Chapter 89
What could be more embarrassing than the indifference of a beloved?
What could be more heartbreaking than being forgotten?
The memories that she had carefully treasured with all her heart were not worth anything to King Yan
He simply could not remember who she was
Ling Jingyan covered her face with her hands as tears continued to pour out of her fingers
Ling Jingshu, however, did not comfort her with kind words this time, her voice calm and collected, “Actually, it’s no big deal”
Ling Jingyan’s whole body trembled, and not caring to cry anymore, she indignantly accused, “It’s too much for you to say that
It’s no big deal to you, but to me, it’s a matter of heavenly importance!”
Ling Jingshu gazed at Ling Jingyan, her gaze was actually a bit cold: “Even if he remembers you, what can he do?”
Ling Jingyan: “”Ling Jingyan was choked speechlessEven if he remembers you, he has some good feelings for you
Could it be that he will marry you as Yan Wangfei?”
Ling Jingshu’s clear and incomparable pretty face had little expression, and her voice was more than a little cold: “He is Empress Xu’s first son, and his status is even more honorable than King An’s King Kang
In terms of holy favor, it even exceeds the Prince who is recuperating in the Eastern Palace
The only one who can compete with him is the royal grandson”Empress Xu’s selection of a proper consort for Yan Wang will certainly be extra elaborate
With Eldest Uncle’s status as a mere fourth rank official, it is simply impossible for you to be the Yan King’s consort”This is actually something you know very well in your heart
Even if King Yan were to look at you differently, he would at most marry you as a side consort
Are you willing to be a concubine?”
Ling Jingyan bit her lips hard, a deep mark on her dry lips
Of course she was not willing!Let’s set aside all of this for now
Even if you are willing to commit yourself
Eldest Uncle and Eldest Aunt are also adamantly unwilling to do so”
Ling Jingshu’s tone was very certain
Ling Jingyan was stunned for a moment before she mumbled a few words, “Why do you say that?”
Ling Jingshu tugged at the corner of her lips and asked without answering, “Cousin Yan
What is the reason that Eldest Uncle is specifically seeking to marry Cousin Sister-in-law for Cousin Brother?”
Ling Jingshu thought for a moment and replied without much certainty, “Although cousin sister-in-law is a concubine, she was raised in the presence of her first mother, she is talented and well-born, so of course she is a good match for big brother”
Ling Jingshu smiled a little, “You are right, cousin sister-in-law was born beautiful
With an intelligent mind, she and cousin brother are a match made in heaven
However, eldest uncle was intent on courting this marriage back then
It could be more than just because of these”Cousin’s wife comes from the Jiang family, although not from the direct line of the Duke of England, it is the closest of the side branches to the Duke of England
The late Empress Jiang, cousin’s wife had to call her aunt grandmother
Now, although Empress Jiang is no longer
His Highness the Crown Prince of the Eastern Palace and his maternal uncle’s family’s dealings have never been broken”Eldest uncle is trying to take advantage of this marriage
To get involved with the Eastern Palace
How could he allow you to marry King Yan”
Ling Jingyan looked as if she had been hit hard in the chest by a punch, her face abruptly turning white
Ling Jingshu was so calm that she was almost cold, and again stated the fact that caused Ling Jingyan the most heartache, “What’s more, King Yan has no special favor for you
Everything is your unrequited love and wishful thinking
Even if you were willing to be a concubine and eldest uncle backed down, King Yan would not marry you”
Ling Jingyan: “”Hit the nail on the head!
Every single sentence poked at her most vulnerable and sad spot
The tears that had already stopped, instantly gushed out again
Ling Jingyan cried in a loud and clear voice
She cried until her whole body lost its strength, and then lay down on Ling Jingshu’s shoulder and continued to sob
Ling Jingshu saw Ling Jingyan crying in such a sad and desperate manner
It was not that her heart did not ache
However, the short term is better than the short term
Instead of falling deeper and deeper into the future, it would be better to cut off Ling Jingyan as soon as possible
It would be better to cut off Ling Jingyan’s obsession as soon as possible
No matter how thick the door panel is, it can’t stop the sound of Ling Jingyan’s crying
Not to mention, Ling Jingyan had been crying off and on for a long time
As Bai Yu listened in, she couldn’t help but feel secretly worried
She didn’t feel sorry for Ling Jingyan, but was thinking of Ling Jingshu in her heart
Ling Jingyan was crying so miserably, in the eyes of outsiders, she was being bullied by Ling Jingshu If the First Mistress and the Grand Master found out, they would be angry with Ling Jingshu
Bai Yu pondered for a moment, then quietly moved to the side of the maid, Bitao, and whispered, ”Bitao, eighth miss has been crying for almost half an hour
I don’t know what kind of commotion is going on inside, why don’t the two of us go knock on the door and ask”
There were a total of six serving maids by Ling Jingyan’s side, and the eighteen year old Bitao was a first class first maid
When Bitao heard such a suggestion, she shook her head repeatedly and whispered, “We must not go knock on the door
Our young lady is usually the most facetious, and now she’s crying so hard for some unknown reason
It would be best for us to pretend we don’t know
If we knock on the door and talk too much, Miss will surely be enraged
At that time, none of us will have a good time”
Bai Yu frowned slightly, “Could it be that we just listen and wait?”
Beatrice nodded her head vigorously with a sincere expression
The remaining few maids coincidentally nodded together
Bai Yu: “”Bai Yu silently swallowed back the words that had reached her mouth
After waiting for a while longer, the crying in the door finally gradually stopped
Ling Jingyan had been crying for half a day, and her voice had long been muffled
At this time, she finally stopped crying, and just sat there dumbfounded, not moving
Her eyes were red and swollen, and her gaze was blank and unfocused
Ling Jingshu’s shoulder was wet, mixed with tears and snot, this was not the time to be concerned about thisCousin Yan, you’ve been crying for so long, your mood should always be better now!”
Crying was the best way to vent out the bitterness in one’s heart
After crying for so half a day, even if there was more pain, it was time to vent it out
Ling Jingyan hmmm’d in a disconcertingly feeble manner
Ling Jingshu shot a glance at Ling Jingyan and suggested sincerely, “It’s getting late
Big Auntie will soon have someone come to call us for dinner
Feel free to find an excuse, just say that you have a headache or a bellyache or something, and don’t go to Great Auntie’s side”
With her eyes swollen like a peach and this breathless and depressed look, anyone with eyes could tell that something was wrong
Ling Jingyan gave another hmmm
Ling Jingshu stood up, ”You rest well, I’ll go back and change my clothes
I will come back to accompany you in the morning”
Ling Jingyan nodded silently
Ling Jingshu turned to leave, and when her hand just touched the door latch, a sentence suddenly appeared behind her, “Ah Shu, actually you are right
Everything was all wishful thinking on my part
King Yan doesn’t remember who I am, and he doesn’t have the slightest affection for me
I should forget about him as soon as possible”
Hearing Ling Jingyan say this, Ling Jingshu breathed a sigh of relief and was quite pleased in her heart, “It’s right that you can think this way” “However, I’ve liked him for so long that I probably won’t be able to forget him for a while
The name card he sent you, you can give it to me!
When I think of him, I’ll take it out and read it”
Ling Jingshu: “”