Chapter 320 – Late Love

Li Yao Xu looked at Zi Shan, “Don’t be busy sit down and let me do it.” He picked up a dish and put it on the small plate in front of Zi Shan, “How many years has it been, I have never given you a chopstick of food.” His eyes reddened as he spoke, and he took another piece of meat, “Come on, eat, eat.”

Zishan heard his father’s words heart is really not a taste, circles under the eyes are also a little red but forced a smile: “Dad are saying what, I’m so big to come on their own on the line, you’re not easy to move or I’ll take care of you, you love to eat pork ribs, said just meat, then made out of the bad, only the pork ribs on the meat is the most flavorful, but when I was a child you do not want to eat. ”

She put the ribs on her father’s plate, the words that followed were not said – at that time, Li Yaowu gave the meat on the ribs to Li Rongxuan and Li Rongqi’s siblings, he didn’t want to eat it but it never occurred to her that Zi Shan was also a child, just as long as she grows up, just as much as she loves to eat meat – -The children of that era, there are very few who don’t love to eat meat.

Li Yao Xu sighed and looked at the ribs: “But I don’t want to eat and I didn’t remember to give you a piece, now I ……”

Zishan hastened to take over the words: “Eat a meal well, eat well do not think of those in the past, Dad, my requirements are not high, father and daughter there is no overnight hatred, as long as in the future we usually often eat a meal together on the good.” She lowered her head, “As long as you let me have the feeling that I have a dad, the rest is not important, what I need from before to now is not a piece of ribs or that chopsticks of vegetables.”

Li Yao Xu nodded, picked up a napkin to press his eyes, then picked up a bowl to serve the soup: “Yes, let’s eat, it’s rare to come out, you remember what I love to eat, but I only know that you love to drink egg soup, although I also know that now you may not like it, but I really can’t think of anything that you love to eat. Dad, really not a responsible father, you should hate me.”

He placed the soup in front of Zi Shan, “Today, Dad just wants to say that if I could go back, I would never let you suffer again, I would remember that it’s cold and let you put on more clothes, I would remember what you like to eat, I would care for you and I would never bury that care in my heart again. If I could, Dad would make you egg soup every day until you get tired of it.”

Zixan’s tears finally fell, and she hurriedly wiped them away with a facecloth, “Dad, what are you doing? Did something happen at home?” She looked at Li Yao Xu, “If there’s something you just say it, I’m your daughter even if there’s a huge grievance there’s no way I’ll leave you alone.”

Li Yao Xu smiled, “Where is there anything, there is nothing. Their mother-daughter-mother-son thing I also can’t manage, also don’t want to manage, just all of a sudden figured it out – a lot of things as long as the beginning of the wrong, all the way down the wrong wait until you find out when you want to correct has no chance. Dad’s been a failure all his life, a very big failure.”

The baby looked at grandpa and then mom, she jumped off the chair and leaned on the side of Li Yao Xu’s legs: “Grandpa, the baby likes green bean soup, can you make it for the baby every day.” She wasn’t quite sure what happened to grandpa and mom, but she knew that both of them were sad and she didn’t want to see her mom sad, that’s why she came over to be close to Li Yao Xu.

She touched her clothes, “Grandpa ……”

Li Yao Xu picked her up and kissed her and whispered in her ear, “We agreed not to say.” He kissed the baby again put her on his lap, “Come on, the baby is right, Grandpa give the baby 鎼� dishes to eat it, what does the baby like to eat?!” He didn’t get sentimental again and didn’t say anything about the past, making Zi Shan relieved and at the same time very skeptical if something had happened to the Li family.

Or possibly for Li Rongxuan? She glanced at Li Yaowu, thinking of his true feelings just now she really can’t believe that Li Yaowu came for Li Rongxuan, she served Li Yaowu soup, “Dad, don’t hide anything from me, it’s always good for father and daughter to talk.” She didn’t know how many years she and Li Yaowu didn’t sit down and talk properly without caring each other for each other, but now this feeling was good.

Li Yao Xu smiled, “There’s nothing wrong, where is there anything wrong? I just suddenly missed you and the baby, so I came over to have dinner with you.” He said words fed a mouthful of baby looked at Zi Shan said: “That Jiang lawyer I look at the person good, really good, if you are also interesting then set it, he will take good care of you mother and daughter, I have nothing to worry about. Women, a person will always be tired, and after the old people need to have a companion, really interesting don’t miss it.”

Zishan is a little embarrassed: “Dad, where are you talking about, don’t listen to them nonsense, I and he is just an ordinary friend.”

“Ordinary friends or not ordinary friends or not, anyway, you are happy on the line, I just remind you that he is good, good man is not so much, sometimes a man to grow up may need a lifetime of time, to the time he really grow up and mature, around the time, has been things are not the same, and at the same time, also hurt a lot of people he does not want to hurt, Jiangtao, he seems to be hip-hopping , but he’s a mature man now and won’t hurt the loved ones around him anymore.”

Li Yao Xu looked at Zi Shan and smiled, “Of course a woman should be more reserved, but don’t make people wait too long, okay?” In the end, she is his daughter, what is there not to understand? And he also knows that he can’t push Zi Shan too hard, because she has really lost her confidence in men, and it takes time to face and accept a relationship and a man again.

As a father, Feng Dayong and Lin Hao have all disappointed Zi Shan in men, and he only hopes that Jiang Tao can give Zi Shan a sense of security, so that her heart will have a place to stay.

Zi Shan used chopsticks to rattle the dishes on her plate: “Dad, there’s really nothing to it. Besides, do women have to get married and find a man? I’m not very good now, women can live a great life on their own, having a man is too tiring instead.”

Li Yao Xu also did not say in the depth, just 鎼� dish to her: “Dad is not that meaning, just did not properly pain you, now want to pain you but you have grown up, is no longer that need to protect the father of the little girl, so Dad hope that there can be a man to let you lean on, can give you the strength to give you Dad did not give you the previous ……”

“Dad just wants you to be happy, he would rather you be a rice bug and not have to fight for a career because you are dad’s daughter. Dad really wants you to be surrounded by happiness and not have to run around, even now, dad also wants you to have a man around you who can let you lean on him when you are tired.”

He hugged the baby, “Besides, a healthy and happy home environment is important for a child, you don’t want the baby to grow up and work so hard like you did, do you? Don’t you want your child to be a happy rice bug for the rest of her life, not having to worry about anything? Or do you really want your daughter to become a strong woman?”

Zixan glanced at the baby, “There’s nothing wrong with becoming a strong woman, at least I’ll be very relieved for her.” But in her heart she is also thinking, if she can let her daughter be a rice bug for the rest of her life with nothing to worry about, it is actually better than a strong woman, right? At least as a mother she really hoped that her daughter wouldn’t work too hard in the future.

“But it’s also up to the baby herself, as long as she’s happy, I don’t want to plan her life.” She shrugged her shoulders, “My life is already a mess, I don’t have that qualification to point out the next person’s.” As long as the baby is happy.

The baby suddenly looks at Zi Shan seriously and says, “I want to be the mom I am now and never leave my mom.”

Zishan and Li Yaoshu both laughed, Li Yaoshu even nodded the tip of her little nose: “You won’t think like this when you grow up, every girl will fall in love and get married ……, ha, you won’t understand what I’m saying to you now, by the time you are older you will know.”

“Baby knows.” The baby looked at Li Yao Xu very seriously, “But the baby won’t marry, because don’t want to plateau the two of them to become dads later.” She was really serious, very seriously insisting.

Zi Shan’s heart trembled, looked at her father for a while without saying a word – really by her father, a complete family is really important to the child, Feng Dayong’s influence on the baby is already there, the little girl has been refusing the high plateau’s “marriage proposal”, the original is not just a child’s heart, but also a child’s heart. Not only is the child’s heart high or what, just because she does not want to high wish to become Feng Dayong in the future.

The baby, do not believe in men.

Li Yao Xu sighed and kissed the baby: “Dad is just Dad, baby will meet a man like ……” He thought of the fat man: “like the plateau father like the man.” But apparently the fat man’s persuasive power was not enough, and the baby still insisted.

“See, if there is a suitable person, such as Jiang Tao you really need to seriously consider,” Li Yao Xu raised his head, “It is not difficult to change the baby’s mind now, but after a few more years when the baby is older it will only be difficult.”

Zixan did not speak again, this matter Li Yaowu also did not mention again, they ate a meal by the fat man over to pick up Li Yaowu to send him home, parting time, Li Yaowu to Zixan to straighten the collar, tied the silk scarf around her neck: “Zixan, take good care of yourself, no matter how, forgive Dad.”

After a meal, Zi Shan’s heart really softened into water, where there is still any resentment? But let her say it is still a little difficult, in the end many years of heart knot and so many things have happened, and Zi Shan is not like to put all the feelings on the surface of the people, so just returned a sentence: “Go back and remember to take your medicine, don’t be too angry in everything.”

Thinking of tomorrow’s court session, she looked at her father whose temples were graying in the light with a sour heart, “Don’t worry too much about tomorrow’s matter.” They weren’t prepared for anything anyway, even if it was for her father.

Her mouth said even more ruthless, in fact, the heart is even softer – to hard she will only be harder than you, but the most afraid of people to treat her well.

In the middle of the night when the phone rings, see is Shen Yang’s phone she did not think to hang up, but unexpectedly he kept calling her simply turn off the phone, and then continue to sleep, I do not know how long, Zi Shan heard someone ringing her doorbell, noisy Zi Shan heart fire – there is more than not letting a day of exhaustion, and tomorrow will have to work hard people sleep! What could be more cruel than not letting someone who had worked hard all day sleep tomorrow? She saw in the cat’s eye that it was Xue Jing, and then she lost her temper. She opened the door and saw Xue Jing’s pale face and was shocked, but she didn’t wait for her to ask Xue Jing to grab her hand and speak, and Xue Jing’s hand was so cold that it didn’t have a trace of warmth: “Zi Shan, it’s not good, it’s not good…something big has happened…something big has happened…something big has happened…something bad has happened…something bad has happened…something bad has happened!