Chapter 203 – Two Ships

When Zi Shan’s question came out, it almost made Chu Xiang and Xue Jing bite their tongues – scared, they had just praised Zi Shan for being smart, but they didn’t realize that Zi Shan was so smart that she actually heard other meanings in their few words. If Zi Shan was healthy now, they might have told them everything – a long pain is better than a short one, and it’s better to break up with Lin Hao’s kind of man early.

If Lin Hao hadn’t told Zi Shan that Jiang Tao liked her, Chu Xiang and Xue Jing wouldn’t have been so determined to tell the truth, but now they didn’t think highly of Lin Hao, they hated him. However, the situation in front of them was obvious, Zi Shan’s body was more important than anything else, heart surgery ah! Zi Shan had just gotten her life back, so how could she be so angry and sad that her condition would recur?

They really didn’t want to have to deal with something like Zi Shan’s surgery again, their hearts weren’t strong enough to handle it. The two of them looked at each other and laughed together, “What are you talking about, Zi Shan, what could we possibly be hiding from you? No, no, really, how could you think we would hide anything from you, that’s impossible, we are good sisters.”

Zi Shan looked at their smiles, listening to their words heightened her suspicions, “Speak, what exactly is it.” She was too familiar with Xue Jing and Chu Xiang, she could guess what their every word meant, so how could a fake smile get past her eyes? She was certain that Xue Jing and Chu Xiang must be hiding something from her.

Xue Jing looked at Zi Shan, “It’s nothing, it’s just that we don’t like Lin Hao.” She couldn’t tell the truth, but she couldn’t tell a lie either, because a lie would be seen through by Zi Shan, so she’d skip the process and just go straight to feelings, they didn’t just dislike Lin Hao, the correct way to put it was that they hated Lin Hao a lot.

Of course, can not say it all at once, she was afraid that Zi Shan can not accept, see Zi Shan is not so good at lying, she is also a lot of peace of mind, know that Lin Hao abacus hit empty, Zi Shan experienced too much now she will not be so easy to let the people lead by the nose, she has her own ideas.

Chu Xiang nodded: “We really don’t like Lin Hao, especially when he said Jiang Tao blah blah blah, just said it too, Jiang Tao didn’t say anything good about him, but what about him? I don’t like this kind of person.” She finished and looked at Zi Shan, “You have some doubts about Lin Hao too, right, so what do you want to do next?”

Zi Shan looked at them and didn’t find anything wrong, so she believed them, “What what? It’s true that Lin Hao shouldn’t have said those things about Jiang Tao, but there should be a reason, right? I want to know what kind of reason it could be – I still trust Lin Hao, he’s helped me a lot, and he’s a very attentive and considerate person, so let’s talk about how to do it sooner now.”

“By the way, why don’t you guys like Lin Hao?” Although she said so surely that she believed in Lin Hao, yet she asked such a sentence, still showing that she still had thoughts about Lin Hao, just that, the thing about feelings wasn’t something that could be had so quickly and wouldn’t go away so quickly, so Xue Jing and Chu Xiang did understand the contradiction in Zi Shan’s words.

Chu Xiang raised her eyebrows, ”He’s not good enough for you. Especially according to what he said that he loved you for more than ten years, but his behavior is not that at all, nor is there anything specific anymore, and you know that I’m a bit sensitive to men and stuff and feelings and stuff now, hehehe.” She laughed twice without saying anything more.

Words can’t be said too clearly, but it’s not a bad thing to give Zi Shan a precautionary shot early on, lest when Zi Shan finds out Lin Hao’s true nature she’ll be too sad again.

Sox Jing sat down to Zi Shan’s side: “That’s right, I also feel the same way, if it is only Chu Xiang a person think so that is she is too hurt too sensitive, but I and the fat man is also the same feeling, always feel that what he did is not like a love you love more than ten years of people. Sure, he was helping you, but we just felt like he was missing something with you.”

Vixen blinked, “What’s missing?”

“We don’t know, if we did, we would have told you to dump him. It’s hard to find a two-legged toad in the world, but there are plenty of two-legged men out there, and he’s not the only one, so why does he have to be the only one? Why does he have to be the only one? Zishan is a good person and deserves a better man to love her.” Xue Jing’s mind is the same as Chu Xiang’s, and she keeps giving Zi Shan a preventive shot.

Zishan gave her a blank look, “That’s how you guys praise me, what’s so good about a divorced woman? People will think first, if she’s really that good, why would she get divorced? Even if her husband is at fault, this woman also has something wrong ah, a slap in the face is not good, so I’m definitely not a good woman in the eyes of the world, you guys should stop saying that, I’m not going to drift away.”

Chu Xiang’s eyes glared, “How do you say such words, divorce how, divorce how? Being divorced makes you less of a person, pfft! This is not like you ah, it is you who said that a man cheating is a man’s fault, do not find fault in the woman for the man’s fault – like buying a TV broken, it is difficult not to repair the TV instead of getting the person watching the TV to go to the repair shop? Divorced women are just as good women, I’m still thinking of having a second chance, don’t throw cold water on me, you know I’m timid.”

Zi Shan and Xiao Jing laughed together, “A second chance? If you don’t have a target, with your character, how can you possibly say your second love? Who is it? The big young man who sold us vegetables, or the one who gave us fish ……”

Chu Xiang’s face reddened, “Crazy ladies, too lazy to care about you.” She finished and stood up to pass a wink to so-and-so Jing, “You guys laugh, laugh, watch out for your teeth falling out. Crazy women!” She said and picked up her bag and walked out the door because if she didn’t leave now, when would she wait? It was so hard to get the topic out of the way, she didn’t want to be pressed by Zixan for anything more.

She was afraid that if she accidentally said something, Zixan’s smarts would make it really easy to figure it out, what if it hurt her? She’d better go back to the store early, there were a bunch of things waiting for her there.

Zi Shan, we’ll go back first, we can’t leave the store without someone, so you’d better get well and come back to help, or our fatso will be in a hurry. Look, what have I become, in case the fat man thinks I’m ugly and changes his mind, you two can be responsible for compensating me for a tall, handsome and rich boyfriend.”

Zishan laughed and “pooh” a mouthful: “You ah, and fat that is the fate of three lifetimes, he will change his heart the sun will come out of the west. You’d better look at your own heart, Chu Xiang should also help Fatty to keep an eye on him.” Jokingly watching her friend leave, Zi Shan’s smile gradually faded.

The caregiver came in and looked at Zi Shan’s appearance and was a bit worried: “Is Ms. Li upset? Don’t keep it inside, it’s not good for your health, especially since you just had an operation not many days ago, you can’t keep anything inside.” She said to look at the things on the table: “Who is coming, it will not be those bad people again, right?”

“No.” Zishan looked at the dishes on the table, “Please.” It was said that women in love were the most foolish, and it seemed to be true, even though she was pretty sure she wasn’t like she used to be, and after all she had been through it was impossible to put all her feelings into it at once, she was still blinded by her feelings.

Lin Hao had many little problems that she saw but didn’t put in her heart, such as the chopsticks, it was just a little thing but he never refused to scrub – as long as there was a caregiver, or a worker, he wouldn’t do a little bit of work, yes, they were hired to let them do the work, but was it necessary to do so?

Zi Shan didn’t know that Lin Hao hadn’t hired the caregivers, or she would have been more concerned about this small matter. Jiang Tao had hired the caregivers, and Jiang Tao had paid for them, but Jiang Tao had told Zi Shan that the caregivers had been hired by Lin Hao, and Zi Shan had thanked Lin Hao and blamed him for not needing to bother with two caregivers, but Lin Hao hadn’t denied the matter, though he hadn’t admitted directly that he had hired the caregivers either.

She was thinking about Lin Hao, of course, because Lin Hao’s words to Jiang Tao had made her suspicious of Lin Hao for the first time, and she fell asleep thinking about it, and in her dream it was still Lin Hao that she saw.

In her dream, Lin Hao was still seeing Lin Hao, but he had a stern face and accused Zi Shan of being unfaithful, and he was still hanging out with Jiang Tao. He is very angry and sad, and talks about his crush on Zixan and how he waited all these years, but didn’t expect Zixan to treat him like this in the end.

Zi Shan was very anxious to explain to him, wanting him to understand that Jiang Tao did not mean anything else, especially to him as a friend is very good, she did not want him to lose a good brother, but she used all her strength, said a lot of words, Lin Hao is still a face, still accusing her of not having him in her heart at all, otherwise she would not have done such an unfair thing to him.

Lin Hao also accused her of wanting to have her foot in two boats, accused her of being a womanizer and enjoying the feeling of men chasing after her, such words made Zi Shan very sad, anxious and angry, she fell into tears, those tears rolled down on the tips of the grass still crystallized, just like her heart, only Lin Hao didn’t read her heart, nor could he see her tears.

“Miss Li, Miss Li.” The nursemaid gently pushed her and called out to her.

“Zi Shan, Zi Shan.” Jiang Tao also called out to her, “Wake up, wake up, did you have a nightmare? That was all a dream, just wake up, okay, don’t think about it, just wake up. You had a dream, look at the crying, nothing is wrong now.” He said and handed the towel to the caregiver.

Zishan looked at Jiang Tao, “You’re here.” Looking over at the window, “I slept for so long?” The dream was still in her mind, for a while she was still in a bit of a trance, her mouth was talking and her mind was still thinking about Lin Hao’s slack-jawed face in the dream.

The caretaker wiped Zi Shan’s face, “At first you slept quite peacefully, but then you were a little unsteady, I called you twice and you didn’t wake up, thinking that sleep would be good for you, maybe the pain from the wound was making you uneasy, so I let you continue to sleep, but I didn’t think that I would go out to fetch a trip to get some water, and then I came back and met Mr. Jiang, and when I entered the door, I saw that you had a face full of tears. “