Chapter 026: Do not stop you

The baby’s childish voice, innocent eyes, let Feng Dayong face some slightly red, born want to find a crack to drill in the idea, he now really regret a lot of things did not avoid the child, five-year-old child is really not small.

Feng Dayong once again unable to speak, in fact, the baby does not remind him also know that those words are he once said. At that time, he and Liu Yun is exactly the time of honey, see Zi Shan is not good, there is no reason anyway is to see Li Zi Shan he does not annoy the second person.

In that case, naturally, what Zi Shan does is wrong, things done right are wrong, let alone done wrong? He would not let Zixan off the hook for the slightest mistake, and would either lose his temper and yell or make a snide remark, and then leave his daughter and Zixan in the lurch.

Where are you going? Of course is to go to find Liu Yun ah, only to see Liu Yun his heart only pain, this day can do things smoothly. He felt that he was a real success since he knew Liu Yun.

He hadn’t thought about how much harm his words would do at that time, he just felt that his heart ached after cursing Zi Shan, moreover, he didn’t have to worry that Zi Shan would settle scores with him. For one thing, Zixan had no family, and for another, she didn’t have any close friends or sisters – even if she did have one or two, she wasn’t the kind of person who would bother people if they were so busy.

The most important thing is the third, let him feel at ease to scold Zi Shan, without any worries, is because he once in a long time after the first yelling at Zi Shan’s explanation – he was tired outside ah, busy ah, subject to all sorts of idle anger ah, so get a belly belly angry, temper is not good not intentionally.

Zixan believed, and did not and he really have, sympathize with him a big man to support the hard work of the family, sympathize with him outside the hard work of earning money, was scolded after the silence, he turned his face of course, forget, and Zixan did not mention it – mention it? If he mentioned it again, he would be scolded again.

He also recalled that once Zixan often asked him what he was angry with outside, what things did not go well, etc., but he was too lazy to talk to Zixan, simply do not want to say a word to her, so he would not give her a good gas, no good words. The explanation of this matter he also gave, the man’s self-esteem, well, outside by the wimpy still want him to remember again? Over time, the last purple Shan also do not ask.

Today, those who had been thrown by him to the purple Shan on the words, but was purple Shan thrown to his head, violently heard is really can not stand. A morning of hard work, tired and aching back but did not get a good face, you just do not praise a sentence, do not say a sentence “you hard work”, at least do not have to so scolding, right?

But now, looking at the baby’s eyes, looking at Zi Shan’s calm eyes, he can’t say anything to complain about, even to talk about his own hard work, he is embarrassed to open his mouth, because he only worked hard for a morning, once those years together there are thousands of mornings? Zixan had never complained to him.

It was embarrassing, really embarrassing. He was so embarrassed that he couldn’t even sit down to eat after he mumbled “I’m sorry,” which he said very softly because he really wasn’t used to apologizing to women. Also, his father had told him since he was a child that cooking and laundry were women’s jobs, and that a man would not be a man if he did them.

Like his mother, and his father to work together, what kind of work is not less work, but back home but can not sit down a bit, we have to make a fire to cook, laundry and feed the dogs, etc., and his father or sitting in the yard, or lying in the house to smoke dry cigarettes, will not take a hand.

What he felt sorry for was only those words he shouldn’t have said, not what Zi Shan had done in the past that was worthy of gratitude. Women are born to do housework, it is natural.

Compared to his father’s big man he was so much better, at least he never hit women, unlike how many times his father had hit his mother during those troubled years. It didn’t always have to be a big mistake, it could be a bad word, or the rice served was too hot or too cold, but anytime his father was in a bad mood, it was the smallest thing that would make him hit his mother.

However, he did agree with his father’s words, the man is the head of the family, the big things in the family do not have a woman to intervene in the part of the brothers, brotherly discord ah, the separation of disputes and so on, are women involved in it will be. Only the same blood is a family, daughter-in-law is always an outsider, so the money can not let the woman take.

He had always done this, so he didn’t half worry when he filed for divorce, because Li Zisan didn’t even know how much money he actually had.

The guilt is not much and not deep, but by the daughter so say let him really face can not hang, he finished to look at Zi Shan, waiting for Zi Shan said “no matter” and so on, then he can sit down to eat.

To be honest, after a night and a morning, he was not only tired but also very hungry, the aroma from the porridge made his stomach growl, even if there was no salt added – if it was in the past when Zi Shan made this kind of meal, he would not only scold and not eat, he would have dropped the rice with the bowl on the floor on the spot, but now he can eat a few big bowls.

Zi Shan look at him: “just a sorry? Also said like a mosquito hum. If saying sorry works ……”

The baby loudly snatched, “Then what else do you need the police uncle to do.” She finished with a cheeky grin, in the end, she was still a small child, and didn’t seem to have much perception of the somewhat bizarre situation that Zi Shan and Feng Dayong were in right now.

“Well said.” Zi Shan looks at Feng Dayong: “Still not bringing salt? How are you going to let the baby eat.” It was exactly the same kind of condescending tone that Feng Dayong originally had.

Feng Dayong certainly does not sound good, but thinking of Yang Guoying he still endured, turned around and went into the kitchen to get the salt, Zi Shan reached out and took it and waved her hand, “Okay, it’s not too early, you can go now.”

“Uh, huh?” Feng Dayong’s eyes widened, he had been working for so long and was so hungry that his front heart was stuck to his back, but now Li Zisan didn’t even let him have a bowl of rice, and directly drove him away – treating him like a servant?

Zisan looked up at him: ”Still not leaving, waiting for dinner? There’s no rice for you in our house.”

“I said last night that I broke it off with Xiao Liu and came back to live to take care of you mother and daughter, I know I did wrong before I took the initiative to do the housework and make you breakfast, and yet you say words to let me go? What do you take me for, huh? Why didn’t you make it clear last night, you’ve really grown a heart and a mind.” Feng Da Courage really wanted to slap him.

Zi Shan looked at him, “Take you for what? Well, this is a good question you asked, what you originally treated me as, I treated you as what I was last night until this morning.” She gave Feng Dayong do many years of “maid”, “old mom”, now let Feng Dayong also taste this flavor, did not think of a night he can not stand to jump.

“Feng Dayong, the baby is here.” She added the salt to the baby and blew on the porridge, “Eat, baby.” Completely ignoring Feng Dayong who was already furious, the two of them ate with the baby.

The baby now knew that her mom and dad were angry, but her feelings for Feng Dayong now were not as deep as they were for Zi Shan, and a small child could easily tell who was genuinely treating her well, so she focused on dealing with the congee in her bowl and did not look at her dad. She knew in her little heart that she hated that Auntie Liu, and she especially hated that her dad was with Auntie Liu, and now that she saw her mom teaching her dad a lesson, well, those who do wrong will always be taught a lesson, that’s what their teacher said, and of course it’s the truth.

Feng Dayong held a breath in his chest, looking at Zi Shan almost forgot to breathe, angry, he was angry, but he didn’t know what to say next. In the end he was in the wrong first, if he said that he regarded Zi Shan as his wife, not to mention whether Zi Shan believed him or not he himself did not want to hit himself in the mouth.

This breath held so much that he felt pain, looking at Zi Shan who was slowly and methodically eating congee, he finally turned around angrily, “It’s time for me to go to the company, I’ll be back for dinner in the evening.” If he said he was going to move back in, he was going to move back in, no one could stop him from living in his house before he was divorced.

Zishan squinted her eyes and smiled, the morning sunlight fell on her face, without any cosmetics her face was flushed with another kind of beauty because of her health, “Oh, then don’t forget to come back and cook, I want to eat stewed prawns at night, well, I also want to eat roasted yellow croaker.”

Feng Dayong heard turned around violently, staring at Zi Shan for a long time and then slowly nodded his head and squeezed out a word from between his teeth: “Good.” For the sake of the purpose, he endured.

Zishan’s smile is even more brilliant: “Then, our living room should also be cleaned, the sofa cover should be washed, the TV wall ……” She looked at Feng Dayong without half a bit of anger, without half a bit of hatred, without half a bit of annoyance! –You want to come back to live? She really won’t stop.

Feng Dayong really can’t listen to it, almost have to take off his mouth and say: “Get lost, I’m going to divorce you now!” But when the words came out of his mouth, his heart softened for some reason when he saw Zi Shan’s smiling face, remembering the time when he and Zi Shan went on a picnic a long, long time ago, when Zi Shan was also so beautiful under the sunlight that it made his heart flutter.

Of course, this does not make him change his mind about divorce, especially he Feng Dayong, a big man how will be subjected to a daughter-in-law’s anger? He wasn’t a wife-beater, he was a big man!

What prevented him from swallowing that back was his purpose, and there were only a few rooms in total in their house, even if Zi Shan wanted to toss him around how many days could she toss him around? He, for now, endured.

“I, will come back at night to clean up.” Feng Dayong gritted his teeth and said immediately turned around, he was afraid that if he stayed any longer he wouldn’t be able to hold back from strangling Zi Shan’s neck.

Zi Shan looks at his back, “That’s good. But you have to remember to find a place to eat by yourself, whether you want to eat before cooking or after cooking is up to you, as long as you don’t starve the baby.”

Feng Dayong walked outside without looking back, he was really about to hold back.

“Hey, you’re not going to agree are you? I won’t let you have a bully dinner, looks like the baby and I will be eating out tonight.” Zishan stroked the baby’s hair, “Let’s go eat rice noodles, okay?”

The baby hasn’t said anything yet, Feng Dayong stands in the doorway with his back stiffened, “Okay, I, will eat outside, finish cooking and go eat outside.”