Chapter 003 – Finding the Wrong Person

Feng Dayong was scolded by his wife and could not raise his head a little, “Zishan, I am not a momentary mouth ……”

“Shut up. Divorce is what you proposed, regardless of whether you change your mind, these days about a time to discuss again, we get the divorce agreement signed, immediately go to the Civil Affairs Bureau for formalities, you do not want to leave are not!” After saying that Zi Shan once again pointed to the door, “Now I have something, you happen to have an appointment, do not need me to find a broom to send you.”

Feng Dayong looked at Zi Shan and felt that he didn’t recognize her, when did Zi Shan become such a person? Even if she was angry, she would only reason with people, she wouldn’t yell at them, she always said that there is no reasoning, why was she so agitated today?

Also, being pointed at by his wife and driven out of the house made his heart very uncomfortable at the same time, there was a little bit of exasperation, just, well, now he was here to talk about divorce matters, so it was inconvenient to lose his temper.

In fact, Feng Dayong himself do not know why not straight out his own dissatisfaction, at least this house but with his hard-earned money to buy, according to the original, if his wife dared to drive him out, he must go away and never come back – to Xiaoliu where to live just right.

But today, he just can’t say a word of anger, even if he thinks that Zi Shan has no right to drive him: “This is still my home, I also go to pick up the baby ……” He once again brought up his daughter, wanting to use this to stay.

For the first time since his fight with Ryu, Rarity didn’t have a distaste for this home, no longer hating to leave right away but actually wanting to stay. Stay of course will not spend the night here, he just want, just want to eat a meal at home with his daughter.

Those in this home, and his wife and daughter a family of three people joyful dinner scene came to mind, so that he could not help but heart, he even thought of eating dinner can also and Zi Shan take his daughter out for a walk.

“Since we are all talking about the divorce, it’s not convenient for me to keep you, take your time and don’t see me off.” Zi Shan interrupts Feng Dayong’s words, takes a few steps across to the door and directly opens the door signaling Feng Dayong to leave immediately.

She no longer wants to stay under the same roof for even a minute, and she breathes the same air in a closed space, making her feel sick.

Feng Dayong looked at Zi Shan, completely did not expect things will be such a result: “Zi Shan ……” even if just some embarrassed annoyed, now he should not hold back, but he really do not understand why there is no anger in his heart, but rather a wisp of reluctance to give birth to.

Looking around this home, he remembered too many things, those good and happy times all returned to his mind, he took a deep breath: “I really do not want to become enemies with you, at least, I think, we can still be friends.”

Zi Shan looked at him, “Go away, don’t make me say something unpleasant, I don’t care about scolding you or not, but because scolding people like you will dirty your own mouth, two hundred percent worthless.” She was not impressed by the unwillingness in Feng Dayong’s eyes, instead she slightly raised her chin and pointed at the door to drive people away again.

Feng Dayong’s words made her even more angry, what do you mean you can be friends? She, Li Zishan, had married him, Feng Dayong, for more than ten years, not for the sake of one day being friends with him.

As for Feng Dayong’s rare good temper and the reluctance in his eyes, it was even more ridiculous in Zishan’s eyes. Because she clearly remembers, once this day Feng Dayong came back to open the mouth to divorce, said to have fallen in love with Xiaoliu, and then regardless of how she said, how to cry and beg, he dropped a sentence “also have to leave, not also have to leave” turn around to go.

No half of the feelings, more than ten years as a couple, she asked herself did not do anything wrong Feng Dayong things, also did not do things wrong Feng family, why, when she begged him bitterly, he did not think not to become enemies, but also can be friends.

Originally things are not at the moment this way, and the result of the conversation is that she was too excited and fell softly to the ground, in the loss of consciousness before hearing is the Feng Dayong sentence: “will also pretend to be dead, small Shan you really long ability ah, do not think that this will be able to keep me, I rush first leave, back to let the lawyer to talk to you about the divorce.”

It was because of Feng Dayong’s words that she was so angry that she fainted to death, but when she woke up, she saw an impatient Feng Dayong and the good-natured doctor.

“Alright? Then I’ll leave first, what a pain in the ass.” She remembers that after Feng Dayong saw her open her eyes, he dropped these words and left her alone in the hospital and left.

Yes, she knew how hard-hearted Feng Dayong was, and this time, she no longer cried and begged, this time, she obeyed his heart as his will. For the sake of not him, for the sake of letting themselves still have the minimum dignity, the next person does not love themselves, at least they have to love themselves.

Feng Dayong looked at Zishan, big hand rubbed and rubbed eventually stood up and walked to Zishan, want to reach out to hold Zishan’s hand: “You, is not hate me? I ……”

“Hate you? No, Feng Dayong, I do not hate you. You go, the divorce thing tomorrow day after tomorrow you call to make an appointment to talk about.” Zishan finished her sentence and pushed Feng Dayong out of the door, closing it with a bang.

She already knew that to hate a person is to put him in the heart, and Feng Dayong is the person she wants to delete in her life, never want to remember the person, hate him? He really didn’t deserve it.

Feng Dayong did not expect to be swept away, staring at the door in dismay for a while he turned towards the elevator. He got the result he wanted, Zi Shan agreed to divorce very quickly, but he did not have a bit of happy energy, on the contrary, there is a kind of indescribable feeling.

He thought that Zixan couldn’t leave him, he thought that Zixan would die for him, and he had prepared some very fierce words in order to make Zixan realize – he didn’t love her anymore. But what is the situation now? Zi Shan had stopped loving him a long time ago? Especially the last sentence about not hating him made him feel bad.

He was so depressed that he didn’t even respond to the neighborhood security guard who greeted him. The security guard was the one for whom he had found a job, and in the eyes of outsiders he had always been a good person.

Stepping out of the neighborhood to see the car parked at the corner, he couldn’t help but look back at the neighborhood, thinking of Zixan pushed him out of the scene his heart pumped, even from the car down, a head of big waves of Xiao Liu waved at him, didn’t let him feel even a little bit better.

Even when he sat down with Xiao Liu in the private room of the restaurant, he didn’t come back to his senses. When Xiao Liu learned of Zi Shan’s promise of a divorce and leapt to hug him, it instead gave him a twinge of annoyance.

The bad mood continued until he went home, back to his and Xiao Liu’s home. When Xiao Liu wanted to “reward” him properly and wrapped her snake-like body around him, he didn’t even feel any better, not to mention excited. In the end, he said there is something to do to go to the study, sitting in front of the computer, smoking one after another, almost dawn before he fell asleep.

He did not think of anything, is the thought of Zi Shan’s attitude he was irritable to unbearable, and the dream is also repeated over and over again is Zi Shan that sentence – I do not hate you.

Feng Dayong cared about this sentence because with his understanding of Zi Shan, he knew that what Zi Shan said was true.

Zishan also sleeps late at night, only a small part of it is because of Feng Dayong, more because of the opportunity to get back to make her excited, especially in the embrace of her daughter’s soft fragrant little body, she was overwhelmed by the feeling of happiness. It’s worth it, as long as her daughter is still there everything is worth it.

Feng Dayong is no longer the whole of her life, and she can no longer ruin the rest of her life with her own hands because of him, especially, she will not let anyone destroy her precious daughter again.

Zishan’s current daughter is only in kindergarten, she knows nothing about the drastic change between her parents, she just wonders why her mom is hugging her so hard today, but she happily kisses her mom on the cheek, “Mommy misses me, doesn’t she? I miss mommy too.”

The childish smile made Zi Shan’s tears well up, there was really nothing else she could ask for to see her daughter’s sweet smile again, she nodded her head repeatedly and hugged her daughter’s small body, “Yes, mommy misses her baby, mommy misses her baby to death.”

She once cried bitterly at night about her daughter’s departure, the thought of her daughter did not diminish with the passage of time, but instead became more and more intense, she thought she would never see her daughter again, but now her daughter is alive and well in her arms, so that she is overjoyed how she could not control her tears.

Embracing her daughter Zishan sleep although late, but sleep is very sweet, because the biggest regret of her life is no longer, the morning does not need an alarm clock, six thirty clock Zishan woke up, gently kissed her daughter’s little face, they get up to prepare breakfast for their daughters.

She was in a good mood, how long had it been since she had been in such a good mood? She couldn’t remember anymore, but those sufferings didn’t matter anymore, what mattered was the present moment.

Being able to cook for her daughter all made Zi Shan put a happy smile on her face, accompanying her daughter to finish her meal, holding her daughter’s little hand and going downstairs to send her to kindergarten, talking and laughing with her daughter along the way, not in a hurry to rush. She really wanted to give her daughter a day off, it was because she was afraid that Feng Dayong would come to talk about the divorce that she reluctantly said goodbye to her daughter at the kindergarten door.

It made that cute teacher Ding tease her, “It’s too hard to part with her, isn’t it?”

Back home again, Zishan laid out the paper on her desk and began to think about the details of the divorce in detail. When the marriage was simple, but there are too many things that must be made clear in the divorce, not sloppy.

At the very least, it should be hers, it should be her daughter’s, it can’t be fought for without it, she’s not greedy, but she can’t be too puritanical to say that money doesn’t matter either. She knew very well that to live without money was really not an option, of course she had to earn it, but just because she had to earn it she couldn’t let Feng Dayong save the part he should take out.

The doorbell rang, Zi Shan threw the pen on the table and looked at the clock on the wall, not yet nine o’clock. This Feng Dayong really can’t wait a moment? But there is no harm in making things clear earlier, she did not give birth to any sorrow or joy.

Open the door, see is not Feng Dayong that nasty face, Zi Shan looked at the door stood a middle-aged woman, dressed in extremely fashionable and expensive, a glance at the past and did not have the feeling of life, although she really had not seen this person before.

Zi Shan groaned in her heart, too excited to see her daughter, completely forgetting that there was another thing that had stunned her before today.

“Xiao Shan, you are Xiao Shan, aren’t you?” The middle-aged noblewoman’s voice was very nice, flat and steady with a third of excitement in her voice: “I ……”

Zixi Shan fiercely interrupted her words: “I’m sorry, you’re looking for the wrong person, I’m not called Xiao Shan.” After saying this, without looking at the middle-aged noblewoman’s surprised expression, she slammed the door heavily.