Chapter 038: A Man of Principle

Yang Guoying looks at Zi Shan, her smart mind is on the fritz, she actually finishes her sentence dumbfounded, “I, will have the money to compensate you, Zi Shan.”

Zi Shan raised her hand, looking at Yang Guoying’s face she wanted to slap it down, how could she not imagine that there would be such a mother in the world? She would never treat her baby this way, as long as the baby was happy, she really didn’t want anything more.

Yang Guoying didn’t take care of herself, she just looked at Zi Shan and didn’t move. She didn’t want to move, but her mind was blank, she didn’t think about what she should do or say next, Zi Shan hated her, she knew it, but she didn’t realize that Zi Shan was so annoyed with her.

The sentence “God has eyes” struck her frozen on the spot, looking at Zi Shan can not taste what is in the heart, many years have not seen her daughter, should be said to be her intentionally forgotten for many years of her daughter, and then see when it is unfamiliar, but this kind of unfamiliarity is different from the sight of a complete stranger, which naturally has a bloodline related to the things.

She really did have some desire to recognize Zixan, but it was only after Zixan had rejected her, and then after she had begged Zixan for help with her illness and Zixan had revealed it to her, that she found herself unable to take a step closer to Zixan. In fact, she thought it was only right that Zi Shan gave her a kidney to save her life, but she had never imagined that her daughter would hate her so much that she would not only watch her die, but also point her nose and say – you deserve this?

But she couldn’t be angry or annoyed, looking at the face in front of her that was exactly the same as her own when she was young, she really couldn’t say a word of reproach, even when she saw Zi Shan raise her hand, she didn’t think of dodging, Yang Guoying, who had been so shrewd for a long time, was like a fool, except for staring at Zi Shan, she was still staring at Zi Shan.

Zi Shan looked at Yang Guoying’s eyes, “Your money, I don’t care.” She used all her strength, but eventually withdrew her hand, “Beating you, dirtying my hands.”

Yang Guoying looked at Zi Shan and murmured, “Don’t misunderstand, we can actually sit down and talk.”

Zi Shan really exploded when she heard this, “Sit down and talk? Talk about what?” She pointed at Feng Dayong, “The same as him, talk about how much money you used to buy me a kidney to save my life? I’m just out of the month you want to divorce, can, but I’m still breastfeeding ah, why do not you take me and I threw in the court? When you threw me out, did you ever think to sit down and talk with me and ask me if I was willing to be thrown out of court by you?”

“Nearly thirty years you have no news, see you now successful and famous look, also know that you are full of food and wear warm, life is free and easy, then these thirty years you have not thought to find me to sit down and have a good talk? Talk about how I should have reacted when I was being severely beaten by my stepmother by twisting my ears? Talk about where I should have gone to find food when I was locked in my room starving by my stepmother?”

“Why didn’t you come and talk to me when I was younger and needed my mom and missed her? When I was older and needed my mom around to guide me and teach me, why didn’t you come and talk to me? When I was hurt, when I was sick, when my heart ached like a knife, why didn’t you think to talk to me?”

Zi Shan looked at her, her voice suddenly became calm and unruffled from its high pitch, “Now you want to talk? But, it’s too late. I, for one, don’t have anything to talk to you about. You haven’t asked about my joys and sorrows, you haven’t cared about my sickness, pain, life and death, so, if you want to buy my kidney, I can only say I’m sorry.”

She is not cruel, she is not without affection, once she gave her kidney to Yang Guoying, just because she is her birth mother, just because she can’t watch her closest relative die, just because she also wants to have a mom! However, Yang Guoying didn’t come to find her daughter, she just came to buy a kidney to save herself, so there is no kinship, no blood, only cold transactions.

That time she did not understand, foolishly handed over her kidney and her heart, was Yang Guoying hurt to the bone, and now to start again, she will not be stupid again.

If Yang Guoying is here to look for her daughter, is her life is dying want to see her this abandoned for nearly thirty years of daughter, want to come to her to say sorry – Zi Shan needs is also just a sorry, she wants really not much, as long as Yang Guoying is with heart, with affection, Zi Shan really do not mind to give her kidney to her to save her life.

What Zi Shan wants is not money, what she wants is a mom.

Yang Guoying gave birth to her, but could not give her a mother, so Zi Shan does not intend to give her kidney again, call her cruel or call her heartless, she really can not do without hate.

Let’s just pretend, she never had a mom, let’s just pretend that her mom died a long time ago.

The people in the cafe all looked over, although they do not know the ins and outs, but in Zi Shan’s words they also heard a lot of things, no one accuses Zi Shan of anything, but are curious about Feng Dayong and Yang Guoying in the end is what people.

Zi Shan did not want to say anything more, she has got the evidence she wants, I believe the judge heard Feng Dayong and Yang Guoying did, the success rate of the divorce will be three times greater. Regardless of her childhood, she was now a grown up and a mother, so everything had to be moved forward and she had to try to live a better life. Yang Guoying, forget about her, pretend she never existed.

She turned around and left, still pinching the two checks in her hand.

Feng Dayong took a sharp step forward, “Zisan–”

“Something wrong with you?” Zi Shan turned back to look at him viciously, that gaze as if she would pounce on Feng Dayong and tear him alive into pieces as long as he didn’t say the right thing. Right now, she was in an extremely bad mood, and as the saying goes, stranger don’t come near.

Feng Dayong was startled by Zi Shan’s gaze and couldn’t help but take a small step back, but he still managed to get out what he was going to say, “I, I’ll go with you.” He threw a wink at Yang Guoying, meaning that he would contact her again in a while, and that the matter was wrapped up in him, so that Yang Guoying didn’t have to worry too much.

Zi Shan grunted, “The main road goes one way, you and I don’t go the same way, don’t follow me.”

Feng Dayong still followed up, but do not dare to follow too close, he is not to apologize to Zi Shan, the matter is exposed no matter what he said, Zi Shan in the anger will not listen to, want to coax Zi Shan he has to think of another way to be able to. He had something else to do.

After walking out of the hotel with Zi Shan, he looked back to see that Yang Guoying had not followed him, and then softly said, “You, didn’t you say you didn’t want her money?” He is for that 100,000 yuan of money to follow up, because of Zi Shan too much understanding, so he believes that Zi Shan said is not a lie, but also can not really want that 100,000 yuan of money.

If Zi Shan didn’t want it, he did. He never crosses the line with money, no matter whose money it is or how it came about, anyway, as long as it is money and not illegal he will try his best to put it into his own pocket, and will not let a single penny hit his eyes and lose it.

“Money?” Zi Shan then remembered the two checks she almost tore in her hands, lifted them up and glanced at them, “You want it?”

Feng Dayong looked at Zi Shan, fearing that she would tear the checks, “No, no. Zi Shan, I just thought if you don’t like to hold it ……”

Zi Shan looked at him and laughed with contempt, “You really are shameless. Well, it’s true that I wouldn’t want her money, but you thought I’d agree when you tried to trade my kidney for her money? Don’t forget, I’m still angry. These two checks, it’s better to tear them to shreds to relieve your anger.”

“I’m sure it must be heartbreaking for you to watch a hundred thousand dollars dissolve into pieces of paper, isn’t it?” She finished shaking the checks and held the ends of the checks with both hands, “Listen to it, the sound of a hundred thousand dollars turning into nothing might be one of the most beautiful sounds in the world.”

Feng Dayong’s face collapsed, “Zisan, don’t be impulsive, in fact, the original intention is not willing to be your thing, this money you don’t want me to return it to her on your behalf is it, lest she think that you took her money away.” What he wanted was to trick the money back.

Zixan looked at him and cocked her head, “I’m so angry, how can I give you the check? How about, you give yourself two slaps, you hit yourself two times hard I’ll get rid of the anger, the check will be given to you so what does it matter.”

Feng Dayong but did not agree, he is now more or less also considered to have a bit of status and position of the people, will not hit their own face in the street? But that 100,000 yuan of money just like this ruined, that is even more to his life, so he was caught in a dilemma.

Zi Shan looked at him, “Take your time to think about it, I don’t have time for you.” She turned around and walked away, “I tore up this check, it’s just right to throw it in the trash, out of sight, out of mind.”

Feng Dayong caught up two steps, near the parking lot left and right no one, he reached out and gently patted his face twice: “This is okay, right, Zisan? I know I’m wrong, I’ll go back and kneel down for you, okay? Don’t you get angry again.” Admitting his mistake to Zishan, but his eyes never left the check.

Zi Shan looked at him, “That’s also called two hard blows? You really have the heart to admit fault it, come to the real, and, over there the baby is still waiting, you do not fight also do not follow up.” She used both hands to force the check and screamed miserably, tearing the opening even more.

Feng Dayong that screamed a heartache, as if Zi Shan tore not paper but in cutting his flesh, or his heart, he immediately raised his hand and gave himself two slaps: “I was wrong, I will never dare again, listen to you in everything, and properly bring the baby up, Zi Shan, I really do not have a bad heart, and so on back home I’ll properly talk to you about my heart. ”

He stretched out his hand to retrieve the two checks, but in his heart he was calculating, the checks in his hand he immediately went back to see Yang Guoying, and then knocked out 100,000 yuan should not be a problem, anyway, Yang Guoying anxious to wait for life, and Zishan took the two checks she saw with her own eyes.

Zi Shan’s hand flickered to get out of the way of Feng Dayong’s hand, and put the checks into her bag, “You want this one hundred thousand yuan? Dream on.”

“You–!” Feng Dayong annoyed, know that he was fooled again, but now can not provoke Zi Shan, in case it becomes a situation of fire and water he can not do anything: “Zi Shan you are not do not want her money well, I take it back to her ah, you, will not want to see her again.”

Zixan stopped and looked at him: “I indeed will not want her money, but this money is not in her hands to take, why do I not want? You’ve also said that people can’t live with money, haven’t you? Although I have small savings, but I have a daughter to support ah, so money is always not too much.”

“You just want to pit me against money?” Feng Dayong growled.

Zishan looked firm up index finger waved: “NO. I also will not ask for more of your money, should my will not be less, and this 100,000 yuan money, but also not you Feng Dayong, right? Remember, I am a person with principles, unlike you no matter what people’s money to take.”