Chapter 142: The world, a myriad of red dust

This time, when I looked at Lin Furui’s face in the light of the lightning, I felt a strange feeling in my heart. Before, I felt pale and distorted, but this time, when I looked again, I felt that it was somewhat hideous because of some kind of longing.

At this point, what can I do to help? I always feel that looking at Lin Xiaohua’s thin shoulders, can she bear all this?

“Help me…” Lin Furui’s body was too weak to stand up, so he could only move a few times towards Lin Xiaohua with great effort, holding Lin Xiaohua’s hand with both hands. The desire in his eyes almost turned into a substance, with an inexplicable panic and urgency.

Lin Xiaohua’s eyes were gentle and tender, gently falling on Lin Furui’s face. I had never seen such eyes before. She was used to covering up all emotions with a kind of charm that was indifferent to everything. Her eyes made me feel indescribable, and I could only look at them like this. The water mist blurred her eyes and finally turned into a tear that fell on Lin Furui’s hand.

As the tear rolled down, Lin Xiaohua’s voice came quietly, as if with a sigh: “What do you want me to help you with?”

“Can you get me into this stone?” Hearing Lin Xiaohua’s reply, Lin Furui’s eyes suddenly flashed with a glimmer of hope. He held Lin Xiaohua’s hand, and although his voice was weak, it revealed a kind of urgency called hope.

Lin Xiaohua remained silent.

I was shocked. Of course I could not forget the nights I spent with Lin Xiaohua. When Lin Xiaohua first mentioned him, she said that he was her belief. His belief, however, was to die. But Lin Furui was obviously…

The fourth heavenly thunderbolt was gathering, and Lin Furui was even more desperate. Even though he was so weak, he couldn’t help but raise his voice a few tones: “Xiaohua, it’s too late. You know, he did everything. Why do I have to bear all this? Why is he fine and I’m going to die soon? Xiaohua, are you willing to watch me die in front of you? Are you willing to let me disappear like this?”

Lin Xiaohua’s tears seemed to be unable to stop. In the face of Lin Furui’s urgent request, she suddenly smiled, with three points of charm and seven points of desolation, but it was like a somewhat weak white flower blooming in a sea of colorful flowers, but it was impossible to take one’s eyes off it.

“I will disappear in a moment, too. Are you reluctant to let me go?” Although her tears wouldn’t stop, Lin Xiaohua’s voice was very calm. Even though the literal meaning of the sentence was so sad, how could she use such a calm voice…

“Of course I won’t let you go. As long as I’m still here, you’ll always be here, won’t you? As long as I… as long as I can survive this, I can keep you alive forever.” Lin Furui spoke incoherently, his expression already showing an unspeakable anxiety. He completely failed to notice a stumbling figure running behind him.

Lin Jianguo, he’s still here? During such a fierce battle, did he hide in a corner the whole time, watching his son?

A slap landed on Lin Furui’s face. Lin Jianguo stood behind Lin Furui in excitement… At this moment, Lin Jianguo’s lips trembled, his eyes full of pain. He looked at his hand in disbelief, as if he couldn’t believe that he would slap his own son.

My heart sighs inexplicably. At this moment, even the Taoist monk, who has always been indifferent, has a slight fluctuation in his emotions, but only a slight fluctuation.

I heard a thought in my heart: “Is this the world, with its myriad of earthly desires?” Then, I fell into silence, as if I wanted to continue to watch the myriad of earthly desires.

“Dad, are you hitting me? What are you doing? Do you want me to disappear too? Is that it?” Lin Furui was completely crazy at this moment. He turned his head and almost shouted at Lin Jianguo in a hoarse voice.

Lin Jianguo, however, could not say anything as his lips trembled. He slumped down in a somewhat decadent manner, covering his face with his hands, and his voice, accompanied by tears, overflowed from between his fingers: “Son, you cannot let Xiaohua down.”

“How did I wrong her? Can’t you all understand… everything is not what I want, it’s that god, that god…” Lin Furui’s voice was so urgent, but the fourth bolt of lightning that fell from the sky broke his shouts with astonishing momentum.

This time the lightning was very close to Lin Furui, very close… so close that it was about to strike him, as if this time the lightning was aimed at Lin Furui, and Lin Furui was so scared that he couldn’t help but shrink.

After the thunder and lightning, Lin Jianguo stood up again. He took another half step toward Lin Furui, as if he still wanted to say something, but Lin Xiaohua waved her hand, indicating that Lin Jianguo should say nothing.

Facing Lin Xiaohua, Lin Jianguo seemed to have special feelings. When Lin Xiaohua made this gesture, he really stopped, only looking at Lin Furui with a sad gaze and not saying anything.

Lin Xiaohua let go of Lin Furui’s hand, and her fingers lightly touched Lin Furui’s face, which had turned even paler from the shock of the lightning. She said softly, “Yes, he did everything. You were forced to be entangled with his soul for so many years. He was strong, but emotionally he was still influenced by you. What about you? Have you also left traces of him? So, at this point, you are also used to being entangled with him, even if you hide in a stone?”

“Xiaohua, help me. Why did I have to die? Why? I didn’t do anything, why did he… And I’m still me.” Lin Furui’s voice became weak. Perhaps he always felt that he was bearing the consequences of all this.

“Yes, you are still you… but unfortunately, my memory has become too vague over the years, always stuck on the night you appeared and the words you said to me. Since you want it so badly, I will grant your wish.” Lin Xiaohua let go of Lin Furui’s face and then picked up the Tianwen Stone and stood up.

What is Lin Xiaohua going to do? Is she really going to put Lin Furui in the stone?

I looked at Lin Xiaohua in a daze, but somehow I could understand her sadness at this moment. If someone dies, then at least you can remember them. The worst thing is that the person is still alive, but they are no longer the person in your heart. What could be more painful than that?

Lin Xiaohua stood in the increasingly fierce wind, but took a pendant from her chest.

What is it? Is it another Tianwen Stone? I thought so subconsciously, but was interrupted by the Daotongzi in my heart: “Do you think Tianwen Stone is cabbage? How many can appear?”

I was interrupted by the Taoist boy, and only then did I realize that the pendant on Lin Xiaohua’s chest was a metal pendant, about half the size of a palm, and it was the kind that could be opened. She took something out of it, and when I looked closely, it was a piece of paper.

Lin Xiaohua looked at Lin Furui, and Lin Furui looked at Lin Xiaohua with hope. Lin Xiaohua smiled. At this moment, she reached out and quietly wiped away the tears on her face, then put her finger in her mouth, as if she were very charming, but blood oozed from her finger.

She bit her finger and then spread the paper, using her own blood to draw something on the paper.

At this time, except for the sound of the wind, everything was extremely quiet… or maybe this kind of quiet was too quiet. Lin Xiaohua quietly opened her mouth and said, “Over the years, the gods have always brought in some cultivators. Maybe the years were too boring, so I learned a few things. I never learned well, I knew what to do but not why… but I can always draw strange things.”

“Xiaohua, what did you learn?” Lin Furui thought that Lin Xiaohua was chatting with him at the moment, so despite his impatience, he asked a question.

“The pattern of the wind.” Lin Xiaohua looked up, and the familiar smile appeared on her face again, full of charm, but she didn’t care at all.

But at this moment, the stone in her hand began to vibrate violently, and Lin Furui didn’t really listen to what Lin Xiaohua was saying. When he saw the stone in her hand vibrate, he suddenly reacted and couldn’t help but cry out, “What? Array patterns? No, no, Xiaohua, don’t!”

“You’ve been with the gods for so many years, you know a lot about them, don’t you?” Lin Xiaohua smiled so prettily, but at the moment when the Tianwen Stone was vibrating the most violently, she projected the talisman onto the Tianwen Stone!

“No!” Lin Furui struggled to stand up at this moment, despite his weak body.

However, everything had already become a foregone conclusion… At that moment, I seemed to understand something.