Chapter 48

With a loud “ping”, the food on the table was swept to the ground.

“I won’t eat!” Li Yuanhang sat at the table with an angry face and yelled.

This was not the first time, Shen Xinrui silently squatted down to clean up the mess on the floor.

After Cong Sen’s successful return to Country Z, Lai Yuanhang had been detained in this small house, firstly, because his body had been seriously injured, so he needed a good place to recuperate, and secondly, his drug addiction was also very serious, and he needed a place to get rid of it even more. Therefore, in addition to the doctor who will come every day to check his condition, Shen Xinrui alone shouldered the task of taking care of his food and clothing.

Drug rehabilitation is a painful process, it is far more painful than the process when Li Yuanhang was abused by Sikong Jun. When the drug addiction attacked, he would lose his mind, either lose his temper to others or abuse himself, often kneeling on the floor and banging his head on the floor, or scratching the furniture with his fingers and so on. When his addiction didn’t kick in, his character became extremely eccentric, sensitive and suspicious, insecure, and hostile to everyone.

Shen Xinrui couldn’t imagine what kind of inhuman treatment Li Yuanhang had suffered to make him like this, but as soon as she saw the scars on his body, she would feel a sharp pain in her heart.

No matter what, life must go on, even if the road is difficult, she will accompany him to go on.

After a big change in personality, Li Yuanhang also talked a lot, often alone talking to themselves, or grabbed Shen Xinrui to yell at her. There were many things she didn’t know about him, and he said them all. She then realized that it wasn’t that he didn’t love her, but that he was holding back and couldn’t say it. At the same time, the other people involved also told her a lot of things that Li Yuanhang could not say, it turned out that he had a lot of bitterness, a lot of patience, when he had no choice but to hurt her, his own heart would hurt so much that he could not breathe.

After knowing the truth of everything Shen Xinrui can no longer hate Li Yuanhang, before all sorts of uneasiness and suspicion, in a flash dissipated. As for those who have been hurt and pain, she has, he also bear together. Now, she can’t find a reason to hate him, all she can do is to stay by his side and let him recover his former appearance. After that, she would choose to work with Mu Yusheng, guarding the two children and living the rest of her life peacefully.

Between Li Yuanhang and her, no one owes anyone anymore, this matter of love, there is no deficit. She loves him, does not mean that he owes her, just Mu Yunsheng, she does owe him too much, the only thing she can do is to accompany him through the rest of his life.

Shen Xinrui had spent her entire life in a crush on Li Yuanhang, and in the years since, she had been entangled with him. Now, after going through so many storms, too much has happened to the two people, too much mutual suspicion and hurt, long gone is the chance to be together again.

“So, Li Yuanhang, our love, has been covered by dust, gradually blurred. When you’re better, I’ll let you go, and you let me go.”

Shen Xinrui murmured, her hand stroked Lai Yuanhang’s hair one by one, he had just made a lot of noise for a long time because of the unflavorable taste of the meal, and at this moment, he finally fell asleep tiredly.

The evening sky gradually darkened, the last remnants of the setting sun disappeared into the horizon. The temperature in the house dropped, the cold air attacked Li Yuanhang, sleeping his hands tightly strangled Shen Xinrui’s waist, his head leaned on her chest, only so feel her temperature and listen to her heartbeat, he can sleep peacefully.

He was not afraid of anything, the only thing he was afraid of was her absence. Therefore, even if he cuts his flesh and plucks out his bones, he will never let go.

Late night came, all was quiet, and the bright moon hung high in the sky.

A breeze blew by, Mu Yunsheng stood in front of the window in his thin shirt, and when he saw that the wind was picking up, he reached out and gently closed the window. If it was usual, he would have stayed still and let the wind blow him around, but now it was different because there were still two children sleeping behind him.

Shen Haoxuan and Shen Linfeng were tired of crying before they fell asleep, since Shen Xinrui left, they have been depressed and unhappy all day, most of the time they were clamoring for their mother. It was a little better when Mu Yusheng was there, but as soon as he was gone, the two kids would cry and scream, and they wouldn’t stop until he came back to comfort them.

Looking out at the bright moon, Mu Yunsheng’s face was covered in a veil of sadness, his silent eyes reflecting the cool moon. He is running out of time, but there are still a lot of things that have not been done, as if she is missing, it is really tired ……

Thinking quietly, after a long time, Mu Yunsheng turned around and walked to the bedside, reached out and wiped away the remaining teardrops on the child’s face, then covered his aching wounds and slowly walked out of the room step by step.

The sound of water gurgling, the feeling of wetness and heat wrapping itself around her, vaguely still feeling breathless, Shen Xinrui woke up in such a state.

Opening her eyes, a foggy, she was actually sitting in a bathtub filled with hot water, Shen Xinrui was confused and thought she was dreaming until a basin of ice-cold water suddenly hit her face.

“Ah!!!” She shrieked in shock, flailing with her hands and feet as a means of dodging the cold water that came at her. After a few seconds, the cold water was gone, and she ruffled the strands of hair clinging to her face in confusion, and before she could wipe away the droplets of water that were obscuring her vision, a large hand suddenly reached out, and without further ado, she was pressed into the water.

“Uh-uh-uh-uh ……”

Shen Xinrui was pressed into the water without any defense, and before she could close her breath, she drank several mouthfuls of water down. Suddenly, the hand pulled

her up and threw her onto the tiles sticking out above the bathtub that were used to put bathing utensils.

“Cough cough cough!!!” Shen Xinrui coughed so hard that it was unbearable with water in her windpipe. She coughed for a long time before stopping, raising her hand to wipe away the water droplets on her face, and tilting her head, she saw Lai Yuanhang sitting there on the steps of the bathroom, looking at her grimly.

“Cough! Yuan …… cough, Yuanhang, what’s wrong with you.” Shen Xinrui suppressed her cough and looked at him in disbelief.

Lai Yuanhang sat squarely on the steps, his eyes locked on Shen Xinrui, looking at her with a gloomy face, and only after half a second did he open his mouth in a low voice, saying, “What’s your relationship with Mu Yunsheng?”

“Hmm?” The sudden question made Shen Xinrui freeze.

“You slept with him?” Lai Yuanhang asked again, his eyes even more sinister, looking very scary.

Shen Xinrui had chills running up her spine from his gaze, and she knew that his addiction was about to strike again. Often when his behavior became odd, it proved that his sanity was starting to get confused, if he wasn’t hurriedly tricked into a bed and tied up with a rope, then the next moment he was bound to do something horrible.

Since arriving at this house, every night, Shen Xinrui always locked Lai Yuanhang on the bed with handcuffs and tied his whole body with a rope. This was done to prevent him from having a drug attack and hurting others, and to stop him from self-harming. Today, he made too much noise for too long, she pacified him for a long time, and without realizing it, she fell asleep, and even forgot to lock him up, no wonder she woke up in this situation.

After thinking about it, Shen Xinrui blinked a little uneasily, then lowered her voice and softly said: “Yuanhang, nothing has happened between Yunsheng and me, didn’t I tell you. Be good, let’s go to bed, okay?”

“Really?” Lai Yuanhang looked at her with a skeptical face, but his expression eased quite a bit. Seeing this, Shen Xinrui said softly in a renewed voice, “Really, I only love you alone, no one else.” With these words, she stood up from the bathtub and wanted to go out. Unexpectedly, just as she took a step, Lai Yuanhang was overwhelmed with excitement.

“Stand still! Don’t move!”

Lai Yuanhang shouted with a fierce face and violently stood up from the steps, he walked towards Shen Xinrui in big strides, and when he got close, he pushed her down into the bathtub without saying a word.

Shen Xinrui fell into the water with a “thud”, the splash of water stirred up wet Lai Yuanhang’s clothes, while her own clothes have long been wet to the core, thin plaid shirt and beige pants wet stick to the body, exposing her curves completely.

“You fucking lied to me!!!” Lai Yuanhang roared, his eyes widening angrily, his body shaking violently, and when he finished, he started to pick up everything in the bathroom and smashed it on the floor.

“There was a lot of banging and clanging, and the bathroom became a mess in just a few minutes. Seeing that Lai Yuan

Hang was about to reach out and hit the mirror, Shen Xinrui was busy screaming, “Yuanhang, don’t be like this, don’t be like this!” After saying this, she raised her foot to walk out of the bathtub.

“Who the hell let you move!” Li Yuanhang angrily roared and turned around, a few big steps to Shen Xinrui’s front, without saying a word, he pressed her back into the water.

“Gulp, gulp, gulp,” Shen Xinrui drank a few more mouthfuls of water down. This time, she was about to lose her breath before Li Yuanhang released her.

As soon as she left the water, Shen Xinrui tilted her head back and breathed heavily, then coughed non-stop. During this time, Li Yuanhang was like a wild beast that had gone berserk and was unusually agitated, sometimes swinging his fists against the wall, sometimes beating his head with both hands, and also letting out slurred yells from his mouth.

Shen Xinrui knew that his drug addiction had struck again, and hurriedly stood up and reached out to pull him toward herself.

The addiction had eroded Li Yuanhang’s sanity, causing him to be caught off guard at rare moments. As soon as he was pulled down into the bathtub by Shen Xinrui, he quickly got up in shock and then jumped out of the bathtub.

“You want to kill me don’t you!!!” He pointed at Shen Xinrui and shouted, “Kill me so you can double date with that son of a bitch Mu Yunsheng, isn’t it!!!”

“No, no! Yuanhang don’t be angry.” Shen Xinrui stood up propping herself up against the smooth bathtub, and was busy opening her mouth loudly to appease Lai Yuanhang, trying to calm him down.

“You sit down!!!” Lai Yuanhang seemed to dislike Shen Xinrui standing up and confronting himself, and ordered her to sit down when he saw her standing up.

In order to appease Li Yuanhang, Shen Xinrui complied and sat down, letting her body soak in the warm water.

Seeing that she obediently sat down, Lai Yuanhang finally nodded with satisfaction before he himself crossed in and sat on the tiles on the inside of the bathtub, leaning back against the wall before staring at her with unblinking eyes.

Lai Yuanhang was silent and stared at Shen Xinrui, didn’t say anything and didn’t make any movements, and only after a good half day, he lightly frowned with dissatisfaction and said, “You don’t look good in your clothes, take them off!”

A sentence out, Shen Xinrui froze, staring blankly at Li Yuanhang, until he impatiently yelled, “I told you to take off your clothes! Didn’t you hear me!!!”

The roar brought Shen Xinrui back to her senses, she looked at Lai Yuanhang with difficulty, two blushes rose on her face, she buzzed her lips and whispered, “Do I really have to take them off?”

“I won’t sleep tonight if you don’t take off!” Li Yuanhang replied seriously, his demeanor becoming a bit childish.

Upon hearing this, Shen Xinrui tangled again and again, lifting her hand and tremblingly taking off her blouse.

“I want you to take it all off!”

Lai Yuanhang ordered in a stern voice, Shen Xinrui hesitated for a moment, but finally did as she was told. Soon, she was sitting in the bathtub completely naked.

To her obedience, Lai Yuanhang was satisfied, and his agitation smoothed out a lot. He looked Shen Xinrui up and down, his eyes darkened and his breathing became heavy.

Still the first time she was stared at by Lai Yuanhang’s body under the bright light, Shen Xinrui’s face was on fire, and she unnaturally raised her hand to cover the fullness of her chest. She had just made a move when Li Yuanhang shouted in displeasure, “No covering!”

Shen Xinrui’s movements lurched, and then slowly moved her own arm away, seeing this, Lai Yuanhang’s expression became pleasurable, he stared at her for half a day, and finally said in a muffled voice—

“Come here, I want you to suck my dick.”