Chapter 321
Yang Ge sat there in a deep trance
The voice of Yang’s mother in her ears was just a little bit farther away
The room went quiet, but her ears didn’t stop there
The hallucinations in her eyes were taken for real
Gradually she was not afraid anymore, her body was shaking so much, her heart was like ten thousand worms gnawing at her flesh and sucking her blood, the taste was unbearable, she smiled at the empty place and muttered, “Dad, sister, I came to find you”
Stumbling out of bed, she rummaged through boxes and cabinets for a long while
Only then did she find the white mourning cloth that she had bought when her father died and was buried, a very long piece of it
Then she found the place where her father had hidden the card, opened it, and took out the bank card
Took out a pen and wrote a paragraph on the white paper in a crooked way: Mom, I’m sorry, I have no hope of living, I use my life to go down to apologize to my father and my sister, this money, don’t give it to Malone anymore, he is a bottomless pit, when you don’t have any money, he won’t pay attention to you, don’t have any more dealings with him, and live a good life
Put the bank card and this last words into the pocket of one of Yang’s mother’s favorite jacket that she usually wears
She took the mourning cloth and walked into the restroom
Closing the door behind her, she turned on the water and let it go to make half the bathtub
She jumped in right afterward, the mild water temperature was perfect for bathing
Only she didn’t undress
With an unusual color in her eyes, she took the long mourning cloth and tied it to the faucet
Her head then burrowed inside the tied mourning cloth, lassoing herself securely, and as her hands were about to loosen, she looked toward the restroom door
Her dad and sister continued to wave at her again with smiles on their faces
The physical and mental drug/addiction tormented her with a burning desire to relieve this pain, and she had no attachment to life
Hands dropped away, Yang Ge closed her eyes in trembling
The mourning cloth in her neck tightened as her body slipped, her eyes suddenly widening as her hands clutched the tub
Both legs fluttered a few times, and soon they were motionless
Eyes closed forever, ending her young life with her own hands
No more pain
In the quiet restroom, the sound of the faucet’s ticking running water had continued softly
Yang’s mother came back from the bank and opened another certificate, her heart was happy
Thinking that Malone will come over in the evening, her heart is even more blissful, of course, after this time, she decided that she can’t give him so much, he has cheated himself so much
With only this money left, she has to live, doesn’t she?
Taking out the key and opening the door, she shouted Yang Ge’s voice much better because of her good mood
“Xiao Ge, mom is back”
No response
Yang mother saw that Yang Ge’s door was open, stretched her head towards the inside, realized that no one was there, and wondered, “Where did it go?”
She pulled out her cell phone and dialed her number, the phone rang inside Yang Ge’s bedroom, Yang mother looked at it, her clothes were all there, thinking that she might have gone out
She then took out her favorite clothes, one by one, and brought them to compare on herself for the evening
Finally selected one and put it on
She put on makeup again, and then stood by the window to check if Yang Ge had come back
After waiting for a long time, she not only cursed
“This dead girl, where did she go? Messing up at a crucial time”
After scolding Yang Ge for a while, just as Malong’s phone call came, saying that he would be at her house soon
Yang mother looked at the sky outside was dark, and she hadn’t been able to see Yang Ge come back, so she had to let Ma Long come over first
Five minutes later, Ma Long came
As soon as he entered the door, he gave Yang’s mother a passionate kiss and then closed the door behind him
After the kiss, Yang mother asked him, “Is our supermarket opened in the supermarket called xxx east of the traffic light?”
“Of course it is”
“I didn’t wait for you to pick me up today, so I went there by myself, the owner’s name is Ma no doubt, but the person isn’t you at all, you’re simply lying, what did you do with my money?” She looked at him, cross-examining
Ma Long had to be honest, “I lost it all a while ago when my hand was a bit back”
Mother Yang was furious when she heard him say that, “So much money, you lost it all?”
“Uh-huh Alright, don’t be angry, I swear, I’ll do a good job, I’ll definitely not spend any more nonsense, you believe me one more time” He reached inside her clothes
Yang’s mother took the initiative to take off her jacket and sat across his lap, “Are you telling the truth?”
She asked with her mouth, but she wasn’t going to believe him anymore
Money, she wasn’t going to give it to him the way she had before
“Of course, big baby, come and kiss”
The two were entwined/twined with passion like fire
Tonight Marlon went through a lot of trouble to get another favor from her, all to please her
When the two were finally done
Malone took the lead and walked towards the restroom
Originally, he didn’t think anything of it, only, when he turned on the light, he screamed and ran out in fear
Mother Yang saw that he was scared, and then she asked, “What’s wrong?”
Malong was so scared that he shivered all over and hurriedly got dressed, rushing to her as he did so, “Just go to the restroom and see what’s going on”
Yang mother put on her clothes and walked towards the door of the restroom, the moment she stood at the door, she could hardly believe her eyes
Lying in the bathtub was her daughter, was she already dead?
“Xiao Ge!”
Yang mother stepped forward and reached out a trembling hand to test under Yang Ge’s nose, and sure enough, there was no breath
She immediately rushed out and found that Malone had long run away, Yang mother immediately called the police
After the police diagnosis, Yang Ge died of suicide
Her death soon attracted the attention of the entire neighborhood of the family building
Once again, there was a lot of talk about it, saying that the house they were living in was unlucky, and some claimed that Yang’s mother was the biggest unlucky, otherwise, why would a family of four die in such a short period of time, but she was the only one who was okay
Some people boldly guessed that she was next
People couldn’t help but feel that this incident was bizarre
Yang’s mother sat on the sofa in a state of disorientation, and Yang Ge’s body was transported to the hospital’s morgue for cremation three days later
All the people who should go have left, the house is cold
She sat there alone, the lively scenes of the past days still reverberate in front of her
This time, the blow to her is very important
This home, she can no longer stay
Leaving the house, she walked to the twenty-four hour non-closing supermarket in her neighborhood and bought a can of a mention of beer
By the time she walked to the cashier to pay, when her hand dug into her pocket to pull out the money, a piece of white paper wrapped around a bank card was grasped in her palm
She held it tightly, not daring to open it, but she had guessed what it was
Yang’s mother paid the money and quickly carried the beer to a bench to sit down, and by the streetlight, she opened the white paper
A few seconds were enough to read the few last words on it
Yang mother instantly lost control of her emotions and bawled
Crazy painful crying
At this moment, she really regretted it
Yang mother sat there and cried all night, when the dawn light, her hair white overnight
The bank card in her hand is no longer her joyful want, she held only feel heavy, pressured her breathless
She so wished that time could be turned back so that the family was still together
How could this life go on now that she was the only one left
It could be called a self-inflicted sin
It’s not true at all
She didn’t blame anyone but herself
Yang mother stood up and looked to the east, the night was over, the sun rose as usual, it was a brand new day
She didn’t have the courage to die, but she decided to leave this place forever
She would return to the countryside and take care of her in-laws
Hopefully, this would atone for her sins
Three days later, Yang’s mother buried Yang Ge’s ashes
Looking at the row of three tombstones, her closest people
They were all gone
She sobbed uncontrollably
She then pulled her luggage and got on a bus to her in-laws’ house in the mountains, a remote place that she had only visited once when she got married
Her mother-in-law is a simple peasant woman, countless times to let her go back, she did not, I did not expect, this time is their own initiative willing to die there
The family building of the house is so stranded there it, that is their former home, even if the future no longer come back, is also their home
The train started slowly, Yang mother just so sit on this train away
She used the rest of her life to atone for her own sins, and used the rest of her life to serve the Yang family’s two old men, truly repentant
Hopefully, after she dies of old age, she will have a little face to face to her husband and two daughters
As for Malone, she had already thought clearly three nights ago
He is a plague, can not be touched, a touch of the family broke, if she had known, she must not
Just, thousands of gold can’t buy early to know
The rest of the day, can only rely on her alone repentance to spend *****
April 17th, today is the day when An Xiaonuan undergoes treatment
Early in the morning, Gu Changqing got up early and asked Elder Wu several times with fear and trepidation to make sure there was no danger before he let his heart down a little
Again, he waited outside the door of the operating room
Compared to the anxiety and fear before, Gu Changqing was much calmer now
Now Gu Changqing was in a much calmer mood, what’s meant to be will come, won’t it?
An hour later, the door opened
Elder Wu came out and extended an ‘ok’ gesture to Gu Changqing
His mood didn’t lighten up
“Go in and take a look”
Gu Changqing asked tentatively, “Can we go in and look now?”
“Completely”
Gu Changqing pushed open the door and went in
An Xiao Nuan had not awakened
Pushing her into the room, Gu Changqing guarded her
Holding her hand tightly, he placed it on his lips and gently kissed it
Gu Changqing’s heart was in turmoil
When some truths had to be revealed, could he choose not to tell her?
But if he didn’t tell her for the time being, when she found out later, when that time came, would she be even more annoyed with him for lying to her?
Thinking about it again and again, he finally decided that there are some things that can’t be avoided, when she wakes up, he will tell her one by one
Because, in front of the lover, everything is a vacuum
There is no need to have reservations, to know, only the hardest truth is the loyalty to each other, even if the two people have been all over the body