Chapter 334 – Seeing Ghosts in the Daytime

Without Hao Shufen and Li Rongqi messing around, Zi Shan quickly let Li Yao Xu lie in the crystal coffin with the help of Sun Big Sister, she looked at her father in the coffin and thought of Li Rongqi’s words and said to Jiang Tao, “I think with Li Rongqi going in to try it out, my father should be able to sleep comfortably, right?” She looked at the peaceful face in the coffin with a sourness in her heart and turned her head away, “I think he still hopes that I can live in peace with Li Rongqi and the others, but unfortunately I can’t do it.”

“And I don’t want to say sorry to my father for that because I didn’t do anything wrong.” She lowered her head to look at the tip of her shoes, “About this whether it’s during my father’s life or after his death, I won’t change, even if Hao Shufen and the others made a change to come, I can’t do it to forgive them, I’m just an ordinary person, a lot of things seem to be over in the eyes of the onlookers, but those hurts are still there, right in my heart.”

Her voice gradually lightened, “Even if I don’t think about it most of the time, there will always be something or something that will bring back memories, and those hurts are only known to me, because I’m the only one who has suffered that kind of pain, it’s not something that can be wiped away by saying a few words of apology, and I’m not a saint nor do I want to be a saint. I, for one, will not forgive them.”

The court is about to start in the afternoon, and the argument she just had with Li Rongqi – all of these give Zi Shan pressure, Li Yao Xu is dead, but his heart is known to her, but she can’t do it. Of course, what can’t she do if she pushes herself and commits herself? Letting go of Li Rongxuan, not getting on Li Rongqi’s bad side, meeting Hao Shufen and not going toe-to-toe with her – it’s not impossible to do if she wants to.

However, she has already submitted herself, but she has already forced herself, but in exchange for what? Her daughter’s cold body! And then there’s her miserable life, her husband Feng Dayong’s hatred, and the indifference of all her relatives. No one thinks she’s right – Hao Shufen and the others blame her, and she brought it on herself to get to that point!

Zishan clearly remembers that in her last life, Hao Shufen took her children to teach her a lesson, saying how she shouldn’t have done it, saying how she had disgraced herself as a woman, and so on, and no one consoled her, no one spoke up for her, except for the sympathy of Li Rongpeng.

She does not need sympathy! She didn’t need it in her last life, and she certainly didn’t need it now. Therefore, she will no longer be condescending to herself, nor will she force herself, as long as she lives with a clear conscience, others? Everyone has their own blessings, who cares who she is? Even if it is the baby she can not be responsible for her happiness for the rest of her life, let alone others.

So now that her father had passed away she wouldn’t force herself because of her last wish, it was enough to miss out on life once, and she knew very well that how many people in the whole world could live again? This time in life, she did not want to have any more regrets, not to mention that she would no longer pay for anyone’s mistakes – whose mistakes who to pay.

Jiang Tao listened to a slightly choked: “Zishan, the ancients have said to do good to do what they can, if because of helping people and starve to death or freeze sick themselves are not called to do good – people with the same heart, the heart of the same reason, you did not do wrong, and I think Uncle Li is now the most understandable person, will not require you to Hao Shufen they are good. As you say, you have done no wrong.”

Zi Shan looked up at him, and under her four eyes she muttered and repeated, “Yes, it’s not my fault, I won’t forgive them.” After saying that she withdrew her gaze, Jiang Tao’s eyes were filled with pity.

At this moment he could not have other thoughts, Zixan now need to be the support of family and friends, now is not the time to think of the wind and snow, even if he can see that Zixan now treats him and the original a little different, but it is not a good time to deepen. He, can not take advantage of people’s danger, because what he wants is not only his own happiness, but to him, Zi Shan and the baby’s happiness.

Zi Shan let Sun big sister they push Li Yao Xu on the car, and she herself on Jiang Tao’s car to follow along to the funeral parlor, the next to set up the funeral hall – because Li Yao Xu’s sons and daughters are in the city of Blue Water, there is no close family members in a distant place, so Zi Shan intends to stop the spirit of three days to be buried.

“Lin Hao, what did he do again?” She looked at Jiang Tao and asked gently, “I’m not in the best of spirits, but I haven’t forgotten that I have to go to court this afternoon, not much of a problem, right?”

Jiang Tao thought for a moment, “The problem can’t be considered small, because we knew a little too late, there wasn’t enough time for us, but finally we knew in advance, and we have to thank Li Rongqi for knowing that Lin Hao wanted to play tricks again. It should be directed at me, and hurting you should only hurt your heart and not actually hurt you, right?”

Zi Shan frowned slightly, “Wouldn’t I care about hurting you? What kind of nonsense are you thinking about. No matter what happens, as long as you’re willing to tell or explain it to me, or go with me to figure out the ins and outs, then I’ll choose to believe you.” She looked at Jiang Tao and earnestly repeated, “I, trust you.”

She didn’t know what Lin Hao would do, but just like Jiang Tao said he was trying to provoke her and Jiang Tao’s relationship, then it would be right not to trust Lin Hao, but she didn’t want to be protected by Jiang Tao as a flower, no matter if they were ordinary friends now or not, she didn’t want to be an unheard of person anymore.

Happiness is a matter of two people, then of course the storm should be faced by two people together.

Jiang Tao was a little surprised but more touched, for a moment he actually did not reply, he understood that Zi Shan’s words were equivalent to saying that no matter what happened as long as he opened his mouth to deny Zi Shan would choose to believe him – Zi Shan had given her trust to him.

“I won’t let you down.” He returned softly, not saying another word, not needing to say anything more, because that was his heart, a very simple, taken-for-granted heart that didn’t need to be emphasized with more words.

He finished feeling the atmosphere is a little strange, at this time Zishan received a text message was sent by Li Rongpeng, said Hao Shufen rushed to the funeral parlor to find Zishan to settle the score, Jiang Tao heard a smile, picked up the cell phone to the Sun sister to call: “Zishan, have you seen ghosts scare people?”

Arriving at the funeral parlor Zi Shan and Jiang Tao went to park first and rushed over when Li Yao Xu had already been placed in the center of the hearth, and a large bouquet of clean white flowers had been placed on the crystal coffin. Before she had time to greet Big Sister Sun, she was grabbed by Hao Shufen, who was sitting behind the door, “Li Zishan, what the hell do you mean?!”

Hao Shufen’s eyes were red, her blood red eyes glared at Zisan, “It’s not enough for you to harm my son but you also want to harm my daughter, is it that you want to kill or drive us mother and child crazy in order to be happy? Rongqi is still a child ah, even if there is something wrong, you as a sister ……”

“I’m not her sister.” Zishan pushed her away and walked inside without looking at her, “She has never regarded me as her sister, and she really can’t afford it.”

Hao Shufen chased after her but was stopped by Jiang Tao, no longer able to touch a piece of Zi Shan’s clothes: “Rong Qi has become that way, the doctor said it was shock, it is not known if there will be anything, Li Zi Shan, if Rong Qi has a long or short I will not let you go.”

Zishan turned around fiercely and stared at Hao Shufen’s eyes, “You won’t let me go? I should be the one to say this, what have you done to me since I was a child you have forgotten, but I haven’t, should I give it all back to you?” She pointed backward to Li Yao Xu in the coffin, “My father is right here, you can make a louder noise so he can see with his own eyes how you treated me.”

“As for how Li Rongqi is doing, I don’t know and I’m not sure, speak with evidence, understand? Otherwise I’ll sue you for slander!” She walked to Hao Shufen’s front and said in a low voice, “Haven’t you heard that scaring people to death doesn’t pay off, Li Rongqi really scared herself silly and she deserves it because she was scared when she was trying to do her filial duty.”

Hao Shufen looked at Zi Shan’s face, how can not see lying to, and then look at Li Yao Xu’s face suddenly felt a cool wind behind the neck blew over, the whole body hairs stood up: “You, you talk nonsense.” But do not dare to look at Li Yaowu again, because she has a ghost in her own heart, very clearly know that Li Yaowu is and she argued after the self-death.

Recently, when she and Li Yaowu had a conflict, her daughter always favored her, Li Yaowu was also angry with Rongqi, thinking of Li Rongqi’s chanting of “don’t follow me” her face also changed – impossible, how could it be possible? She kept cheering herself up, but a look of panic appeared on her face.

Many people are not afraid of people when they are evil and oppress the good, but they are afraid of ghosts, maybe it has something to do with the fact that they have ghosts in their hearts, right? Now Hao Shufen is like this, being in the spiritual hall, she feels that the wind is rising, and she no longer has the heart to look for Zi Shan and theorize about anything.

“I, I first go to see Rongqi ……,” her heart drumming do not want to stay naturally thought of skipping.

But Zi Shan did not let her go, pulling her back, “You’re leaving like this, is it appropriate not to say hello to my father?” She pulled Hao Shufen toward the crystal coffin, ignoring Hao Shufen’s screams, pushed her down in front of the crystal coffin, and then pressed her face on the crystal coffin: “Look at my dad, give her a word that you are now very busy and do not have time to do the afterlife for him, and remember to say sorry, or else my dad is angry, but not compared to the life before.”

Hao Shufen’s face felt the coolness of the glaze, but in her heart she felt like she was stuck with the dead Li Yaoshu, so scared that she struggled, “I will do it, I will do it, just leave for a while first.”

Zi Shan let go of her, “As my father’s wife, you will come to the wake tonight, right?”

“I, I ……” Hao Shufen looked around her heart furtive, the thought of being alone in the hearth at night with Li Yaoxu gave birth to endless chills in the bottom of her heart.

Zishan lowered her head, “It’s fine if you don’t come, I’ll invite you then – throw you in to warm my dad’s bed!”

Hao Shufen’s face changed drastically, but Jiang Tao added slowly, “Zi Shan, you don’t have to go to so much trouble, right? I think Uncle Li will definitely miss Auntie Hao if he can’t see her at night to look for her.”

Hao Shufen subconsciously glanced at Li Yaoxu, just at this time coincidentally Li Yaoxu’s fingertips actually moved, scared her screamed and crawled with all four limbs – running not two steps will fall, but fell she did not dare to stop, even if the movement coefficient of difficulty is very high, but her speed can be really not slow at all.