35
In the hospital room.
Lilies emit a faint fragrance, lingering in every corner of the ward. Jane Mo is sitting there quietly, with her face slightly lowered, unable to see her expression.
Ning Qingyuan wearing a wide hospital gown standing in a corner of the window, the whole person has lost a big circle. The two were silent for a long time, the sun’s through the glass hit in, the light refracted in the side of his resolute face, even more appear to be a trace of blood color are not.
Jane Mo’s throat moved up and down, finally issued a difficult voice, “When do you know?” The voice within the silent space was hollow and feeble.
Ning Qingyuan’s body slowly twisted over, his eyes fell on her body, he did not want her to know this. “The last time I went back to America.”
Jane Mo exhaled coldly, “So it’s been so long. If it wasn’t for me going back yesterday, did you guys always want to hide this from me?” She choked slightly.
Ning Qingyuan pursed the corners of his lips, “Xiao Mo, it’s not that big a deal.”
Jane Mo twisted her fingers tightly, “Not much?” She softly repeated, “Not much?” She gently repeated, “Qingyuan, how much longer are you going to keep this from me? The chances of the surgery being successful weren’t very high in the first place, weren’t they?” Her face was ham-fisted with no trace of life.
Ning Qingyuan looked at her face full of sorrow, walked step by step to her side, slowly squatted□, grabbed her hand and slightly exerted force, “XiaoMo.” The two of them locked gazes, “That’s why I’m not going to do this surgery either.” He tugged at the corner of his mouth, his dark pupils filled with her figure, his fondness undisguised.
“Don’t, Qing Yuan.” Jian Mo bit the corner of her lip.
“I currently had the same thing back then, and then I had surgery, but the result was still ╠” Ning Qingyuan slowly steadied his breathing, “Without surgery, I at least have one or two more years of life left.” He could still be with her for a while, and power surgery was something no one could guarantee.
Jian Mo buried her head, tears rolling down her face, this man is so good, why did he meet such a thing? Good people do not get good rewards. She choked with a sob, “Let’s go back to the United States and go there to see, okay?” She held his hand in a death grip.
Ning Qingyuan looked at the tears dripping from her on the back of his hand, burning unbearably, except that he had long ago checked in the US, and it was the same everywhere. His hand was placed on her back, his mind unconsciously thought of the first time he saw her, when she saw her mother, full of joy, meeting but knowing each other, her eyes were full of tears, but she was hard to hold them back. That was when he knew how strong she was.
The Ning family had been very depressed these days. Ning’s father had lost his wife in middle age, and his wife had only left behind such a son, and now that his son had gotten the same disease as his wife, he had instantly aged ten years or so, and his face was full of vicissitudes.
“Qingyuan will be fine.” Mrs. Ning handed over a cup of ginseng tea.
Father Ning shook his head, “If it wasn’t for this sudden fainting spell in the hospital, he would have kept it from us.” He sighed heavily, “What kind of sins did our Ning family create to deserve such retribution.”
Mrs. Ning’s face was grave and her eyes were filled with bitterness. Qingyuan ah, you must get up. She now had some regrets for him and her daughter.
The next day Mrs. Ning went to the hospital, and the Ning family’s lawyer was there. Mrs. Ning’s heart thumped, she vaguely guessed what was going on, and a wave of acid welled up in her heart.
“Lawyer Zhang, you can go back first.” She said softly.
Lawyer Zhang looked at Ning Qingyuan, who nodded, “Just do as I just said.”
“Qingyuan, these days I often think about the past.” Mrs. Ning spoke faintly, “I find it’s like having a dream and waking up to nothing.”
Ning Qingyuan narrowed his eyes, his face a bit tired, “Auntie, what are you trying to say?”
Mrs. Ning hooked the corners of her mouth, “I realized that I did another thing wrong.” She sighed, “Back then, when I hadn’t recovered my memory, it was you who brought Little Mo to me and took care of her for me. I’ve actually been a failure as a mother, in fact, what’s the difference between her father and me. I was cowardly and pessimistic, choosing a path of no return, but letting my daughter suffer the consequences. Xiao Mo, nowadays, she refuses to believe in love easily anymore.”
Ning Qingyuan looked at her expressionlessly, a typical Jiangnan woman, delicate and gentle, Jianmo was actually more like her father.
“Xiao Mo moved out of the Ning family because of you, right?” She stated, the corners of her mouth filled with bitterness, “I was pedantic in the end.”
Ning Qingyuan’s fingertips moved slightly, his eyes gently knitted, his eyes were far-reaching, “Actually, XiaoMo has always only had that person in her heart.” Perhaps this was fate. Her love had long been promised to that boy. Despite the change of time, the photo sticking out of her wallet was still silently clipped there. She had just been hiding in her shell.
Mrs. Ning was stunned, she thought her daughter had simply let go. It turned out …… that this silly child. In fact, how was she ever not stupid herself, otherwise she wouldn’t have chosen to commit suicide back then.
“She longed for a home, and I was never able to fulfill this wish of hers.” Ning Qingyuan said powerlessly.
Mrs. Ning, however, had eyes full of tears.
Jane Mo had slept poorly all day and night over Ning Qingyuan’s matter, and a circle of blisters had grown at the corner of her mouth. When Zhong Yu came to see her, the whole person became more and more cautious.
He absentmindedly accompanied the child to build blocks in his room. Lemon seemed listless as well, and after not building for a while, she slumped to the floor and refused to move.
“Baby, what’s going on? Who bullied you?” Zhong Yu picked up the child and touched the corner of her forehead.
“Mommy cried last night.”
“Oooo╠,” he said, his voice rising.
Lemon pursed her lips, “She cried alone in her room in secret and Auntie wouldn’t let me go in to comfort Mommy. Auntie said some pains are only good on their own.”
Zhong Yu kissed the corner of her daughter’s forehead, “Auntie is right.” Back then, she also survived the injuries he caused all by herself.
Lemon nodded, “Just like when I broke my foot before, I cried many times, but it was on its own that I got better.”
Zhong Yu doted on the tip of her nose, “Lemon is so smart.”
“Let’s go out and see mom, okay? She must be bored alone.” Zhong Yu suggested. Lemon immediately nodded in agreement.
Jane Mo was looking at the information about the relevant diseases on the computer.
“Take a break, you’ve been reading all afternoon.” Zhong Yu said softly, gently touching Lemon’s head, Lemon immediately walked over and hugged Jane Mo’s thigh, “Mom, didn’t you say that this is not good for your eyes?” “You haven’t talked to me all afternoon?”
These days she did neglect the child, took off her eyes, bent down and hugged Lemon, “I’m sorry, it’s all mom’s fault.” Raising her head to Zhong Yu, she said, “Thank you for these days.” She looked at him calmly.
Zhong Yu looked at this look at her, an unspeakable sadness was born in his heart. And he just faintly pulled the corner of his mouth, “This is what I should do.”
“Although the surgery has a certain risk of putting death before life, I’ve checked that there is no lack of successful cases in China.” He gazed at her face for an instant and saw a few moments of surprise in those eyes. His heart was a bitter one.
“I can ask my second brother to contact an expert in this area.”
Jian Mo clenched her empty hand and was silent for a split second, her eyes gradually softened, “Thank you.”
Because of Ning Qingyuan, they were able to face each other calmly.
Lemon playing with her hair, the child’s also much larger number, pulling the hair did not care, Jane Mo scalp slightly eat pain, the spirit is clear for a few points. She pulled down lemon’s hand, staring blankly at her daughter’s eyes, lemon looked at her in disbelief, “Mom, is not I make you hurt? I’ll give you a huff.”
Jane Mo pulled the corner of her mouth, “Lemon, do you want to think about daddy?”
Zhong Yu’s heart instantly seemed to be gripped by something, his entire body froze there as if he had been nailed.
Lemon rolled her eyes for a long time before she muffled her voice and spat out a word, “I want to.” She wanted her dad, other kids had dads to send them to school, but she didn’t.
Jane Mo turned her head to look at Zhong Yu, the corner of her mouth slightly raised, silently sighed in her heart, her eyes seemed to be a few points of firmness, and then said softly, “Lemon’s father is now correcting his mistake, let’s forgive him, okay?”
Lemon followed Jian Mo’s gaze and smashed the corners of his mouth, “It’s okay.”
Zhong Yu’s throat rolled up and down, his chest was blocked by a cloud of air, he gently moved the corner of his mouth. He heard Jian Mo softly say, “Lemon, in fact, uncle is really your father.”
Zhong Yu’s eyebrows jumped, his palms were covered in sweat, nervous, expectant, remorseful and so on, too many emotions surged over at once, and he turned his gaze to Lemon’s face with difficulty.
That childish cheeks were permeated with doubt and uneasiness, and his small hands were tightly wrapped around Jian Mo. A hot liquid tumbled in Zhong Yu’s heart, and he desperately tried to hold it in peace.
“Is it really daddy?” That soft query cut at the corner of his heart, his heart felt like it had been violently stabbed, raw and painful.
Jian Mo guffawed, “Yes, it’s Lemon’s daddy. Does Lemon want to let daddy hug her?” Jane Mo looked at the bottom of Zhong Yu’s eyes were actually red silk, the whole face was like frozen.
She figured it out, and suddenly-