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The first thing you need to do is to get a good understanding of what you’re doing and how you’re doing it.

Jane Mo slowly stretched out her hand, her cold fingertips scratched into his warm palm, then her five fingers gradually interlocked with his, tightly ringing each other, “Qingyuan–” in the dark night, her eyes glittered with a crystalline luster, “change my heart for Your heart.”

Ning Qingyuan looked at her with sunken eyes, dark tides surging in the bottom of his eyes, the contradictions in his pupils constantly struggling, the heat in his palm cooled little by little. A blind man, what can he give her? Why decades, what will be waiting for her? Cumbersome care, she will be trapped in his cage for the rest of her life.

It’s not that her heart isn’t moved, it’s just that it hurts more.

She dyed him too deep addiction, he fell step by step, but to swing the sword to cut off.

Jane Mo bit the corner of her mouth, felt his palm gradually dispersed heat, uncertainty just quietly breathing.

“Xiao Mo -” he called his name, clear and long timbre, “I’m sorry.”

I’m sorry-

He firmly broke her fingers, his blind cane groping for a slow step. Ahead of the dark, behind him vaguely flickering stars, but he still absolutely closed the door.

On the cold autumn night, under the street lamp, the long silhouette swayed in vain, powerless and disheveled.

Jane Mo stood there alone and cold, with a trace of cool breath remaining on her fingertips, reaching the bottom of her heart. Her body was permeated with a few points of weakness, and her stiff fingers slowly clenched.

Ning Qingyuan’s driver saw this scene when he backed the car over, he has followed Ning Qingyuan for many years, naturally knows that Ning Qingyuan is not ordinary to Jane Mo. Originally thought that the two would end up in love, after all, Jane Mo’s meaning was there, but how the boss twisted at this time.

Ning Qingyuan got on the car, his voice was cold and silent without a trace of temperature, “Go home.”

“Miss-” the driver hesitantly held the steering wheel, looking back through the rearview mirror.

“Go back.” Ning Qingyuan closed her eyes, hiding the exhaustion that filled them. The driver hesitated for a few seconds, and when he saw a tall man standing beside Jian Mo, he silently started the car.

Zhong Yu didn’t actually go back to his room, he stood there for a while. Jane Mo had been motionless and fixed there after Ning Qingyuan left, he frowned and stepped over with some difficulty.

Jian Mo had already guessed that it was him, she exhaled deeply, the corner of her mouth was full of mockery, “Are you happy?”

Zhong Yu’s face sank, the corner of his mouth moved, swallowing the helplessness in his chest.

“I’ll send you back.” His hand touched her wrist, his palm was cold.

Jian Mo’s eyes were cold, “Why did you make some kind of bet with Qing Yuan this time?” She snorted, her face full of mockery, “Zhong Yu, I’m not an object, I’m not at your disposal to be let around.”

Zhong Yu’s face was full of gloom, “Go!”

Jian Mo ripped his hand away, “I didn’t know you turned out to be lowly to this extent.” At this moment, her brain felt like it was being jerked out of her mind, resentful words popping out sentence by sentence.

Zhong Yu was stunned, his heart was like deeply scorched by blazing iron, “Yes, Ning Qingyuan he didn’t die the heavens really burned him out.” He indifferently hooked the corner of his mouth, “Jane Mo, I am lowly, that’s why I flew so far to come here to wait for your cold stinging eyes, what else do you want to say?”

Jane Mo swallowed her throat, her mouth full of bitterness.

“Is it that you think I’m the one who should be blind? I deserve to die, don’t I?” He averted his eyes, his eyes dull, “Jian Mo, if I can I also wish I could take his place.”

That night, it was still Zhong Yu who sent him back. In front of his dominance, all her resistance seemed to be defenseless.

Jian Mo stood on the terrace, distracted, and looked at the garden from afar. Ning Qingyuan sat there alone, quietly listening to his secretary’s report, and from time to time, his brows lightly furrowed a few times.

Lemon was patting a leather ball on the side, not long before her head was full of sweat, she ran to Ning Qingyuan’s side, she didn’t know what she said, the corner of Ning Qingyuan’s mouth raised a long-lost smile, he waved his hand, and the secretary left.

It was late fall, and the carefully cultivated flowers in the garden gradually declined. Everything cannot escape its ultimate end.

She stood for a long time, just until her legs went numb before she moved. Just as she turned around, she saw Jane Ru standing behind her. Jane Mo was slightly stunned.

“Mom-” she called out hoarsely. When she first called her “Auntie”, she couldn’t get used to it for a long time, and every time she called her, her heart felt like it was being stabbed by a needle. When she gradually got used to this name. When she changed again, it was more of a helplessness.

It was the first time since the mother and daughter recognized each other that they were alone.

Even though everything was clear, there seemed to be a mist hanging over them.

Jane Ru walked forward, the corner of her mouth twitched gently, “Was it Zhong Yu who sent you back last night?”

Jane Mo tilted her face to meet her gaze, and her eyes sank. Jian Ru gently locked gazes with her, “Do you remember the hedgehog our family kept when you were little?”

“You are like that hedgehog now.” She had given birth to a daughter that she knew better than anyone else. There was a time when she was like that, hostile to everyone.

“Mom, did I do something wrong?” She frowned her voice ghostly. It wasn’t as if she hadn’t noticed when Ning Qingyuan started to alienate her.

Jian Ru sighed, “I was too obsessive about love when I was young, in fact, after a man and a woman get along for a long time, in the end where is so much love and affection.”

“A long time ago I discovered Qingyuan’s feelings for you, at that time I hadn’t recovered my memory, I always watched never interfered. Although Qingyuan’s character is gentle, he is also a high-minded and proud person, he never condescends to himself, but he didn’t expect to meet you.” Jane Ru hooked the corner of her mouth and looked at her daughter, “After I recovered my memories, I had once discouraged and asked him to leave you.”

Jane Mo was stunned and couldn’t believe it in the slightest. This simply wouldn’t be something her mother would do.

“Don’t believe it?” She paused and looked at the figure in the distance, adding a few apologies to her brows, “Your uncle and I do not approve of you and Qing Yuan being together. Not to mention the fact that you are stepbrothers and sisters, how could your uncle accept that his daughter-in-law does not have his son in her heart? And I – naturally – want you to be with the person you love.”

“The one who loves each other-” Jane Mo muttered and repeated, there is a saying “it’s easy to love each other but hard to keep each other”, it is indeed true. She slowly calmed down.

Jian Ru continued to speak, “Qing Yuan has already booked our airfare, we will leave here in three days.”

“Mom-” Jian Mo’s voice suddenly rose.

“You know that what he decides is never easily changed.”

“I won’t go back.” Jane Mo gritted her teeth and said firmly.

Jane Ru was silent for a moment, and sighed in a low voice, “Let it be.” An instant later, she said softly, “I’ll take the lemon back first, you have to take care of Qingyuan, and you won’t have much time to take care of the child.”

Jian Mo let out a breath, “Thank you mom.” She knew what her mom meant when she said this to her. She didn’t support her, but she wouldn’t hinder her anymore either.

Under the same roof, even if they could avoid each other even more they would still bump into each other. Not to mention that Jian Mo deliberately waited for him.

When Ning Qingyuan went downstairs, he thought that everyone had gone out today. The living room was quiet, and the blind cane made a crisp sound against the floor tiles. “lisa–” he called the maid’s name. There was no response for a long time, and the spacious hall echoed faintly with the faintest of echoes.

“lisa went out.” After a long while Jane Mo suddenly spoke out.

Ning Qingyuan frowned without a trace, “Didn’t she accompany Lemon to the hospital for her immunization?”

Jane Mo locked her gaze tightly on him, “Zhong Yu will also go, right?” She lightly hooked the corner of her mouth.

Ning Qingyuan got up, “I still have things to do.”

“Qingyuan, go to the notary today.” She looked at his back and said slowly and firmly, word by word.