Chapter 219: The Beginning Chrysalis

Zi Shan looked at An Ping then Lin Hao, she frowned and said: ”Counselor An, who I am related to seems to have nothing to do with you, if you are here to visit me, I express my gratitude and am sorry because I want to rest and can only ask you to leave. If you’re not here to visit me but have something to say, I don’t want to hear anything that has nothing to do with me, so please leave my hospital room to deal with it, and anything that has to do with me, well,” she glanced at Jiang Tao, “please go to my lawyer’s office to talk about it.”

Now she will not have a good temper, not to mention that the current Zi Shan is not a gentle as water nature, even if it is also tossed by Lin Hao and Shen Yi Yi and other people on fire, how can she still smile at the meeting of the meeting to rush at their own nonchalant, full of hostility to the An Ping welcome? After Zi Shan decided to divorce Feng Dayong, she decided that she would never again send her face to anyone to be beaten.

The suddenness of An Ping’s question wasn’t the problem, it was that her tone of voice was extremely angry and hostile, as if Zi Shan lying on the hospital bed wasn’t a weak person, but a fierce beast – she looked like she might pounce at any moment, hold Zi Shan down and bite her a few times – she looked as if she was going to attack Zi Shan, but she was not. -This look of hers made Zi Shan very unhappy and uncomfortable, plus the fact that she had never let Zi Shan like her in the first place, so Zi Shan opened her mouth without any semblance of politeness.

Although An Ping had only said one sentence, Zi Shan wasn’t a fool, how could she not know that An Ping had come to find Lin Hao, and that her relationship with Lin Hao was extraordinary? However, if An Ping came to look for Lin Hao, he could have gone to look for Lin Hao, but instead, he ignored Lin Hao and came up to point his nose at her and questioned her, so what was the meaning of that? The situation is really similar to that of Liu Yun and Feng Dayong after the wedding to find Zi Shan nonsense, a few points.

Zi Shan is most angry that, in addition to Jiang Tao outside the house, everyone does not know is forget that she is a patient, or does not care about her is a patient, came in one or two are self-centered, simply ignore her situation, regardless of Jiang Tao’s repeated warnings, again and again noisy disturb her rest.

Anping froze when she heard Zi Shan’s words, and before she had time to speak, Lin Hao over there had already swooped down to her side and said hurriedly, “Let’s go, let’s go, let’s talk about what’s going on back.” His face was pale, his tone panicked, it could be seen that Anping’s appearance had caused him to develop a real fear, by no means comparable to the way he looked just now when Shen Yi Yi threatened him.

Jiang Tao’s expression changed as soon as An Ping’s questioning left his mouth, and when he was about to come over and drag An Ping out, he saw that Lin Hao was going to pull her out, so he gave his body away, at the same time he turned his head to look at Zi Shan worriedly, only wanting to be able to hurry up and drive people out now, and not to leave a single one behind, lest Zi Shan be subjected to any kind of stimulation.

“Go back and talk about it? We’ll talk about it at home?” Anping shook Lin Hao’s hand off fiercely and stared into his eyes, “I’m just afraid that you don’t recognize home anymore! I really didn’t believe it when I received the call, and if I hadn’t called your assistant to ask a few questions, I really wouldn’t have known that you, Barrister Lin, would do something like this.”

“No wonder I couldn’t find you often when I was in the hospital bed not out of danger, no wonder you couldn’t sit still and be distracted in my hospital room, no wonder you didn’t have the slightest bit of a good face for me, no wonder you didn’t see me almost every day after you hurriedly discharged me from the hospital, and left me at home alone, and no wonder you refused to help me with Feng Dalan’s case!”

“So, everything is because of her, right?” An Ping pointed at Zi Shan, “When I was in the hospital when my life was in danger, you left me to come and see her, and when I was at home when my body had not recovered and was in need of someone to take care of me, you came to take care of her! Good, good, really good, I can’t imagine that the husband that I, Anping, found with my eyes wide open, is actually a man who is a hundred or a thousand times more scummy than those scummy men I’ve seen! Should I gouge out my own eyes and throw them at you?!”

Zi Shan looked at An Ping who had been pushed out of sight by Lin Hao, she was actually looking at the bathroom wall, “An Ping, are you saying, are you saying that you and Lin Hao are married? Or that he and you are boyfriend and girlfriend?” For a split second her eyes were no longer bright, they were all black, but she still struggled to hold onto the quilt so that she could raise her head higher.

Right at Anping’s words, she felt her world shake.

Jiang Tao couldn’t be bothered to push Lin Hao, and came over to hold Zi Shan’s hand: ”Zi Shan, it’s not your fault, it’s none of your business, it’s not just that you don’t know, I don’t know, all of the people in the firm don’t know, no one in the city of Bluewater knows, no one knows even out of the city of Bluewater, ah. Really do not blame you, really none of your business, Zi Shan Zi Shan, the body is important ah.”

Zishan held Jiang Tao’s hand, “You know? Lin Hao, is he married, or does he have a girlfriend?” Although both were deceived, the former was far, far more serious than the latter, her voice was beginning to sound indistinct, as if the person was still in the hospital bed, but her soul had flown out of the room.

Jiang Tao was so anxious that his head was covered in sweat: “Zi Shan, it’s really none of your business!” He had the urge to kill at this moment, if he wasn’t trying to take care of Zi Shan, if he had a knife in his hand, at this moment Lin Hao would have definitely fallen in a pool of blood.

Anping rushed back as Zi Shan’s question made Lin Hao freeze, no longer having the strength to push her or grab her, her tears rolling out, “Of course Lin Hao and I are married, we’re about to be married for eight years, after the New Year then another month will be our eighth anniversary, but he’s having an affair.”

Her body seemed to be leaning softly against the wall, and she couldn’t see Zisan clearly amidst her tearful eyes, “When I was running for Feng Dalan, I just couldn’t have dreamed that Li Zisan would be my husband’s lover.” Each of her words turned into a whip, or a water-soaked whip, landing hard blow after hard blow on Zi Shan’s body and heart.

Zi Shan’s face blood quickly faded, staring at An Ping she trembled her lips could not say a word, suddenly, heaven and earth clear, all she did not understand, not clear, those half-light and half-dark things in front of her eyes appear prototype – why every month Lin Hao will always leave the city of Blue Water, why there are always things Lin Hao couldn’t be found – he hadn’t gone to investigate a case, but to meet up with his petite wife.

She herself was victimized by a third party, if not for the chance to start over her daughter had died, and she of course died, and once again she still paid a very heavy price to gradually stand up and have a life of her own. But she just never dreamed that her most hated mistress would be herself – she became the third party in Lin Hao and Anping’s marriage.

Even if she said that she didn’t know any more, even if she really didn’t know, the ironic fact was right in front of everyone – she had become the little third party that everyone shouted at!

“Hey, hey, I can’t believe it,” Shen Yi Yi opened her mouth without missing a beat, “I can’t believe that our Miss Li Zishan, who has always been noble, who has always boasted of being a good person, and who has always hated mistresses, is so hypocritical… Tsk, tsk, that’s the real mistress… Look at her! She’s even more aggrieved than other people’s wives, and even more pitiful than other people’s wives. Pity.”

Hao Shufen of course will not let go of the opportunity to fight against Zishan, to be honest, she is inexplicably excited to see the drama now, what else can make her happier than this? She had never thought that Li Zishan would have her own day, “Zishan, it’s not that I’m the elder saying that you, even if you are unfortunate enough to be robbed of your husband and your home, you can’t go and destroy other people’s families, can you? Alas, our Li family is truly unfortunate, our face is all lost to you alone.”

Zisan didn’t look at them, not that she didn’t want to look but her eyes were nothing but darkness, if it wasn’t for Jiang Tao’s hands with body heat, she wouldn’t even know where she was, “Lin Hao, why, why do you have a wife and hide it from so many people, why do you want to harm me so much?!”

She didn’t have any tears, there really wasn’t a single tear, and she could barely feel any anger, it was as if she didn’t have any emotions anymore, yet it was chaotic as if all of them were stirred together.

Lin Hao didn’t speak, he looked down at his feet and didn’t say a single word, ever since An Ping had called out that they were husband and wife, he stood there so alone, as if he had already been abandoned by the world as lonely as if he didn’t want to be tolerated amongst the world at all.

“Why?!” Zi Shan shouted out. When Lin Hao had promised Shen Yi Yi that he would defend Li Rongxuan, she was really sad, her heart really hurt, but she managed to keep it from showing, and she didn’t want to know the reason, but now, it was no longer a matter of two people’s mere feelings, she had to have an answer.

Lin Hao finally turned around and walked over, but he didn’t know that Zi Shan couldn’t see anyone in her eyes right now, even Jiang Tao didn’t know, none of the people in the room knew, Zi Shan would have fainted if she didn’t have a breath of air to hold on to, there was really no bigger blow than this.

“I’m sorry, Zi Shan.” His hands clenched tightly, “I had wanted to ……”

Zixan suddenly slammed her hands into fists on the quilt, which was underneath her legs, but she didn’t realize the pain, “Why?” She just wanted an answer, not an explanation, just now she wanted an explanation, but now she didn’t need it, she just wanted to know why, she and Lin Hao had no grudges, why did Lin Hao harm her like this.

Lin Hao painfully held his head and squatted down, “It’s not me who wants to hide it, it’s not me who wants to hide it.” There was infinite pain in his voice: “It was Anping who wanted to conceal her marriage for the sake of her career, because the time of her marriage was when her career had just taken off, and an unmarried girl is more likely to get help among her colleagues – you know, most lawyers are men, so I could only go over there for a month to spend three or five days with her until now.”

“Originally I thought she just wanted to live like this for a year or two, but I didn’t realize that she’s been secretly married until now, not wanting children not living together, I’m the same as if I wasn’t married!” He painfully shed tears, “But I know myself that I’m married ah, I can not say to their best friends, can not say to their coworkers, I have to always face certain temptations and constantly remind myself that I am a married man.”