Chapter 43

Zhao Shuming’s face was pressed against her shoulder, his voice was a little deep, as if he was murmuring, and the hot air between his words spread on her shoulder, as if he was gently caressing her neck with his fingertips.

His arms were still tightly wrapped around her, holding Jiang Yimiao in his arms.

It wasn’t the first time he had held her like this. When she was a child, she loved to be held by him like this, especially in winter, because it made her feel warm and secure. Jiang Yimiao has always loved to be in the kind of space that surrounds her since she was a child.

Jiang Yimiao is not a very insecure person.

However, human beings are born to pursue a sense of security, which is probably due to the survival needs of human beings in the ancient hunting period, in order to better survive and self-protection, the pursuit of security has been engraved in human genes.

Therefore, Jiang Yimiao likes people and places that make her feel safe, likes to cuddle with people close to her, and likes the narrow space with familiar smells.

So when she was hugging Zhao Shuming, she should have felt stable and calm, but now she didn’t know why her heart seemed to be thumping, and she even felt that Zhao Shuming’s heart was beating fast as well.

Because she was sitting on his lap, in order to utilize her strength, one hand was on Zhao Shuming’s shoulder, and the other hand was subconsciously pressed on his chest, the rhythm of his heart was transmitted through his bones and skin to her hand and heart. The rhythm of his heart passed through his bones and skin to her heart.

“Didn’t you say you don’t have a favorite person ……” Jiang Yimiao felt that the alcohol from the red wine she just drank didn’t flow into her stomach, but rushed from her esophagus to her head. It was in her head.

Now, Jiang Yimiao’s feeling was like inhaling a mouthful of Cheng Wenyao’s lab’s anhydrous ethanol, and her nose, eyes and head were all in a state of water and fire.

“Miao Miao, you’re remembering it wrong.” Seeing her sitting on his lap without any resistance, Zhao Shuming’s uneasiness when she didn’t answer his phone call and was afraid that she would find out about his nastiness was like the rain in the southern city, stopping when it said it would.

He smiled and lifted his head, his gaze locked straight onto her face.

“Hmm?” Her brow furrowed into a frown, a puzzled sound escaping her throat, what did she mean she remembered wrong?

“What I said was that I didn’t like anyone else.” Probably because he also had alcohol on him, the sensuality that belonged to the night completely overcame the reasoning he had maintained for more than ten years, and Zhao Shuming, who had been completely overwhelmed by his sensuality, gently rubbed his forehead against her, as if he was trying to pacify Jiang Yimiao.

His movements were light and gentle, and Jiang Yimiao dizzily allowed him to make such physical contact.

“Because it’s you I like, Miao Miao.” He paused, liking was no longer enough to describe his feelings, and he resumed speaking, “I only love you.”

Zhao Shuming was perhaps a little broken, Jiang Yimiao’s limbs were so naturally close to him, her body should always like him.

Zhao Shuming knew that at least Jiang Yimiao wouldn’t hate him any more, even if she couldn’t figure out her feelings for him, but Zhao Shuming always had a chance to re-cultivate the feelings between the two people.

Jiang Yimiao’s lack of interest in love and marriage wasn’t a bad thing for Zhao Shuming, because if he took a step back, he could at least be her physical partner. He always had a million ways to use her as a physical partner.

He always had a million ways to seduce her with his body so that she couldn’t leave him.

Most couples who get married will eventually turn their passionate love into affection. Countless nights, Zhao Shuming had comforted himself in his heart that he was merely taking a step forward, directly making River feel the emotions between them and that it was affection.

But now he felt that he just couldn’t help himself.

Emotionally stable people were only scary when they went crazy.

Jiang Yimiao was stunned in place, it wasn’t the first time Zhao Shuming had said something similar like “I like you” to her.

“I like playing with Miao Miao the most.”

“Most like River.”

“Okay, okay, I only like spending time with you.”

Zhao Shuming who grew up seemed to say a lot of things like this, and she took it for granted that she liked good friends or family members like that.

Just like she liked her mom and dad and her dolls.

The frown that had creased her face furrowed even more, as if it had twisted into a knot, her eyes haloed with a layer of disbelief as she lowered her head slightly, her orientation forcing her to be able to see his hidden body, the sensation of just biting into his neck still echoing in her mind.

Obviously there was no flavor whatsoever, only warmth and the aroma that came with his body floating on the tip of her nose.

But she always felt as if it was delicious, Jiang Yimiao had always known that her brain circuits weren’t quite normal at times, but she didn’t think that she would feel that Zhao Shuming looked delicious in her eyes ……

She was a little confused as to what exactly the difference was between this feeling and appetite in the traditional sense, but she knew that she still wanted to bite Zhao Shuming, and that he could only be bitten by her.

His arm circling Jiang Yimiao tightened, as if he was expecting a reaction from her.

People’s blinking speed would become faster when they were nervous, like the current Jiang Yimiao, her eyes began to dart around, the high frequency blinking motion making her feel like she was seeing light and darkness in front of her eyes.

The smile on Zhao Shuming’s face seemed to be slowly disappearing, and he suddenly leaned on her shoulder again, and Jiang Yimiao felt the top of his hair poking her, tickling her a little.

The cleaned hair was extraordinarily fresh and clean, and it still carried a strong scent, so she couldn’t help but lower her head and rub it back like he did.

Jiang Yimiao felt like she was about to be marinated in Zhao Shuming’s flavor, and she felt like her body must have been tainted with his scent as well, and he rubbed his forehead against her cheek again, very, very gently, as if he was tickling her.

“Miao Miao, I don’t need you to give any answers, if you don’t like me, we can get along like before, but can you not leave me, don’t don’t want me.” Zhao Shuming’s tone of voice was always gentle when he spoke to her on a regular basis, but it rarely carried this tone of supplication.

Jiang Yimiao felt as if her heart was numb, her spine seemed to be sending an electric current, and she shivered lightly as she gripped the clothes on Zhao Shuming’s shoulders.

Zhao Shuming’s hand tightened again, seemingly expressing that he was still waiting for her reply.

Jiang Yimiao’s fingertips stirred on his shirt, the ironed shirt had long been wrinkled by her, she swallowed and gave a leisurely “hmm”.

His eyes flashed with surprise, even if Jiang Yimiao didn’t really respond to him, but Zhao Shuming had already prepared for the worst, and he wasn’t so confident that he’d hope she’d say, “I like you too.”

As long as Jiang Yimiao wouldn’t abandon him, that was enough.

Zhao Shuming was feeling very happy now, human emotions were obviously so complex, but now only the simplest word happy could accurately express his current state.

Jiang Yimiao lowered her head and subconsciously looked over towards the grooves in his chest, it was true that a well-practiced body was just something to look at. Before Zhao Shuming could say his next sentence, she suddenly buried her head down and bit Zhao Shuming’s collarbone.

The movement of her sitting sideways on his lap made her nibbling position a bit awkward and tiring, so Zhao Shuming simply picked her up directly so that she was facing away from him.

The agitation in his body caused by her was slow to calm down, but she was like a bad child who liked to play pranks and suddenly pushed forward. Zhao Shuming.

Zhao Shuming tilted his head and stifled a gasp, and Jiang Yimiao’s movements to bite him stalled for two seconds, asking afterward, “Can I bite?”

His arm around her waistline finally loosened its strength, but gradually moved upwards, patting her back.

Jiang Yimiao liked the way he gently patted her, probably because her mom and dad used to soothe her to sleep like this when she was a child, so she liked such gentle movements.

“Of course, Miao Miao, from now on you can bite wherever you want. Just do it like when you were a child.”

Jiang Yimiao was now sitting in front of him with her legs crossed, her upper body a little taller than his, and he raised his head to look at her, his eyes reflecting the living room light towards the whirlpool in the pool, watery, but with an infinite attraction.

“River, you know, I love you, so do whatever you want to me.”

It didn’t matter if you bit him, ate him, or even killed him.

Her breathing was still a little sharp, Jiang Yimiao clenched her teeth and once again lowered her head to bite him, unlike in the past when she usually just bit a place dead center and didn’t move, this time she was gently nibbling.

From time to time, she bit the left collarbone, from time to time, she nibbled on the right side of the bone, gradually she raised her head to bite his neck again.

She hadn’t completely lost her mind yet, and her bites were so light that there wouldn’t be any accidents.

So Jiang Yimiao bit down on the aorta part of his neck without any hesitation, her lips pressed against the artery part like she was feeling the beating of life.

It was like Zhao Shuming’s entire being was in her hands.

Zhao Shuming’s movements of patting her back didn’t stop, he patted gently, as if he was tempting her to bite herself.

Jiang Yimiao got tired of biting before she fell onto his shoulder and gasped for air. It wasn’t until now that her cute aggression had eased off.

Her body was pressed against Zhao Shuming’s, and their breathing was in the same frequency, rising and falling together until she eased up a little when Jiang Yimiao suddenly raised her head and bit into his face.

“Miao Miao.” Zhao Shuming’s tone sounded like he was stopping her, but his body was meeting her.

“Is it not okay to bite here?” She tilted her head slightly sideways, a little puzzled.

“You can ……” Zhao Shuming’s tone started to become less than smooth, the current Jiang Yimiao was simply repeatedly bouncing on his bottom line, making him about to unable to hold on anymore.

Jiang Yimiao lightly bit her lower lip and once again brought her head over to bite his jawline or his cheeks, which were not very fleshy.

Zhao Shuming suddenly turned his head sideways, and Jiang Yimiao hit his lips, she blinked and closed her eyes again to meet him, not biting him, but kissing him on the lips.

All the blood in her body seemed to rush to her head, Jiang Yimiao felt like she might be on top of her alcohol, or maybe she had completely lost her mind. She just wanted to follow the first thought and let her body obey her brain.

Neither Jiang Yimiao nor he had any experience with kissing, but he was trying his hardest to guide her so that she tried not to look like she was nibbling around.

She was a little groggy, but her normal consciousness was all still there, and Jiang Yimiao remembered that when she was a child she propped up her hand and poked her head in front of Zhao Shuming, and asked with a serious expression, “Brother, what do you think kissing feels like ah?”

She had only kissed her mom and dad on the cheek, and had never kissed her lips before, so she was very curious about this.

Zhao Shuming smiled and shook his head, “I don’t know, you’ll probably know when you grow up.”

Jiang Yimiao deflated her mouth, in those dramas she watched when she was a child, it seemed that they always used kisses to express love, although whenever she saw the hero and heroine kissing in the living room when she watched the dramas, her mom would always block her eyes, but she was really curious!

She came closer again and asked, “Then can you kiss me?”

Zhao Shuming cupped her face blocking Jiang Yimiao from moving on, “No, you can kiss your face, but not your mouth.”

“Why?”

“You can only do such things when you grow up.”

Growing up was the only way, and as a result, she waited until she was twenty-four years old, a full twenty years later, before she did this with Zhao Shuming.

She grabbed Zhao Shuming’s arm and couldn’t stop her fingernails from snapping downward, the sofa sagging with their movements, the scent of red wine escaping from the living room. His movements were gentle, even the palm that clasped her head was only gently holding Jiang Yimiao.

But the bottom of Zhao Shuming’s heart felt like it was lifting a raging sea wave, which had completely drowned out his sanity. He had imagined their first kiss many times, but never like this.

He knew that this kiss hadn’t come properly, Jiang Yimiao had only wanted to bite him just now, and it was he who had deliberately met his lips with his, and he had even done this after she had been drinking, even though Zhao Shuming knew that Jiang Yimiao wasn’t actually drunk at all.

Jiang Yimiao was about to lose her breath, and until the very end, Zhao Shuming was still gently licking her as she collapsed on top of him and grabbed the air in a big gulp.

His legs lifted lightly and slightly, pawing her body, “MiaoMiao ……”

Zhao Shuming’s words hadn’t finished, Jiang Yimiao couldn’t get enough of pecking at his upper lip again, and when she saw him stunned in place, she circled Zhao Shuming’s neck and pecked several times.

Jiang Yimiao seemed to feel that this was very strange, except for when she was a child and didn’t know any better, she had never thought that she would do something like this with Zhao Shuming, and even more so, she had never imagined that Zhao Shuming’s love for her would be like this.

Seeing that Zhao Shuming was also panting slightly, Jiang Yimiao clutched his collar, “I want to go to my room.”

Then she moved forward again in a mischievous manner.

It was impossible for him to calm down with her in this position now.

Humans were clearly beasts filled with desire, but people were keen on pretending to be noble, as if being desireless was more noble.

Zhao Shuming admitted that he had desires, but he was always restraining them because his most moral appearance was reserved for Jiang Yimiao.

However, in reality, his most despicable and shameful appearance was also left to Jiang Yimiao.

Zhao Shuming clenched his fists and whirled around, picking her up whole and walking towards her bedroom.

Jiang Yimiao used some force to push against his shoulder, and Zhao Shuming was pushed back by her admonition and rested on her pillow.

Whether she wanted to interrupt her escape now, or wanted to press him to do something else, he admitted that he would always just want to make Jiang Yimiao happy.

What’s more, adult men and women also had the ability to take responsibility for themselves.

Jiang Yimiao’s palm used a little too much force, directly rubbing the shirt at Zhao Shuming’s shoulders into a different shape, the entire neckline skewed in the direction of his left shoulder, and she pressed down on his arm and sat directly on his body, looking down at Zhao Shuming. Condescendingly looking at Zhao Shuming.

She liked to look at him like this, not as a sign of control, she just liked Zhao Shuming to raise his head and look at her with the gentlest of gazes.

Jiang Yimiao was now wearing a skirt that wasn’t even above her knees, and the skirt directly curled up along with her movements, her white legs just pressed straight against him.

She lowered her head and somewhat clumsily pulled open the buttons of Zhao Shuming’s shirt, “I want to bite you here.” She then used her fingertips to poke at his pecs that were still a little soft when he relaxed.

“Miao Miao, my person and body are all yours.”

Zhao Shuming raised his hand and touched her head, his eyes full of encouragement.

“You can do whatever you want.”