Chapter 011 Not a big deal
The baby instinctively retreated behind Zi Shan, the small hand also grabbed Zi Shan’s clothes, although the opening call but the small body has been close to the mother, instinctively show the birthright, the child is sensitive, know that some people to their smile is not sincere, to their praise is not heartfelt.
Zisan looked at the people waiting at the elevator, and was a little surprised: “Dad, Mom? Xiao Gang, Xiao Mei? Why are you guys here?” She really didn’t expect to see Feng Dayong’s family at this moment.
The divorce was Feng Dayong’s idea, naturally his family he had already settled long ago and would not come to the city.
Thinking of the past when Feng Dayong set his mind, she had called her in-laws, hoping that the two old men could persuade Feng Dayong, but the two in-laws did not persuade Feng Dayong, just said that they were old children’s things can not do the main thing, so that Zisan what things and Dayong to discuss properly.
The in-laws, who could not even be invited, now suddenly appeared in front of her. Originally, Zi Shan would ask her in-laws for help because she and her in-laws had always been on good terms, anyway, she had always thought so.
Her mother-in-law, Ma Zhen, smiled, “I haven’t seen the baby or you guys for some days, so I just happened to save up some eggs to bring to you, and stopped by to check on you.” She was just over fifty years old, but years of labor had already made her face full of wrinkles, and her back had hunched over early, making her look like a seventy year old.
Ma Zhen is a very traditional women, in addition to work in the home on work, inside and outside, large and small in front of the place where she never spoke, regardless of the size of the matter, the Feng family no one asked for her opinion and she will never open to say their own opinions. Later Zisan in order to show respect, everything will ask a mother-in-law, but Ma Zhen also just smilingly said: “you say good, say good.”
She wasn’t much of a talker either, as could be heard by listening to her opening her mouth to answer Zisan.
Send eggs because she thinks the eggs laid by her own chickens are good, so she often accumulates them, sometimes sending them into the city, and sometimes letting Zisan and Feng Dayong go back to the old family home to get them back themselves, in short, it’s a lot of old people’s thoughts, very simple.
Eunuch Feng Yuejin glared at Ma Zhen: “If you can’t speak, don’t speak.” He looked at Zisan, “We came to see you all – haven’t eaten yet, have you? Xiao Mei happened to buy it.”
Zisan looked at her in-laws and her brother-in-law and sister-in-law and pulled the baby’s hand into the elevator together. She hated Feng Dayong, and the marriage was divorced, and she would not let Feng Dayong into her home again, but her in-laws and family had treated her well over the years, and compared to those who did not get along with their in-laws, she had never had that kind of trouble.
At this moment, even if she wants to cut her ties with Feng Dayong, she has no reason to turn the old man away.
Opening the door to the room to let the old man in, and watching Xiao Gang and Xiao Mei go to the kitchen to get something, Zi Shan slowly sat down holding the baby, and looking at her in-laws’ faces, she took a deep breath before speaking, “Dad, mom, Danyong and I are in the process of getting a divorce.”
It’s not her fault, and things can’t be hidden, no matter if Feng Dayong said or not, no matter what the purpose of her in-laws’ visit is, Zi Shan thinks that she should also make it clear at the first time and make her position clear, or else, won’t it be even more embarrassing in the future?
Eunuch Feng Yuejin looked up at her, “I will talk about Dayong’s ……”
Zisan immediately interrupted her father-in-law’s words, since she married into the Feng family it was the first time she was so impolite, “Dad, the divorce is indeed Danyong’s intention, but I’ve also figured out that the two of us no longer have any feelings might as well be divorced.”
She finished tightening her arms and glanced at the baby worriedly, the child didn’t know nothing, such a sensitive child should have felt it even if she didn’t say anything. Sooner or later, the child would have to know, but in this moment she was still heartbroken and guilty, heartbroken that the child was hurt, and guilty that she couldn’t give the child a complete home.
The baby looked up at her, and although he didn’t say anything he relied in her arms, and his small hands wrapped around her neck.
Ma Zhen spoke sharply: “Zisan, not for the other should also think for the child, which went to that kind of point …… ” but in Feng Yuejin’s gaze under the mouth, the eyes also moved to the kitchen: “I, I go to look at them. Clumsy don’t break the bowl.”
Feng Yuejin took out a dry cigarette, Zisan opened her mouth and finally did not say anything else, she had a baby, but also once whispered to her father-in-law about the harmful effects of smoking, especially second-hand smoke on the child’s harm, but her father-in-law never took her words to heart.
This time, she felt it was better to let it go.
“Zisan, a woman’s family should behave like a woman’s family, what do you mean the feelings are gone? Over the years, Dayong he also raised a family and didn’t treat you mother and daughter poorly, look at your mother-in-law that’s called a woman.” Feng Yuejin inhaled a mouthful of smoke, “You were very good, nowadays so strong is refusing to give a man a step down, it is not like a woman.”
Zisan know Feng Dayong home situation that is a one-word hall, the size of the family are Feng Yuejin a person said, once upon a time, she respected the old man in all things from the, do not look at the other look at the old man that the old man that tired and old look at them to Feng Dayong raised adults, can let her have such a good husband on the part of the old man, she has no reason to provoke anger.
But today, she didn’t want to listen to the old man’s words anymore and couldn’t do what he said.
“Dad, I’ve already made up my mind.” Zisan looked at Feng Yuejin: “He has a woman outside, that woman is also pregnant with his child, last night that woman even came to the house and made a scene and beat me, Dad, Zisan has no way to live with him anymore.”
Feng Yuejin knocked his dry cigarette in the ashtray, “I know, it’s Dayong who did wrong. However, you also have to sympathize with him a little bit, he is not just want a son to pass on the generation well …… “In his eyes, the baby is not his Feng family, only the boy is his Feng family, the girl is for others to raise.
Zisan fiercely stood up: “Dad, divorce is my and Danyong’s matter, you still don’t worry about it, I’ll go to give Danyong a call, let him come over to pick up you two old people.”
She carried the child into the house, after making a phone call mood also calmed down, think about the two old in the end is Feng Dayong’s parents, it is difficult to not really public road? Who’s child is not the meat of the heart ah, the words of the father-in-law, although listening to angry but also in the reasonable.
Just, she and Feng Dayong divorce and Feng family has no relationship, naturally do not want to listen to the eunuch say something Feng parents son to cut off the flame, there is no long grandchildren words. Son preference, which is very normal in the countryside, listened to this kind of words for many years, and now she does not have to listen to it again.
Of course, no matter what Feng Dayong has done, she will not take the anger to the head of the old man, from the room out, see the mother-in-law to set the meal immediately took over: “I’ll do it, mom, you sit down.”
Feng Yuejin’s face does not look good, but did not say anything more Zisan, after eating the baby was brought to the balcony by Xiaogang and Xiaomei to play, Zisan and mother-in-law to clean up the dishes – do not let Ma Zhen do she refused.
After washing the dishes Zisan came out, Feng Yuejin smoked another bag of cigarettes before speaking: “Zisan, we went to the city is not easy, the baby today do not let her go to kindergarten, your mother and I took her out to play.”
Zisan was a little hesitant because the baby didn’t really like being with her grandparents.
Xiaogang picked up the baby and said, “Sister-in-law, we know it’s big brother’s fault, but we can’t intervene in your affairs, let us play with the baby, I’m afraid it won’t be easy to see the baby in the future.”
Zisan looked at her daughter, “What’s not easy, no matter what the baby is always mom and dad’s granddaughter, Xiaogang and Xiaomei your niece.” Thinking about it she asked her daughter, “Do you want to go out with grandparents?”
“Uh-huh.” The baby agreed painfully.
Zisan had nothing to worry about, “You mustn’t tire out your grandparents, listen to your uncle and aunt, and don’t clamor to buy things know?” After she instructed the baby, she smiled at Feng Yuejin and Ma Zhen, “Mom and dad, you shouldn’t be too tired either.”
Feng Yuejin nodded and stood up to walk outside, Ma Zhen rubbed her hands together, “We, then, are leaving. Just take a look around the park while it’s cool.”
Xiaogang picks up the baby, “Sister-in-law, we won’t be back for lunch, later when big brother comes you talk to him, no, you scold him! If you can not divorce or do not divorce is good, you so good sister-in-law we but do not give up.”
Zi Shan smiled and didn’t reply, there are some things that are destined to be irreversible, so she really can’t promise Xiaogang.
Xiao Mei didn’t say anything, just glanced at Zi Shan and followed her parents out the door with Xiao Gang.
Zisan sent them away and came back to sit down, knowing that this was the Feng family’s attempt to get themselves and Feng Dayong to have a good talk in the hope that they would come back to their senses and live together again, but she knew that this was never going to be possible, and that she couldn’t accept Feng Dayong again.
The doorbell did not ring, Feng Dayong took the key and opened the door to come in: “Mom and Dad left?”
“No, went to play with the baby.” Zisan looked at him very calm, took out the divorce agreement she had already prepared: “You look at, if there is no objection we can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau after signing.”
Feng Dayong sat down without looking at the divorce agreement: “I gave you an appointment at the Provincial People’s Hospital, next Wednesday you go there to be hospitalized and examined to do surgery, this matter, can not be delayed.”
Zisan looked at him, “Thank you. But don’t bother you, I’ll make my own arrangements. Take a look, I didn’t ask for more of your money, I won’t take less of what’s mine.”
Feng Dayong looked at her eyes, “Zisan, I was wrong.” He finished and suddenly got up and violently knelt down in front of Zi Shan, “Give me another chance, I just want a son, really, I ……”
Zi Shan was stunned by him, then immediately stood up and avoided to the side: “You get up and talk.” She really didn’t expect Feng Dayong to kneel down.
“Zisan, I’m really wrong,” Feng Dayong’s eyes were full of remorse and he was close to shedding tears, “There is gold under the knees of men, I’m kneeling down now because I know I’m wrong, will you forgive me this time? I promise there won’t be a next time, when Xiao Liu’s child is born, I won’t see her again ……”
Zi Shan frowned, “You’re not signing?” She interrupted Feng Dayong’s confession and asked him seriously.
“Not signing.” Feng Dayong see can not impress Zisan very dry answer, answered decisively, “Absolutely will not sign, I do not want a divorce. Zisan, I know it’s wrong, for the sake of the child ……”
Husband and wife to divorce, as long as one party refuses to leave this matter on the big trouble, is by no means a month or two can leave into, he wants is time, time he will always think of ways to coax the purple Shan back to the heart.
Zisan no longer pay attention to Feng Dayong let him kneel on the ground to talk to himself, pick up the phone to dial the phone: “Hey, Lin Hao, I am Li Zisan, yes, old classmates, well, no need to be polite, I’m looking for you is that I want you to help me make a lawsuit, ah, is not a big deal, the divorce only.”