Chapter 105

Sweet grows to three and a half weeks, Zhou Guiqin body out of some conditions, that period of time to lose weight very fast, the face is not very good, breathless.

Su orange worried about what, take her to the hospital to carefully check once, waiting for the results of the two days she was very anxious, but in the end, nothing big, after taking medicine a lot better.

Su orange heart finally put down, can devote themselves to work.

On that day, I saw Zhao Chuan, who hadn’t been seen for a long time, Zhao Chuan looked a lot older, his face was haggard, and the dark circles under his eyes were very heavy, and those who didn’t know thought that he had a serious illness.

Su Qiang asked, “How’s it going?”

Zhao Chuan smiled a far-fetched smile, “Me? Still alive.”

Yes, this was Zhao Chuan’s assessment of himself, not very well, just alive.

Su Orange knew that he was still remembering Zhang Huan, and said in relief, “No news is good news, perhaps, Zhang Huan is living happily somewhere, the reason why she doesn’t contact you is because she has some unavoidable hardship.”

“Zhao Chuan, stop looking for her.” Su Orange said in a faint voice, “Let her live her own life in peace, and you go live your own life as well.”

At first, Zhao Chuan searched for Zhang Huan because of love, he loved her, starting from the campus, a love for many years, later it was because of habit, he was used to the days of searching for her, if he stopped, he didn’t know if he would go crazy.

But God was too cruel to him, after searching for so long he still found nothing.

“I’ll try.” Zhao Chuan smiled bitterly, “But I’m not sure if I can do it.”

“As long as you want to, you definitely can.” Su Orange gave Zhao Chuan a pep talk, “Both Sam and I can help you.”

“You and Sam have helped me a lot,” Zhao Chuan said, “I’m very grateful.”

“There’s no need to say these polite words between us.” Su Orange said, “If you have any needs you can tell me anytime.”

“Good.” Zhao Chuan smiled back.

That day originally Su Orange was going to invite Zhao Chuan to have dinner with her, but the company had some temporary situation that she needed to deal with, and in the end, she couldn’t do as she wished.

Later and Zhou Yuchen talked about this she also slightly regret, “I saw Zhao Chuan that day, his mood looked worse than before, back to free time you give him a call to ask to come out to get together.”

Zhou Yuchen: “He went back to Beijing and North?”

Last time Zhou Yuchen called him, Zhao Chuan also said in Yunnan, Su Orange nodded, “Back.”

Zhou Yuchen was a bit eager to speak, “Orange there is something I want to tell you.”

Originally, he planned to tell it later, but since he had to tell it sooner or later, he simply told it now.

“What is it?” Su Orange flickered her long eyelashes and asked.

“Zhang Huan she ……” Zhou Yuchen stopped.

“Huanhuan?” Su Orange withdrew from Zhou Yuchen’s arms and asked excitedly, “Do you have Huanhuan’s whereabouts?”

“Yes.”

“Where is she?”

“She ……”

Zhou Yuchen pressed on her shoulder, letting her calm down, and said word by word, “She is no longer there.”

Su Orange Zheng froze, “What do you mean she’s gone?”

“A few days ago, a friend of mine went to a certain town in Li’an, and coincidentally met Zhang Huan’s family, they were going to-” Zhou Yuchen slightly paused, “They were going to sweep the graves, and then under my friend’s questioning, Zhang Huan’s family informed that the day was Zhang Huan’s…”

“Her what?”

“The anniversary of her death.”

Su Orange was like an electric shock, and only after a long time did she come back to her senses, grabbing Zhou Yuchen’s arm and asking, “What did you say? What happened to Zhang Huan?”

Zhou Yuchen held her in his arms and lowered his voice, “Zhang Huan is gone.”

Su Orange’s body softened, tears swished down, “How can it be, how can it be, I don’t believe it.”

“It’s true.” Zhou Yuchen said, “I know you are sad, but things have happened, we have to learn to accept it.”

Su Orange crouched in Zhou Yuchen’s arms and cried loudly.

After ten minutes, the crying gradually became smaller, and she asked, “When did Zhang Huan leave?”

“Right at the end of the month in which she disappeared, her condition suddenly deteriorated.” Zhou Yuchen gently stroked Su Orange’s back, “Before Zhang Huan left, she instructed her family not to tell the news of her death to anyone, and said that everything about the funeral would be simple.”

Su orange in front of her eyes surfaced in the Beijing North University when she went to school, she and Zhang Huan is bunk beds, Zhang Huan always like to knock the bed board every time she called her.

The sound of snapping, at that time did not feel anything, now remember are sad.

“Where is she, I want to go see her.”

“Good, I will accompany you tomorrow.”

The rainy end of autumn, the weather is extra cold, Su Orange looked at the girl’s smiling appearance on the tombstone, the corner of his lips gently hooked up, murmured, “Huanhuan, I’m sorry, I only came to see you today, I’m really sorry, I couldn’t be with you when you left.”

“You must have been very lonely at that time.”

The wind blew the rain tilted and fell on her body piercingly cold, Su Orange’s face was pale, her voice with a sobbing tone, “Why? Why didn’t you tell us? Why hide?”

“Huanhuan, you are so stupid.”

Su Orange squatted down, her hand caressing her photo, her fingertips clearing her eyebrows, as if she was still alive, “Have you forgotten our agreement? Our forty year agreement, Huanhuan, I miss you so much.”

Su Orange’s tears finally could not be suppressed and rolled down, her voice choked several times, unable to say a complete sentence.

Zhou Yuchen held the umbrella with one hand, one hand was wrapped in her arms, “Zhang Huan also don’t want you to feel sorry for her, good boy, don’t cry.”

How can Su Orange not cry, more than ten years of classmate friendship, finally became a cup of yellow earth, this is something she can’t imagine no matter what.

Zhang Huan like a cheerful person, why would it end up like this.

“I’m so sad.” Su Orange said, “Really sad.”

Zhou Yuchen hugged her a little tighter, and the two stayed in the rain like this for more than an hour.

On the way back, Su Orange’s mood is still very bad, Zhou Yuchen doesn’t want her to think too much, hugged her and coaxed her gently, “Zhang Huan didn’t really leave, she’s still in everyone’s heart, in the future, you want to see her, I’ll accompany you to see her.”

The tears in the corner of Su Orange’s eyes flowed down again, the words were said like this, but she really can’t see Zhang Huan anymore.

Yu Lele was the week after Su Orange came back to know the news of Zhang Huan’s death, she was first stunned and then cried, scaring Rui Rui so much that she hid in her room and didn’t dare to come out.

Later, Yu Lele also went to see Zhang Huan, the weather that day was very good, wind and sunshine, Yu Lele sat in front of Zhang Huan’s tombstone and talked to her for a long time.

I told her everything that had happened over the years.

A butterfly flew over and landed on the tombstone, Yu Lele asked, “Huanhuan is that you?”

The butterfly stopped for a moment and then spread its wings and flew away, Yu Lele tilted her head and looked at it, and it seemed that she really saw Zhang Huan, her face was no longer pale, and her speech was no longer breathless, she smiled and ran towards the front, and as she did so, she said, “Le Le Le, hurry up, you’re going to be late for class.”

Yu Lele just looked like that, her eyes gradually became wet, she said, “Zhang Huan, miss you so much.”

Zhao Chuan was half a year later to know the news of Zhang Huan’s death, that day he had just returned from Hainan, intending to go to Shenyang next stop.

Zhou Yuchen and Zhang Yang looked at each other and decided to tell him the truth.

Zhang Yang cut the tip of his nose, “Chuan, don’t look for it.”

“I want to look.” Zhao Chuan insisted, “We must find her.”

“Have you ever thought that she might ……”

“Maybe what?”

“Maybe she’s already gone.”

The words just fell, Zhao Chuan picked up Zhang Yang’s collar and said with an iron face, “If you talk nonsense again, I’m not finished with you.”

“No nonsense, it’s true.” Zhang Yang’s voice was low, “Ah Chuan, Zhang Huan is gone.”

Zhao Chuan’s eyes widened with a look of disbelief.

“It’s true.” Zhang Yang said, “Ah Chen and Su Orange have already gone to see her.”

It is said that men have tears, that day Zhao Chuan cried with emotion, “Impossible, impossible ……”

Zhang Yang patted him on the shoulder, “If you want to go see her tomorrow, we will accompany you.”

Zhao Chuan how to think would not have thought that will be in this way and Zhang Huan reunion, searching for many years, it turns out that she has long been out of the world.

Before seeing her, he still had a hint of fantasy, thinking that maybe everyone was mistaken and Zhang Huan couldn’t leave, but when he saw the smiling woman on the tombstone, the fantasy was shattered.

His Huanhuan was really gone.

Zhao Chuan’s legs went weak and he took two steps backward, he turned around, not daring to look.

Lin Mai cried loudly, “Huanhuan, Huanhuan, how could this happen ……”

Gao Chang also cried uncontrollably, “Huanhuan, we all thought you were still alive and well, why are you no longer here.”

The photo on the tombstone was taken by Zhang Huan before she got sick, her eyes were big, her nose was straight, her skin was white, and there were vast stars in her eyes.

She smiled beautifully, but this beauty will never be seen again.

Zhao Chuan interrupted Lin Mai’s crying, “You guys leave first, I want to say a few words to Huanhuan alone, is that okay?”

Lin Mai stopped crying and tugged on Gao Chang, “Okay, you guys talk.”

Everyone else left, only Zhao Chuan remained, he wiped the dust off the photo with his finger, and set the flowers right, then kneeled down on one knee and took out the ring that he had prepared a long time ago.

“Huanhuan, I’ve come to marry you.” At first, Zhang Huan said that she would only marry Zhao Chuan.

Zhao Chuan said in a deep voice, “From now on you are my daughter-in-law, I am your husband, Huanhuan, you are no longer alone.”

Zhao Chuan put the ring on himself, and put the one belonging to Zhang Huan with the bouquet of flowers, and slowly moved over to the tombstone with his hands holding it.

He kissed the picture on the tombstone.

A very pious kiss.

Lin Mai covered her mouth after seeing this and once again let out an unbearable sound, crying uncontrollably.

Gao Chang’s eyes were also red from crying.

Zhou Yuchen stood a little farther away, his eyes staring straight ahead.

This time Su Orange didn’t come, Sweetie was sick and needed someone to take care of her, she really couldn’t leave, but since she didn’t come, Zhou Yuchen was also more relieved.

After all, after the last time she came, she didn’t sleep well once for almost a month, and in her dreams, she was always calling Zhang Huan’s name.

She would also shed tears involuntarily, which was really heartbreaking.

Zhou Yuchen remembered Su Orange’s instructions again, Zhang Huan likes lilies and asked them to remember to buy a few more bunches.

He turned around to look back, Zhao Chuan had already put the flowers back in order, slowly stood up, his eyes were no longer deathly silent.

He seemed to say something to the tombstone, and when he finished, he turned to leave.

There were leaves falling from his shoulders, he looked back, the corner of his lips pulled down very lightly, and said wordlessly: Huanhuan, don’t worry, I will find you.

The author has something to say:

Zhang Huan’s ending was set long ago, she will be happy in that world.