Chapter 38
Ling Jingshu nodded, then whispered, ”This matter can’t be rushed, you must plan before you act
Look at it as an accident, it has nothing to do with you at all
By the time it happens, even if Li suspects you, you won’t be involved”
Just like Ling Xiao’s “accident” back then
Ling Ting understood and nodded his head
The two of them discussed some more details and ways to liaise in the future in low voices, and it was not until after the third night that Ling Ting left
Ling Jingshu exhaled softly, all expressions on her face hidden
A young life would fall in the near future
Although the one who made the move was Ling Ting, the real mastermind was her
In front of Ling Ting’s face, she was calm and composed without showing any emotion
In her heart, however, she had been trembling
But once she thought of the innocent Ling Xiao and Bai Yu who were killed in her previous life, and of the ruthless Li, the hint of hesitation and uncertainty in Ling Jingshu’s heart was immediately suppressed
When Li had taken action against the eight-year-old Ling Xiao, she had never hesitated or been soft-hearted
When she later poisoned the sixteen-year-old Ling Xiao, had she ever hesitated?
Bai Yu married into the Li family suffered a lot of torture and humiliation and died, also must be from Li’s authorization
A tooth for a tooth, blood for blood!
The kind and weak Ling Jingshu has long been dead, reborn, she wants to revenge, must be ruthless
First lay down chess pieces against Li’s mother and son, in the future she will kill Lu’s family, as well as against Princess Changping
Even if her hands are stained with blood, and she will have to go to hell after deathMiss, why does your face look so ugly?”
Bai Yu’s voice interrupted Ling Jingshu’s thoughts
Under the soft candlelight, Ling Jingshu’s complexion was sullen, her pretty face had little blood color, it was alarming to look at
Ling Jingshu came back to her senses and tugged at the corner of her lips, “It’s nothing
I just thought of something, and my heart is not very comfortable”
After a pause, she lowered her voice and murmured, “Bai Yu, I’m a little scared”
Bai Yu was stunned and busily came over to ask, “What is Miss afraid of?”
She was secretly afraid for her change!
She was afraid that she would turn unscrupulous for revenge, become a completely different person, and become repulsive
All the words welled up to her mouth and almost rushed out
At the sight of Bai Yu’s concerned face, but automatically swallowed back
These darkness, by her alone to carry the burden on the line
Why would she let Bai Yu know that she was also confused and apprehensive?I haven’t traveled far since I grew up”
Ling Jingshu quickly found a grand excuse: “Thinking that I’ll have to leave early tomorrow morning, I’m always a bit apprehensive in my heart”
Bai Yu was so smart and perceptive that she had heard Ling Jingshu’s perfunctory and insincere words
However, since Ling Jingshu didn’t want to talk about it, she wouldn’t get to the bottom of it, and followed Ling Jingshu’s words, “Yes, once I think of going to such a faraway place, the slave girl’s heart isn’t steady either!
The good thing is that with the Grand Master’s family to the pier to take the official boat, the road is taken care of, but also do not have to worry too much”
After a pause and laughed: “It’s late at night, Miss or early rest!
You have to get up early tomorrow!”
Ling Jingshu gave a hmm
After dressing and lying down, Bai Yu carefully blew out only one candlestick, and placed the other in the corner
That little bit of light drove away the darkness in the room, but could not drive away the obscurity in Ling Jingshu’s heart
She closed her eyes for a long time before she had a hazy sleep
In her sleep, she dreamed of the night she was dying againHere are the three zhang of white silk rewarded by the palace”
Ling’s eyes flashed with malicious pleasure as she leaned down and looked at her kneeling on the ground, “You are also considered blessed
This is a secret decree from the Empress Dowager herself, personally rewarding the white silk”
Lu An stood right beside Ling, a hint of lingering reluctance in his gaze
However, since this was a secret decree from Empress Dowager Xu herself to take Ling Jingshu’s life, he was too colorful and daring to leave Ling Jingshu behind anymore
Her face was pale, her heart full of resentment, her eyes full of hatred and unwillingness: ”What have I done wrong?
Why are you treating me like this?”You are wrong because you are Ah Hong’s original and proper wife”
Ling laughed coldly, “Thinking about how honorable Princess Changping is, for her to recruit Ah Hong as an extra horse harnessed by the side of a team is a blessing that Ah Hong has cultivated over several lifetimes
A hallowed princess naturally can’t fall into the reputation of snatching someone’s husband’s son-in-law, only when you ‘die a violent death’ can Ah Hong be the extra horse harnessed by the side of a team”Ling Jingshu, just recognize your fate!”
No, she did not recognize this fate
A few grannies held her down and she struggled hard
Ling didn’t wait long, so she just picked up the white silk and wrapped it around her neck, strangling her with raw force
Ling Jingshu woke up from her nightmare, struggling to calm her disorganized heartbeat and breathing, turning her body inward and forcing herself to continue sleeping
In a daze, she fell into another dreamAh xiao, Ah xiao wake up”
At only eight years old, she sat on the edge of the bed, attached herself to look at her younger brother Ling Xiao who was unconscious with no face, tears rolling down like pearls on a broken string
But no matter how much she shouted, the young Ling Xiao remained motionless on the bed
The scene quickly changed, Ling Xiao’s head and eyes wrapped in thick layers of white gauze
The doctor carefully removes the layers of gauze, Ling Xiao’s beautiful eyes are shrouded in a layer of indelible fog, bewildered and bewildered, “Ah Shu, I can’t see anymore
What am I going to do in the future?”
Ling Xiao’s unhappy voice kept echoingAh Shu, I will never be able to study again”Ah Shu, my cousins call me blind behind my back”Ah Shu, I can’t do anything, I’m like an invalid ” No, Ah Xiao, you are not an invalid
In my heart, you are the best and finest teenager under the sky
I didn’t even have time to see you one last time before I parted ways with you forever
It’s all Li’s fault that you Miss, Miss”
A familiar hand wiped away the tear tracks on her face, her voice filled with heartache and concern
Ling Jingshu opened her eyes and Bai Yu’s familiar face came into view, “Miss, are you having nightmares again
There are tears all over your face, and the slave girl even heard you murmur a few words”
Ling Jingshu subconsciously asked, “What did I murmur”
Bai Yu hesitated slightly, but still told the truth: “The slave girl only heard you keep calling Young Master Xiao’s name, and said that you wanted to avenge him”
Ling Jingshu’s heart trembled and she immediately said, “I had a nightmare and dreamt that someone had harmed A Xiao”
This explanation made complete sense
Bai Yu let out a faintly unseen sigh of relief and smiled as she said soothingly, “It’s just a dream, it can’t be taken as real
It’s almost dawn, why don’t you get up earlier, miss
Later on, you have to pay your respects to the master and mistress and old lady with young master Xiao!”
Ling Jingshu composed herself and answered
After she got up and dressed, Ling Xiao also came with a happy face, and as soon as she entered, she couldn’t wait to shout, “Ah Shu, have you eaten breakfast yet?
Eat quickly and let’s go say goodbye to grandmother”
She also laughed happily, “Since I grew up, I’ve never traveled on an official ship!
I also don’t know if I will get seasick”
The smile on her face was brighter and more brilliant than the sunlight, driving away all the darkness in Ling Jingshu’s heart
Ling Jingshu smiled along with her, “Eldest Auntie must have prepared seasickness medicine there, so I’ll take it later before getting on the boat”
Ling Xiao nodded his head excitedly in response, and sighed without regret: “It’s a pity that I can’t see, I can’t appreciate the scenery along the way”
Ling Jingshu’s heart aches vaguely, and she smiles under her breath to comfort, “I’ll tell you one by one
When your eyes are cured later, you can see whatever you want”
Will there really be a day when he will see the light of day again?
Ling Xiao starts to get excited just thinking about this
The anticipation for the trip to the capital was almost written on his face
Ling Jingshu gazed at Ling Xiao, and the last trace of gloom in her heart was swept away
I only wish that Imperial Doctor Wei’s medical skills were really that brilliant and could cure A Xiao’s eyes
As long as A Xiao could return to his normal self, she would be willing to do anything
All the darkness and sins, let her carry them!