Chapter 2
There was also this in his last life, as soon as Lu Deping said that he would go home with him, the youths looked at me and I looked at you in a secretive exchange
At the time, Lin Minjun was young and a girl from the countryside, she didn’t understand why they were like this
Later on, an old friend mentioned it to her, and the old friend said with a grimace, “You and Lu Deping aren’t married yet, you’re a big girl, why should you live in his house before you’re married, and at that time, we all thought that Deping was bullying you, a little girl who doesn’t know what it’s like to live in his mother-in-law’s house Unmarried living in your mother-in-law’s house, you will be looked down upon in the future”
This was not wrong, Lin Minjun thought about how later, she did set one foot into that quadrangle and was never able to break free
It was good that the situation was different this time, she understood
She took a step back to avoid Lu Deping’s hand, and said dryly, “I’m not going, you go back yourself”
Lu Deping’s expression stiffened and he said sharply, “Don’t be ridiculous, it’s not just a mix-up, do you really want to break up with me?”
Lin Minjun thought back for a moment before vaguely remembering that at this time in her last life, on the train back to the city, she did have a fight with Lu Deping, why she had a fight she could no longer remember, but it was a good excuse
“Yes, I thought about the fact that we are not suitable, let’s forget about the marriage, you go back on your own, and I will find another place to live” Lin Minjun took another step back
Lu Deping was hurt by her evasive appearance, “What kind of place can you find, you don’t have a letter of introduction, you can’t live in a guest house, do you want to sleep on the street? Would you rather sleep on the street and break up with me?”
Yes, Lin Minjun is not a youth, nor is she a native of the capital, she can’t go back to the city, so she doesn’t have a letter of introduction
Without a letter of introduction, she couldn’t live in a guest house A big girl like a flower, should she sleep on the street?
Thinking about it, the youths understood Lin Minjun’s helplessness, she had no way back except to go to Lu Deping’s house and get married
Everyone began to persuade, “Little Ajun, don’t lose your temper, it’s not safe to sleep on the street these days, there are a lot of blind people at night, and you’re so pretty, don’t be silly”
“That’s right, if you don’t go to De Ping’s house, where else can you go”
Where else can you go?
Lin Minjun pondered in her heart, where could she go
In other people’s eyes, she was still just a little village girl who was new to the capital and unfamiliar with everywhere, but Lin Minjun had lived here for more than twenty years in her previous life and was familiar with it
If she remembers correctly, there are many small guest houses hidden in the hutongs near the train station, so if she pays a little more money and explains her difficulties, she can stay there without a letter of introduction, and settle down before thinking about her future
But just when Lin Minjun was silent, there was a female youth beside her who stood out, “Go back with me, it’s us who helped you cover up the train, this unfamiliar place, we can’t leave you behind, little Ajun, if you don’t mind, go home with me first, squeeze in with me?”
Following the voice, Lin Minjun realized that the one speaking was Zhao Ning
Zhao Ning was also a youth who came back from Qujing together, she only remembered that this was a very cultured and arrogant girl, Lin Minjun was self-conscious about her lack of culture, and the two of them were not familiar with each other
She didn’t expect Zhao Ning to come forward to help her
“Good” She gave a grateful smile and nodded
Zhao Ning then squeezed away the people around her and pulled on Lin Minjun’s hand, which was ready to get off the bus
Lin Minjun took two steps forward before her other hand was tugged on again
“Minjun, go back with me, didn’t we agree to get married when we return to the capital?”
She looked back, Lu Deping’s tone was almost pleading, and his eyes were tinged with panic, as if he knew that if he left, he wouldn’t be able to turn back
Lu Deping how arrogant people ah, he in this group of youth is not old, but the most intelligent people, the best looks, and later is really the best one
At this time, both eyes stared at her, gritted his teeth, pleaded and said, “If you are worried about being angry in my home, then we get off the train to go to the registration of marriage, the name is right”
Hearing this, for a moment Lin Minjun actually wanted to laugh a little
She laughed at Lu Deping’s naivety, and laughed at the fact that Lu Deping always felt that he could endure
With hindsight, Lin Minjun realized that she had actually laughed out loud
In the end, having been a couple for her entire life, she thought about it and said to Zhao Ning, “I’ll talk to him alone, can you wait for me for a while?”
Zhao Ning pursed her lips and let go, “Go and come back quickly”
The two of them walked together to the place where the train hitched, Lin Minjun opened the door and said, “Don’t pester me anymore, we’re not suitable, break up, I won’t go with you”
“No way, I don’t agree!” Both of Lu Deping’s eyes were rounded, his fists were tightly clenched, the veins were crumbling outward as if he was about to swing his fists at any time
This reaction of his reminds Lin Minjun of before she was reborn, when she filed for divorce, Lu Deping also reacted in this way, and slammed the steering wheel fiercely, after which they had a car accident
And now Lu Deping shouldn’t be so angry, he himself mentioned breaking up, he would at most feel puzzled and angry, his arrogance does not allow him to lose face for a woman
It was all a car accident in a car, he can go back to the past, Lu Deping can also
A guess popped up in Lin Minjun’s heart, she stared at Lu Deping, re-surveying him up and down, the more she looked, the more deliberate she felt
She hesitantly asked, “De Ping, are you also ”
Before he could finish speaking Lu Deping opened his mouth to interrupt, avoiding Lin Minjun’s eyes and saying forcefully, “No, I don’t know anything”
“I haven’t even said what’s going on, and you’re saying you don’t know” Lin Minjun opened the door and said, “You’ve come back too, right, we had a car accident and went back to 1981 together”
Lu Deping opened his mouth and fell silent
Since they both know that they are reborn with each other, some words can be said, Lin Minjun glanced at the weaving crowd outside the train and calmly said, “Let’s get a divorce, no, there is no need to get a divorce now, let’s break up and get together”
“Why should we divorce? We have such a good relationship, I have never done anything wrong to you” Lu Deping said and got excited, “Our last life was not quite good, what do you want, this life over again, I will let you live a better life”
“Car, house, money, do you think I care about these? With these, is it a good life?” Lin Minjun instead calmed down, “Then let me tell you, I’m not doing well at all, the Chinese medicine is too bitter, every time I drink it, I dry-heave and regurgitate, and it’s been twenty years since I drank it, and in the end, I vomit when I smell the Chinese medicine There are also what your mom sent over the charm ash water, all kinds of partial prescriptions, drink the whole person will be off, these are not to mention, do you know how much it hurts to do the test tube, such a long steel needle”
She reached out and gestured, and said lightly, “This kind of needle has to be injected into the stomach to retrieve the eggs inside, and I would bleed for many days after each injection Do you still feel good about getting by after hearing all that?”
“All this, why haven’t you said anything before?” Lu Deping opened his mouth, his face ashen
Lin Minjun then smiled
In the past, she didn’t have the courage to say it, after all, she was the one who couldn’t have a child, and in the eyes of outsiders, this was what she should do ah
She could not have children, her husband and mother-in-law did not dislike, but also tolerated and encouraged, she could not open her mouth to complain about how hard it was to seek children
But if she lived her life again, Lin Minjun would be able to speak up
“Is it useful to talk about it?” She asked rhetorically
After a long time of silence, Lu Deping suddenly came up and grabbed Lin Minjun’s wrist, as if he had made up his mind, “Minjun, let’s not have any more children and live a good life, okay?”
“No” Lin Minjun refused almost immediately, and said solicitously, “I won’t get married again”
“Not getting married?” Lu Deping said in surprise
He stared at Lin Minjun with both eyes together, as if she had made some decision against her ancestors
“I’m tired” Lin Minjun heard Zhao Ning call out to her from outside the carriage, brushed away Lu Deping’s hand, and said faintly
Immediately afterward, she turned around and exited the carriage
Perhaps in Lu Deping’s opinion, she had lived a good life in her last life, but Lin Minjun was going to live a brand new, better life!
Watching Lin Minjun walk away step by step, Lu Deping, who stayed in place, was filled with bewilderment
He didn’t understand how properly, the love of his life flipped out and was dead set on separating
He began to suspect that in a previous life, someone had told Lin Minjun his secret
But who would know his secret?
Who would know that the person who really couldn’t have children, was him?