Chapter 205 – His Mother

Zi Shan looked at Lin Hao, “You’re here to probe me, aren’t you?” She didn’t want to guard Jiang Tao’s face to Lin Hao how, that is too hurt Lin Hao is also too hurt the feelings between them, but she also can’t watch Lin Hao step by step, let Jiang Tao too embarrassing, because Jiang Tao did not do anything wrong, no matter whether Jiang Tao is not to leave the work, no matter whether Lin Hao to Jiang Tao said that will come at noon, but today there is no Jiang Tao if she has to starve until Lin Hao to come in order to eat.

Jiang Tao to treat her is indeed good, whether it is the friendship or as Lin Hao said like her, are not doing anything wrong, because Jiang Tao never hinted at what she, not to mention has not revealed what the heart, in today’s under her attention did not find, but Lin Hao as if the wrong medicine as biting Jiang Tao not to let go, so that she is really some annoyed.

If Jiang Tao does not have other thoughts about her, so wrongly accused a good friend is not too much? If Jiang Tao really have other meanings to her, but he hides very well and looks like he does not want to admit to her words, why have to break and let her and Jiang Tao embarrassed to see each other again in the future?

Not to say through all the people can be treated as not know, originally Lin Hao does not say Zi Shan will not think that way, she and Jiang Tao get along there will not be a trace of embarrassment, the two will only be friends, and still because of Lin Hao will be a little bit better to each other, and now Lin Hao so aggressively, Zi Shan really do not know what good it is to do so. They are both adults, not children, could it be that Lin Hao really does not know that some things actually never say anything is the best way to deal with it.

Especially to do this to Jiang Tao in front of her, what was the meaning of this? Just hit Jiang Tao’s face well, this is also in the hit her face ah, how to say Jiang Tao is to take care of her and, in front of her this master Lin Hao do so half face also did not leave her. Now she and Lin Hao is just a boyfriend and girlfriend, if it is a husband and wife, Lin Hao will not directly beat Jiang Tao out!

So she asked Lin Hao a question, which was to remind Lin Hao that you’re here to visit me, so please don’t say anything else that would embarrass me or make me angry – right now, I’m still a patient. This sentence, in fact, already had the meaning of reproach, and Lin Hao could certainly hear it, so he looked at Zi Shan with some hurt in his eyes.

“Zi Shan, I ……” he took a deep breath, “I may be too nervous about you, but it’s really for his own good, Jiang Tao is my good brother, and our mutual best friend, I really want us to be able to go out for a long, long time. I really want us to have a long relationship, until we get married and have children, until Jiang Tao gets married and has children. Zishan, why don’t you understand me? The only way to make him understand is to ……”

Zi Shan’s face really changed: “Lin Hao, Jiang Tao is my friend, you are also my friend, no matter what our relationship is, you don’t have any power to interfere with who I am friends with, and likewise Jiang Tao can’t influence how I am friends with anyone. I’ve been divorced and the lesson I’ve learned is that you can’t lose yourself – you go back and think about today’s events, and I think that I need to think about them as well.”

Her life was certainly up to her, and if Lin Hao was going to make things so awkward for everyone if he didn’t like the friends around her, and if she could never be friends again, she felt that she and Lin Hao wouldn’t be right for each other. Marriage has failed once, her requirements for men did not reduce but rather improve, because she really know what kind of life can make her life.

Originally, she did not want to embarrass Lin Hao, but Lin Hao’s words to this point, if she had any more scruples, in the future by Lin Hao for her to make the decision to choose friends? There is also one thing that she can’t tolerate, that is, Lin Hao didn’t care about her feelings, why should she still take care of his face all the time? Everything was mutual, she wouldn’t do unilateral things anymore, having Feng Dayong one was already enough, her life really wasn’t much longer, she had already wasted a decade ah.

Lin Hao looked at Zi Shan with some surprise, since Zi Shan had accepted him the relationship between the two had progressed very smoothly and was getting deeper every day. Zishan really is a good wife and mother, he was not wrong, there is something is with him to discuss, but not completely no idea of the person, but very respectful of his opinion.

He thought that Zixan would cherish their relationship more than he did, because Zixan originally missed once, and when she found true love again, she should value it more, and that’s why he pushed Jiangtao over with their feelings, vowing to force him out of Zixan’s life just so he wouldn’t have a chance to sabotage him and Zixan.

He really cares about Zi Shan, and is very nervous about her, otherwise he wouldn’t have done this to Jiang Tao. However, Zi Shan’s reaction was greatly unexpected, making him violently a bit unable to accept it: “Zi Shan, don’t get me wrong, I’m not trying to interfere with your friendships, let alone your life, it’s just ……” he glanced at Jiang Tao: “You have to know my bitterness, and you have to sympathize with my feelings.”

Zishan looked at him and nodded: “I know, I also sympathize, but there are many ways to solve things, why do you have to choose such a hurtful one? Do you know how I feel, have you ever sympathized with my situation?” As she said this she glanced at Jiang Tao and took a long breath, “Well, we’re not in the best of moods today, let’s not talk about it anymore.”

How she and Lin Hao were in the end was a private matter between them, so she didn’t want to argue with Lin Hao in front of Jiang Tao, and besides, arguing would just make the two of them even more angry, both of them should calm down a bit and then talk about it – they were both adults, they really shouldn’t be doing things that only a child would do.

She really cherished the relationship with Lin Hao, and was really happy and blissful in her relationship with Lin Hao, but that didn’t mean that she could give everything she had and love the other person more than herself. It was because she really had feelings for Lin Hao, and they were deep, that she would get angry, that she would get annoyed, that she would care so much.

Just like Jiang Tao, she didn’t really care how Jiang Tao treated her, because she and he were just ordinary friends, and had different feelings for Lin Hao, and had much deeper feelings for Lin Hao, so naturally her demands would be higher – the Lin Hao she knew shouldn’t be the one in front of her, ah.

She hoped that they would all calm down, and then they could have a good talk to find the crux of the matter, and she didn’t mean to threaten Lin Hao by saying what she felt, she just didn’t want to be swayed by a man again and lose her right to speak her mind.

Jiang Tao’s face reddened a bit when he saw this, firstly because he was sad for Zi Shan, and secondly because of the awkwardness of his own situation, “Lin Hao, if there’s anything we can come out and talk about it, okay? Zi Shan, I’m sorry.” He really didn’t want to cause trouble for Zi Shan, but in the end, he still made Zi Shan angry. Right now, Zi Shan couldn’t afford to be angry, and he was worried about Zi Shan’s body.

After he apologized, he took a deep breath, “In fact, it’s just a little misunderstanding, Lin Hao and I will make it clear some other day, only the closest people will speak and act without fear, Lin Hao and I are brothers, Zi Shan, you don’t look at this matter as a big deal, it’s a very natural thing, and it’s nothing at all.” His words just now were a bit too impulsive, not for fear of hurting Lin Hao but for fear of adding to Zi Shan’s anger, so he pressed down his anger while reluctantly explaining a couple sentences.

“Alright, I’ll leave first. Call me if anything happens, Lin Hao.” He finished his sentence and walked towards the door, as staying any longer would only make Zi Shan more embarrassed and irritated. Although he had doubts about Lin Hao, it wasn’t the right time to tell Zi Shan, and he didn’t know what Lin Hao was hiding, or if he really wasn’t worthy of Zi Shan’s life.

In the end, there is one thing he did wrong, as Lin Hao’s brother, good friend he actually should not like Zi Shan, but he can not help it, although he desperately to cover up, although he usually try hard not to get close to Zi Shan, but because of Zi Shan’s injury and let Lin Hao to see out.

He’d better leave, and then find some time to have a good talk with Lin Hao, the matter between them should not involve Zi Shan, how to say that Zi Shan is unaware of it, it is not related to Zi Shan ah. Especially now, Zi Shan’s body is important, how can let her so angry.

Zi Shan looked at Jiang Tao somewhat apologetically, “Goodbye.” She didn’t say more because she didn’t want to cause any more unnecessary misunderstandings and give Lin Hao another chance to open up, she had already made up her mind to have a good talk with Lin Hao after today when she was calm.

Lin Hao did not expect Zi Shan to drive him away, to let him go back to think about it – it is difficult to look at a man who has feelings for Zi Shan every day, surrounded by Zi Shan, he did not move is right? He, Lin Hao, was not a man of God! Moreover, Zi Shan didn’t know much about Jiang Tao before she was moved by everything Jiang Tao showed and couldn’t listen to him.

He looked at Zi Shan, he knew very well that he couldn’t live without Zi Shan, he really loved Zi Shan very much and couldn’t let anyone ruin his relationship with Zi Shan. He was going to propose to Zi Shan, but not now of course – no one knew how sincere he was about Zi Shan, and Zi Shan’s friends were all getting the wrong idea about him.

“Take it easy on the road, Jiang Tao.” He spoke, his tone much gentler, because he knew Zi Shan didn’t like him pressing Jiang Tao on every word: “In two days it’ll be the anniversary of your mother’s death, do you want me to accompany you to visit the grave? It was always the two of us who went together.”

Zishan face no reaction but the heart is still happy, how to say Lin Hao can now change is to show her importance, otherwise how could show and Jiang Tao repair meaning to? Maybe, Lin Hao is really just jealous, right? She skimmed her mouth, but she couldn’t condone his behavior.

Jiang Tao’s footsteps stiffened as he glanced back at him, his gaze rarely stern: “Lin Hao.” This cry carried a full ten threats and warnings, it was the first time he had spoken to Lin Hao like this.

Lin Hao looked back at him, “Alright, if you don’t want me to go, forget it, I’m just reminding you not to forget. Drive carefully on the road, and you need to be more attentive to the affairs of the firm before you do.” His words sounded calm and peaceful in every sentence, but Jiang Tao’s forehead was bursting with veins.

“You’re despicable.” Jiang Tao heard the threat in Lin Hao’s words and cursed Lin Hao for a split second as he lost his self-control, and then fiercely remembered Zi Shan with some shame – what difference was there between his behavior and Lin Hao’s? He turned around and stepped out of the door of the hospital, not to bring Zi Shan any more trouble.

Zi Shan did not see the color of Jiang Tao’s face, but heard his words to look at Lin Hao: “You, threatening him with his mother?” There was already anger in that short sentence.