Chapter 297

After Secretary Zhao finished speaking, he left, leaving the two to discuss further, but he also reminded them to go down quickly, so that the staff would be waiting for them.

After he left, both Su Chunjun and Zhu Er Miss didn’t say anything.

Zhu Yuyan wanted Mr. Su to speak first. But after a long pause, did not see him squeak know that Mr. Su this is self-blame.

The Zhu family had one person who counted, and all of them especially favored her. Although Mr. Su was the later one, he was even more so.

Being pampered as a child was certainly pleasant, and she was willing to do it.

So sometimes she felt guilty when she did what she wanted to do, especially when she went against their wishes.

She felt guilty earlier when she told Ms. Zhu that she wanted to stay.

Now she felt guilty for agreeing to go ahead and deal with the Japanese in front of Secretary Cho.

Because she knew very well how much Ms. Su wanted to protect her.

It’s not that she doesn’t know what’s good for her, it’s just that she doesn’t want to go to the “happy life” that Ms. Zhu and Ms. Su envisioned for her.

Ms. Zhu wanted her to be a rich wife, Mr. Su also wanted her to be a rich wife, and coincidentally, Mr. Su had the ability to pay for her to be a rich wife.

When she was a rich wife, the heavy study was just a game on top of the icing on the cake, it was used to let her pass the time, so that she wouldn’t become a wine bag, wasting her life in the day-to-day richness.

No matter how many storms there were in the outside world, Teacher Su could carry them off with one shoulder, keeping her from being wronged in any way.

She is not that she does not believe in Mr. Su’s love for her, nor does she think that this is not a good life, but the thought of being tied to another person for the rest of her life makes her uncontrollably fearful.

If she hadn’t met Mr. Su, she would never have gotten married. She didn’t believe in marriage at all.

She thought marriage was a cage.

Once you sign the papers, it’s for life.

It’s too long.

A long time brings too many variables. And marriage itself was not so strong that it could guarantee a person a lifetime of constancy.

Even when faced with Ms. Su, her distrust of the institution of marriage itself prevented her from submitting to it.

She couldn’t be a good wife and mother.

Therefore, she had decided long ago. Even if she got married, she would not live as if she were Mr. Su’s wife.

She would still be herself. How she lived before she got married, she would still stick to the same life after she got married, if she didn’t know how to choose after encountering things, then ask herself what she would have done if she hadn’t gotten married, and there would be an answer.

Zhu Er Miss shook Mr. Su’s hand once, drew his gaze over and asked delicately, “Just now I talked more, are you angry?”

In the territory of outsiders, she could only speak so half-heartedly.

Su Chunjun smiled bitterly, gently wrapped his arms around her and sighed, “How could I be angry with you?”

He had envisioned what kind of life he would let Yan Yan lead after he got married.

He would not let her suffer.

The family would definitely hire a maid so that she wouldn’t have to do housework.

She was still young, having a child would be too hard, he would try to restrain himself and wait for a few years when she was more mature and the environment was a little better before he was ready to have a child, and of course, he would definitely hire a nanny to take care of the child, and a milkmaid as well, otherwise Yan Yan would have to work too hard.

Whatever Yan Yan wanted to do, he would support her.

He had once considered what he would think if Yan Yan became the kind of woman he once disliked the most, such as being greedy for wealth and riches, liking to compare and enjoy.

He imagined it and realized that even that kind of Yan Yan would be more likeable than any other woman in the world.

If Yan Yan had taken his hand when he came home and said that this diamond was very pretty, would it be good to set it into a ring, he would have held her hand and come together to appreciate how beautiful that diamond was on her finger.

He could afford it.

He thought proudly.

It didn’t matter if Yan Yan liked a rich life, it didn’t matter if she liked a big house, it didn’t matter if she liked to have many servants to serve her, it didn’t matter if she liked any of these, he could definitely afford it.

But after Yan Yan entered the university, he knew he was wrong. Yan Yan would not turn into the kind of woman he hated the most.

But she would turn into the kind of woman that worried him the most.

He wanted to keep her in a flower pot, or in a greenhouse, where the wind couldn’t blow and the rain couldn’t pour.

But of course there was danger in that. When the owner died, or forgot about her, and no one watered her, the flower in that pot would wither.

Instead, Yanyan decided to fly out on the wind by herself, choosing for herself the land where she would drop her roots and grow and blossom there.

She wanted to be a free person, a person who could survive on her own, a person who chose her own destiny.

He was both worried about such a Yanyan, but there was nothing he could do about it.

He couldn’t bear to shut her back inside again.

He wanted to make her happy and was surprised at her growth.

He wanted to protect her, not stifle her.

Sometimes she would rush too fast and he would be scared at the side, but he would only regret that he was too weak to protect her.

Su Chunjun wrapped his arms around her and said, “Don’t go and contact the Japanese on your own, let’s go back and discuss before making a decision.”

Zhu Er Miss nodded obediently, “Okay.”

Su Chunjun: “Together, we must be foolproof.”