Chapter 52

After that night, Shen Xinrui never saw Li Yuanhang again, she didn’t know where he went, and when she asked Xiu Junbo and the others, they didn’t know either. Shen Xinrui was very worried about him, afraid that he might have relapsed his drug addiction, or he might have encountered some kind of danger. But how she inquired to find, there is no news of him.

With an anxious mood, Shen Xinrui stayed in the Shen family for more than a month, on the one hand, inquiring about the news of Li Yuanhang, on the one hand, to deal with the big and small things at home. Mu Yunsheng is just that abnormal, from then on back to the previous appearance, few words, either in the piano room to play the piano, or in the balcony blowing the wind. He came back this time, words are even less, is to open up, but also just ask Shen Xinrui delta plum things.

Mu Yunsheng’s transformation, Shen Xinrui felt very strange, but she could not say where exactly strange, vaguely just do not feel right. But right now she didn’t have time to think about it, because winter had arrived, and she had to go check out the flower garden that she hadn’t been to for a long time.

As for Li Yuanhang, it was as if he had evaporated from the earth, no one had heard from him.

After the New Year, Shen Xinrui drew a day and took a car to XX village to see her flower cultivation site.

After winter, it didn’t rain much in M City, but the weather was dry. Shen Xinrui chose a sunny day to go to the XX village flower cultivation site, counting, she has not been here for more than half a year, and I do not know those employees, whether they have taken good care of her flowers and plants.

First take the bus to take the highway, and then change the tractor to take the small road, Shen Xinrui arrived at XX village, already almost noon.

XX village is surrounded by mountains on all sides, the trees are more sunlight is divided away, the temperature is a little lower. Shen Xinrui has always been afraid of the cold, once the car could not help but gather their clothes, suddenly thought of Li Yuanhang’s hometown Z city, winter is this cold.

Z City, she just went to some time ago, in the Li family got the answer is that he did not go back, the Li family two old seems to know those things, see her face guilty, but also scolded Li Yuanhang. Shen Xinrui can not afford to let him up to now is still misunderstood, on a brain to tell them all the things, the two old shocked after listening to speechless, Li mother is the old tears. Look know the truth after they seem to instantly aged a dozen years, Shen Xinrui do not dare to tell them the disappearance of Li Yuanhang, lied that he was with himself, but also said that he had things in the army, this year can not go home for the New Year.

Shen Xinrui couldn’t help but sigh as she finished her recollection, and then lifted her luggage and walked towards the village.

XX village is not much change, or the appearance of the mountains and beautiful water, crops have long been harvested, at the moment was tender oil grass occupation, a few buffaloes in the above swaying.

The sun in the sky is like a dead fish eye, breathless radiance, weak temperature is not enough to dispel the cold in the air. Shen Xinrui looked, the ridge side of the sunlight can not shine in the dark, it seems that last night’s ice has not melted.

Cold wind blowing, cold Shen Xinrui straight shivering, look at the front and back, in addition to a few houses have smoke rising outside, within a radius of a hundred miles can not see a person. Also, such cold weather, XX village villagers are mostly hiding at home drinking wine and roasting fire. The wages of the employees under her, is the existence of the bank regular distribution, absolutely will not appear because people are not in the case of delay, just do not know, she is the boss lady is not there, those employees can not take good care of her flowers and plants.

Secretly thinking, Shen Xinrui stepped on the slippery ridge, deep and shallow feet to the front of their cultivation shed.

In order to maintain the temperature, every winter, the shed will be covered with a thick layer of straw mats, and if it’s even colder, it will be covered with blankets. Shen Xinrui stood in front of the door, reached out and rubbed her hands to warm her breath before slowly lifting the curtain.

Surprisingly, Shen Xinrui found that the shed was very warm, just like the temperature she had last year at this time. After going in and checking around, she found that those valuable flowers and trees and whatnot, all of them were growing in spirit, not half a bit of shriveled up appearance because of whoever took care of them poorly.

A series of three greenhouses to check, the situation is all normal, Shen Xinrui was relieved. She calculated in her heart, after the spring, these flowers can be listed as scheduled. Thinking so, came to the last shed in front.

Before and after the three greenhouses did not see anyone in, Shen Xinrui thought, perhaps the flowers are not a problem, so all the people went back to their own homes, then did not care. When she entered the last shed, she found the deepest seems to be someone there, from time to time issued a few laughter.

Shen Xinrui strangely followed the sound, and then she saw that the old employee Xiao Zhou was standing behind the moon season, talking to a man with his head bent down.

The man was slightly thin, wearing an old camouflage uniform, with a short head of sharp hair. Shen Xinrui watched silently, inexplicably feeling that he looked familiar, and in the next second, her eyes widened violently, the bag in her hand slipping out of her hand in surprise.

“Thud,” the sound was not loud, but it was loud in the quiet shed.

The man who was buried in fiddling with the moonflower reacted quickly and raised his head violently, and in the next moment, he also stared in dismay. Shen Xinrui’s reaction was even more agitated as she flew towards him, knocking over several pots of flowers along the way, startling Xiao Zhou into shouting repeatedly.

“Boss lady! You’re not! You haven’t been back for so long, and the moment you come back, you’re wreaking havoc!” Xiao Zhou wailed, looking at those golden flowers being knocked over on the ground, he couldn’t help but feel heartbroken.

Only at this moment, there was no one else in Shen Xinrui’s world except for the man who raised his head. She ran towards him regardless, and when she got close, she jumped into his arms and wrapped both hands around his neck.

“Oi oi! Boss lady, you can’t see me!” The ignored Xiao Zhou shouted in dissatisfaction, but the man signaled with his eyes for him to go out first. Xiao Zhou looked at his own boss lady who had disappeared for a long time, and seeing that she had her mind on the man, he grunted and left.

After Xiao Zhou left, the man finally made a move, he raised his hands a little shakily, slowly trying to embrace Shen Xinrui in his arms. Just somehow, his movements were very stiff, and when he saw that he was about to touch her, he gritted his teeth and lowered his hands again.

“Xinrui, you first let go of ……,” he gently opened his mouth, his voice low.

Almost instantly, Shen Xinrui let out a loud cry as soon as she heard his voice, and also used her hands to continuously slap his shoulders, crying as she did so: “Li Yuanhang! You asshole! You scum! You son of a bitch! Do you know! Three months! I’ve been looking for you like crazy!!!”

Shen Xinrui cried loudly, because she finally found the man who was in her heart, he, Lai Yuanhang, was right in front of her eyes.

In the past few months, she couldn’t eat or sleep for him, and her heart was in turmoil for fear that something would happen to him. But he is good, obviously know that she is looking for him in the world, but also deliberately hide in this ravine hiding.

Shen Xinrui feel so cheap ah, obviously decided not to think about him, but the heart can not help but worry about him think about him. The moment she saw him, all her decisions were thrown to the back of her mind, she just wanted to jump over and hug him tightly, feel his temperature and heartbeat, to prove that she wasn’t hallucinating again.

“Li Yuanhang! You’ve really had enough! Stop torturing me like this! Okay!!!”

Shen Xinrui cried hoarsely, and in the end, as if she had drained her strength, her body fell down limply. Only at this point did Lai Yuanhang take the initiative to reach out and help her, but after he helped her to sit on a chair to the side, he immediately let go of his hand, still standing far away from her.

Shen Xinrui hadn’t calmed down yet, her nose was red from the wind and tears were falling down her face. With tears and snot on her face, she looked so wretched, and her aggravated appearance made Li Yuanhang feel so distressed. He wanted to go up and strangle her into his arms, kiss away all her tears, and then comfort her with a soft voice, telling her to stop crying. Her tears were the greatest torture for him, causing him more pain than not being able to see her for months. But he didn’t dare, afraid that after reaching out, there would be no way to take it back. God knows how his heart ached when he decided to leave her a few months ago.

That night, Lai Yuanhang watched Shen Xinrui and Mu Yunsheng embracing each other intimately, and she even said that kind of words, his heart really hurt, as if it had been twisted into pieces by knives, and all of them were torn to pieces and trampled on the ground. She will not know? After experiencing so much, she really still do not understand his heart? He is not afraid of anything, only afraid of losing her, but she said in her own mouth that she did not want him …… What can he do?

He was afraid that he would lose his mind and hurt her with crazy predation like before. Therefore, he ordered himself to leave, just like carrying out those arduous tasks, giving himself the order to leave Shen Xinrui. One must stay away from her, and absolutely must not lose one’s mind and seize her!

This was the most painfully arduous of all the tasks that Lai Yuanhang had performed. The moment he turned around, he felt as if his heartbeat had stopped and his life was cut off there, his hands and feet were stiff and uncontrollable, and he couldn’t breathe even if he gasped for air. He was in pain, hard, suffocating, biting his teeth hard, lifting his thousand pound feet, step by step, leaving her ……

So ……

“Xinrui, I have nothing ah, just idle boredom to come to you to see, just coincidentally you also came.”

Lai Yuanhang forced a smile and tried to maintain a normal tone of voice to speak, secretly ordering himself in his heart not to expose the emotions in his heart. That was it, he didn’t dare to raise his eyes to look at her and could only drop his gaze at her feet.

“Lai Yuanhang, are you joking?” With tears in her eyes, Shen Xinrui huffed and asked him back. She didn’t understand what he meant by looking like nothing was wrong, could it be that the person who had disappeared for months wasn’t him? Could it be that he would not know that she was looking for him?

In the face of Shen Xinrui’s questioning, Lai Yuanhang was still in the same calm demeanor, he pulled the corner of his mouth and laughed: “Silly girl, what are you talking about. Your farhang brother I, just feel that the first half of my …… life is too hard, so after leaving the army, I want to walk around and relax. Oh yeah, not telling you guys, it’s my fault, I ……”

“Snap!”

With a crisp sound, Lai Yuanhang’s words were interrupted as Shen Xinrui suddenly rushed over and raised her hand to slap him.

“Lai Yuanhang, aren’t you going too far!!!”

Shen Xinrui was so furious that she was trembling, her cheeks were tearful as she stared angrily at Li Yuanhang. His indifferent attitude chilled and angered her, steeped in anger, as if returning to those days of hurting each other. What she cared about, he didn’t put in his heart, what she was sad about, he didn’t pay attention to, what she cried, he didn’t react.

Lai Yuanhang knew what Shen Xinrui was feeling right now, and he clenched his hands, his body stoic to the point of trembling. Suddenly, he quickly turned around, said in a deep voice: “You return to Mu Yunsheng’s side, we …… I …… have already passed, is to think, there is no future, there is no if.”

Some incoherent sentence, listening to Shen Xinrui’s tears more ferocious, her tearful eyes gazed at his back, unable to withstand howling out.

“Li Yuanhang! In the end, you have no heart, how you are willing to understand that I love you! Do you know! I love you ah!!!”