Chapter 94
The sun went down a little bit, and the light in the room also dimmed a little bit.
I don’t know if it’s because of the fence outside the window, Qing Li’s bedroom is even more dim and even cramped than before.
Yue Zhi sat on the ground, eyes empty looking at the green pear lying on the ground, who did not speak, after a long time.
He reached out and put Qingli into his arms, touched her face, put her jaw back in place, gently wiped away the tears and saliva on her face, kissed her forehead, carried her close to the washroom, freshened up and bathed and changed into a comfortable pajamas.
Putting Qingli on the bed, he tightly hooped her from behind, his lips almost pressed on the back of her snow-white slender neck, “A Li, have I ever talked to you about my mom.”
Qing Li slowly opened her eyes, not saying a word.
Yue Zhi didn’t know whether she was listening or not, and spoke to herself.
“My mom’s name is Yue Si Nan, because my grandmother’s name has the word Nan in it, her name was my grandfather’s confession to my grandmother, she received a western style education, she was a cheerful and outgoing person, and she was so good that she got into the Philosophy Department of the National University, and because of this, that’s why she fell in love with a dozen or so years older than her, and at that time, she was already an Associate Professor of Philosophy, Li Chaoke. Li Chaoke.”
Yue Sinan was head over heels in love with Li Chaoke, but she didn’t know what he was really like, and even the repeated objections of her father, Yue Yunlin, who was a colleague of Li Chaoke, didn’t dissuade her from her passion.
At that time she was only eighteen years old, Li Chaoke already thirty-three, and everyone knows according to the Li family generations from the habit of politics, he sooner or later is going to resign from the school into the political torrent, but Yue Sinan does not care.
“Li Chaoke is a non-marriageist, you and I both know that he has no way to establish a normal marriage relationship because of those sinful and underhanded proclivities, but externally, he has always claimed that he wants to give his all for the political party, my mother may have had a loss of heart, but her feelings still prevailed.”
“She didn’t know that Li Chaoke’s preference had always been for young girls who were eighteen and a little bit younger, that is, the most beautiful age when they first met, and after that, she had lost the charismatic points that could attract Li Chaoke, perhaps because her feelings weren’t reciprocated, or perhaps because of the coldness of being left out of the relationship, and finally, when she gave birth to me at the age of nineteen, she had a nearly completely collapsed.”
Yue Sinan had turned from a cheerful, outgoing, sunny and lively girl into an inseparable man, a bottomless wannabe.
Ever since Yue Qi had memories, she had countless boyfriends outside, even the bodyguards in Li Chaoke’s manor she didn’t spare, as long as her eyes lingered on her pretty face and body for a few seconds, she would start seducing the other party as if she had received a signal, and finally rolled into bed.
“I was afraid of the dark when I was a kid, but she was always away, she could always leave me behind easily for those boyfriends or good friends, I was too scared to sleep and cried all night long, so Li Chaoke would have someone tape my mouth shut.” Yue Qi said softly, his body couldn’t help but curl up a bit, and Qing Li pressed even tighter.
Li Chaoke didn’t care about this at all because he wanted to enlist Yue Yunlin and get the support of the other party as well as those students of the other party who had entered the political arena, as long as secretly everyone knew that Yue Sinan was with him and even gave him a son, it would be fine, as for whose bed Yue Sinan actually slept in, he didn’t even bother to ask about it.
On the surface, Yue Sinan and Li Chaoke lived together and raised Yue Zhi together, but in reality, she didn’t have a few days where she could stay at home peacefully at all, she had too many places she could go.
“In a good mood she’d go to her boyfriend, in a bad mood she’d go, sometimes she’d go back to her grandparents’ house, I’d hug her legs and cry every time, begging her to take me with her, but she’d never be willing to do so, picking at my hand with her bright red fingernails and leaving me behind.” Yue Zhi’s memory was always Yue Sinan’s back, and now even that back was blurry.
“How old?”
Yue Zhi thought he was hallucinating, “What?”
Qing Li closed her eyes and repeated again, “How old were you then?”
“It’s been like this since I was three or four years old when I had memories, I don’t even remember anything earlier, when I was more than three years old, I often fell asleep in my own room when I was tired of crying and woke up with my own feces and urine, and then Li Chaoke found me a nanny, and Uncle Chen Sai adopted Xiji, so there were people to take care of me and play with me, and things only got better slowly. ”
Qing Li stopped talking again.
“My birthday when I was eight years old, she happened to be at home, said she wanted to take me out, that day in Singapore because of the barometric pressure, it was a storm, I was not afraid at all, I felt with my mom, even if it was the end of the world, there is nothing to be afraid of, but she received a call from one of her boyfriends in the middle.”
Yue Zhi still remembers to this day, Yue Sinan’s expression was just like committing an illness, her eyes were straight and hung with an abnormal smile, “He’s looking for me, I have to go, Xiao Zhi, get off and go back by yourself.”
He hugged Yue Sinan’s arm and begged her, “Mom, I’m not leaving, I want to be with you, don’t leave me behind! I don’t know where to go back, I don’t know the way, the rain is too heavy I’m scared, mom, please.”
But Yue Sinan used her hands and feet to push and shove him out of the car, and then took off.
Yue Zhi had never actually been out a few times, he didn’t know the way, he was drenched to the skin, he walked along the street while crying, and didn’t know where to go, it was the 1990’s, Singapore hadn’t yet built up the developed drainage and rainwater collection system that we have today, his foot got stuck in a manhole cover.
It was a low-lying street, because of the typhoon, the rain got heavier and heavier, in the low-lying areas gathered a lot of muddy puddles, Yue Zhi could not stand up, watched the water a little bit submerged to his neck.
“I forgot how I cried, I just felt like I was going to drown, and thought if my mom knew, would she regret leaving me behind.” Yue Zhi rubbed his eyes on Qing Li’s hair, “In the end, or an uncle who opened a store there went back to see the situation just happened to see me, a handful of me out of the water, otherwise I would have died.”
But he didn’t hate Yue Sinan, he already knew at that time that Li Chaoke was not a good thing, he also knew that Yue Sinan was repressed and painful, the probability is that there is a psychological disease, he hated those who took his mother as everything, came when called for men, he even hated his grandparents.
“If there hadn’t been those men, if there hadn’t been grandparents, my mom would have been like me, she wouldn’t have been able to go anywhere, she would have had to be with me, forever.” Yue Zhi said.
“I’m sorry, I’m sick too, I hurt you, but I’m not sorry, Li, I want you to not have any place to go back to, except by my side.”
He did not say it, because he did not want to admit it before, in Indonesia, Qing Li broke into that room, obviously did not know who he was, and did not expect to get any benefits from him, purely unrequitedly did not want to watch an innocent person die in vain, while pulling him to escape out of that room, his heart has been very touching.
“I don’t want to stay by your side anymore, I used to feel like I had nothing and it didn’t matter, now I still have my father, I have Uncle Cronin, I have Kanojin, and most importantly, I still have myself, and I have the true freedom that I want, not the one you’re trying to give me, so I must leave.” Qing Li said.
Yue Zhi softly laughed, “I knew it, but it won’t work Ao Li, do you think that if you send Gano Zhen to Qing Sudi’s hands, I won’t be able to do anything about it?”
Qing Li’s body trembled, and stiffened in the flesh.
“I indeed did not expect it, I thought that it was not easy for you to leave, you hate Qing Sudi so much, you hate Vito so much, it is not possible to turn to him for help, but I was underestimating your determination in order to leave me, I knew that when you were willing to even entrust Ganojin to him in order to leave, I really hated to chase after him to Indonesia to exterminate the Qing family.”
He held the bit of soft tender flesh on the side of Qing Li’s slender waist, “The back road wasn’t cut off, and now there’s one more …… all because you forced me to A Li.”
Qing Li instantly got up, glaring at Yue Zhi, “What do you want?”
Yue Zhi also sat up, “Tomorrow my people will pick up Gano Zhen, do you know how many people want me to die during this period of time, all my cars will go out every day, just to confuse the other side, maybe that car will be attacked someday, do you think …… I’ll put Gano Zhen in which car is good? ”
“Yue Zhi!” Qing Li gritted his teeth and jumped up and grabbed Yue Zhi’s collar, his eyes reddened as he looked at him, “Last time you have already utilized him to hurt him to make me come back once, what else do you want to do now, if there is something wrong with Gano Zhen, I’ll die with you, no one will live!”
“Good.” Yue Zhi smiled and wiped the corners of his eyes, “Quite good, let’s die together, so that I don’t have to be scared all day long, afraid that when I open my eyes one day, you’re gone again.”
He wrapped Qingli in his arms and kissed her lips fiercely, even if the other party how to struggle he did not let go, the corner of his lips were bitten through and his mouth was full of the smell of blood was not satisfied.
“I wanted to die with my mother at that time, it’s great that I didn’t die, if I can die with Ah Li, it’s not in vain that I’ve lived these twenty years more.” Yue Zhi laughed.
“Don’t hurt Kanojin, you let him go to school, let him live a normal life, I promise you everything.” Qing Li gave up struggling.
Yue Zhi’s eyes lit up, “Really? Then let’s get married, okay, I originally said I would get married on my thirty-fifth birthday, but it turned out that you weren’t there, so let’s just set the date on your birthday, October 10th, ten perfect, pretty good, there’s still a month left, it’s not a rush, and there’s time to prepare for everything.”
Qingli looked at his glowing eyes, bit her lip and nodded, “Listen to you.” It’s okay, it’s time for everything to come to an end.
Yue Zhi began to incomparably jumpy preparations for his and Qing Li’s wedding, first put the news out, and then began to determine the venue, this part of New Horse countless luxury star hotels have thrown the intention to cooperate, wanting to undertake his wedding, but all the details of the Qing Li have no requirements, the only venue to pick their own.
Just from the planning book is not enough, she also asked for a site visit.
Yue Zhi see her so interested is also very happy, accompanied her to fly around to see, spent more than a week to determine the final place.
Located in the eastern archipelago of Singapore, a beautiful coastline that has not been developed for a long time, a newly-built coastal resort hotel, the main building has only three floors, the top floor is an open-air venue, with several lounges and dressing rooms, half of the building extends out beyond the coastline, with a very distinctive flavor and ambience, and there are also a dozen coastal villas for accommodation.
Yue Zhi felt that the class was still not enough, but since Qingli insisted, he didn’t say anything.
After that, Qing Li didn’t go out much anymore, and she didn’t ask about wedding related details, and she didn’t even ask about Gano Zhen.
Yue Zhi was upset and dissatisfied with her dead look, “You can put forward any request, don’t be like this, as if I’m shaving my head and I’m the only one who’s looking forward to our wedding.”
“I’ve already participated unconditionally, what else do you want me to do?” Qing Li looked at the courtyard outside the window through the railing and said without looking back.
Yue Zhi’s teeth were tense, his face was gloomy, “Gano Zhen is back, he must see you before the wedding, tomorrow I’m going to take a car to the company, there will be a total of six cars that will depart, he will sit in one of them, I’ve already asked Liang Jin to make arrangements for it.”
After saying that he pulled open the door, by the time Qingli rushed over, he was already gone.
“Yue Zhi! You come back! This is different from what we agreed, Yue Zhi!” Qing Li pulled open the door and chased out, diving headfirst into an unfamiliar embrace.
“Sister.” A familiar voice rang out.
Qing Li looked up, her gray eyes widened as she watched, a handsome rye-colored face, glowing eyes, and a bright smile, “Sister, it’s been a long time, why have you become bubbly?”
Heart hurt for some reason, Qingli couldn’t bear the loss any longer, she clutched onto Kanojin’s clothes, “Don’t you leave, Kanojin, tomorrow you are not allowed to leave the manor, you stay by my side, don’t go anywhere.”
“A-chan will protect you.” She hugged Kanojin, who was half a head taller than her, and stroked his head like she did when she was a child, murmuring, “A-chan will protect you.”