clear, you and those ordinary with psychological cleanliness of the mortal is not fundamentally different, you mind but want to pretend to pretend to not care, do not you think it is ridiculous? ?”
“But I have, indeed, slept with other men.”
The woman who always avoids in gender relations is no longer shy to speak out, suddenly out of bold as such point broke the point that men care about the most.
Wen Ning also do not know what kind of mood he said such words, she only knew that once this word is said, the water can’t be retrieved.
Slightly raised the tail of the eyes, soft and charming in more than one point of spicy color, densely covered with tears in the red marks, red shocking but dazzling.
“Wenning, I never said that about you.”
Newspaper and white paper assertions happen from time to time between men and women, and if Wenning were a woman with no experience, she would mind men who have had partners.
Men tended to be even more so.
Zhou Yinchu had never put words into the open, but his heart had never been the one that had always harbored a secret view of her ever choosing someone else and not being steadfast.
Just as she expected, Zhou Yinchu can not say “what era” nonsense, he is not good at lying, in the world dominated by him, he never need to lie.
“Wen Ning, did you have to say this to irritate me?”
The words “slept with another man” were quite harsh, causing Zhou Yinchu to wonder for a moment if these were really the words that would come out of Wen Ning’s soft and gentle nature.
Zhou Yinchu’s anger and blood clogged up in his heart, but he pretended to be fine and promised, “In the future, I can not mention him.”
“Zhou Yinchu, don’t fool yourself, you simply can’t do it.”
“Wen Ning, don’t you think your thoughts are very subjective?” Zhou Yinchu represses the pain of Wen Ning that he can’t see these days, but any chance of having an attack after seeing her has to come after fighting with other men, “You and I didn’t even have a single try, you pronounced my death sentence, do you think it’s fair for me?”
“That try to pay the price, for you is not enough, this is just a period of your emotional experience, a book accidentally flipping past the page.”
The woman didn’t feel sorry for herself, except for one thing that she had always kept in mind, she asked him in a self-deprecating manner, “But me, how long will it take me to get out.”
He has never really stepped into her trap, can not exactly stand in her position to think about the problem, he does not know that society tries to eat people, the so-called economic disparity, not a couple of words can be easily brought over, can at any time to let her become everyone’s laughingstock.
“Zhou Yinchu, don’t come to me,” Wen Ning bit her lip, “don’t let me look down on you too.”
“That’s right, not only you can, other men can do the same,” she acted in accordance with the vulgar stereotypes in the man’s eyes, the words slightly with a hint of ridicule of the self, “I live at the bottom of the life, and do not have a skill, dependent on what other men, is not also life I’m at the bottom of the ladder, and I have no skill, so I’m dependent on other men.
She used Zhou Yinchu’s opening words that hurt her to shut him up.
She also doesn’t forget to remind the two of the reasons why they parted ways in the first place.
“Have you forgotten what we broke up for last time?” Wen Ning barely left any wiggle room for the relationship, she didn’t mind taking him down memory lane word by word, “Your mom gave me a hundred thousand dollars, but I think, ah, our relationship wasn’t worth a hundred thousand at all-”
She looked into his eyes that were on the verge of breaking at any moment, covered with bloodshot eyes, “Being able to sell our feelings cheaply, I felt relieved at that time.”
Zhou Yinchu held her faltering shoulders, harder as if he was going to rub her whole body to pieces, “Tell me you don’t really think that way!”
Wen Ning didn’t understand how Zhou Yinchu was still harboring grudges over what happened back then.
It didn’t matter what he thought.
The important thing is that they because of that 100,000 dollars is not already broken bad blood.
Not in the established separate life to seek new solace, obsessed with that old love and what is the solution?
Wen Ning does not begrudge with the greatest coldness: “Let go of me.”
Fearing that these especially are not enough, Wen Ning looked toward the flourishing fire and added another handful of firewood: “That’s what I think, if time can be turned back, maybe I’ll ask for more …….”
These words might be enough to discourage Zhou Yinchu.
And what would he.
Thinking that he had once again seen through her true colors after fifteen years?
Wen Ning was screwed up.
Both hoping in Zhou Yinchu’s departure, not having to subject herself to constant inner interrogation, and fantasizing that she wasn’t so rotten as to stink.
But he really did seem to let go, and her shoulders lost their weight, but all of a sudden did not feel release-like freedom.
In a frozen stream of air, he stood against her, not moving an inch.
Was that not enough to say?
And what else did she need to resort to that would kill the man in front of her? It is not necessary to expose their unseemly relationship on the day of the parents’ garden party, and how Chulch …… is enough for this school to be widely publicized.
She wanted to say something else, but found that she didn’t even have the chance to make a sound.
When she thought that the man had already loosened the hands surrounding her, her perception of the negative past deepened, and her exploration of the darkness of human nature was unending-
Zhou Yinchu solved it all with a forceful and demanding kiss.
Overlaying on top of her lips are his hot lips, and unlike in the past, this is more of a warning, lesson in interest kiss, so he doesn’t care about her feelings, nor does he consider whether she feels oppressed by his brute force.
He made her unable to breathe, waiting until she resisted, resisted herself, but Zhou Yinchu had no intention of stopping.
Senses that had never clashed before resisted each other, each moment speaking of the man’s past restraint, and this instant’s insatiable appetite.
The taste of blood filled the air from her easily ruptured lower lip.
He still didn’t stop in moderation.
He brutally devoured her lips with the bad instincts in a man, with the instincts of the human animal, as if he were trying to swallow her into him.