Chapter 98
After seeing Zhang Huan that day Su Orange has been very much on her mind, and then she went to Zhang Huan’s house once more by herself, there was no one else at home, and Zhao Chuan was not there.
Zhang Huan opened the door in a wheelchair, the moment the door opened, the hat on her head suddenly fell off, she covered her head with her hand, hid her face under her arm, and said in a trembling voice, “Go, go.”
She didn’t want to see anyone with this appearance.
Su orange bends down and picks up the hat and puts it on her head, bends her knees and squats in front of her, pulls down her hand and looks at her gently askance, “It’s me, it’s okay.”
How can it be okay, Zhang Huan is not willing to ah, she just want Su orange to remember that once good self.
Sunny, confident, cheerful and lively, and most importantly, a very healthy self, not the current self that was already terminally ill.
She moved her lips, “Orange, go away.”
“Is it okay if I finish what I want to say before I leave?”
The surroundings were suddenly silent, and after a long time Su Orange saw that she did not object, closed the door behind her and pushed her towards the living room.
Zhang Huan pointed to the balcony, “I want to go there.”
“Good.” Su Orange pushed her onto the balcony.
Today’s sunlight is very good, falling on the body a warmth, Zhang Huan can’t help but close her eyes, delicately feeling the baptism of the sun.
Wind flowed in through the cracks in the window, blowing the bow on the brim of her hat, and she seemed to go back to that day when she enrolled as a freshman.
The weather is also this good, the wind is not too dry, she carried the suitcase into the dream school, surrounded by a lively crowd, she mixed in the crowd tilted her head to see the blue sky and white clouds.
The sun was scorching hot, she slowly closed her eyes, the scent of flowers flowed into her nostrils, she just felt that everything was so beautiful.
She thought that her beauty could last indefinitely, but God played a big joke with her, making her flower period short and short, before she had time to experience what happiness meant, she was already facing loss.
Complaints?
Yes.
Why everyone is fine, only she is sick.
But what can be complained of, the day is still to be that way, the disease is still to every day to aggravate.
The time she broke up with Zhao Chuan was the hardest time for her. The high load of treatment coupled with the collapse of her psychological defense, she once thought she could not survive.
But she pulled through and struggled until today, Zhang Huan didn’t know if it was lucky or unfortunate.
“Isn’t it hard?” Su Orange broke the silence, “Why didn’t you contact us?”
“Don’t want you guys to see me like this, don’t want you guys to follow and feel bad.” Zhang Huan was so weak that he had to stop after saying a sentence, “I just didn’t expect that it was still seen by you guys.”
“If we don’t know, how long do you plan to hide it?”
“Never thought about it, probably until I die.”
“Huanhuan, don’t say such things.” Su Orange’s voice choked, “Promise me something, okay?”
“You say.” Zhang Huan didn’t know what else she could do now, “I don’t see that I can do it.”
“You can.” Su Orange took out some documents from the bag, “These are some of the more powerful hospitals I’ve recently looked up, I told the doctors about your situation and they agreed to treat you.”
Zhang Huan looked at them, they were all foreign hospitals, and smiled bitterly, “I can’t afford it if the cost is too high.”
“You don’t have to worry about the cost, a few of us will cover it,” Su Orange bent down and held Zhang Huan’s hand, “You just have to cooperate with the treatment.”
“Orange, it’s useless,” Zhang Huan said, “I know my own body, don’t waste your efforts.”
Su Orange was rarely obstinate, “As long as there is a glimmer of hope, we should not give up.”
Zhao Chuan came back only after Su Orange left, seeing Zhang Huan asleep, he quietly walked over with a blanket, bent down to cover her body, and was just about to leave when he was suddenly pulled by someone’s hand.
“Zhao Chuan.” Zhang Huan said.
Zhao Chuan stopped, and when he turned around, the look on his face had already returned as before, and he said gently, “What’s wrong?”
Zhang Huan said, “You also have your own work to do, you don’t need to always come over to take care of me.”
“There are Zhang Yang and the others in the company, it’s the same with me or without me.” Zhao Chuan sized her up, “I want to come over to keep you company.”
“There’s really no need,” Zhang Huan closed her eyes and opened them again, “Don’t come tomorrow, okay?”
“Don’t want to see me?” He asked.
“Uh, don’t want to.” Zhang Huan spoke against her will, “So don’t come back tomorrow, and tell Su Orange and the girls, none of them should come, I don’t want to see anyone.”
“Huanhuan, can’t you be kind to yourself.” Zhao Chuan’s voice choked, “Can’t you let us spend our last days together.”
No way.
She only wanted him to remember the good side of her.
“My mom will come tomorrow,” Zhang Huan said, “It’s inconvenient for you to come, so listen to me and don’t come over.”
“Auntie can’t take care of you by herself,” Zhao Chuan offered, “I can help.”
“Do you think I’m about to die, so you pity me.” Zhang Huan didn’t want to say those sad words, but he wouldn’t leave if she didn’t, she could only speak, “Zhao Chuan, I don’t need you to pity me.”
“I didn’t need it before, and I don’t need it even more now.” She shook off Zhao Chuan’s hand and pointed in the direction of the door, “You go, now.”
“Huanhuan,” Zhao Chuan coaxed gently, “Let’s not make a scene, okay.”
He picked up the pastries on the coffee table, “Look I bought you your favorite food-”
Before she could finish her sentence, Zhang Huan raised her hand and waved away the cake in his hand, shouting, “I said, let you go!”
As soon as the words left her mouth, she suffered a tearing pain in her chest, her breathing instantly became unstable, and she opened her mouth to gasp for air.
Zhao Chuan saw the situation a hand to hold her, the other hand to take the phone to dial the emergency call.
That day over the soldiers, good thing in the end Zhang Huan have a scare through.
Zhao Chuan asked the doctor, how is the patient’s condition?
The doctor shook his head, “Advanced lung cancer, it’s already a miracle that she can last this long.”
“How long will she live?”
“This is uncertain, depending on the patient’s own situation, one or two months or ……”
The doctor pursed his lips, “Try to make her life as happy as possible.”
Zhao Chuan didn’t remember how he got out of the hospital, he drove the car all the way up the viaduct and finally stopped at the side of the road.
Looking at the tumbling river, that instant he had a terrible thought, he wanted to jump and be with Zhang Huan forever.
Fortunately, it was just that second, when he came to his senses, he took out his cell phone and made a call, telling Zhang Yang that he could not go to the company during this period of time.
Zhang Yang also understood, “Okay, you go take care of Zhang Huan, don’t worry about the company, Brother Sam and I will take care of it.”
Then he asked, “Is the money enough, if it’s not, just say so, I’ll give it to you.”
“Enough,” Zhao Chuan’s eyes fell on the water, “Why do you think God is so unfair, she’s only in her twenties, she shouldn’t be like this.”
“Chuan,” Zhang Yang didn’t know how to appease him, “What she needs now is companionship, keep her company.”
Zhang Huan woke up and once again made a fuss about going home, Zhao Chuan could only comply with her, the two of them went back home together, Zhang mother had already prepared a meal, when she saw them coming back, she wiped her tears and welcomed them, she pushed Zhang Huan to go inside, “Do you want to rest or do you want to eat?”
“Rest.” Zhang Huan said breathlessly, “Eat after a nap.”
“Okay, rest first.” Zhang mother pushed Zhang Huan into the bedroom and helped her to trip on the bed, after doing all this, her whole body was covered in sweat.
Zhang Huan apologized, “Mom, I’m sorry, I still need you to take care of me.”
“What kind of silly talk is this, you were born to me taking care of you is the right thing to do.” Zhang mother tucked her in, “Aren’t you tired, sleep.”
Zhang Huan slowly closed her eyes, in her dream she went back to her childhood, snuggling in her mother’s arms asking for candy.
Zhao Chuan pushed the door in, saw Zhang mother crying, called out, “Auntie, where did you put the chopsticks?”
“I’ll go look for them.” Zhang mother wiped her tears and walked out.
The door to the room closed, and the sleeping Zhang Huan opened her eyes, tears flowing down the corners of her eyes as she bit her lip and cried silently.
After a long time, her emotions stabilized and she took out her cell phone to write something in a memo.
This was the 501st letter she had written, all to Zhao Chuan, she wasn’t sure if Zhao Chuan would see it in the future, but she still persisted and never stopped.
Everyone is worried that Zhao Chuan is too upset and asks him to come out for a drink together, halfway through the drink, Zhao Chuan says to Zhou Yuchen, “This weekend I want to take Sweetie to meet Huanhuan can I?”
He explains, “Huanhuan is quite fond of children.”
“Will it be too noisy?” Zhou Yuchen asked.
“No.” Zhao Chuan said, “She’s awake less and less every day, I want to fulfill all her wishes while she’s awake.”
Zhang Huan loved children, when they were dating, she even said that she would have two children in the future, a girl and a boy, and the boy would protect the girl.
Zhou Yuchen nodded and agreed, “Good.”
Sweet came the day Zhang Huan rare spirit is good, sweet also gave Zhang Huan dance, asked Zhang Huan, good looking?
Zhang Huan touched her head, “Well, it looks good.”
Sweet smiled and said, “Then I will dance again.”
“Good.” Zhang Huan applauded Sweetie, and Sweetie was so happy that she carried the hem of her coat and bent her knees, “Thank you.”
Zhang Huan saw that Sweetie’s forehead was sweaty, and hooked his hand, “Sweetie come here.”
Sweetie walked over and blinked, “Auntie, what’s wrong?”
Zhang Huan took out a clean tissue and wiped her forehead, “Thirsty? Want something to drink?”
Sweetie said quietly, “Can I drink milk tea instead of water?”
Zhang Huan cut the tip of her nose, “Sure.”
Sweetie clapped her hands and said, “That’s great, I can drink milk tea.”
Zhang Huan worried that it would be bad for her to drink too much and reminded, “You can’t drink too much.”
Sweet nodded, “Okay, I’ll only drink three sips.”
When she finished her three sips, she pouted again, “Auntie, is Sweetie pretty?”
Zhang Huan smiled, “Pretty.”
“Then am I great?”
“Very great.”
“Then do you like me?”
“Very much.”
“Then can I have three more sips?”
Sweet’s ultimate goal was to drink milk tea, Zhang Huan didn’t say anything, she continued to pout, “Can I?”
“Can.” Zhang Huan wiped her fingers, “But you can’t tell mom oh.”
“Okay, I won’t tell mom.” Sweetie said mysteriously, “This is a secret between the two of us.”
Zhang Huan took Sweetie into his arms and hugged her, “Okay, a secret for both of us.”
Sweetie was cheerful, a little lark, kept chatting with Zhang Huan, “I have another secret, do you want to hear it?”
Zhang Huan said, “Yes.”
Sweetie hooked her finger to lower her head a bit and whispered, “I made Rui Rui call me sister the other day.”
“Did he call then?” Zhang Huan asked.
“Called.” Sweet smiled beautifully, “And called several times.”
“Rui Rui is that happy to call you sister?”
“Well, very happy.” Dimples rippled on Sweetie’s face, “I told you, I will protect Rui Rui in the future.”
Zhang Huan looked at Sweetie in front of him and couldn’t help but think, if she wasn’t sick, if she could give birth to a child, would her child be so cute.
There was no way to know the answer.
But today’s mood was wonderful.
Before Sweetie left, she said to Zhang Huan, “Auntie, you have to be brave and defeat the monster.”
Zhang Huan nodded with tears under her eyes, “Okay, Auntie will definitely defeat the monster.”
Sweetness kissed Zhang Huan on the cheek, “Auntie, this is a reward.”
Zhang Huan burst into tears, stroking Sweetie’s head, “Thank you, Sweetie.”
Sweetie smiled brightly and encouraged Zhang Huan like an adult, “Auntie, go for it.”
The author has something to say:
This is all about Zhang Huan for now, maybe later, maybe not.
The next chapter continues the hilarious daily life of Princess Sweetness.