Chapter 58 Some past events of Chu Xue and Bai Mu Chen
Bai Mu Chen’s words suddenly became serious and urgent, as if hailstones struck Bai Shanshan’s heart, “If that year’s college entrance exams, you failed the exams, and didn’t run up the mountain, they wouldn’t have braved the rain to go up the mountain in order to look for you, in order to protect you, and died in the mudslide.”
Look at this Bai Shanshan panic caused pupils dilated eyes, Bai Muchen continued, “holding the wrong child is never their fault, I don’t think they have any owed you place, also never think Chu Xue owes you anything, has always been you owe Chu Xue’s is not it, you owe her her parents’ life, is not it?”
Bai Shanshan staggered back, shook her head, said, “No, not like this, I did not let them protect me, did not let them die for me, without them I will not necessarily die, not like this!”
Bai Mu Chen’s eyes flashed with a hint of disappointment, his voice suddenly turned cold, “Bai Shanshan, let me ask you, after they died, did you ever go back to worship them? At that time, you didn’t even know they weren’t your real parents!”
Bai Shanshan took two more steps back, she knew that if she said she hadn’t been there, Bai Muchen would definitely have an even worse impression of her, “Work-study, no way to go back.”
Bai Muchen lazy poke her, his daughter seems to have a problem at the root, because he knows that in those four years, Bai Shanshan lived a very nourishing, there is no work-study, but in the bar and nightclub to mix, because Chu father and mother left her a not small inheritance for ordinary people.
Chu mother pawned some of the things passed down from her ancestors, intending to wait for Bai Shanshan to determine in which city to settle down, give Bai Shanshan in the city to buy a house with a large amount of heritage.
Bai Mu Chen didn’t continue to say anything, closed his eyes and rubbed his temples, and said tiredly, “You always say that I’m good to Ah Xue, then have you ever thought about how Ah Xue treats me, and what’s the difference between you?”
“Saying this is actually a bit pretentious, I didn’t want to say it so bluntly, but since you want to hear it, then I’ll say it.”
“Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, Asuka bought me a Mid-Autumn Festival gift this massage chair, I like it very much, back to the gift I don’t think there’s anything wrong with it, it’s a mutual process.”
“Since you think I am not good to you, let me ask you, what have you done to me? Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, my gifts to Asuka don’t add up to more than two hundred thousand, yet I sent you a million dollars in pocket money for you to buy what you like.”
“Maybe you think I don’t give money with intention, but I know that you actually prefer receiving money to buying what you like than giving you those gifts, don’t you?
Gift giving needs to be put into perspective, this is my gift to you as a father, what have you given me, not a word of Happy Mid-Autumn Festival, not a phone call, not even coming home for dinner, the first thing you do when you come home is to question me and snatch my phone, do you think that’s appropriate?”
Bai Shanshan looked at Bai Muchen’s eyes, she always felt that Bai Muchen’s eyes seemed to pierce through her heart, all her little thoughts, were seen clearly.
“I ……”
Bai Mu Chen looked at her calmly, “You came back for a few months, I remember that you like to eat boiled pork slices, I remember that you like silver ear and lotus seed soup but only eat lotus seed rice, I remember that you like green onions and not cilantro, so you can eat what you like at the dinner table every time you come home, do you remember what I like?”
Bai Shanshan tried to recall, but in the end she couldn’t even say a word, her eyes reddened and she turned around to leave, but at the moment she went out the door, she heard Bai Mu Chen’s voice.
“Bai Shanshan, I hate lecturing, this is the last time I talk to you, I hope you can set your mind right.” Bai Mu Chen said indifferently.
“I do favor Ah Xue, I don’t deny this matter, but firstly Ah Xue doesn’t owe you, secondly Ah Xue deserves my favoritism, I hope you know that sometimes feelings are mutual, including affection,”
When Bai Shanshan left, the housekeeper took out a box of medicine from the drawer and patted Bai Mu Chen’s back, “Sir you take the medicine first, don’t be angry.”
Bai Mu Chen held the medicine bottle, his eyes warmed up, and suddenly asked coldly, “Did you find any evidence for the child swapping thing back then?”
“It’s been too long, the clues are fuzzy, let’s try to hurry.”
“Well, you go down first.”
Bai Mu Chen lay down on the reclining chair and waved his hand, the butler hurriedly exited the room and closed the door.
Actually, he wasn’t too angry, he just wanted to try to teach her well, but if he couldn’t, forget it.
It was just that Bai Shanshan’s words made him think of Chu Xue.
He was very busy and busy, Chu Xue was young, it was the time of the company’s rapid development, one in order to give his daughter a better environment, the second is to believe that the tiger will not eat the child, so Chu Xue handed over to Liu Danwen to take care of.
He flew south-east and north-west, and when he was tired, he occasionally went home to see his daughter, and he had the motivation to move forward.
So he is not really a competent father, companionship to give is not much.
Until Asuka was six years old, he came home early from a business trip, but found that Liu Danwen was not there, thinking that she had taken Asuka out to play, but some hesitation prevented him from dialing that phone number.
It was only when Liu Danwen came back drunk in the dead of night and saw him drop to the floor in a panic that she pointed to the basement.
His Asuka was alone and locked in the dark basement, reading a book by the dim light, and when she saw him open the door she gave a big smile, like an angel in the dark.
He was so angry that he wanted to divorce Liu Danwen, but Liu Danwen threatened him with Chu Xue, and if he divorced he would fight for custody of Chu Xue by any means necessary, and there was a high chance that the child would be awarded to her mother.
Even if it is one percent of the odds he did not dare to bet, coupled with the performance of Liu Danwen after a very good seems to really recognize their own mistakes into a good mother, A Xue does not seem to think that it is abusive without any psychological shadow, and after that it will not be settled.
White Mu Chen did not know, that is because Chu Xue came to this world after the outside world has not been exposed to, has always been to read books more.
She did not know how normal parents in this world get along, only thought it was all normal, and she was not afraid of the dark, also resistant to hunger, Liu Danwen did not dare to do too much, so she thought everything was normal.
After she knew how normal parents get along and knew that Liu Danwen was not her mother, she changed her name to Auntie Bai.
After that, no matter how big the company things, he will take two days every week to come out and take Chu Xue out to play, and at this time Chu Xue showed a talent that is often difficult to reach.
At the age of ten years old that year directly preferred into the A University, and that year, he was diagnosed with lung cancer, found in a timely manner has a chance of cure, but chemotherapy will be repeated after the cure, that year he lost dozens of pounds.
And that was also when Asuka chose biology to study cancer cells, her eyes were like a black grape, she was small, but she stood in front of him like a small adult.
She said, “I will develop a drug to cure dad!”
He smiled and said, “Good.”
But in fact, he did not hold any hope, he had already made a will, leaving part of the money to his Asuka, and part of the donation to the state, with her intelligence, plus the residual shade of the donation, naturally there are ways to keep the money.
And he insisted on insisting, live some more time, live a little longer.
After that Chu Xue is very busy very busy, busy even she this father can not see a few times a year, and the principal dinner to hear the principal said, she is very popular with the professors, and he is proud of this.
Until one day, she fainted in the laboratory and was hospitalized.
Bai Muchen realized that she was such a small person, actually stayed in the lab day and night for a year straight, the baby fat was gone, and her face was so pale that his heart broke.
No matter how he persuaded, she did not listen, if you do not let her into the laboratory she looked at you with those black eyes, after the helpless sigh, as if you are a child playing temper tantrums she is a small adult, and then took out the brick size of the book a study is another night.
Seeing that he could not stop, Bai Mu Chen could only make an appointment with her.
After that, it was more than a thousand days and nights, and in the fourth year, she appeared in front of Bai Muchen with a brand new targeted drug.
She said, “Dad, I did it!”
On that day, all the world’s cancer patients had the gospel.
Early cancer is completely cured, 80% of mid-stage cancer, and patients with advanced cancer with systemic spread have a 30% chance of being cured with further targeted treatment, and if they can’t be cured, they will live a little longer with long-term medication, prolonging their lives.
And that time Chu Xue has a meter seven, but thin but only eighty pounds, looks more pale and thin than his father who suffered from cancer.
Bai Mu Chen pressed her to stay at home for a year to get well, and he was also the first batch of experimenters of the anti-cancer drug, and now he could live for a long, long time as long as he took regular medication to control it.
Now he still remembers how he felt when he saw Chu Xue who had withered hair and was as thin as a small bamboo pole, unspeakably sour, and vowed at that time that he would be very, very good to Xue.
That was his newborn, given by his daughter.
So, even after that, Xue told him that she was not his real daughter, Bai Shanshan was.
He was indescribably shocked and saddened, he only wanted this one daughter and only wanted to be good to this one daughter.
Bai Shanshan was right when she said he was biased, he recognized that.
Because people’s feelings are mutual.
He is cool by nature, there are only so many feelings, he has given all of them to Chu Xue, and his child is also so sincere to him, he can not afford to spare any more emotions to treat Bai Shanshan.
The only thing he had for Bai Shanshan was responsibility.
Maybe this is a bit like scum speaking, but this is really what Bai Mu Chen has in mind.
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Chu Xue was a bit unhappy as she held the phone and listened to the busy signal, the sudden hang up and the sharp words were making her unhappy.
By this time the night was already very dark, Li Dashan and Li Shugen had already returned home.
She sat down in the yard and decided to calm down, only to have Fruit Tree’s shrill cry come from the backyard, “Where’s my wooden sign? Did Jiang Lianmo do this to you!”
Chu Xue’s brain buzzed and she looked up to see Spirit Tree was sheepishly hanging the wooden sign she had given to Fruit Tree in the most hidden place.
She gently kicked Spirit Tree and looked in the direction of the wooden sign.
“Don’t hide it, I saw it all.”
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