Chapter 132: The Answer

Zishan does not want to tell people about her young things, because no one in the world can do empathy, your hurt, your pain is your hurt, your pain, say it is to exchange a few sighs, a few words “pity”, that kind of pain and no one can understand, and she does not want to let people pity, she does not need any pity.

But today she had to say to the people in front of the TV, that kind of helplessness makes her more annoyed at Shen Yi Yi’s viciousness, she and Shen Yi Yi do not know, but Shen Yi Yi is step by step pressing. Recall again and again the pain, to her is a kind of injury – by the knife cut once, and then uncovered those scars is to re-pain once again, once again blood!

When she was sick in bed with a high fever, her father stroked her forehead and asked her what she wanted to eat. It was winter, but she wanted to eat peaches. When I was a kid, peaches were a fruit you never saw in the winter, but they weren’t absolutely unavailable because there was a food called canned food.

Her father bought her a canned peach for only two dollars and thirty-five cents, but of course, canned food was not something you could normally eat at that time, it was a kind of high-class gift. She ate it, and ate it so happily, not just because it was sweet, but because it was what her dad had bought her.

But, before and after dinner that day, her stepmother Hao Shufen went back and forth three times in the neighborhood, cursing under her breath, “The canned food went into the dog’s stomach, and must have propped up that greedy dog!”

That time, she remembers she had a forty-degree fever, and that year, she was still a child.

Zishan’s narrative is not the kind of accusatory tone, although a face is a tear voice but surprisingly more and more calm, said the thing is not what the big things, just some usual, home truths short of small things, but the people on stage and off, in front of the TV the more they listen to the more silent.

“When I was in fifth grade, on the Mid-Autumn Festival, every family liked to eat mooncakes, and I didn’t really like to eat them because I don’t like sweets, and ever since I was scolded for ‘canning into a dog’s stomach’, I stopped eating everything that was sweet. However, my cousin has a sweet tooth, especially for mooncakes. When I was a kid, mooncakes were a good thing, not something you could just get in every household, so I went to ask Dad if I could get my cousin a piece of mooncake to eat.”

“Dad said yes because we had a lot of mooncakes in our house – my dad was a teacher so he always had graduating students visiting him on Mid-Autumn Festival, so there were lots and lots of mooncakes. So I went to get the mooncakes, but I couldn’t find a single one, so I went to ask my new mom, who coldly told me that there were none. I turned my head and saw my brother, who my new mom had brought with her, eating a piece of mooncake, and my new mom wouldn’t give it to me because she didn’t know that it wasn’t for me to eat, but that I was going to give it to my cousin.”

It was also that Mid-Autumn Festival when she came in the door and saw the family eating grapes, big, fresh grapes, and there weren’t many fruits when she was a kid, so of course she liked them. But the box where the grapes were kept was covered by Hao Shufen with fire, right in front of her.

A box full of grapes ah, she a child can eat how much? However, Hao Shufen did not let her eat a single grape.

Trivial small things buried in the heart of Zishan’s childhood hurt, do not feel the warmth of the heart, she gradually does not seem to say to the crowd to listen to, she seems to be talking to themselves, said to their own wounded, so far have not healed the wounds to listen to.

“A child without a mother is like a blade of grass, ah, truly like a blade of grass, and that new mother of mine couldn’t tolerate me, and finally persuaded my father to send me and some flour to a relative’s house, because she was going to have a baby, and the house couldn’t afford to be a mess. And that flour was laced with lime, but none of us knew.”

Zishan’s voice sounds drifting and distant: “If it is steamed buns then to flour, may only see some discoloration of the buns, will not think too much and eat, that result ……” she smiled, there are no more tears on the face, that smile so lonely : “It may be God’s favor, those flour was used by relatives to make pancakes, so the secret in the flour was discovered, and I and my relatives and my family have dodged a bullet.”

The host looks at Vixen: “A viewer who claims to be Ms. Vixen Lee’s stepmother called in, let’s hear what she will say.”

Over the years, I have been better to her than my own children, this can ask her father. Now, she doesn’t even save her own mother, how can you believe the words of such a person?”

There was another uproar on and off the stage, looking at Zisan some people’s eyes already had suspicion in them.

“Li Zishan is cold-blooded to her own mother, how about her own father, just a few days ago, her own father was so angry that he fell ill and was hospitalized, and now he still has some cerebral thrombosis, but she didn’t come to take care of her father for a day!” Hao Shufen’s voice rose to a high pitch, she was almost shouting in excitement, “This kind of person expects her to save her mother, she just wouldn’t save her own mother even if she had a hundred kidneys, she’s basically a cold-blooded animal who doesn’t know what gratitude is at all.”

Chu Xiang and Xue Jing both stood up, the host told them to sit down, “Things are really peaked, so Ms. Li Zishan how are you going to defend yourself, how are you going to confirm that what you just said is true?”

Zixan stood up and looked at the host, “You’re asking me? I don’t know! When Hao Shufen married my father, I was still a child. Is a child’s mind a blank sheet of paper, and what is its position in the family? She Hao Shufen made a phone call to slander me, but you ask such words, I would like to ask you to give me an explanation – you and Hao Shufen are relatives?”

The host’s face changed violently, as she was about to open her mouth, a man’s voice came from Hao Shufen’s line who originally didn’t speak, “I’m Li Yao Xu, Li Zisan’s biological father, I’m sorry for Zisan, because I’ve been divorced once and don’t want to get divorced again, I don’t want to live in the middle of the quarrels, so I’m very indifferent to Zisan, letting her live a bad life all the time. However, I am her father, her biological father, and if I can’t stand up for myself when I see my daughter being pushed to such a state, I really don’t deserve to be a father!”

“Everything Zi Shan said is true, Hao Shufen was taken away by the police twice for bullying Zi Shan, it’s all recorded. The one who lied wasn’t Zishan, it was Hao Shufen. Zishan, listen to me, you don’t owe Yang Guoying, you don’t owe me, you don’t owe anyone, no one can force you to donate your kidney! Dad, will support you, say your decision out loud, don’t be afraid of anything.”

Li Yao Xu’s voice was low, no shouting, but it made Zi Shan’s tears well up again.

Zi Shan raises her head to the camera, “Dad, thank you.” Li Yao Xu misses, Li Yao Xu has hurt her, but blood is thicker than water, ah, at this time, he finally stood out as a father and spoke his support loudly.

“Yang Guoying, back then you left your daughter in court for thirty years ah, now you want your daughter’s kidney to save her life, you can, but, you use this method to force Zishan, can you stand up to your own conscience? Yang Guoying, if you still admit that Zi Shan is your daughter, then come out and say to everyone that you came to look for your daughter, or you just want one of Zi Shan’s kidneys! Stop turning black and white and stop pushing Zi Shan.”

Li Yao Xu said with old tears streaming down his face, “We’re sorry for this daughter, we’re sorry for her, do you know that? How can you still do such things that hurt Zishan.”

The stage was silent, staring at Zi Shan, no one said anything, Yang Guoying, they do not know who, only know that she has only three or four months to live, that she is forcing Zi Shan, there is no evidence, of course, can not convince all the people. Moreover, although Li Yao Xu’s words were said to be a relief for Zi Shan, but also gave Zi Shan a new pressure, her biological parents have feelings for her – you, really see death to save?

Shen Yi Yi said softly: “Li Zishan, it’s not my mom’s business, my mom doesn’t know about today’s events, everything is my doing, she is now a precious you-” she showed the text message on the phone, which had a text message sent to her by Yang Guoying’s assistant. , the words were harsh.

“I want to save my mom, I know I’m despicable and shameless, but it’s really not like your real mother doesn’t have a little bit of affection for you, and this isn’t me telling lies, with this text message to back it up. Well, you can check as much as you want, and you’ll know that I’m not lying. So, do you donate now or not.” She shouted for Hao Shufen’s appearance, now how much effect Hao Shufen’s words can have, all depends on Li Zisan’s answer.

If Li Zisan didn’t agree, then she would let all the people see how her real parents and stepmother cared and loved her, and make all the people spit on Li Zisan, so that she would have no place to stay in Lan Shui City.

She Shen Yi Yi Shen big miss is not so good to bully the main, Li Zishan must pay the price to make up for the damage she caused to herself.

Zisan looked at her and took out a recorder from her bag, “I have the evidence taken during the divorce here, I want everyone to listen to it before I say my decision.”

Shen Yi Yi laughed: “You took out your divorce to try to gain sympathy? Pretending to be a good person, you will pretend to be a good person, in fact, you are a most disgusting bad person.”

The staff removed the recorder and played one of the segments according to Zi Shan’s words, it was the recording of Yang Guoying and Feng Dayong making a deal, a naked money deal, a naked trampling of affection.

As Zi Shan’s friends, Xiao Jing and Chu Xiang explained to the crowd who the two people in the recording were, how their relationship with Zi Shan was at that time, and why they would sit down in one place to talk about the deal.

Zi Shan cries out in pain: “I don’t have a mom, don’t I want to have a mom? I really dreamed of my mom coming back to me, and she really came. But, but …… if she said straight out that she needed a kidney to save her life, even if I hated her – I really hated her, I hated her for not being there for me, I hated her for letting me be bullied by my new mom, I hated her for abandoning me! But I would still save her, now, now, I don’t know, I really don’t know.”

“You guys have to ask me for answers, but I really don’t know, what would you do if you were me? You guys tell me, should I save her or not, should I save that my own mother, you guys give me an idea, you guys tell me what I should do.”

There was a silence, all the people closed their mouths tightly, no one said a word.